Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

In early summer, the sun shines brightly on the earth. The flowers, plants and trees in the military hospital seem to be coated with a layer of gold. Such a bright luster should be full of vitality. However, the hospital, especially the intensive care unit, is full of haze. .

He in the intensive care unit is still so quiet, no matter how noisy and noisy the world is, no matter how heartbroken the people in this world are, he has no perception, as if his soul has left the dust and gone to the place where he has been dreaming, leaving his body empty, Tortured the hearts of the world.

Dear, is there really nothing in this world worthy of your concern?

Tao Zi tugged at the letters, his palms were already sweating, the paper was not only crumpled by her, but also soaked in sweat to a large extent...

Standing beside him, there seemed to be a drill with a sharp drill, a little bit, a little bit, drilling deep into the heart, every drill, one point deep, one point deep, pain also in pain, and pain. One inch deep.

However, there is always a smile on her face, her signature smile, her soft lips are curved upwards, her eyes are also curved into two crescent moons, and the clear light shines out, as if the eyelids are lightly closed. The entire galaxy...

"Dear Tangtang, I'm my daughter, I'm here again, do you think I'm annoying? Do you think this little quail is very annoying? It's always pestering you and annoying you? It's so noisy that you can't sleep well But, brother, my daughter will not let you sleep anymore! Even if you really have no concern for the world, my daughter will pull you back!" She said silently in her heart, and then stood three steps away from him , closed his eyes.

How much courage does it take to read the letter from his former lover every word for him?However, she is a daughter!She is the stupidest and bravest girl!

She clenched the letter tightly, letting Qianqi's words clearly appear in front of her for the first time.

The word is like its person.

This is true.

Seeing Qianqi's words, the tall and straight woman who had only seen one side like a tree appeared in front of her eyes.

Her handwriting is as tall and straight as hers, and the font is too long. Every stroke of each word penetrates the back of the paper. The strokes are chic and look more like a man's handwriting.

The first thing that catches my eyes is Qianqi's name for him: Xiaozhen.

small shock...

Such a simple address, crisp and neat, she seemed to be able to see how the youthful and energetic girl under the sun called these two words aggressively: Xiaozhen!Small shock!small shock...

Word cone heart...

However, he still forced himself to smile slightly, all the pain was nothing compared to watching him lying here, the breath of life was like a gossamer...

"Little shock..."

She expects her voice to be sweet and calm, warm and full.

She is a female anchor, and her professional quality can make her forget herself in the face of the script and become all characters.

However, what happened this time?Why is it so ugly?

No, Qianqi's voice must not be as dry and trembling as it is now!

She calmed down for a while, cleared her throat, and forced the bitterness in her heart to fade away before continuing to read, speaking with a stiff voice, stiff, it was better than completely losing control...

"Xiaozhen, my mother and I have already arrived in Tianjin, how about you? Have you been selected to participate in special training? It's so annoying! I can't train with you again! Will I be a lot worse than you at the end of this summer vacation? But don’t be complacent, I’ll give myself an extra meal! I won’t miss anything every day! Except that I can’t practice shooting, everything else is fine! I’ll challenge you when the summer vacation is over! I’ll warn you first, don’t let Me! But, I know you won’t let me, luckily you won’t! Do you know? Every time Xiao Hui fights with her boyfriend, her boyfriend will let me, it’s so boring! Why do you want to let me? We women must Would you lose to a man? This is essentially a patriarchal thought, extremely terrifying! On the battlefield, will the enemy let us go because we are women? Ridiculous! Such a man makes me despise! Fortunately, you are not such a person!

Xiao Zhen, I lost my face today. When I went back to Tianjin this time, some relatives and friends asked me what delicious and fun things to do in Beijing. As I said, they know more about these things than I do... I, a Beijinger, don’t know Beijing better than outsiders. Think about it, we really haven’t had a good time in Beijing, it seems that the Forbidden City hasn’t even been there But, when I come back, when we have time, let's take a walk around Beijing, to appreciate the nostalgia of our old Beijing?

