military wedding night love

Shang Yiqi's heart was bloody in an instant, and he held Gu Xiyan's hand instead, a painful light flashed in his eyes, "Baby, can we stay together? Baby, I know it's my fault, you call me It's fine to scold me, but don't you want to divorce me? I can't live without you, I can't..."

"No, you are fine, I am not good, I am bad, I am a bad woman. I beg you, will you divorce me? I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life, will you fulfill me? I am tired, I want to go back I'm here with Wei Zhe, I want to marry him. I know you treat me well, in the future you can marry a woman who is a hundred times better than me, and then you treat that woman well again, okay?" His lips were pale, Gu Xi Yan spoke with difficulty word by word.

"Baby, why do you have to divorce me? I will treat you twice as well in the future, and I will never let you hurt again, okay? I will not bully you in the future. I will do whatever you say, you I will accompany you wherever I want to go, and I will try my best to make you happy when you are unhappy. I don’t know as much about relationships as others, and I don’t have so much ability to please women, but I will be very careful Treat you well with your heart, okay? I know, I know that you like him or not, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, as long as you are willing to stay by my side, I don't care if you don't love me anymore, okay? " Shang Yiqi was indescribably haggard and embarrassed at the moment.He kept her, and he tried very hard to keep her, but she...would she accept it?

"No, why don't you understand? I must get a divorce. I want to be happy, and I want you to be happy too. I'm not the one who can accompany you to grow old. A person has only one heart, and my heart is too small. It's too small, it can only hold one person. Wei Zhe and I have missed him for so many years, and I don't want to miss him again. Brother Shang, I will treat you as my brother from now on, okay? You can still talk to me If you spoil me as before, I can also care about you as before, and you can still find the woman you love, isn't that great? No, it's even better than before." Gu Xiyan wanted to sit up as she spoke.

Seeing this, Shang Yiqi put down Gu Xiyan's hand, and after raising her hospital bed a bit, Shang Yiqi helped Gu Xiyan up.Pour out the prepared hot porridge, Shang Yiqi brought the porridge in front of Gu Xiyan, "Baby, let's not talk about this, you are hungry, you should eat. When I came home just now, Yan'er You're still sleeping, I'll take you home when you recover, can you eat first?"

After Shang Yiqi finished speaking, he scooped up a mouthful of porridge and blew on it, then held the porridge to Gu Xiyan's lips, "Honey, open your mouth."

The steam from the porridge touched Gu Xiyan's face, and Gu Xiyan suddenly wanted to cry desperately.But she didn't, she raised her head and let the tears flow back, Gu Xiyan looked at Shang Yiqi again, and a plain white hand followed his handsome face, "Brother Shang, I believe, you will be a very good man Good brother, I want to be your sister, okay? You must be a brother who loves my sister very much, so you will definitely fulfill her wish, right? Even if it takes another day, one month, one year, seven years... ...My decision will not be changed, Brother Shang, please help me." No one knew how much her heart hurt, she loved him, but she wanted to push him away with her own hands.He would never know that she didn't want to be his sister at all. What she wanted to be was his wife, his woman.

"Baby, you know that I already have a sister, I don't need another sister. I don't want to be your brother, I want to be your husband, your man. I want to see you I can hug you and kiss you anytime and anywhere. I like to love and pamper you. It is the love and love of a man to a woman, not the love and love of a brother to a sister. Baby, the rest of my life, I just want to love you so much and spoil you, there can be no one else but you, I..." I love you, really, I love you very much.

"Brother Shang, stop talking. The worst thing I've done in my life is marrying you." Gu Xiyan didn't let him finish the sentence, she didn't want to hear him anymore, she couldn't tell what he said What do the words mean.He's used to her presence, isn't he?But what she wanted was not a habit, but... something she couldn't afford and couldn't have anymore.

"Baby... son, how can you say that?" Shang Yiqi looked at Gu Xiyan in disbelief, and Gu Xiyan could already see the pain in his eyes so intense that it almost obliterated her.

Gu Xiyan turned her eyes away, no, she wasn't telling the truth, the best thing she ever did in her life was marrying him.And the thing she did that caused her the most pain was what she was doing right now—cutting off all her love for him with her own hands.If possible, how much she wanted to be by his side, forever, forever.

"If I had known that there would be such a day, I shouldn't have left Wei Zhe back then. If I left him, I shouldn't have gone with you. If I had gone with you, I shouldn't have agreed to marry you." Married to you, I I shouldn't have fallen in love with you.Without love, there would be no pain and suffering.

