Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

"Letter? I saw it!" He snorted coldly, with his temper, he really wanted to save her from the phone and torture her!With a stiff voice, he asked mockingly, "If my low IQ understands correctly, you just want a divorce, right?"

She couldn't bear to say these two words. After he said them in such a tone, it still made her feel a sharp pain in her heart. These two words are too harsh...

However, as it is, the difference in words doesn't make much sense...

She took a deep breath, stiffened her voice, and said softly, "Yes..."

As the "yes" burst out, a hole in her heart also opened, and the pain overflowed from inside, slowly swallowing her...

"Okay..." He clenched his fists at the other end, and the phone was almost crushed by him, "Okay... Promising! Okay! I approved the resignation report! Come back! Let's go through the formalities!"

At this time, she was standing in front of the window, gazing at the gorgeous night view outside the window of S city, enduring the great pain caused by the separation that was about to become a reality, almost suffocating...

She thought her ability to bear it was strong enough, but it turned out that she overestimated herself...

"Okay... I will be back as soon as possible..." She didn't know how to finish these words, but felt that her voice was like a layer of veil, and she couldn't hear it clearly. After the last word, she choked The pain was extreme, and the peerless lights in front of her eyes were messy and upside down, blurred, and finally, she sank into the boundless darkness...

"pottery?"

She had dinner at Jiang Feng's and talked for a while before Jiang Feng came with her. Seeing that she was short of daily necessities, he went back to his home to get her a spare, so he didn't close the door when he went out Yan Shi, at this moment, when he brought the things over, he saw her lying on the ground at first sight. Jiang Feng was frightened, put down the things, hugged her and ran to the hospital.

I saw it and thought about it.In the observation room of the emergency department, Tao Zi had already woken up, and Jiang Feng came in with a female doctor.

"Slight signs of miscarriage, don't do strenuous exercise, don't eat indiscriminately, stay in bed as much as possible." The female doctor instructed, turned around and said to Jiang Feng, "You father, pay attention, you must first figure out when you make food for her. Which ones are not suitable for pregnant women? Don’t eat hairy crabs in the future. Individuals have different physiques. For people like her, eating hairy crabs, especially crab legs, can easily lead to miscarriage. I didn’t eat much this time.”

Jiang Feng was slightly taken aback, slightly embarrassed, but did not clarify, nodded and said, "Yes, I see."

Tao Zi was also left speechless by the doctor's misunderstanding, but she had more important questions to ask, "Doctor, can I take the plane?"

"It's best not to, if you have to travel, take a break for two days and see the situation."

"Oh...well..." Tao Zi said softly.She is so stupid. She didn't remember that she had a passport until today when she and Jiang Feng were packing together. Two years ago, several people in the station discussed going abroad to play together. They insisted on pulling her along and applying for a passport together with them. , but in the end, she still didn't go, so she completely forgot the passport, a document that is useless in the country, in a corner.

She stayed in the emergency department for observation. After the doctor left, Jiang Feng sat down beside her, apologetic, "I didn't know hairy crabs can't be eaten, I'm sorry..."

Tao Zi shook his head, "How can you blame this? You don't know...Actually, I don't really understand..."

Jiang Feng was silent for a while, and asked, "Tao, I plan to go back to Beijing..."

Tao Zi nodded, "Yes, there are some things to deal with."

Jiang Feng was slightly taken aback, "Deal with it? Then you mean to come back after the process is over?"

Tao Zi smiled, "Of course! Don't you, a coward, welcome me back?"

"No..." Jiang Feng hesitated a little, "Tao, I know there are some things I shouldn't ask too much, but in your current situation, anyone can see that you have a problem with your parents, let me take it from a friend. Let me ask you from a different perspective, what is your plan? Do you really live in City S? After all, it would be better for the child to be born with the father. If there are any problems in the marriage, please communicate more, for the sake of the child..."

"Heh..." Tao Zi smiled lightly, but the corners of his eyes were full of bitterness, "Jiang Feng, don't I understand how important it is for a child to be born in a sound family? I am an orphan myself, and I can't feel this deeply, but... the world Not everything can be done according to one's wishes...Some things cannot be resolved through communication..."

It is rare to open up your heart to others, Jiang Feng is also an old friend...

"But... Tao, do you know how hard it is for an unmarried mother?" Jiang Feng couldn't bear to say the words to persuade her not to have a child, but he also couldn't bear to see her future life suffer because of this child.

Tao Zi corrected his speech with a smile, "Why am I an unmarried mother? I'm already married, right? This child was also born in normal marriage, and we have a birth certificate! It's just..."

It's just that when a child is born, he faces separation from his parents...

