Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

"Back to the past?" He asked with a smile, "How long ago do you want to go back?"

How far back?She doesn't know either...

Maybe, back to before Qianqi appeared?No, she will come back sooner or later!That was a catastrophe she couldn't avoid!An Inescapable Obstacle...

So, back to before you married him?Heh, then he will be the bright moonlight in her heart...

Or, go back even further, back to before the age of six, back to the days when I never met him?

No, she couldn't bear it!The thought of not being able to meet him made her heart ache unbearably, more painful than seeing him with Qianqi!If not, what would she use to decorate her dreams and warm her winter in the next 20 years?

Meeting him, I would rather be covered in injuries than live without him, pale and weak.

So, to the end of love, there is still no reason to complain...

At this moment, my heart gradually calmed down, and said lightly to Luo Dongqin: "I'm sorry, I said something stupid, just pretend I didn't say it!"

However, Luo Dongqin heard the implication, and asked sensitively, "Ninny, are you unhappy?"

"No..." She instinctively denied it. At the same time, she realized that Luo Dongqin also called her nannie?This made her a little uncomfortable, maybe it was influenced by Lin Kun.

Luo Dongqin has always been kind to people's hearts, and never forced him, knowing that she didn't want to say it, he just said, "Ninny, take off the beads in your hand, close your eyes, and count them one by one, and you will see the beads in the dark night." , the stars are twinkling, all those who love you are smiling at you in the starlight, wishing you happiness..."

May I?She has never tried it, but she believes in the power of Buddha...

Suspiciously, he took off the beads on his wrist as he said, closed his eyes, and exiled himself in the endless night, touching those beads that seemed to have spirituality one by one, repeating one by one Counting silently, sandalwood lingers like a phantom in front of my eyes, the cloud temple is leisurely, under the sky full of stars, the world is as clean and peaceful as fresh rain...

There seems to be a faint fragrance of Zen on the tip of the nose, and the mind is gradually clearing up. In the starry background, the smiling face of grandpa appears, as if saying, don’t be afraid, grandpa is always with you...

She felt sore and warm in her heart, she couldn't bear to open her eyes, she couldn't bear to see her grandpa disappear before her eyes...

Then, a vague woman appeared unexpectedly, calling "团囡...妹囡..."

She didn't know who this woman was, but she couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, and she couldn't suppress her instinctive yearning and getting close to her, until the woman cried and said to her, "Daughter, I'm mother...forgive me..." How is mom?"

It suddenly dawned on her that all the intimacy was only due to her longing for her mother, so there is no need to forgive her, because she has never complained about her mother, "Mom... Mom..." She called out under the starlight, but even herself, Can't hear my own voice either.

Then, there was a soft "妈妈" sound, and a big smiling black face appeared in the starry sky. She had never seen him smile like that before. All the stars lost their color in his smile, and the clear night suddenly The room was as warm as a spring day, and tears welled up in her eyes, not because of resentment or hatred, but because of the warmth...

He will always be the warmest beacon in her heart, because, having loved...

"Niuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

Those calls were intimate and soft, as if he was still hugging her on his lap, kissing her ear, and whispering softly, but his figure was so far away...

Brother Tangtang, I heard...

Brother Tangtang, I know what you want to say, some love, some people, are destined to go to the end of the world, my daughter does not hate you, my daughter only hopes that you will be happier and more beautiful when you are not by your side...

Calm and warm until dawn.

After waking up in the morning light, I realized that grandpa, mother, and brother Tangtang were all a dream.

In the process of counting the beads, she fell asleep at some point. The beads will not bring the person who loves her to her dream. However, the beads have the power of traction, leading her to a beautiful artistic conception. Let her see clearly the favorites in her subconscious, those who love her are also the ones she loves the most...

Still holding the Buddhist beads in her hand, she stared quietly, put it back on her wrist, the phone was next to the pillow, she couldn't help but think of the little note that she forbids someone to put the phone next to the pillow, and smiled wistfully...

This night, she was able to sleep so peacefully, which was beyond her expectations. Should Luo Dongqin be credited for this?

Picked up the phone and sent him a text message: Thank you.I saw the stars, I saw the people who love me, I saw my mother...

Luo Dongqin was the only one who heard her mention her mother, so she added the last sentence for some unknown reason.

And Luo Dongqin immediately texted back: Why did you say thank you?I will come to Beijing in a week, and I will definitely bring you the surprise you want.

Are you so sure?Let alone a week later, it was enough to surprise her now.

He replied: Definitely!

Tao Zi didn't know what to answer. This Luo Dongqin always made her feel a little mysterious. There are few names in City S, so he must have some background...

Just when she was about to put down the phone, a call came in. The ringtone "Soldier" hadn't been changed yet, and it made her feel a little cramped, Luo Dongqin?

