suspected wife

There was a vast expanse of whiteness between the sky and the earth.

Qiao Mingjin walked in this fog, unable to tell where she came from, and also couldn't see where she was going.

She could only see herself in a white loose muslin pajamas, walking forward step by step with bare feet.

A mist-like light cloud passed by her, enveloping her lightly.Cover up the way, unable to distinguish the way forward.

She walked forward in a daze like a trapped animal.

Suddenly saw a piece of bright light, a piece of hazy yellow, which made people feel so warm that they couldn't help but approach it.

In the halo, a middle-aged man with half gray hair was holding a photo frame and wiping it with a soft cloth very carefully.So careful, like guarding the most precious baby.

In addition to the photo frame in hand, there is also a photo frame of the same size on the table, in which there is a young woman smiling sweetly.In front of the photo frame are four colored fruits, two incense candles, and some sandalwood.

"...Hongxia, are you still angry with me? Why don't you come to see me?"

"You will never forgive me, I know..."

"...I never thought of begging for your forgiveness...I also want to go with you. But who will add clothes to you and Ruru Burning Paper during the festivals? Presumably you don't want to see me..."

After wiping the photo frame in his hand, he held it and stared at it for a while, then carefully put it back in its original position, and then took another photo frame to wipe it.

"Ruru, Dad didn't lie to you, you are the baby Dad loves the most... Over there, you have to help Dad take care of your mother... Dad is useless, he dare not even die..."

The tears of the middle-aged man fell drop by drop on the black and white photo frame, and the young woman inside was still smiling brightly...

Qiao Mingjin stretched out her hand.The warm, hazy yellow light suddenly disappeared again, and turned into dazzling white in a blink of an eye...

In the cemetery in Qingshan County, a young man was kneeling there burning papers, burning them carefully one by one, fearing that a corner would be left unburned and incomplete.

A gust of wind blew, and the burnt gray paper flew around, and the man stared blankly, intently...

"...I don't know if you can receive it. Today is your birthday, I bought you your favorite lily...I burned you boys and girls...let them accompany you. You are most afraid of being alone... It’s dark at night, if you don’t dare to sleep, just light the lamp, don’t be afraid of wasting money... I’ll send you money at any time of the day..."

"... She is married, I didn't marry her. I know you don't like..."

Tears rolled down the man's face.

Sobbed softly.

"I'm not good, I'm not good...I'm an asshole, I'm not human..."

The man was almost on the ground.With his hands on the ground, his shoulders trembled.

The eyes are no longer clear, and the white mist is shrouded again.

There is no way to see where it came from, and no place to return to.

Qiao Mingjin's face was icy cold, and she wiped it on her face, with tears all over her face...

It was time for Yue Zhongyao to linger a few sticks of incense in front of his wife's room.

He had long wanted to have a talk with his wife Haosheng.

The one-year period that Jin Niang said exploded in his heart all the time.His liver and gallbladder were torn apart by the shock.

It was very quiet in the wife's room.After coaxing his daughter to sleep, he came.

Jinniang will sleep more soundly now.

After dinner, he also wanted to talk to Jin Niang.It just seems that Jinniang never gave him a chance.

And he didn't dare.

"Jinniang. Let's live a good life. I never thought of marrying someone else. I just want to agree to her first. After a while, I will find her a better one, or raise their three mothers and wait for her younger brother. With fame, maybe she will look down on me..."

"I don't know anything, I only have brute force, only Jinniang, you don't despise me..."

"I can't read a few big characters. I don't read books one by one like others. I can't read nice poems..."

"Jinniang, you like that...just like the sixth master of the Zhou family. The young master of the Pianpian family, who can read and write, looks dignified..."

"But I don't want to part with it... Niang Jin. This heart is like a knife..."

Yue Zhongyao muttered in a low voice, knowing that Jinniang couldn't hear him, but he couldn't help but mutter.

These words kept rolling down his throat, but he swallowed them involuntarily when he saw Jin Niang.

In the dark, Yue Zhongyao spoke and paused, as if he was talking to his wife, waiting for his wife's reaction.

In the dark night, he laughed at himself and smiled to himself.

"Jin Niang, you must not hear it."

Leaning his tall body against the wall, Yue Zhongyao sighed softly.

whimper? ...

Why do you hear whimpering?

Yue Zhongyao tilted his head, listened carefully again, and the sobbing disappeared again.

He smiled to himself.

Why does it feel like Jinniang is crying?Is he stupid?

"Jin Niang, don't be afraid, I'm here to guard you for my husband."

Yue Zhongyao looked at the door of the room, perhaps he had experienced on the battlefield, he could see with both eyes in the dark night.

The whimpering sound came again.This time he heard it for real.

It really came from the wife's room.

This time the voice was louder.

Yue Zhongyao shuddered.

"Jinniang, Jinniang?" Yue Zhongyao anxiously wanted to push the door open, but just as his hand touched the door panel, he retracted.

Jinniang doesn't like it, right?

Qiao Mingjin's soft crying sounded into his ears one by one, and hit his heart.

A dull dull pain.

"Jin Niang, Jin Niang, what's wrong with you?"

Yue Zhongyao softly called his wife at the door.

The sobbing still didn't stop.

It was no longer a small cry, as if he had been greatly wronged.Crying in the dark night broke Yue Zhongyao's heart and mind.

I can't control it anymore!

