The sick beauty became popular after she brought her ex to the show

"It's so early, only ten o'clock." Xi Yu stood by the bed, grabbing a towel and wiping his hair roughly.

His black hair was messy because he had messed it up himself.

Su Ye's eyes lit up and he waved to Xi Yu with a funny expression on his face, as if he was greeting some cute cat or dog.

Xi Yu obediently walked over and sat next to Su Ye.

Su Ye finally got out of the quilt and plugged in the hair dryer, "I'll help you blow dry your hair."

Xi Yu raised his eyebrows slightly, "It's okay, I don't usually blow-dry my hair."

"No." Su Ye refuted him stubbornly, "If you don't blow dry your hair before going to bed, you will get a migraine. If you blow dry your hair, you will sleep better."

Xi Yu did not refute Su Ye.

He doesn't have the habit of blow-drying his hair because he thinks it's too noisy.

Earlier, he was just too lazy to blow-dry his hair because short hair dries quickly and it was troublesome to hold the hair dryer. Later, it was because Su Ye left and he stayed up too late, which made him a little nervous. Even a bladeless hair dryer was unbearable for him.

"Shuishui." Xi Yu lowered his voice and began to act pitiful, "Can't you just not blow it?"

Su Ye was wrapping wires around his fingers again. Hearing this, he paused for a moment and asked, "Do you often have headaches?"

Xi Yu rolled his eyes, but Su Ye was sitting right in front of him, watching him, so he didn't want to hide anything, so he honestly admitted, "Yes."

Only then did Su Ye start moving again.

Xi Yu thought Su Ye was going to start blow-drying his hair, but unexpectedly Su Ye put down the hair dryer first, walked barefoot to the chest of drawers against the wall, picked out a classical music record from the CD rack, turned on the record player, and gently lowered the pointer.

Familiar piano music flows in the warm air.
It's Lilac

Su Ye sat back, turned the bladeless hair dryer to the lowest setting, and blew Xi Yu's black hair carefully.

"When I was hospitalized before, I heard the doctor say that you have been seeing a psychiatrist quite frequently in recent years."

Xi Yu clicked his tongue silently in his heart, and smiled normally, "Really?"

"Yeah." Su Ye said softly, "The doctor told me that you can't sleep because of neurasthenia, and you also have frequent migraines."

Su Ye's voice became smaller and smaller, but his five fingers continued to gently thread through Xi Yu's black hair.

The two were silent for a while.

Xi Yu couldn't hear Su Ye's voice or see Su Ye's face, so he could only guess that Su Ye looked both guilty and sad.

He racked his brains, trying to think of something he could say to stop Su Ye from blaming him.

"Okay, blow dry."
Su Ye put the hair dryer aside, and Xi Yu immediately hurried to look at Su Ye's face.

Before he could see anything, Su Ye hugged him very gently.

The hug seemed intimate and tender.

Su Ye threw himself into Xi Yu's arms, wrapped his arms around Xi Yu's neck, and rested his head lightly on the bend of Xi Yu's neck. His upper body fit perfectly with Xi Yu's, like two pieces of a puzzle that fit together perfectly.

Su Ye could feel Xi Yu's pulse at the side of his face, which was strong and full of vitality.

He guessed that the pulse might occasionally seem violent.

Su Ye seemed to be lying in Xi Yu's arms, holding him all the time.

"I'll help you blow dry your hair later."
"I'll supervise your sleep."
"I went to learn how to massage. I'll help you when you have a headache."

Su Ye took a deep breath, finally looked up, held Xi Yu's hands in both hands, and kissed them very seriously.
"Xi Yu, believe me, I will take good care of you in the future."

Xi Yu was stunned for a moment, then he started laughing, held Su Ye's hand in reverse, and laughed so hard that he fell backwards.
"Shui Shui, how could you--you are so cute."

Su Ye was still immersed in her own serious and solemn sense of responsibility. When she suddenly saw Xi Yu like this, her pretty face was first stained with a dazed expression, and then she blushed belatedly.

"I'm serious. I will really take good care of you."

Su Ye searched for all the words in his mind, trying to convince Xi Yu with arguments and make Xi Yu believe him.
"Don't--don't laugh."

Su Ye felt embarrassed by Xi Yu's behavior, and finally turned his eyes away and stopped looking at Xi Yu.

Xi Yu knew very well how to stop when he was ahead. He reached out to poke Su Ye, who was sitting on the bed with his head down and silent, but after poking for a long time, Su Ye did not respond to him.

Xi Yu felt a little regretful.

He always took advantage of Su Ye's good temper and teased Su Ye without any hesitation, and never thought about what Su Ye would do if she was really angry.
Because Su Ye had never been truly angry with him.

"elder brother?"
Xi Yu called out tentatively, and Su Ye's hanging hair swayed in the air, but he didn't look up.