She picked it up, and Luo Dongqin's clear voice came, "Ninny, I'm sorry, I took the liberty to call, but I really want to tell you that I am now in W Mountain in L City, the empty mountain is freshly raining, and the morning bell is ringing , The drizzle hits my face, soaking in the coolness, as if my internal organs have been washed clean! Listen! Do you hear the bell?"

Tao Zi froze, "Dang-dang-dang-dang" on the phone was the morning bell of the monastery.

"Are you in the temple?" she asked in surprise.

"Yes!" He chuckled, "I've been here since the first day of the Chinese New Year, and I've been here for ten days!"

During Chinese New Year, everyone gets together with their families, so why does he go to the temple?

"It's very strange, isn't it?" He said again, "W Mountain holds a puja from the first day to the fifteenth day of the lunar new year. I'm here to observe the puja."

"Fahui? Do you have a lot of research on Buddhism? Are you a believer?" While she was amazed, she finally understood why Luo Dongqin always seemed so calm and calm. How can a person who works in Buddhism be impetuous?

"No, it's just because my mother believes in Buddhism, and she can cleanse her soul by attending a puja once in a while."

"I see..." A thought came to her mind.

After exchanging a few words with Luo Dongqin, she inquired about the flight to L City, booked the ticket immediately, and decided to go to the Fa Conference.

The world is complicated and chaotic, and she needs time and place to think, to recover, to calm her mind, and the sound of the new rain morning bell in the empty mountain described by Luo Dongqin is exactly what she wants.

She didn’t tell Luo Dongqin that she would go, it was her journey alone, she didn’t need to accompany her, and she didn’t need anyone to take responsibility. To avoid asking Miao Miao, she just said that she just received the notice and stood on the author’s New Year’s Day. PEN.

Then, turn off the phone and embark on a journey of your own soul.

Mount w is located in the outskirts of l city, with beautiful mountains and rivers, it is indeed a good place full of aura.

The temple is built on the mountainside, revealing the corners of the temple amidst the verdant pines and cypresses, surrounded by mountains and fog, giving it a serene beauty that is born out of this world.

When Tao Zi arrived, it was already dusk, and the Dharma assembly had already ended. It is estimated that there would be no meditation room for female guests in this temple, so he didn't intend to disturb the temple any more, and just faced the twilight on the winding bluestone road in the mountains And above, feel the clean and humid air in the dark dusk, and the mountain wind carrying the scent of incense, like a light mist, rushing towards the face, obscuring the worries of the world.

Until a long time ago she and.Perhaps, what Luo Dongqin said is right, this place really is a good place to cleanse the soul.

The pilgrims came down from the temple in twos and threes, and she was the only one who walked in the opposite direction, which seemed abrupt.

It took about an hour to climb halfway up the mountain. The temple is in front, with winter bamboos and cypresses on both sides. A stone bridge connects the inner and outer sills. The afterimage of the lotus at the bottom of the bridge. Is it the person in the threshold?

She hesitated, but saw a dark figure approaching from the other end of the stone bridge, as elegant as bamboo...

Luo Dongqin...

In the end or encounter.

Unexpectedly, but also expectedly, I have met in many places that should not be encountered, but in the same green bamboo, how can I miss it?

His eyes lit up, and he was extremely pleasantly surprised, "Daughter?"

She stood still, smiling shallowly, "Hi, it's me."

"Why are you here?" Her appearance was a big surprise to him.He didn't even understand why he wanted to describe the situation in the temple to her on the phone, but at that time the morning breeze was blowing and the drizzle was misty, so it was suitable to tell her, so he said it.

She didn't answer, just looked at him in the dark dusk, behind him was the last light of dusk faintly peeking out from the thick clouds and the gaps in the clouds.

At the beginning, I was worried about whether I would be afraid if I walked alone on the way back down the mountain. Now, there is no need to be afraid at all. There is no reason. Under the twilight, his blue-gray figure has the magic power to make people fall into meditation.

"Where are you going?" she asked.

He smiled, "I plan to go for a walk in the bamboo forest behind the temple. You just went up the mountain? Have you eaten yet?"

Really not, this way to climb, even more hungry, she shook her head honestly.

"Then come with me to have a vegetarian meal, there is no meat!" He smiled, and there were some lights in his eyes.He has always been a cold person, and he can always look at the world and people with the same cold eyes. It is rare for him to be overjoyed, and his eyes rarely have such a luster. Today, it is special, for her.

She smiled.She still knows what vegetarian food is!She is not like someone who is not picky, who just wants to have meat... Why do you think of him again?A sudden pain in my heart...

"Let's go then! Come with me." He turned and walked back.

There were also pilgrims and believers eating vegetarian meals in the dining hall. Luo Dongqin took her to sit down at one of the tables, and brought her a plate of steamed buns, a plate of pickles, and two plates of side dishes.