"You regret getting to know me, regret being my wife for so many years, tell me, is it true?" Shang Yiqi's porcelain spoon fell to the ground and shattered.

Seeing that Gu Xiyan didn't answer, Shang Yiqi suddenly put his hand on Gu Xiyan's shoulder.Pressing her to look in his direction, he said hoarsely, the pain in his heart made him almost suffocate, "Look into my eyes and tell me, is what you said true? As long as you say it, I will believe it .”

Gu Xiyan met his gaze, and finally cruelly snuffed out the last gleam in his eyes, "It's true, what I regret the most in my life is meeting you. If I didn't meet you, maybe Wei Zhe I could have found me at the airport more than seven years ago. If I hadn't met you, maybe Wei Zhe and I had been married for many years. If I hadn't met you..." I don't have to be in pain like today, but I'm still happy .

"Okay, I will fulfill you, I will fulfill you, two days later, I will give you the divorce agreement. From now on, I don't care who you marry and who you are with. I will marry a woman I like , I will be good to her, a thousand times better than you, ten thousand times, I will love her, love her, and have two lovely babies with her, I will be happy, I will make you complete Completely forget. I will forget, forget how stupid I was, forget that I once married a woman who didn't care about me. I'm gone, you can eat the rest of the porridge if you want, and throw it in the trash if you don't eat it Bucket, I will not take back what I gave away..." Shang Yiqi roared furiously and ran out in a panic.

It turned out that no matter how much affection and no regrets, she could not resist this sentence of regret from her.Regret is not not love, but regret!The person he loves doesn't love him, he admits it, but she says she regrets, regrets knowing him!

Enough is enough, it's really enough, his pride doesn't allow it, he doesn't allow him to send his affection to her to be ravaged and destroyed like this.He's a man, but he's also a man.He has a heart, but his heart is given to a woman who doesn't love her.Now, he couldn't even restrain himself from thinking about whether she was really glad that the child that belonged to them had been lost.

divorce?Shang Yiqi clenched his hands into fists, okay, leave as soon as he leaves, he will act, he has never met that woman, he will act, he has just had a dream all these years.After waking up from the dream, all the actors are gone, so it's time for him to go too.

After Shang Yiqi left, Gu Xiyan covered her face, finally sobbing mournfully.She is so powerful, she finally made her favorite man leave her with her own hands.But isn't that what she wants?

When the nurse came in, she seemed a little displeased to see the broken bowl on the ground, but when she saw Gu Xiyan's sluggish look, the little nurse's displeasure immediately turned into worry.

"Miss, are you alright?" The little nurse pulled Gu Xiyan's hospital gown, unable to hide her anxiety.This patient was so beautiful that she couldn't help being jealous even though she was also a woman.To make such a beautiful girl so sad, I don't know who made her unhappy?

"I'm fine." Gu Xiyan shook her head helplessly when she heard the little nurse's voice.When she saw Shang Yiqi's thermos box on the bedside table, her heart ached again, and then she carefully picked up the thermos box with both hands.

The spoon was broken, Gu Xiyan opened the insulated box, her lips pressed against the edge of the insulated box, and she slowly drank the hot porridge in the insulated box into her stomach bit by bit.

The little nurse next to her didn't say anything when she saw her actions. She just sighed and resigned to get a broom and garbage shovel to clean the ground.

Gu Xiyan usually can't eat that much porridge at all, but this time, she drank all the porridge in the thermos box.Maybe it's because this is the... last warmth he gave her.

After finishing the porridge, seeing the little nurse still standing aside, Gu Xiyan blinked to let the tears from the corners of her eyes flow away, "Nurse, what else can I do?"

"Oh, no more." The little nurse was about to go out after finishing speaking, and when she reached the door, she turned her head to look at Gu Xiyan and said, "Miss, our head nurse often says that people have nothing in their life. There are hurdles that cannot be passed, sometimes, if you grit your teeth, you will pass everything. You have to open your heart, I will go first."

After the little nurse left, Gu Xiyan's face darkened. There are no hurdles you can't overcome, but there are people you can't forget, memories you can't let go, and regrets you can never make up for...

After getting out of bed, Gu Xiyan went out of the ward.Regarding Shang Yiqi's talk about getting divorced in two days, she didn't think about why it was two days, she only knew that if he said he would leave, he would.