Yue Zhongyao became ruthless, pushed the door open, and hurried to the bedside.

With both hands hastily pushed aside the curtain, the whole person leaned inside.

"Jinniang, Jinniang! Wake up!"

Qiao Mingjin seemed to be trapped in a cloud of smoke, unable to get in or out.

Yue Zhongyao was so anxious that sweat broke out on his forehead, he sat on the edge of the bed and lifted Qiao Mingjin up and hugged him in his arms.

His wife was crying with tears all over her face, Yue Zhongyao wiped it again and again.The tears were still gurgling down.Wet his hands and hurt his heart.

Yue Zhongyao was so anxious that he patted Qiao Mingjin's cheek lightly: "Jin Niang, Jin Niang, wake up quickly, what's wrong with you?"

With tears in his eyes, Yue Zhongyao hugged his wife's tender body tightly, the pain was so painful that he couldn't help himself.

I don't know if my wife hides and cries alone like this every night.

It's all his fault.He's an asshole, making Jinniang sad.

Yue Zhongyao pressed against Qiao Mingjin's face.Rubbing softly: "Jin Niang, I am here, for my husband..."

Qiao Mingjin woke up leisurely.

He found himself being tightly bound in Yue Zhongyao's arms.

He wanted to push him with his hands, but Yue Zhongyao was tightly bound, and he himself was very weak, and his hands seemed to be unable to exert any strength.

Qiao Mingjin leaned her body and struggled outside.

"Jin Niang? Jin Niang, you're awake!"

"You make me uncomfortable." Qiao Mingjin was weak.

"Oh oh. It's because you're not a good husband. What's wrong with you? Did you have a nightmare or did you feel wronged during the day? Is it because you feel unwell? Where are you feeling unwell? Is it because you have a bad day?"

Yue Zhongyao let go of Qiao Mingjin, but still put his arms around Qiao Mingjin's shoulders.At this time, he was about to poke his hand into Qiao Mingjin's abdomen again.

Qiao Mingjin has never been so close to Yue Zhongyao since she came here.At this moment, it might as well have reached her abdomen with one of his hands, and he felt very embarrassed.

"No. Not because of that."

"Then what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? Do you want me to call a doctor?" Yue Zhongyao reached out to touch Qiao Mingjin's forehead again.

Qiao Mingjin shook his head, and pushed his hand away: "None."

Yue Zhongyao hung his hands in the air in a daze.

"Then what's wrong with you? Is it because of me? You... Are you blaming me?"

Yue Zhongyao's tone was soft, yet a little apprehensive.

Qiao Mingjin felt annoyed for a while.

"Neither. I'm going to bed. You go to bed too."

Qiao Mingjin pushed Yue Zhongyao away and lay down on his side in the bed.With his back to Yue Zhongyao.

Yue Zhongyao watched his wife lay down with his back on her back, and her black hair slid down her slender shoulders.Spread out on the pillow on the bed.

Yue Zhongyao watched covetously, unwilling to miss the slightest bit.

"Let me light the lamp for you." Yue Zhongyao got up and fumbled for the lamp.

The bean-sized light of the oil lamp dimly lit up in the room.Also jumped left and right twice.

Yue Zhongyao walked over to the bed again, and gently sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Go to sleep." Qiao Mingjin said without raising her head.

"Sleep in peace. I'm here with you."

Yue Zhongyao was so stubborn that Qiao Mingjin had nothing to do with him.

I can't drive away, and I'm very tired.Qiao Mingjin frowned, and simply ignored her, blinking, only thinking about the dream just now...

It was so clear.

The person I don't want to see again.I don't know why I fell into a dream again...

Qiao Mingjin bit her lip and buried her head in the blanket.

Yue Zhongyao's heart ached when he saw it.He wanted to touch his wife's head, but he stretched out his hand but froze there.

I only adjusted the quilt for my wife so as not to get bored.

Qiao Mingjin was drowsy and didn't fall asleep until dawn.

Yue Zhongyao didn't sleep all night, countless thoughts flashed through his mind.

It was bright daylight, and Yue Zhongyao's eyes became firm.

He turned his wife who was sleeping on her side, helped her to lie flat, and tucked in the quilt, then opened the door and walked out.

When Qiao Mingjin woke up, it was almost noon, and neither father nor daughter were in the house.

Yue Zhongyao went to the ground.Wan'er was afraid that she was not awake, so she went to the workshop to play.

There is Yue Zhongyao's cooked breakfast in the kitchen.A large bowl of porridge with lean meat and vegetables, two boiled eggs, the porridge has been dried up.

Qiao Mingjin has no appetite.Peeled a white water egg and ate it, then went back to the room and lay down.

Not long after lying down, the voices of Yue Zhongyao and Wan'er sounded in the courtyard.

"Father, you wash up first, I'll see if mother is awake."

Qiao Mingjin seemed to be able to see her daughter tiptoeing, stooping, and tiptoeing towards her.

Qiao Mingjin sat up on the bed and smiled.

Wan'er blinked at Qiao Mingjin, blinked her big eyes twice, then blinked again.

"Mom, you're awake! Mom is fine! I'll tell dad!"

Running away with a small body.The soft and waxy voice raised high: "Father, father, my mother is awake!"

Then I heard the sound of pedaling running towards her: "Mother, mother, are you alright?"

Qiao Mingjin curled her lips... (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)