She also thought about how many problems a child without a father would face, but this is a life, and it is all her hope. Every day, there seems to be a small thing in her body to remind her, Mom, I got up, good morning; Mom, it's time to eat, the baby is hungry; Mom, the baby is tired from playing, good night...

At this moment, she understood Qianqi's feelings very well, why it was so difficult for a person to give birth to the baby.No matter who it is, a mother's heart is full of love...

Facing Jiang Feng's concerned and doubtful eyes, she touched her belly with a little pride, "Jiang Feng, thank you for your concern, I am an orphan myself, so I should know the heart of orphans well, and I will do my best Ability to be a good mother and try to make up for his lack of fatherly love."

Jiang Feng could only smile helplessly, "Okay, great mother, rest now! Go to sleep! Why don't this kid call me godfather? What's the matter, such as losing a fight at school, anyway, I still have my godfather for you!" He supports you! Help him call him back!"

Tao Zi was amused, and once again felt that it is a good thing to have an old friend as a neighbor, otherwise, today would be in danger...

Old friend, she began to like this kind of relationship with Jiang Feng - a familiar friend without any impurities.

Tao Zi felt that the people he met when he was hooking up with the hospital were Jiang Feng...

She smiled and said this, Jiang Feng raised his eyebrows, "Who made me unlucky!"

She smiled and fell asleep with a smile. I hope that there will be no such heart-biting pain in the dream...

That night, Jiang Feng was with her the whole time.

It wasn't until the next day, after Jiang Feng bought breakfast for her, that she had to leave to go to the station to broadcast a program. When she left, she was told to rest and he would come to deliver the meal again at noon.

In fact, I really don't need anyone to take care of me. Jiang Feng made a big fuss. Didn't she take a bus for two days before coming to City S from Beijing?Of course, I was careless before, and now I dare not take any more risks!She touched her abdomen, as if the pearl under her palm was talking to herself again...

I don't know, is this a boy or a girl?

It's better to be a girl, let's call it Xiaonan...

She took a nap and was awakened by a knock on the door.She had always slept deeply, and once she fell asleep, it was difficult to wake her up, but during this time she was easily awakened.

"Please come in." She sat up slightly and leaned against the head of the bed.

She thought it was either the nurse or Jiang Feng, but unexpectedly, the person who came in was... Lin Zhi.

How did she find here?

Without mental preparation, Tao Zi didn't know what to say at first glance.

However, Lin Zhi didn't feel a sense of belonging at all, she came in and said, "Ninny? How did you make yourself like this?"

which kind?She looked at Lin Zhi with a pair of ignorant eyes, but did not respond.

Lin Zhi's eyes were red, and she sat down on the stool beside her bed with sad eyes, "Ninny, we can't have this child, listen to mother. You are a single woman with a child, what will others think of you? How can you talk about children? Whether it is for you or for children, the road ahead will be full of injustice and difficulties. You are still young, and you may think the problem is too simple, but the reality is cruel. Do people poke the spine?"

Tao Zi looked at her in a daze, and after a while, he said something, "I... was raised by people poking my spine..."

When Lin Zhi heard this, her pupils dilated suddenly, and then, tears rolled down her face, "I'm sorry... Nannie, I know you hate mom, in your eyes, maybe I'm not qualified to teach you what to do, but mom is For your sake, in this world, people's hearts are too sinister and vicious, and mother doesn't want you to be despised."

She smiled dazedly, "I'm used to being despised...but...I don't want to and I won't abandon my child..."

Every word she said pierced the most painful part of Lin Zhi's heart, her elegant red lips trembled slightly, and big tears rolled down, "Ninny, you can hate your mother for abandoning you, mother knows she was wrong, and she also knows No matter what I do, I can't make up for this mistake, but, do you want this child to repeat your mistakes? Why don't you use your own experience to persuade yourself? "

She closed her eyes, not intending to argue with Lin Zhi on this issue, but told her firmly, "This child must be different from me! Because he has me!"

Lin Zhi was speechless, she had nothing to do about her daughter's stubbornness, the most important thing was that she was really not qualified to persuade her daughter to listen to her, so she could only lament with tears, "Silly boy! You are so stupid...so stupid... ..."

But in my heart, motherly love prevailed, forget it, don't force her, but what about her own plan?Is it impossible to force my daughter's temperament?Do you just give up?

She took out the soup she carried with her and brought it in front of her, "No matter what, let's take care of your body first! According to the older generation, old hen soup is the most nourishing!"

This soup was boiled by herself, and she boiled it all morning...

Knowing that Taozi may have resistance, he preemptively said, "Don't be angry, you and I have grievances, it has nothing to do with chicken soup, since you want to have children, you must mature and be ready to accept various challenges, if you can't even drink this bowl of soup Go on, how do you explain your maturity to me? Besides, you promised me that we can have contacts!"

