Qianqi got out of bed, put on the large patient clothes, her thin body was like paper, walked to the window in a few steps, stared at the ground outside the window, Yan Zhuang and the other three just came out of the inpatient building, don't forget to walk in the middle, Yan Zhuang and Ning Zhenqian each took him by the hand, and Mo Wang walked briskly. Although she couldn't see his expression clearly, she knew that such an expression meant that he was very happy...

It is spring of the year again.

I still remember that year, also in spring, in the southernmost corner of China, she gave birth to Mo Wang in the alternation of despair and hope. At that time, the sky was full of stars...

She never thought that Mo Wang could still hold Ning Zhenqian's hand one day, although this scene appeared in her dreams countless times.

However, this scene finally became a reality, the only difference is that the person holding Mo Wang's other hand will no longer be her...

spring.

Spring is so beautiful...

The sunlight passed through the thick clouds and sprinkled on the leaves. It was neither strong nor cold. Just at the right time, the leaves glowed with a light golden light.

It seemed that Mo Wang's black hair also had a little golden light.

Is it her illusion?Don't forget it seems to be taller than last year...

For Mo Wang, she has always felt guilty.

Not only is this child autistic, but he is also shorter than his peers. When he went to the hospital for an examination, all growth indicators failed to meet the standards.

If she hadn't been able to give him a better environment from pregnancy to upbringing, maybe he wouldn't be like this...

She watched the three of them get into the car, watched their car leave, her heart seemed to be pulled away by the long road, and she followed them away...

It's just that, in that car, among those three people, there will no longer be her place...

Including Mo Wang, even though she has devoted half of her life, even though she tries to treat Mo Wang like a baby, she still doesn't know what she is in Mo Wang's heart...

She will never understand his world...

Her slender and pale fingers tightly gripped the edge of the window. Her fingers can already be described as skinny...

"What's the use of looking?" Feng Peihong snorted softly, "You can look back just by looking? Not to mention the man ran away, even the son has become someone else's! Baby, why are you so stupid? Why didn't you The Ning family took charge and left? It’s fine if you leave, since you gave birth to the Ning family’s child, you should come back, but you didn’t come back after eight years outside, what do you think?”

Qian Qi silently went back to the bed, her pale face was so thin and pale that she couldn't bear to see, "Mom, I don't think about anything now..."

"Yes! Don't think about it!" Feng Peihong said, "Your father is right, the only thing you think about now is to treat your illness well! As for the others..."

She sneered, as long as the illness is cured, those who should come back will still come back!She didn't believe it, that little fairy named Tao Zi could endure the rest of her life, she was really stupid before, why did she make trouble?Naturally someone will clean up that little goblin!God has eyes!How can you let the baby suffer so much?

"Mom..." Qianqi looked at her mother in embarrassment.

Feng Peihong smiled, "Don't worry, daughter, mother will make the decision for you, you can rest assured to recover from your illness, it's nothing to say about your poor health!"

Qianqi knows her mother's stubborn character, and knows that persuading her is more difficult than going to heaven...

Ning Zhenqian was concerned about Tao Zi at home, and called her on his mobile phone in the car.

Tao Zi couldn't get out of the army, so he had to go back home and continue to write the manuscript by hand. He was writing in a daze when his cell phone rang.

It is said that after Ning Zhenqian banned the use of her mobile phone, she usually turned it off. Today, it was because she was too boring, so she wanted to chat with Miao Miao, but the computer was not allowed, and the mobile phone could not be used. She didn't know anyone's mobile phone number, so she had to turn it on to check it, but she could swear that she was calling from a landline, but she forgot to turn it off...

Who knew that Ning Zhenqian would call?

She was obsessed with writing, without even thinking about it, one hand was still scratching on the paper, and the other hand answered the phone, "Hello..."

When she suddenly remembered something, it was too late, she had already said "Hello", and then he scolded from the phone, "Why did you start using the phone again? Didn't you say it's not allowed? "

"..." She knew it... so she quickly hung up the phone, and she didn't want to take the initiative to scold her if she had nothing to do...

However, as soon as she hung up, he immediately called again.

After thinking about it, she still answered, "Hello, what's the matter?"

"I said you haven't turned off the phone yet?"

"..." It's unreasonable, I came here to test whether she has turned off the phone...

He cut off the phone and turned it off angrily.

Just about to continue writing the manuscript, the landline at home rang again. She went to pick it up, and it was him...

"It's about the same this time, don't let me find you using your phone again! What did you have for lunch?" He asked it as a matter of course, as if this was his business...

"..." But she remembered the time when he was provoked by Yan Zhuang's words and ran to harm the taste buds of all the officers and soldiers.Now she is really pregnant...