When I come back, it will be my birthday. Have you thought about any presents for me?Let me tell you, do you still remember the exhibition we went to last time?I really like that airplane model. It’s hopeless to be in the air force in this life. Let me touch the airplane and dream. You can give me that!I just love it!

Stop talking, mom is calling me!How boring are the days in Tianjin!I don't know what to do, just read a book at night!Okay, let's talk next time. "

This is the first letter, and the signature is a treasure.

The relationship between Ning Zhenqian and Qianqi has always been like a forbidden place, full of mystery, which not only tempts people to want to see the truth, but also makes people full of worry and fear, lest the result after peeping will be unbearable pain.

Today, she broke into this forbidden land by chance, but the world inside it was completely different from anything she had imagined.Is this a letter from someone in love?Except for the final inscription "baby", there is not a word of you and me in the whole article, and it feels more like a confidant and a comrade in arms...

However, this is normal, Qianqi, she is also a tree, a towering tree that can grow side by side with him, and share the wind and rain. They have common hobbies, common ideals, common professions, too much Too many things in common, their sky is so high and their vision is so wide.The boundless blue sky above their heads is beyond the reach of her little quail no matter how hard she tries. The world they can see is also invisible to her little quail. How narrow the world of a little quail is, She tried her best to raise her head, but she could only see her brother tree. In her heart and eyes, she only had her brother tree...

That kind of love is a height that she will never reach in her whole life. She will always be a little quail. Since she is a little quail, let's continue to do the little quail's things foolishly...

She smiled sourly and continued reading.

Same as the previous letter, Qianqi's handwriting is still bold and upright, even domineering, with each line occupying two spaces.

"Xiaozhen, I brought the set of books you gave me last time. I read them at home for several days in a row. I gained a lot. The author's many points of view made me feel enlightened, but I also felt that I also had some The idea is different from his. Let me tell you first. I may be immature, so I only dare to tell you. If you agree, we will call the third son next time and find Grandpa Zuo to discuss it? Actually Your father must be very powerful, but he is too serious to argue with him. When will you have a debate with your father? 13acv.

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Afterwards, he wrote a few large pages, all of which were Qianqi's views on military issues. Tao Zi didn't understand, so he read it bluntly, and sometimes even the sentences were not accurate...

On the last page, it was mentioned that she was injured.

"Xiaozhen, I accidentally got hurt today, but it's okay, it's just a minor injury, it just made my mother anxious, and started nagging again, saying that girls only know how to fight and kill all day long, be careful not to get married, haha , What a joy, if she knows that I will marry you, do you think she will be very happy? My mother likes you so much! I think she loves you more than my own daughter!

My mother said that girls should stay at home and be a good wife and mother. What else is there to say, what a general needs is a gentle and considerate wife, not a female general who rushes into battle like him!What kind of thinking is this, do you think it's funny?I really don't understand the thoughts of my mother and her generation of women. If two people have no common ideals and ambitions, no common goals, and no common language, what a pain!Should women revolve around pots and pans?Should women be subordinate to men without their own independent personality and pursuit?It's ridiculous!

Xiao Zhen, I'm so glad we're together!You will not ask me to be a mediocre housewife like those vulgar men. I really look forward to our future life and our hopeful future. You will become an excellent general, and I will definitely follow You stand side by side and become the female general who keeps pace with you!Let us work hard for our common ideal! "

Vigorous, upward, aggressive, full of desire and longing for the future.This is the main content of Qianqi's letter.

Through these letters, one can vaguely know what kind of woman Qianqi is. Perhaps, only such a woman can capture his heart and be worthy of being with him...

Those words are enough to make every young man full of enthusiasm and fighting spirit.And what he needs, perhaps, is exactly such a partner who is as strong as him, who will never give up and never leave on the road of life...

It's a pity that she still left him after all...