Stimulate the law?

Tao Zi thought to himself.

In fact, she really doesn't need to prove her maturity to Ling Zhi, and whether she is mature or not has nothing to do with whether she drinks her soup, but there is really no need to get angry with a bowl of chicken soup, and she did say that she can have normal etiquette on the contacts.

No love, no hate, open heart...

She took it, and the chicken soup was warm and just right.

One bite into the stomach, it is really thick and fragrant.

Tao Zi secretly rejoiced that other people vomited in the dark when they were pregnant, but she didn't respond at all, and it tasted delicious. This baby really loves his mother.Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile.

Lin Zhi thought she was smiling because of the chicken soup, so she was overjoyed and smiled too, "Is it delicious? Drink more! It seems that you really followed your mother. I didn't respond when I was pregnant with you, and my appetite was still special." good!"

Tao Taozi raised his eyebrows, can she say, if she can, she really doesn't want to follow her...

He bowed his head, finished the remaining chicken soup, ate some vegetables, and ate a small bowl of rice.

"Thank you." When Lin Zhi returned the bowl, she said politely.

Knowing that this was a sign of her daughter's indifference, Lin Zhi was still very happy, no matter whether her daughter appreciated it or not, she was very willing to do something for her daughter.

It's just that, being dizzy with joy for a while, she said, "Ninny, you don't know, what mother envies most these years is other people's mother and daughter going shopping hand in hand, envy other people's daughter acting like a baby in mother's arms, envy other people's family My daughter is my mother's caring little padded jacket..." 13acv.

Tao Zi's face suddenly turned cold, "Mom, if you hadn't left me back then, we would have gone shopping arm in arm, and I would have acted like a spoiled child in your arms and wrinkled the new clothes you had saved for months of living expenses to buy. The only things you wear are not up-to-date padded jackets, and what you envy most are other people's mother's fine clothes, luxury food, luxurious houses and famous cars, right?"

Desire and greed are the cause of human nature. People are always full of desire for what they can't get. Unfortunately, time cannot turn back, and fate cannot be reversed. Once some choices are made, they are doomed to miss another choice. There is no turning back. can go...

Tao Zi also once envied other mothers and daughters walking hand in hand, and envied other girls acting like a baby in their mother's arms, but she couldn't get what she wanted, so she rationally chose to give up.

And she is an extremely stubborn person in her bones, just like she has been obsessed with Ning Zhenqian's warmth for 20 years, once her rejection and alienation of the role of mother is established, it will be hard to change for many years.

However, although these words were true, they were a great mockery to Lin Zhi. She was speechless to refute, and she couldn't lift her head up in front of Tao Zi. She cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks and said with a forced smile, "You have a good rest, Mom will come to see you in the evening and bring you food."

"No need!" Tao Zi hurriedly said, "I have someone to deliver food! You don't need to bother!"

Ling Zhi didn't say anything, she packed her things and left.In the evening, they still brought food.

For several days, Lin Zhi came to deliver meals in person every day, and sometimes Luo Dongqin also accompanied her. Tao Zi suspected that Luo Dongqin did not keep the promise, because he revealed to Lin Zhi that she came to S City and was pregnant.

Several times, when Lin Zhi and the others came, it happened that Jiang Feng also came. Lin Zhi seemed to invite her pet, lest Tao Zi would eat Jiang Feng's and not his own. Tao Zi found that appearance both funny and sad...

Jiang Feng, on the other hand, joked helplessly that he was completely useless.

I stayed in the hospital for three days.Three days later, the doctor said that there was no problem and I could be discharged from the hospital.

Tao Zi asked about the long journey again, and the doctor said that the problem is not serious, just be careful not to exercise too much.

So, I booked a plane ticket with my passport and prepared to fly to Beijing.

For this trip to Beijing, she was inexplicably anxious, but the other party seemed to be very calm. It had been three days without a single call. Maybe the hospital was very busy, or everything was settled, and she was just waiting for her to go through the formalities. the...

On the day she returned to Beijing, it was Jiang Feng who sent her to the airport. When she parted, he gave her thousands of instructions.

Tao Zi laughed, "Do you want to accompany me to Beijing?"

Jiang Feng said seriously, "If you need it!"

She smiled and shook her head, "Forget it! Just kidding! Go to the stage!"

Jiang Feng was already worried enough, and he tried his best to go to the airline to inquire about it through his own relationship. His classmates and relatives turned a few corners and entrusted her to the flight attendant of the flight...

She had laughed at him, why didn't he just send a doctor on the plane with her.

He patted his head stupidly, saying how he forgot about this...

Make her laugh.

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