She smiled bitterly, no longer in the original state of mind.

Qi wears thin feet.It turned out that they were so happy back then...

"Why don't you talk, what are you doing? I'll be right back, let's have dinner together." He said again when he couldn't hear his voice.

"Understood." She said lightly, "Is there anything else?"

He was also speechless, listening to her strange indifference on the phone, he really wanted to doubt that he had indeed had a daughter who held the phone and called "Team Leader" affectionately and coquettishly?And that girl who insisted on forcing him to kiss her on the phone?Isn't that his dream?

However, who can blame all this?

"Want to go back to eat?" Yan Zhuang asked.

"Yeah." He replied.

"There should be soup stewed at home, you can put it in a can and eat it with Taotao." Yan Zhuang didn't say anything else, just said so.

If according to her previous idea, Tao Zi was pregnant, she would stick to her daughter-in-law's side, feed her daughter-in-law a good meal, raise Tao Zi to a fat white, and then wait to hold a fat grandson.How long has she waited for this day...

However, when this day finally came, all her expectations came to nothing.

Is this kind of life called living?The family is divided into several places, and her son travels back and forth between several places, using his hard work to maintain a balance point, but she is really worried that if a certain balance point is broken one day, there will be a devastating disaster.

She doesn't believe in premonitions, but she often has this kind of panic in her heart. She thinks, it's because she is afraid...

I hope that if this kind of life goes on, no one will be hurt...

When I returned to the community and entered the small building, it was already dinner time, and the nanny had brought the dinner to the table on time.

Ning Zhenqian sat at the dining table, waiting for Yan Zhuang to pack the soup and a few stir-fried vegetables so that he could take it home to eat with Tao Zi, but at this moment Mo Wang climbed onto his lap and sat obediently on his lap.

He looked down at the child who was in a father-son relationship with him, and his heart was struck by a kind of soft sadness. Every time he saw or even thought of Mo Wang, he always felt this way...

Teacher Xie Wen smiled and said, "You haven't seen the child for several days, this child is still very close to you. Didn't you also not come to see him for several days before going to training? He will go to the window to watch as soon as the time comes." , that time is every time you visit him, he is watching you go home."

He was slightly surprised, "He... can understand time?"

"Yes!" Xie Wen replied with a smile, "Their understanding and observance of time are even more rigid than ours. Once some things form a pattern, they will rigidly abide by it. If it is broken, they will feel chaotic. , will feel bewildered.”

Ning Zhenqian looked down at Mo Wang's small body, and the expression of obediently looking at the opposite window in his arms, and his heart froze again.

"Don't forget." He couldn't help but whispered softly.

Mo Wang glanced at him, but when he was about to say something, Mo Wang's eyes turned away again...

"Mo Wang, look at me, watch me talk." He helped Mo Wang put his eyes on himself, and asked, "Mo Wang, do you want me to accompany you for dinner?"

Mo Wang naturally cannot express, and there is nothing in the eyes.

Xie Wen laughed, "He doesn't know whether he wants to or not, but he is very close to you. If you play with him, he will be happy. You used to visit him at the place where he eats, and he will wait for you at this point. , but the next few days were all empty..."

"Don't say it..." Xie Wen's words made Ning Zhenqian feel very uncomfortable. He couldn't help but shook Mo Wang's little hand, and found that his hand was more fleshy than when he first met him. Yan Zhuang in the kitchen yelled, "Mom, I'll stay for dinner, and it's enough to bring food for my daughter."

"Stay here?" Yan Zhuang came out after hearing this and asked, "Then over there..."

Ning Zhenqian frowned, didn't say anything, but took out his mobile phone and called Tao Zi.

"Ninny..." When he called her name, his tone was full of apology. 13acv.

"what's up?"

"I want to come back later, just a little later..." He habitually emphasized, until the person at the other end just gave him a faint "oh", and then he felt very disappointed, whether it was late or not, she Do you still care now?

He waited and waited, making sure that she would never say anything else except the word "oh"...

He suppressed the discomfort in his heart and asked softly, "Are you hungry?"

"No." When she was bored, she ate a lot of fruits and nuts, and she was really not hungry...

"Okay, then I'll bring you food back later, don't do it yourself, have a good rest!"

"Yeah!" It was still a very simple answer.

So far on the phone call, there seems to be no further topic.He then remembered that the reason why they could always talk for a long time every time they talked on the phone was because of her eloquence.

In the past, she seemed to have endless things to say in front of him. Occasionally, he was on a business trip, and he would not see him for a day or two. She could talk on the phone for an hour. She was reluctant to hang up, and he didn't like the night when he couldn't hear her voice.

