Xie Shizi's shameless daily life

"My husband used his intelligence to gain my father's attention. Because of this attention, other children became jealous of him. These children bullied my husband wantonly, and my brother was the one who bullied my husband the most."

"Once, my brother led my husband to the woods, intending to use my father's wolfhound to bite him to death. I accidentally learned about this and was shocked and scared. I was really afraid that my father would beat my brother to death because of this, so I secretly followed my brother when he led people to the woods that night."

"My husband was clearly outnumbered, but his expression was still stubborn. His eyes were as fierce as the wolves his father raised, staring at my brother. My brother was so angry that he blew the whistle hanging around his neck, and the wolves surrounding my husband all ran towards him."

"My husband was small and weak at the time, so he hugged one of the wolves tightly by the neck and bit it. The other wolves kept tearing at his flesh, but my husband refused to let go and bit the wolf to death in his mouth."

"Even after the wolf died, my husband still didn't let go. He bit the wolf's neck with blood and flesh all over it while staring at my brother fiercely. My brother was furious and wanted to blow the whistle again to let the wolves eat him. I blew the whistle on my body at the moment my brother blew the whistle. The wolves quickly dispersed after hearing my whistle. I stood in front of my husband and glared at him, not allowing him to bully my husband again."

"My husband survived because of this. He is still silent, but from then on, no matter if I was bullied by others or injured while playing, he would be the first to appear in front of me, drive away those people for me, and carry me home."

"Gradually, my husband became the bravest wolf on the grassland, and I was the only woman who was protected by him. I was secretly happy and proud. As my husband became more and more dazzling day by day, I fell in love with him, and I couldn't help falling in love with him!"

"I thought this uniqueness would last until I grew old, but something unexpected happened so quickly. My husband brought back a woman who was lame, a silent lame woman. My husband didn't like the woman at all, and could even be said to be disgusted with her. But he didn't know that there was always a hint of fanaticism in his eyes when he looked at the woman."

"My husband may not understand me, but I am a woman. When a man looks at a woman like that, he can only be in love with her. That's the way a man looks at a woman, and my husband has never looked at me like that."

There was a hint of uneasiness in Lang Yue's tone: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid my husband will leave me, so I asked him to marry me." She laughed at herself: "It's despicable, but it doesn't matter. As long as I can keep him by my side forever, I'm willing to do anything."

"When my husband heard me ask him to marry me, he was stunned for a moment, then nodded in agreement. At the moment he nodded, I was both happy and sad. I was happy that he was willing to marry me, but sad that he didn't love me."

"Since then, my husband has been further away from that lame woman, but there is always a hint of sadness in his eyes when he looks at her. What is he sad about? Is he sad that he can't marry her?"

"One day I suddenly realized that as long as my husband can stay with me forever, it doesn't matter if he has more women around him. I wanted to let my husband take the lame woman into the family after we got married, but I didn't expect that my brother would take the lame woman away before me."

"My husband seemed fine on the surface, but when he went to sleep at night, his brows were always furrowed. When he was torn to pieces by so many wolves, his eyes never turned red. When he was almost killed by wolves, he never shed a tear. But on that night, when the lame woman became my brother's woman, he kept his eyes open until dawn!"

At this point, Lang Yue choked up a little: "That night, I turned my back to him and didn't sleep a wink all night."

"That night, I doubted countless times whether I had done something wrong. My greed was wrong, my jealousy was wrong, and my reluctance to leave my husband was wrong. Everything was wrong."

Lang Yue turned his head to look at Zhao Shu in the cage, smiling as beautifully as the bright moon: "If I could let go of my obsession with him earlier, would he not have died?"

Zhao Shu avoided her eyes and looked up at the night sky. No! When he used a trick to enter the city gate and the Hu people killed A Jing, he had to die!

Zhao Shu said calmly: "Maybe."

Lang Yue was not feeling well. She coughed twice due to the cold wind. She supported herself on the iron cage and stood up. "I should go back." She looked at the things on the ground. "I brought some vegetables for you. They are still hot. Eat them if you are hungry."

The thin figure gradually walked away, and Zhao Shu withdrew her gaze from the night sky and looked at the food box that was overflowing with delicious fragrance.

After a long time, Zhao Shu reached out and took the pancakes from outside the iron cage, and a voice sounded at the side.

"You're not really going to eat it?"

Zhao Shu still held the pancake in her hand and looked towards the source of the voice: "Why are you here?"

Mianru walked towards Zhao Shu in a red dress. Zhao Shu was dazed as she looked at her face, which was unusually bright and different from her usual plain face.

Mian Ru sat on the ground in a red dress, looking at the various kinds of food on the ground, and said lightly: "You don't really think she came here to talk to you on purpose, do you?"

Zhao Shu came back to her senses: "What do you think?"

Mian Ru stared at her face and said, "If it was in the past, I think you would, but now, I don't know."

Zhao Shu threw the cake in her hand casually on the grass: "I'm just curious about what kind of poison she put in it."

Mian Ru smiled knowingly, and then suddenly said without thinking: "I don't blame you."

Zhao Shu's expression froze: "I don't regret it!"

Mian Ru's smile was a bit relaxed: "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know that he has me in his heart."

Although she didn't feel much in her heart, the moment she heard her words, she couldn't help but hate her. She stared at her with bloodshot eyes: "A Jing said she wanted to be a general. She said that as long as she became a general, she would beat away all those who bullied us. She would take you to those women who laughed at and bullied you to vent your anger. When I heard this, I laughed at her and said that she was letting you take advantage of the power of others, but she said that she wanted to be that tiger and make those who bullied you respect and fear you!"

