My girlfriend is a cellist

Chapter 399 Gan Yanyu's Recording Doll

Chapter 399 Gan Yanyu's Recording Doll
Don't you want to talk about the future?

Aren't you curious about what I have been hiding from you during this period of time?

Okay, I’ll tell you everything now.

Lin Tian calmed down and said word by word,

“There is no other reason, it’s just because of ‘Ode to Love’.”

"I think you should know that I don't need to explain to you that 'Ode to Love' is a song that requires both of us to have deep feelings in order to play it."

"At first, I thought that there was something wrong with your mood, Teacher Gan, so I was upset for a while, but I later found out that it was just because our relationship has always been different from others. We have always been rational dreamers, and emotional matters have never been the first option we consider."

Lin Tian said these words calmly.

Gan Yanyu in front of him had her pupils trembling constantly as she stared blankly at the boy in front of her who seemed to have become a little strange.

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Lin Tian knew it very well.

These words were so hurtful and cruel to Gan Yanyu.

Because this almost completely negated Gan Yanyu's "confession" to himself.

Just as He Zhichen had reminded him, if such words were spoken, and the roles were reversed, Lin Tian would also go crazy.

So before this, Lin Tian had always kept it in his heart and was unwilling to say it out.

But, at this moment, he no longer cared.

It's not because he's numb, it's just that Lin Tian is now aware of it.
"This is not your problem, Yanyu."

Lin Tian said,

"this is mine."

Pure, it is Gan Yanyu.

And Lin Tian has never been simple.

He raised his head and smiled:

"I didn't adjust my mindset."

Just love-brained this time.

Just this once is enough.

Lin Tian has always put himself in a more rational perspective. He firmly believes that his relationship with Gan Yanyu needs to be protected by himself.

However, Lin Tian is also a human being, and a 19-year-old boy full of vigor and vitality.

As a human being, you also have feelings.

For Lin Tian.

He said "like" casually.

It seemed to be just a normal break time. There was a lot of noise around the desks. Su Ran, who was sitting at the front desk, turned around and asked Lin Tian out of the blue,
"Hey, do you like Gan Yanyu?"

So Lin Tian admitted it very frankly——

"Yes, I like Gan Yanyu."

He spoke frankly and admitted it handsomely, seeming very free and easy.

But in fact, the weight of this "like" in his heart is never casual.

When it comes to feelings, Lin Tian cannot guarantee that he can always remain rational.

Therefore,
Even in the route that the two of them had already agreed upon and the relationship they had long been accustomed to.

Lin Tian still shows some small emotions and expresses his worries about the future.

As the game drew closer, Lin Tian's emotions became more and more intense.

think carefully
Gan Yanyu has always been such a pure person.

Her purity is not in feelings, but in music.

Lin Tian never had any reason to change her because Lin Tian liked Gan Yanyu's purity from the beginning.

What he was really afraid of,

It was when Gan Yanyu and I truly reached that "dream future", that the initial excitement between us had long since been lost.

"Actually, it's because I'm suspicious of your feelings, Yan Yu, and I'm worried that you will be different in the future."

"Rather, I did it purely for myself."

Lin Tian lowered his head and looked at his hands.

Yes,

Putting all the blame on Gan Yanyu is obviously his own problem.

The kind of person who tends to let his mind wander while playing music.

is himself.

All along, Lin Tian has only been thinking about himself.

Lin Tian smiled bitterly:
“I am afraid that one day I will find out.”

"I don't seem to like you that much anymore."

Lin Tian raised his head and said.

In an instant,
Inside the apartment the air dropped to freezing point.

Gan Yanyu's pupils suddenly widened.

"Do not!!"

Just at this time,
Gan Yanyu finally couldn't help but scream out.

She pounced on him and pushed Lin Tian down on the sofa.

The frightened Lin Tian raised his head and looked at Gan Yanyu in confusion.

The two people just maintained the posture of one above and one below. Lin Tian had imagined this action countless times in his mind. But when it actually happened, Lin Tian never expected that he would be the one below.

However, when Lin Tian saw Gan Yanyu's expression, his mood finally became serious.

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Gan Yanyu pursed her lips, and the arm pressing on Lin Tian's shoulder trembled slightly.

