rose ashes

"Don't worry, I have a friend here, and the diagnosis won't be wrong."
Sang Huaiyu sat with Luo Yang in the waiting area. Watching people go in one after another, Luo Yang's mood fluctuated.

In order to avoid being met by acquaintances, she deliberately avoided the hospital where Xi Jinzhou was. The chance of meeting him was too easy. Needless to say, Xi Jinzhou would definitely tell Ye Gu as soon as possible.

Sang Huaiyu looked at her anxious expression, gently placed his hand on the back of her hand, patting it rhythmically.
"Luoyang."

With that sound, many images flashed through Luo Yang's mind. She saw Yang Yue, who was always smiling, and Ye Gu, who was still sharp-tongued. Many people once said that only when a person is about to leave will he walk through his life trajectory again.

Luo Yang stood up, tried to calm his turbulent heart, and slowly sat down opposite the doctor.

The doctor looked a little serious. Luo Yang's temples were throbbing. He pursed his lips slightly, his eyes welling with tears.
"Doctor, is there something wrong?"

The pure white curtains were blown up by the breeze, and the sunlight slowly leaked in, splashing onto the ground in patches and spots.
The comfortable laughter struck Luo Yang's tense nerves.
She grabbed Luo Yang's hand and slowly placed it on her belly, "Isn't it amazing? You are pregnant."

There was tinnitus in his ears for half a minute, and Luo Yang could not hear anything. It was as if fireworks were exploding next to his ears, scattering sparks over his head and splashing on the back of his hands. Hiss, it hurts so much.

Luo Yang's hazy eyes gradually cleared up as Sang Huaiyu patted him excitedly.
She was actually pregnant. It was real, not a dream.

The doctor told her that she was only seven weeks pregnant and that it was not very obvious on the ultrasound, but it could be detected.
The first three months are not a stable period, so you must be cautious, but you don’t need to worry too much, just keep a normal mind.

The doctor gave Luo Yang some instructions on diet and nutritional supplements. Walking in the hospital corridor, Luo Yang was still thinking about what the doctor had just said.

The long beam of light slanted down on his body, leaving a shadow behind him on the wall. Luo Yang just kept walking like this, not even noticing the chair in front of him. He was held tightly to Sang Huaiyu's side, and he let out a long sigh.

"You scared me to death. Now I really have you in the palm of my hand." Sang Huaiyu's eyes fell on Luo Yang's belly which was as flat as before. She really couldn't tell that she was pregnant.

Luo Yang realized it later and sighed, "I still feel like it's not real. What should I do?"

Sang Huaiyu shrugged and said lightly: "Just let it go. You are still you, but you are pregnant with a little life. But you still have to be careful. This period is not stable. If the baby is injured, you will also be seriously injured."

Luo Yang looked at the tiny Sang Huaiyu beside him. He was obviously not as tall as himself, but he spoke in an unusually sophisticated manner, giving off a feeling of being experienced.

"You...how do you know so much? You haven't done any special research on this, have you?"
Luo Yang's eyes were bright as she looked at Sang Huaiyu, but she caught a glimpse of that barely perceptible fading light of brilliance, a moment of loneliness that was fleeting.

Luo Yang was sensitive and thought that he had probably touched upon some secrets that he shouldn't pry into, so he kept silent.

On the way to send Luo Yang home, Sang Huaiyu spoke to herself. She looked out the window, as if everything was just an ordinary thing happening.
"I found my first little angel, but I didn't keep him. He went back to heaven."

The tone was unexpectedly relaxed. Sang Huaiyu turned around and looked at Luo Yang with a smile on his face. However, the curved corner of his mouth was like a sharp blade stabbing Luo Yang's heart, and blood gushed out.

Sang Huaiyu and Mo Chen were the first among them to get married. Luo Yang had always known about it, but he had never asked about their family affairs, so he never knew that Sang Huaiyu was pregnant.

It was not until today that I realized that Sang Huaiyu didn't want to have a child, but she was just almost there, just almost there.

"Ayu, I'm sorry for bringing up your sad story. Let's not talk about this, okay?" Luo Yang didn't know how to comfort her. She knew that there was no true empathy in this world. Everyone was just trying hard to empathize with others, but always falling short.

Sang Huaiyu smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, I'm not sad anymore, and I really want to talk to you."
After a moment, Luo Yang nodded and held her hand.
If she wants to talk, she will listen.

"At that time, we had just gotten married for a short time when we found out that I was pregnant. But because I had a very important competition at the time, which was an opportunity I had always dreamed of, I was very selfish and chose to participate in the competition before telling Mo Chen about it."
After a pause, Sang Huaiyu turned his head and said, "I am very selfish."

Luo Yang shook his head and squeezed her hand. "It's not selfish. This is an opportunity you have worked so hard to get. You have the right to choose for yourself first. You are not selfish."
After hearing Sang Huaiyu's words, Luo Yang recalled that he used to see news often. Most of the time, it was about women returning to their families after becoming pregnant for the sake of their children, giving up their careers and glory that they once took so much pride in.

There was nothing but admiration below, and some men even said enviously that it would be great if they could find a woman who would take care of the family, instead of being like their current wives who are always unwilling to give up their careers and say that they can already support her, so what else do they want.

At that time, Luo Yang just thought it was extremely funny. Do women only have the living room and the kitchen? Are men the only pillars of strength in the career of riding the wind and waves? I am afraid that is not entirely true. There are so many women who shine in various industries. They also have families, but they can still fight the waves outside and do both the living room and the kitchen at home. So the superman is probably not a man, it should be a woman who deserves the title.