Zhao Shu grabbed the iron cage with both hands, shaking uncontrollably: "She, she didn't even have a chance to be the tiger behind us, she's gone, gone!"

Mian Ru was smiling, but tears fell instantly: "I have no choice, Shu'er, I have no choice!" Zhao Shu fell to the ground helplessly, muttering: "You have a choice, you have a choice, you just didn't choose A Jing."

The smile on Mian Ru's face was so sad: "My mother and brother both died in a fire. Do you know who set the fire?"

At this moment, Mian Ru smiled happily: "It's me!"

Zhao Shu was stunned and looked at her blankly.

Mian Ru continued, "My foot was not born lame, it was my mother who made it lame. Do you know why she made her own daughter's foot lame?"

Zhao Shu looked at the smile on her face, but felt scared.

Under the moonlight, Mian Ruxiao smiled gently: "Because she is afraid that I will run away!"

"My father died early, and my mother couldn't raise my brother and me alone. My brother was seriously ill at the time, so she had no choice but to make me a prostitute!"

Mian Ru smiled at Zhao Shu: "Do you know what a secret prostitute is?" She stroked her temples: "It's the kind of business that exposes people's bodies and minds to fire!"

"At first I begged my mother, but she was shaken and really didn't want me to be ruined like this. But my first customer somehow found out about my family's situation and came to my house with two taels of silver and a doctor. My mother looked at the two ingots of silver and the doctor and hesitated. I saw her face full of pain as she watched me being dragged into the house by that man, but she didn't come to save me. She didn't come to save me until the end!"

"Later, my brother got better. My mother would often hug me and cry at night. I knew she was sad and felt guilty. I knew all this. I didn't blame her. I really didn't blame her. I could only blame myself for my bad luck. Really, I could only blame myself for my bad luck."

"The days passed like this, but just when I was about to forget that helpless night, a group of people took my brother to my house."

"When I was dragged into the house again, I wanted to scream, but those people covered my mouth and prevented me from making any sound. Looking at those hideous and terrifying faces, I gradually stopped wanting to make any sound. Even if I did make a sound, what would be the point? Who would come in and drive away those scary faces like ghosts? So at that time, calling for help was the most meaningless and futile thing!"

"Afterwards, I found out that my brother was instigated to gamble and owed a large gambling debt. Since then, that group of people have been coming in and out of our house frequently. Every time someone came out of my room, I looked out through the curtain. My mother on the other side of the curtain always avoided my gaze and dared not look at me. Isn't it funny? The person closest to you is the one who says he loves you but does things that abandon you!"

"From then on, I didn't have to do any housework," Mian Ru laughed. "Is this a blessing in disguise? I'm living the life of a young lady.
"I was calm as if nothing had happened, but my brother and mother always avoided my gaze out of guilt and didn't dare to talk to me."

"The days were dead silent and uneventful. One night, I pushed open the door for some unknown reason. When I breathed in the cool air that was different from the turbid smell in the room, I took a step forward and ran as hard as I could. Only then did I feel my heart was still beating, beating violently!"

"I walked through the trees, thinking about what I would do in the future. I would open a tofu shop. I would work hard to run my shop and work diligently every day."

Mian Ru looked at Zhao Shu with tears in her eyes and a smile: "Do you know the feeling of being about to touch the sun but being dragged back into the darkness? That is not despair, but a kind of resignation to one's fate, as dead as water."

"Not long after I was captured, my mother broke my legs while crying. During that time, my legs were swollen and oozing pus. After they finally got better, my mother broke my legs again to make them swell and ooze pus. This cycle repeated itself. As they wished, my legs became lame and I could no longer run."

"The days passed without any waves. I remember clearly that on the New Year's Day, my mother kept putting food into my bowl, and my brother bought me a little rabbit from outside. After dinner, I fed the little rabbit a carrot. At night, when everyone was asleep, I poured all the wine in the house around the house and threw the burning wood in my hand on it. The fire instantly filled the whole house."

"I threw away the torch, turned around and went into the house to lie quietly. My mother and brother were awakened by the thick smoke. The first thing they did when they woke up was to run to my house to look for me," Mian Ru said with confusion in her eyes. "Don't you think it's funny that the two people who sent me into the abyss would come to look for me when they couldn't even take care of their own lives?"

"They both died in front of my door. A beam fell and crushed them to death. The moment I closed my eyes, I felt relieved. I would no longer wake up crying in the middle of the night. I would no longer count the times when those people entered my room. All of this disappeared at that moment."

"But I don't know if God was playing a joke on me. I survived the raging fire and was saved by a cold-eyed man!"

"That man was really nasty. Even the doctor said that my burns were too severe to survive, but he stubbornly fed me medicine every day. I could only drink a few sips of a bowl of medicine, so he ordered people to make more bowls. During that time, I don't know how much medicine was wasted in his hands. I survived his rude feeding of medicine."

"After I recovered, that person never showed up again. The next time we met, he was lying at my door in the middle of the night, covered in wounds. I didn't want to bother with this weirdo, but I couldn't take a step forward no matter what."

"His body was covered with wounds of varying sizes. I was thinking, since he was chopped like this, the other party must have some deep hatred for him. I shouted for help, and his men came over. Seeing his condition, they thought I had hurt him, so they immediately pulled out their scimitars and put them on my neck."

"That man lying on the ground breathing in and out was even more bizarre. He was about to die, but he still held on to explain to me." Mian Ru sneered twice. "After hearing this, do you also think he is pretty boring?"

(End of this chapter)