What did they say then?

But now I can’t remember it at all, I just remember that I was very happy at that time, very happy...

During the silence, the curve of his lips rose slightly because of her sweet and coquettish voice in his memories, and all he could hear were her crooked "Chief... Chief..." and the embarrassing but sweet "" Commander, give me a kiss..." Such words are so soft that one's heart is numb...

However, he didn't wake up from his intoxication until the silence was broken and the beeping busy tone came into his ears.

His complexion froze, and the curvature of the corners of his lips froze.

It turns out that memory, it is just a memory...

"Cough cough, let's eat." Faced with Xie Wen staring at him in surprise, he coughed twice to divert his attention.

"By the way, Mr. Ning and Mr. Ning are both soldiers, right?" Xie Wen said again. At the same time, she was a little surprised. Mr. Ning had a strange expression just now, and his smile was so peaceful. I have seen Mr. Ning so many times. I haven't seen him smile like that before. The two Mr. Ning are serious, and they have black faces every day, which makes people feel scared, especially Mr. Ning, even more than Mr. Ning!

"Yes." He answered curtly.I think Xie Wen asked this question strangely, is it still necessary to ask?Isn't a military uniform enough to show your identity?

Xie Wen said, "Don't forget this kid, he seems to be very interested in military affairs. He doesn't like any toys, but he is very interested in toy guns. Of course, he also broke a lot of them. Moreover, he actually I like to go to watch the military exercises with Mr. Ning..."

"Why is it like this?" He thought, is there a genetic factor in this?

"I don't know... This kind of disease can't even fully explain the cause, and every child is different and has its own characteristics. Therefore, we can't explain their strange abilities and preferences. Give a reasonable explanation. For example, I have taught a child hundreds of times and he still doesn’t know something, but at a certain time, he suddenly knows it again... The same is true for preferences and abilities, they may be able to do it in a certain way Very powerful, for example, one of them has become a famous pianist, but maybe he can't even do something that ordinary people can easily do..."

"Pianist?" Ning Zhenqian felt slightly shocked, "Can you be so good?"

"Not everyone..." Xie Wen said again, "It's a type of self-disorder, with high abilities in a certain area, and even called a genius. I just think, since you have a hobby, don't forget, Mr. Ning You might as well take him to see more."

"Yeah." Ning Zhenqian seemed to remember that when he and Qianqi went back to their alma mater that day, Mo Wang seemed a little strange at the teacher's house.

After eating, don't forget to have his fixed game time.

When the teacher and Yan Zhuang took him, Ning Zhenqian returned to the army with the dinner packed for Tao Zi.

After Tao Zi received the call that he would not come back for dinner, his expression was indifferent.

But she is a woman, an ordinary woman, and an ordinary woman who has lived in Qianqi's shadow for many years.

What women like most is to compare.

In the past, she secretly compared herself with Qianqi in her heart, and the result of the comparison was that she was ashamed; now, although her rationality is preventing her from making any comparisons for Ning Zhenqian with others, some things have become a habit, It was very difficult to get rid of it, just like now, when the familiar bitterness emerged from the bottom of her heart, she still sarcastically satirized herself: Tao Zi, you will never be truly open-minded in front of him!If you want to be open-minded and give up, don't compare yourself!You don't mind!Why did the frustration rise again when I heard that he would not come back?

Sitting at the desk, without writing a word, lying on the table, holding a pen in his hand, drawing messily on the paper. After drawing for a while, he found that he had drawn "Ning Zhen" all over the paper. humble"...

She is really crazy...

The resentment rose in my heart, and I blamed everything on him!It was he who caught her back, and made her fall into the quagmire again, ups and downs and struggles...

In resentment, she forcefully drew a turtle behind each "Ning Zhenqian", and finally wrote a big line of "Ning Zhenqian Big Turtle"!

After finishing writing, he threw the pen on the table, feeling disappointed.

Really blame him?Or blame your own demons?

It hurts to think about it, I don’t want to think deeply, I close my eyes, I gradually feel tired, I just rush to write today, I don’t have a nap, I feel sleepy in the midst of the upset, and finally I just fell asleep on my stomach...

When Ning Zhenqian came back, he saw her sleeping like this...

His eyebrows couldn't help but knit together tightly again.

Her resistance seems to have weakened after pregnancy. In the evening of spring, it was a little cold. If she fell asleep like this, she would definitely catch a cold!

So instead of taking care of herself, she still wants to go to work alone?Want to have a baby by yourself?

He seemed to have forgotten that she was always alone...

He also seems to have forgotten that she, who looks weak on the outside, can actually be very strong by herself...

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