Sang Huaiyu thought back to that period of time. In fact, she did not regret it. She seized the opportunity that she worked hard for, won the well-deserved award, and became the person she had always wanted to be. She did not need anyone to be proud of her. She was very proud of herself, including the little angel sleeping in her belly.

This is what Sang Huaiyu thought when she was standing on the podium at that time. The little angel must have been proud of her.

However, on the way back, the plane broke down and panic filled the cabin. Sang Huaiyu tried his best to calm his turbulent emotions, but he was still unable to fully control it. Perhaps the little angel also sensed the danger and wanted to escape out of fear.

Sang Huaiyu became the pregnant woman who had a miscarriage on that plane. The plane was safe, Sang Huaiyu was also safe, but the little angel left. When she woke up in the hospital, the first thing she saw was not the anxious Mo Chen, but the little angel waving in the sky. She could even hear him say, "Mom, it's so dangerous today. I don't want to be a burden to you, so I made an exchange with God. I can keep you safe by leaving. What a pity, we can only see each other later. Goodbye, Mom!"

Mo Chen's face was covered with tears, and his hands felt like they were burned by the sudden tears. He called a doctor, fearing that something had happened to Sang Huai, but the doctor said that she was just a little weak, perhaps because she was frightened, or perhaps because she was too sad about the departure of her child.

Mo Chen did not blame her, he was just glad to see that she was safe, but Sang Huaiyu felt very guilty. She wondered if she had chosen the child between going abroad and the child, would such an accident have happened? Was it because the baby was too disappointed in her that he left?

As Luo Yang listened to Sang Huaiyu's calm narration, he was actually thinking about this question in his heart.

After a long time, Sang Huai met and pulled Luo Yang who was in a trance.
"what."

"I still remember that Mo Chen told me that what I thought was not the answer. The little angel wanted me to do all the things I wanted to do and take all kinds of risks. When I really wanted to become an adult, he would come back to me."

"So Ah He, you can still be yourself now," Sang Huaiyu's eyes softened, and he reached out to touch Luo Yang's belly, "He chose you because he must like you when you are yourself."

/ / /
Luo Yang sat in the living room for the entire afternoon. Near dusk, he finally fell into a deep sleep. When he woke up, he was already in bed in the bedroom.

Looking at the broad figure sitting on the carpet with his back to her, Luo Yang's lips curled up slightly. Perhaps she was worrying too much. He would be a good father.

Feeling the movement of the quilt behind him, Ye Gu slowly turned his head and saw Luo Yang, who had just woken up, with only a pair of eyes exposed, staring at him without blinking, and seemingly smiling.

Ye Gu touched her hair and said, "What's wrong? You look very happy?"
He looked so excited just after waking up.

Luo Yang suddenly became coquettish, stretched out her hands and shook them.
"hug."

Ye Gu was quite strange. Normally, she was not so clingy. Even if you wanted her to be a little coquettish, it was extremely difficult.

He narrowed his eyes, raised his eyebrows slightly, picked her up and sat her up, and wiped her cheeks that were slightly pink from sleeping.
"What's wrong with you today? You're so clingy all of a sudden."

Luo Yang suddenly said, "Let you get used to it in advance. The children will definitely be like this in the future."

Ye Gu waved his hand with disdain, "That's a matter for the future. Besides, I don't have anything now..." Before he could utter the word "child", an idea suddenly came to him. His pupils trembled slightly, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, and he held Luo Yang's shoulders and looked her in the eye.

He chose his words carefully and spoke cautiously: "You won't..."
Luo Yang looked at Ye Gu's moving lips and suddenly felt a little nervous. He had already thought of making a default answer, but he heard in his ear——
"You don't want a child, do you?"

At this moment, a cold wind blew through Luo Yang's heart, the silence being louder than words.

"Then you can't drink from now on, and..."

Luo Yang suddenly became a little irritable and helpless. He reached out and gently pulled his ear to stop his nagging.

"I'm pregnant. Not that I want to be pregnant, but I already am pregnant. Do you understand? The three-year-old's future father?"

One second, two seconds, three seconds——
They looked at each other in bewilderment.

Luo Yang brushed Ran Ye Gu's hair, "What's wrong? Are you stupid?"

Ye Gu suddenly sat up straight, left the bed with a serious expression, cleared his throat, and said in a deep voice: "Okay, I received your notice, but I have something very important to do now, please wait a moment."

Just like that, while Luo Yang was puzzled, Ye Gu ran to the utility room downstairs and closed the door the moment he went out.

One minute later——
"Yeah! Yes! Ye Gu, you are awesome! You are a father now! You are awesome! You succeeded!"

Mother Li, who was in the kitchen, was so frightened that the fish in her hand fell to the ground, and the fish tail slapped the ground with a popping sound.

He took out his phone and sent a voice message in a serious voice.

Xi Jinzhou had just finished checking the rooms when he arrived at the office and received a group message pop-up.
Without thinking too much, I clicked on it, and the next second, the serious group -
Young Master: My good brothers, let me inform you that I am a father now.
Young Master: Please type "Ye Gu is very good" on the public screen!
Master: [Transfer 20000.00]
Master: [Transfer 20000.00]
Master: [Transfer 20000.00]
Master: [Transfer 20000.00]
Master: [Transfer 20000.00]
Bian Yao: Ye Gu is great! Young Master is the best!
Mo Chen: You can do it
Li Huai: Ye Gu is great!
Xi Jinzhou held his forehead with his hand: ...
He was even worried about the unborn child. Ye Gu now had a new toy.

(End of this chapter)