Tao Zi's eyes fell on one of the letters. The tone of this letter was completely different from the others. It was written in June eight years ago...

"Xiaozhen, I'm sorry, I have to leave you temporarily, but, believe me, the temporary departure is for a better reunion.

Xiao Zhen, I thought that the army and the future were my most beloved things and my tireless pursuit all my life, but now, I discovered that what I love the most the most has always been you...

So, I chose to leave.Don't look for me, we have all learned to detect, you can't find mine.One year at most, and I will come back to you after one year.

The farewell is imminent, and suddenly, the army and the planned future have become far away. The most cherished thing is being with you. Do you remember the last time we went to Dali?At that time, we said that when we become famous and gray-haired, we will buy a small house in Dali, with small bridges, running water, planting flowers, and raising fish...

Now I miss that place very much, we are in one year, one year from now, okay?A year later, it will still be that day, and that hut, we will see each other..."

After reading the letter, Tao Zi couldn't describe his feelings at the moment.

As a woman, it would be false to say that she was not at all curious about her husband's ex, but she never thought about digging deeper, never expected him to tell her something, after all, what she wanted was his The present and the future, the story of the past, I don’t know, although there is a mystery hanging in the air, which accidentally caused her pain, but, knowing it, in addition to adding an extra wound to his heart, it also adds another pain to myself, knowing that both sides will hurt, She won't do it, she would rather, be alone occasionally sad, occasionally sad...

However, these letters showed a different love in front of her eyes. After reading so many, she seemed to have integrated into it, into the love story between her husband and another woman.But this last letter seemed to write an ending for this story, and it was a tragic ending, which made her heart stuck in her chest, unable to sink or rise, and even beating so weakly.

Qianqi left and made a one-year agreement, but obviously, this one-year agreement did not succeed, otherwise, she would never be standing by his side today, but how could two people who love so deeply Break the agreement?Who lost whom?

She thought that after reading the letter, she would definitely be in unspeakable pain, that's why she had the sweaty paper and the hoarse voice before, but now, there is only an inexplicable sourness, In her chest, it made her feel uncomfortable, so blocked that she wanted to cry and couldn’t cry, there were tears she couldn’t shed, either for herself, or for him, or for him who loved another her, or, for The love they lost...

For some reason, after reading the letter, she didn't dislike the woman named Qianqi. Many years ago, the woman who could make him fall in love with him, who was in full bloom, must have been beautiful and bright. because of loving him...

Regardless of the reason for leaving in the first place, and no matter why the one-year agreement could not be fulfilled, Qianqi, this heavy love at the price of leaving is destined to be the most important thing in his heart and cannot be changed...

Of course, it is also destined that some people can only be accompanied for a while, no matter how they loved each other, no matter how hard he has been in love for eight years, no one can reverse the ending of time. Today, she is standing by his side. She was the one who read the letter, and she was also the one who accompanied him in his life-and-death struggle...

"Brother..." She heard her choked up voice, "Should you wake up? There is nothing you can do about it, you know? You fell asleep here, but my daughter hasn't slept for six days. My daughter is so tired, my daughter ...I can't hold on any longer... My baby is so scared... But... My baby is still holding on, and you have to keep going, you know? My baby won't give up on you... If you don't wake up, you will be in the operating room... ...That's okay...Brother, listen, you are the leader, you are a role model, you must not be a deserter! You have to come out of the operating room alive! Even if you are disabled, paralyzed and stupid, as long as you come out alive! Disabled, I will be you If you are paralyzed, your baby will accompany you and never leave you; if you are stupid, your baby will sing and dance for you... Even if it is like this now, your baby will talk to you and read to you... as long as you If you are alive, your daughter will accompany you until the end of the world, because we agreed to be together forever... So, brother, you are not qualified to be a deserter. Do you want your daughter to accompany you to the underworld? If so, I will accompany... Chief, brother, honey, you don't know how much I love you, you don't know..."