Xi Yu walked around the bed, squatted down, and forced himself to look into Su Ye's eyes.

The moment Su Ye caught sight of him, she immediately looked away, as if she had seen something extraordinary. She hid herself, pursed her lips, and said nothing.

"Brother, are you angry?"
Xi Yu reached out and touched Su Ye's hanging light golden hair.

Su Ye simply curled up his legs and rested his head on his knees. After hearing Xi Yu's question, he stared at the hem of his pajamas and nodded.
"Ah."

Xi Yu wanted to laugh, but he held it back, and it was very uncomfortable.

Su Ye is so cute.
How could there be someone who would take the initiative to admit that he was angry?

"Are you really angry?"
Xi Yu put one knee on the edge of the bed, leaned over and raised his head, so that he could see Su Ye and asked again.

Su Ye glanced at Xi Yu, then stared at his trouser legs. He spoke in a very clear voice, biting the end of the sentence, sounding a little forced.
"I'm really angry."

Shui Shui, please don’t be too cute.
Xi Yu thought.

"Good brother, don't be angry, I was wrong."
Xi Yu had no burden in front of Su Ye. He immediately apologized, and his tone was extremely natural without the slightest awkwardness.

Su Ye cleared his throat and said, "Okay, then I'm not angry anymore."

Xi Yu wanted to laugh again.
He endured.

"Really?" Xi Yu opened his eyes slightly wide and pretended to be skeptical. "Is my brother really not angry anymore?"

Su Ye tugged at his trouser legs with his fingers.

He was not very good at dealing with his emotions, and when Xi Yu suddenly asked him the question, he started to not know what to do.
"Really, I'm not angry anymore."

Xi Yu seemed to be in deep thought for a moment, then his handsome peach blossom eyes moved slightly, revealing a little self-blame and loss, and he spoke in a low voice.

"I don't believe it. My brother is so gentle and has never been angry. I must have done something wrong and he just doesn't want to tell me."

Su Ye raised his head completely and opened his mouth in confusion, but before he could say anything, Xi Yu spoke again.

"I know, brother must think that I am too young and impulsive to consider the consequences, which must have caused a lot of trouble for brother. Brother, you must have tolerated me for a long time. It's okay, you don't have to say it, I understand, I am too immature."

Su Ye was completely confused and blinked, ".What are you talking about?"

Xi Yu looked at Su Ye hesitantly and sighed, "People say there's a seven-year itch, but my brother and I have only been together for six years. I know my brother loves me, but I'm too——"

Xi Yu stopped talking, his voice became softer, and his tone became distraught.

Su Ye was completely unable to keep up with Xi Yu's jumping rhythm, but seeing Xi Yu leaning against the bed in frustration, he couldn't help but soften his heart and reached out to hold Xi Yu's face. Xi Yu's face was facing forward, but his eyes were looking diagonally downward, and his pitiful expression matched this handsome face very well.
Like a poor puppy standing outside the bedroom door in the middle of the night, waiting for its owner to open the door.

Su Ye suddenly felt that he had become tongue-tied.

Although he never thought he was very eloquent before, he never had the feeling of being unable to come up with words as he did in front of Xi Yu.

"I-I'm really not angry, don't think too much, why would I miss you like this?"

Xi Yu's eyelashes drooped, "Really?"

Su Ye nodded, her pretty face was anxious and at a loss, "Really."

Xi Yu whispered, "But I'm not mature enough."

Su Ye quickly spoke up, "It's okay to be immature, that's what makes you cute."

"I thought my brother liked mature men."

"No way, I just like people like you..." Su Ye's ears turned red, "Cool kids."

"But I act impulsively and have a strange temper, so everyone is afraid of me."

"How could that be?" Su Ye retorted immediately, "You are very good to me. Your temper is not strange at all. You are very gentle and considerate. You - you are very, very good."

Xi Yu pretended to be enlightened, "I understand. I will change my temper and try to be kinder to others in the future."

Su Ye suddenly stopped talking.

Xi Yu secretly observed Su Ye's expression out of the corner of his eye.

Su Ye's lips were tightly pursed, with the corners of his lips pressed into a line and slightly pale, and it was obvious that he was trying very hard.

Those soft eyes frowned, their gaze wandered, and it seemed as if they were struggling with something inside.

After a while, Su Ye spoke, his tone light and as if he was talking in a dream.
".no."

Xi Yu smiled slightly, "Hmm? What did you say, brother?"

"I said—No!"
Su Ye suddenly said something loudly subconsciously, and after he finished speaking, he scared himself and blushed.

Xi Yu looked puzzled, "Why not?"

Su Ye was struggling internally. The sense of shame and the strong desire for exclusivity made him feel anxious. When he heard Xi Yu's words just now, a corner of Su Ye's heart seemed to break open, and a dense, sour and bitter emotion flowed out, which could not be known to others.