Seeing him serving her naturally, Tao Zi had an indescribable feeling, even though she always kept Luo Dongqin at a distance deliberately, but every time they met, he would never feel strange to him...

"I'm sorry, this is the only food in the temple. Fortunately, the steamed buns are very strong, and the vegetables are all grown by the monks themselves. They are all natural. You have to work harder. I will treat you well when you return to Beijing." He said apologetically.

Even if the food is simple, what does it matter to him?Why do you have to apologize?Besides, she really doesn't pay much attention to food, so she said with a smile, "Where, I like to eat steamed buns, you don't know, s..." Before she finished speaking, she was stunned, the steamed buns of S group are very delicious, This sentence can no longer be said...

"I don't know what?" he asked with a smile.

"It's nothing..." Her expression was a little stiff, "I once ate four big steamed buns in one go..."

"Really?" He looked at her petite body suspiciously, "Then let me see how many you can eat today!"

"Really!" She picked up a steamed bun and took a bite of the pickled vegetables. As Luo Dongqin said, the steamed bun is very strong and delicious, but the most delicious steamed bun in the world is in S Tuan, isn't it? ?She thought that she would never eat better steamed buns in her life...

So, even though she was very hungry, she only ate two and ate all those vegetables.

Luo Dongqin laughed at her kindly, "You're bragging!" 13acv.

She chuckled, but did not reply, and there was an uncontrollable sadness somewhere in her heart.

"The monastery does not provide meditation rooms to live in, and there are even fewer female believers. However, I can communicate with the abbot." Seeing that it was getting late, Luo Dongqin thought, she just ran here alone, without giving him a call in advance. If she hadn't met him, where would she plan to live?Smear downhill?This girl is really bold sometimes!

"Really? Thank you so much!" In other words, she didn't want to go down the mountain at night...

The abbot and Luo Dongqin have been friends for several years. Although it is against the rules, he still sold Luo Dongqin's face and agreed to Tao Zi to live on the mountain.

"You seem to know the abbot very well?" In the evening, Luo Dongqin personally made tea for Tao Zi, Tao Zi asked.

Luo Dongqin was methodically busy among the tea sets with his slender fingers, and replied, "We have known each other for many years. My mother believes in Buddhism. Since my mother passed away, I have also consciously approached Buddha. In this way, it seems that I can feel closer to my mother."

Tao Zi nodded, "Actually, you are very happy, at least you have a way to be close to your mother."

Luo Dongqin gave her a meaningful look, "You too can be happy..."

Tao Zi tilted his head and smiled, "I've always been very happy..."

Luo Dongqin was silent, just smiled.

When the tea was ready, Luo Dongqin poured her a small cup, "Try it, this tea is picked by the monks in the monastery and roasted by themselves. You have also seen the utensils, they are made of bamboo, what taste do you drink first?"

Tao Zi clicked his tongue after hearing this, "I've only seen Miaoyu pluck snow from plum blossoms to make tea, but I've never heard that dewdrops on bamboo leaves can also make tea. Such an elegant thing, it's not a waste of money for me to drink it!"

He chuckled, "Actually, I think the effect of this tea is to quench thirst. It may also be used to warm up the body in winter. As long as the things are used to the fullest, it will be a well-deserved death!"

It's really not like what he said...

She shook her head, took a sip of her tea, the scent of bamboo was tangy to her nostrils, her lips and teeth were fragrant...

"What a quiet tea fragrance!" she praised.

"You like it, it's been used up again, and it's complete!" He smiled and poured himself a glass.

So, in the meditation room in winter, the two sat by the window drinking tea and chatting, and the night grew darker unconsciously.

Because it was inappropriate for the two of them to be together too late in the temple, Luo Dongqin left at the right time, and before leaving, he said to her, "Good night, Lord Buddha bless you, have a good dream tonight."

"Thank you! Good night." She smiled and sent him out.

However, Luo Dongqin's blessing before going to bed did not come true, because she didn't dream that night, and woke up until dawn. Is it because the unique sandalwood fragrance lingering in the temple has a calming effect?may be……

Just sleeping so peacefully, she felt that this trip to the Fa conference was not in vain!What's more, during these three days, her heart was very quiet.

During the day, she listened to the eminent monks reciting the scriptures. Although she didn’t understand, she liked the atmosphere very much. In the mysterious Sanskrit singing, she seemed to be purified, without a trace of dust in her heart; at night, she walked in the bamboo forest with Luo Dongqin, drinking bamboo tea, When talking about poetry and prose, you can always hit the spark of "so you think so".

When vegetarianism is free, green bamboos are companions. On such a day, people will be so calm that there is no wave...

When the sun cleared on the third day, she went to watch the sunrise with Luo Dongqin. This was the first time in her life to watch the sunrise. You know, she used to have morning and evening upside down, and she was in bed at sunrise How can I have time to appreciate such a beautiful morning?

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