She was whining, but she didn't know what kind of nonsense words she said. This week, she has been incoherent like a little lunatic...

When the visiting time came, she wiped away the haze in front of her eyes, and made up her mind to do the craniotomy!

Approaching, staring at his gauze-wrapped face again, he was inadvertently surprised to find that two lines of clear tears were slowly flowing down the corners of his eyes...

Ecstasy filled her chest immediately. She covered her mouth, suppressed her screaming, and ran out of the intensive care unit, before she dared to shed tears and said to everyone outside, "He's awake...he's crying... ..."

The doctors and nurses quickly entered the intensive care unit. Yan Zhuang and Ning Jinpin were extremely anxious, and they were already ready to go in. When they heard this, they went in together regardless of the hospital's regulations or other things.

She stood outside, weeping uncontrollably.

The intensive care unit, which originally needed to be quiet, was filled with unusual joy and noise. Yan Zhuang and Ning Jinping loved their son, and they didn't pay attention to her outside for the time being. The doctors and nurses didn't have the time to take care of her. In the intensive care unit, and she seems to be gone, and it is inconvenient to step in again...

All the strength and physical strength she had built up for the past week had completely slackened at this moment, and she realized that she might have reached her limit...

In the end, it woke him up...

Or, it was Qianqi who brought back his long-lost soul, or, it was just a coincidence...

However, the result was the same, he finally woke up!

Isn't this worth her laughing?

yes……

laugh...

She smiled and tears rolled down her eyes...

Walking out with slow and tired steps, out of the corridor of the intensive care unit, down the stairs, out of the building, standing in the hot sunshine of Yunnan, feeling dizzy for a while...

She fell to the ground.

Because of extreme exhaustion, because of great stress...

The moment she was lying on the ground, she even felt that she had no strength to stand up again, and even thought about it, just sleep like this... sleep first and then talk... No matter where it is, even if it is on the tip of a knife, she I don't want to move anymore...

However, she was woken up by someone's anxious call and shaken awake.

It turned out that she wasn't dizzy, but just lost her strength. When she was dizzy, she couldn't hear the sound, and couldn't see Xiao Hai's anxious face...

She smiled with tears in her eyes, and said in a weak voice, "Xiao Hai, the leader is awake..."

"I know! But you..." Xiao Hai's eyes were red, he didn't know what to say, and finally said, "Sister, thank you for your hard work... Let's let the doctor take a look!"

She shook her head slowly, "It's okay... help me up... I'll take a walk..."

"Don't leave you! Or go back to the hotel to rest!" Xiao Hai hissed.

After thinking about it, she agreed, "Okay, let's go to the hotel..."

He has woken up, and she has already done what she should do. At this time, there is nowhere for her to help. Such a tired situation will only add to the chaos. It is better to stay in the hotel peacefully, and when he thinks of himself, call her again...

Xiao Hai hugged her up.

"I can walk by myself..." Ning Zhenqian's male embrace made her a little uncomfortable.

Xiao Hai is a young soldier. When she said this, her face turned red. She gently put her down and held her arm, "Then be careful..."

"Yeah." She tried her best to stand still, and smiled at Xiao Hai, "You should also go and see the leader, I'm fine."

"No! I'll take you back first!" Xiao Hai insisted.

She was helpless and unable to argue with him anymore, so she had no choice but to let him go. However, with Xiao Hai by her side, she was even more restrained. She couldn't let Xiao Hai see how weak she was, and walked firmly and slowly step by step...

"Sister! Don't be brave! You like to be brave!" Xiao Hai said, grabbing her arm and helping her to walk.Xia Tian landed him.

She smiled embarrassingly, being seen through by Xiaohai...

In fact, I really need a support...

With Xiaohai's help, it would be easier. They moved step by step, and finally moved back to the hotel.

"Sister, you must sleep well, and I will bring you food and so on!" Xiao Hai helped her to the side of the bed and said after watching her lie down.

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