There was an expression of great struggle on his face.

"I don't have any. I'm not what you think I am."

Gan Yanyu sobbed,

"I won't let you become like that!"

"Her eyes were moist, and tears fell vertically, dripping onto Lin Tian's face.

After the dream came true, Lin Tian no longer liked himself.
Gan Yanyu was unwilling to imagine such a future.

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Seeing this scene, Lin Tian was stunned for a few seconds.

Then, he laughed.

He raised his hand and wiped away the tears on Gan Yanyu's cheek.
"Stupid, I'm just saying."

“I can’t accept this!!”

Gan Yanyu said excitedly,

"If there is anything I have done that disappoints you, please tell me and I can change it."

"But don't say things like that. OK?"

The girl's eyes were so serious, she stared at Lin Tian closely, her eyes almost pleading.

Only on this topic, Gan Yanyu absolutely could not tolerate Lin Tian just laughing or just passing it over in a joking manner.

Lin Tian put away his smile and looked at the strange girl in front of him.

At this moment, I couldn't help but feel ripples in my heart.

"Don't worry. Let me get up. I haven't finished talking yet."

Lin Tian wanted to get up first.

"no!"

Gan Yanyu continued to press her petite body tightly against Lin Tian.

The thighs clamped Lin Tian's waist tightly on both sides.

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Lin Tian felt helpless.

In fact, he hadn't even finished the second half of his sentence.

But Gan Yanyu seemed to have completely immersed herself in the role.

Speaking of,
The cellist's hand strength is extraordinary.

The girl's body has changed a lot since she was taken care of by Lin Tian.

Lin Tian really couldn't get up because he didn't dare to use much strength.

"First, promise me that such a thing will never happen."

The girl continued to speak while biting her lip.

It seemed as if she would burst into tears again in the next second.

"Okay, okay, I promise you—"

"I promise, no matter how much time has passed, such a future will never appear!"

Lin Tian raised two fingers and said seriously.

Seeing this scene, Gan Yanyu's expression finally relaxed.

Use your hands to lift up the hair that is falling and blocking your eyes.

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Looking at Gan Yanyu, he looked like a child, at a loss.

Lin Tian tentatively sat up, and this time, Gan Yanyu did not hold him down with her hands.

"Wipe it off?"

Lin Tian pulled out two tissues from the side and handed them to Gan Yanyu.

Gan Yanyu didn't say anything. She took the tissue and turned her slightly red face away.

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Seeing Gan Yanyu like this, Lin Tian felt a little emotional.

Oh, obviously, I should be the one crying the most.

I am the one who is most insecure, right? Now I am asked to comfort Gan Yanyu. What is going on?
Who will comfort me?

Lin Tian felt both amused and helpless.

"Then tell me what you didn't finish saying. You said I wasn't 'pure' enough or something like that."

Gan Yanyu turned her head again and said to Lin Tian.

This time, the girl adjusted her sitting posture, placed her hands in front of her legs, and looked obedient, as if she was ready to "stand at attention and get beaten."

But Lin Tian looked at Gan Yanyu in front of him.
In the end, he just shook his head.

"never mind."

Actually, there is no need to say more.

What Lin Tian meant by “impure” was not a derogatory term.

Just like what Lin Tian said just now.

Gan Yanyu has always been like this.

She has always been an extremely determined dreamer.

Her dream not only belongs to herself, but also to Uncle Gan, Tuoba Jianhui, and those older generation classical musicians. At the same time, it also belongs to Lin Tian.

Does she like Lin Tian?

Of course she likes him, and she has her own way of expressing her love.

It is the way of expression of the 19-year-old genius cellist and string music master Gan Yanyu.

Her feelings for Lin Tian cannot be explained clearly by the traditional concept of worldly love.

It contains everything about music, dreams and the future.
Therefore, when Lin Tian said that it was "not pure enough", it was not because it was bad, but because Gan Yanyu's emotional layers were richer.

This level does not match the song they are going to play.

This is also why Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu’s "Ode to Love" is always missing a piece of the puzzle.

But that's okay.

This is the relationship between Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu that is different from anyone else, and it is unique to them!

In fact,
The same goes for Lin Tian.

When it comes to their dreams, Lin Tian’s concern is no less than Gan Yanyu’s.