This emotion made Su Ye feel helpless and he didn't know how to deal with it.

Those sour and bitter things entangled him, controlled his reasoning, and infinitely magnified the part of his emotions that could not be expressed in words.

Before Su Ye could figure out what this emotion was, his mouth had already spoken spontaneously.

".You can't do this to anyone else, you can only do this to me."

Su Ye blurted out the words, but after he finished speaking, he was stunned, with obvious hesitation in his eyes.

How could he say such a thing.
How could he interfere with other people's will like this? Even if it was his lover, he couldn't forcefully influence other people's thoughts like this.

This thought made Su Ye feel ashamed.
"No, I mean—"

"Really? Why?"
Xi Yu opened his eyes wide, as if he was seriously seeking Su Ye's opinion.

Su Ye fell silent and his neck rolled slightly.

What, is he really going to do this?
Those sour and bitter emotions completely broke through Su Ye's heart, took root, and grew rapidly, causing Su Ye's heartbeat to speed up, and a "thump thump" sound could be heard in his eardrums.

This emotion even made Su Ye's breathing a little heavier.

Xi Yu’s face was right in front of him, curious and full of doubts.

Under Xi Yu's gaze, Su Ye finally understood what this emotion was.
Jealousy, intense jealousy out of possessiveness.

"Because." Su Ye stared at Xi Yu, "I don't want you to do this to other people."

Admitting one's emotions honestly was something Su Ye was not very familiar with, so he suppressed his shame and conveyed what he was thinking to Xi Yu.
"I would. I would be very jealous."

Xi Yu smiled, and a hint of triumphant cunning inadvertently flashed in his eyes.
"My brother is jealous"

Su Ye grabbed Xi Yu's shoulders and hugged him tightly in his arms, hiding his hot face from Xi Yu's sight. His voice was vague but clear and unusually strong.
"You are mine, you can't do this to anyone else."

Xi Yu felt as if all the pores on his body were open and he felt refreshed.
"What if I don't?"

Su Ye hugged Xi Yu's neck with both hands, clenched his fists. After hearing Xi Yu's words, he slowly loosened his hands and then clasped Xi Yu's shoulders tightly.
"If you don't, I will lock you up at home and won't let you out. You can't see anyone but me."

Xi Yu's breathing became heavy and he gently pressed Su Ye's waist in his arms.
"Brother, get up and let me see you."

Su Ye shook his head and refused to stand up.

Xi Yu's hot breath fell beside Su Ye's ears, making Su Ye shiver.
His tone was persuasive, but also contained a hint of excitement that came from nowhere.

"Shuishui, I want to see you. Look up and let me see you."

Su Ye fell into the honey of Xi Yu's words, slowly raised his head, and his face fell into Xi Yu's eyes.

Xi Yu's eyes were frighteningly bright, and his gaze seemed to be able to burn people.

Su Ye's hair was rubbed into a mess. Under the light golden hair were a pair of charming fox eyes. His brows were pressed down hard, and the look in his eyes was swaying, chaotic, and extremely dissatisfied.
Beneath the dissatisfaction, there was endless desire and the gloomy look that often appeared in Xi Yu's eyes.

This gloom made Su Ye's gentle temperament sharp, appearing anxious and impatient.

It was the first time that Xi Yu saw Su Ye with such an expression.

There was no gentleness at all. His gaze was heavy and sticky, wrapping around Xi Yu, making every cell in Xi Yu's body tremble and scream with excitement.

The falling snow seemed to turn into biting ice, trying to seal Xi Yu inside.

"elder brother."
Xi Yu held Su Ye's neck, whispered softly, and his breath was hot.
"As long as you want, don't even think about locking me up at home. You can even tie me to your bed."

Su Ye's whole body curled up slightly, but the expression on his face remained unchanged. He stared at Xi Yu like a weird mermaid crawling out of the deep sea.
"Don't you hate me like this? Don't you think I'm weird? Don't you think I'm disgusting like this?"

"how come?"
Xi Yu laughed silently.

"I'm so happy, it's great, I thought I was the only one who felt this way."
"It turns out that Shui Shui is also a pervert like me."

Su Ye's rationality seemed to be failing, and his sense of shame surged thousands of times, but it was intertwined with Xi Yu's words and turned into an even more bizarre pleasure that made him unable to stop.
".No, I don't. Uh."

"I was just teasing you, brother. How could I treat others the same way I treat you?"

Xi Yu whispered softly and slowly laid Su Ye down on the soft pillow.
"My Shui Shui only has one person."

Su Ye was shy, but she tried hard to resist the overwhelming shame. She put her arms around Xi Yu's neck, propped up her body, and murmured.
"My sun has only one person."

(End of this chapter)