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Chapter 401 You Responded to My Greed
"Still sad?"

Seeing that Oger was staring at her without saying anything, Yu Xia rubbed his cheek with sparkling eyes and patiently comforted him, "I really won't abandon you unless you want to leave."

"I won't!" Oger held her face in his hands when he heard her words, and said word by word with great solemnity: "Xia Xia, I will never, ever leave you, even if I die!"

Yu Xia listened to him talking to death, smiled and rubbed his head again, "Okay, okay, I get it, my puppy is the best and will never leave me, so I won't abandon you either."

Oger stared at her blue eyes for a while, then leaned over and hugged her in his arms. Yu Xia was almost unable to breathe because of his hug.

"I'm serious." Oger buried his face in her neck and took a deep breath. "Very serious, more serious than anything I've ever done. As serious as my life."

Yu Xia placed her hand on his back and said gently, "Yeah, I know."

"No, you don't know." Oger's voice was a little muffled and nasal. "You don't know how much I love you. I love you as much as Huo Lin, Reno, and your dragons. I also know that you hope that every sentinel around you has his own things to do and won't cling to you so much. I don't know if they can do it. I can't do it."

"I have felt since I was a child that the world is rotten. No one and nothing are worth my attention or love. My mental picture is not complete. It is not even my mental picture. It is just a projection of my subconscious. I cannot have a normal reference like a normal sentinel. I don't even know where I came from."

Oger's voice became increasingly muffled, and Yu Xia was held tighter by him. "You are the one who reshaped my mental landscape and gave me sunshine and rain. That beach is the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen. I know you want me to change my mental landscape to what I want in the future. This is what I want."

Oger's voice gradually choked with emotion, "The moment you helped me reshape my mental picture, when I decided to follow you and love you from now on, after all these years, I felt connected to this world, and finally felt something real under my feet."

Yu Xia felt sad when she heard his heartfelt words. She put her hand on the back of his head and kissed his hair. "I actually hope you can be free and not be bound by anything."

She had seen what he looked like in his mental images, which were his memories from his childhood. Even though he looked reckless and fearless in reality, he was actually trapped in those bad memories in his heart.

"I also know you've always wanted to set me free."

Og said: "After escaping from that hellhole, I was free, but I didn't have any sense of reality in this world. This feeling was not true freedom at all. The flowers I saw were not flowers, the grass was not grass, and the people were not people. They were all fucked up things."

Yu Xia sensed a strong tendency to self-destruct from his words, and couldn't help but feel a little worried, "Oh."

Oger's voice began to tear up. "You are the only good one, with beautiful colors and a sweet smell."

When Yu Xia heard that he was about to cry, she thought, "Okay, the sentinels around her are all crybabies, they all have to cry." Then she was amused by her own thought, and said with a sigh and a laugh, "Am I that good?"

The adjective "Oger" is so cute, Yu Xia thought.

"Of course!" Oger: "You don't know how good you are. If someone treats you well, you will give them back twice as much. You are always soft-hearted. You even feel sorry for the garbage on the roadside. You say you want to beat me up, but you pick me up."

He couldn't continue speaking and buried his head in Yu Xia's neck, crying with tears all over his face.

Yu Xia felt the wetness on her neck and sighed, "You are not trash, you are a cute puppy and a lovely person."

Ogg: "Woo woo woo!"

Yu Xia: "Really, if you were really trash, I wouldn't have picked you up in the first place. I don't like picking up trash." Oger: "Woo woo woo!"

Yu Xia: "Okay, okay, stop crying. If you're free later, how about we merge our minds for a bit?"

After hearing this, Og ​​loosened her grip, removed his head from her neck, and used his free hand to wipe his tears.

Seeing him like this, Yu Xia thought he would nod happily, but he looked at her seriously and said, "That's not why I'm telling you this."

"Is that so." Yu Xia reached out and wiped his tears, "Then don't do it."

When Oger heard that he didn't want it, his ears drooped again, "I still want it, but, I mean, I didn't mean it on purpose..."

"I know everything." Yu Xia kissed the puppy again, "I listened to everything. I still say the same thing. As long as you are by my side, I will not abandon you. I may not love you as much as you think. I'm sorry, but I will try my best to understand."

After all, she grew up in the Holy City and had been surrounded by countless Sentinel guides since she was a child. The Sentinels she served were all in tune with her spiritual power. She was naturally close to and fond of them. This feeling had long made her unable to distinguish between true liking and love.

She was also insensitive to the Sentinels' emotions, but she could tell the good from others, knowing which ones were sincere to her and which ones were sincere but mixed with other things.

It was precisely because she had stayed in the Holy City for so long that she felt that the so-called sincerity must have been mixed with other things.

Raphael and Margaret always acted like they had no other options in front of her. They were all sacrificing for a certain goal and belief. She was inevitably limited in such an environment.

So, she enjoyed the suffering she was experiencing at the moment.

The icy snow and wind as sharp as a knife, the dull, rusty, and foul smell, the mental attack that I have never felt before, and the pain of the knife cutting through my skin, the vast and desolate world, the crowded and dark pipes
All of this is so real.

The pain is real, and so are everyone’s tears and joy.

The world is inherently chaotic.

At this moment, Yu Xia gradually understood Minnes's painstaking efforts.

Connect with the real world.

They possess powerful mental powers that can create countless illusions and even change a person's mind. They can use their mental powers to control and destroy countless sentinels.

But they can never create real things, and without understanding this world, all they will end up with is destruction.

Only when they truly come into contact with this world will they bring not destruction but rebirth and change.

"No." Og kissed her forehead. "You have been very good to me. It was me who was greedy, and you responded to my greed."