This was never Gan Yanyu's unilateral dream, it was a dream for both of them.

Lin Tian has always enjoyed it.

Just this period of time.

Lin Tianzhen didn't know what was wrong with him.

Maybe it's really because I'm just 19 years old and have too much energy?

I suddenly remembered this.

Lin Tian planned to take a ruler and measure the length carefully some other day to see if it was still 23cm.

It is possible that the re-development may lead to an increase in hormone secretion.
"Forgive me, Mr. Gan."

Lin Tian said,

"Just like what Mr. He Zhichen said, I may have suffered from puberty syndrome during this period."

It's just my own random thoughts.

It almost destroyed the healthy relationship that the two had worked so hard to build.

if only,

The future that Lin Tian imagined, where he would be unable to get married after playing in the Kerr Cup, would not happen.

Then, Lin Tian has nothing to worry about!
"What does love brain mean?"

Gan Yanyu looked at Lin Tian, tilted his head, and asked in confusion.

"Uh"

Lin Tian scratched his head and explained,
"Maybe it's because I was blinded by the person I liked, and my mind was filled with thoughts of having sex with the person I liked, which led to me losing the ability to think normally."

"Then I am in love too." Gan Yanyu said immediately.

"All girls in the world may be love-brained, but you are the only one who cannot be."

Lin Tian looked serious.

"Why.!!"

Gan Yanyu's eyes widened slightly, and she said unhappily, "I clearly want to do what I like with Lin Tian."

"It's not the same thing."

Lin Tian was sweating profusely.

No, is “love-brain” some kind of honorary title?

In Lin Tian’s eyes, this word “chunchun” is a derogatory word, okay?
It was precisely because Lin Tian had been in love while practicing "Ode to Love" these days that he almost destroyed everything they had built with great difficulty.

"There's nothing to argue about regarding this kind of thing!" Lin Tian said.

Gan Yanyu is the opposite of love-brained.

Look at our teacher Gan!

Since my debut, I have always been clear about what I want to do.

Never take a detour for even a second, and focus all your energy on one goal.

That is, champion, champion, champion!!
Except for "pure".

Lin Tian couldn't think of a second adjective

A role model for our generation!

to be frank,
There is only such a cellist.

Only then can one be qualified to play the music from his own world, which is the crystallization of human wisdom over the past century.

".Um."

There was silence for a while,

Gan Yanyu's voice became gentle again.

"You don't need to apologize, Lin Tian. I owe you too much. If you are upset, I will actually be happy."

"Happy?" Lin Tian was stunned.

"Nothing!"

Gan Yanyu quickly waved her hand and changed the subject.

Then she looked at the cello in the corner.

"Well, Lin Tian, since you said that, in our current state, the performance of "Ode to Love" will always lack some feeling. And there is no way to solve this problem."

"So, what do we do?"

Say one thousand, preach ten thousand.

Everything started with "Ode to Love".

But at the end of the conversation,
They seem to have not found a solution yet.
"There will be."

Lin Tian said,
"There will be"

Waiting for tomorrow's game.

When the two of them stood on the stage.

Lin Tian believed it.

He and Gan Yanyu will definitely be able to complete this last piece of the puzzle!
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Looking at Lin Tian's serious expression, the girl nodded.

She still trusted Lin Tian, as always.

"Anyway, Mr. Gan."

At this moment, Lin Tian held Gan Yanyu's hand and said,

"We will definitely win this game!"

There won't be any more distracting thoughts.

The relationship between Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu has always been like this.

They were originally unique comrades on the road to their dreams, and their love sprouted from their comradeship.

Naturally, they know what is most important at the moment!
It was like this before, it is like this now, and it will definitely be like this in the future!
"Ok!"

Gan Yanyu nodded vigorously.

After talking about everything.

"Let me pour you another cup of sago." Gan Yanyu stood up.

"it is good."

Lin Tian nodded.

Afterwards, he lay down on the sofa as if exhausted.

so good.
It felt like I had finally finished the final assignment that had been bothering me for days.

really,

It would be better to make the relationship with Gan Yanyu clear.

In the early days, their relationship was known for being straight-talking.

I don’t know what happened, but both of them became twisted.

Now I feel happy finally, everything is solved.