Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

he loves her.

She knows it.

In fact, I knew it a long time ago.

If he didn't love her, he wouldn't put her under house arrest and not let her go after Qianqi came back with Mo Wang;

If he didn't love her, he wouldn't have gone without food for seven days when he lost his little daughter. The double torture of body and spirit made him lose all his flesh;

If you didn't love her, you wouldn't fly to S city once a week. To him, S City is only her, and he and Xiao Hai are not so inseparable;

If he didn't love her, when Lin Zhi passed away, he would not have taken care of everything like a son, and even his friends would not have traveled thousands of miles to mourn;

If you don't love her, that fierce and mighty plateau wolf won't be embarrassed at times, cautious at times, and manic and childish like a boy in his early teens;

If he didn't love her, he wouldn't have worked so hard and suffered so much. Even if he loved her a little less, his life would be much easier...

However, he loved her, moreover, so much.

What about her?Of course she loves him too.This has never been in doubt.

The him she loves is all the rain, dew and sunshine in her life, the warm little orange light that guides her direction, the young hero who fell from the sky in childhood, and all the tall, handsome, warm, tolerant...etc that belong to heroes A collection of commendatory words, she is the Prince Charming in her dreams. After 20 years of longing, imagination and careful sketching, he has already become the perfect god in her heart...

She forgot that he is also a human being, maybe after ten years of seeing him, he is no longer the same as before, or maybe he is not as perfect as she imagined.He is a steel warrior who fell from the sky, and he also has his flaws, his softness, and his sensitivity and fragility.And these were all unexpected by her...

Her fanatical admiration and obsession with him caused her to make many mistakes like women who fell into the quagmire of love. Knowing that there was someone in his heart, she married him without hesitation, trying to influence him with her tenderness and love. he.She used to think that she loved selflessly and greatly, but she didn't know that she overestimated herself, she was not a saint, and she couldn't do love that didn't ask for anything in return.

She will be happy because of even the smallest response he gave, and she will also be sad because of the past in his life. She never thought about it, at least she didn't think about it before getting married, that Tangtang brother who is as warm as the sun would hurt her...

However, despite this, she still held hope, hoping that she could spend all her love in exchange for being with him for the rest of her life. However, his ex-girlfriend and Mo Wang appeared...

This seems to have reached the bottom line of what she can bear.

At that time, she was suspicious and resisting, as if she was stuck in a puzzle, unable to see her own direction, and the appearance of her feelings. Therefore, it seemed that she had returned to her childhood when she was an enemy of the whole world. She pricked up her own thorns, threatening everyone, including the god in her heart—him.

It turned out that her god was not only different from what she had imagined, but also so imperfect. The 20 years of unforgettable memories at that time were like an illusory dream in her eyes, and the him she loved was just a heroic illusion drawn up by herself in her dream?

As if the belief she had held for 20 years suddenly collapsed, she was skeptical of everything and hostile to everything.While convincing himself that the child was his fault before marriage, he should not be blamed after marriage, but at the same time, his emotions were contradicting this point of view.

She is contradictory, she is painful, she is even nervous, even she herself feels that she seems to be a different person, she is no longer the unbeatable Xiaoqiang she used to be, and she is no longer the daughter who knows how to be grateful and smiles at life.In such conflicts and pain, she armed herself with a hard shell, and watched the wolf that once roamed the plateau become depressed little by little in front of her.Until Xiaonan left, their pain and his fragility reached the extreme...

In fact, at the moment when she woke up from the anesthetic, apart from thinking of Xiaonan, there was another person in her mind, which was him...

The little girl was their only bond, and at that time, it became their only common pain.At that time, she was in extreme pain, and also extremely fragile, so weak that she couldn't even arm her own hard shell. At that time, if, she just said if, what he gave her was a tight hug, not divorce……

no, no if...

Divorce was the best way he thought he could give her. She was the one who insisted on leaving all this time, but in fact, she insisted on leaving because she didn't know what to do. ingredients...

This is what she figured out later on. At that time, the two of them were in extreme pain, and they couldn't tell which one was the real one...

Since then, the image of the tall and mighty male god in her heart has been completely changed. It turned out that behind this steely man, there are so many burdens, sensitivity, fragility and a little stupidity.From the re-encounter in Shanghai to the re-encounter in Beijing, she sees it bit by bit, and all the burden, sensitivity, fragility and stupidity are because of her...

This kind of him is no longer the flawless golden boy hero when he was six years old. This kind of him seems to be the real and comprehensive him...

And is this him still the one she has loved so much for 20 years?

Apparently not anymore...

Years, it really was a dream, what she dreamed was only a little bit of him in his twenties...

However, he is still in her heart, occupying her heart with a fuller appearance...

If she was still confused, hesitant, and dawdling, then on this Qixi Festival night, after he said those inexplicable words, the fear and worry in her heart would be the same as when he went to perform the mission, inexplicable The feeling of being missing for more than a month is exactly the same...

She stared at the words on the wall, and the 20-plus years of infatuated love flashed through her mind like a movie.I have never thought about my feelings so seriously, and I have never looked at them so carefully, but the more I see clearly, the more I think clearly, the more I get into the corner of my head, what happened to him who is strange tonight What's up?

Finally unable to hold back anymore, she called Yan Zhuang, "Aunt Yan..."

"Peach? Finally remembered to call Aunt Yan?" Yan Zhuang said with a smile on the other end.

Listening to Yan Zhuang's tone, it seems that there is nothing unusual?Tao Zi asked cautiously, "Aunt Yan, what about him?"

"Him?" Yan Zhuang smiled, "Look for Xiao Zhen! He went out and said that a friend came."

"..." Did a friend really come, or did Yan Zhuang not know?She was suspicious, but it was inconvenient to say more, if he didn't tell Yan Zhuang, he just didn't want Yan Zhuang to know. "Okay, I see. Goodbye, Aunt Yan!"

"This child, did you say goodbye to Aunt Yan when Xiao Zhen wasn't here? So partial?" Yan Zhuang was still teasing her.

"Aunt Yan, that's not what I meant..." She was not in the mood to chat.

"Okay, Auntie is joking with you! Rest early!" Yan Zhuang chuckled.

"Well. Good night, Aunt Yan."

This phone call, instead of calming down her restless heart, made her even more disturbed. All kinds of guesses were drilled into her mind uncontrollably.

However, as soon as he fell asleep, he began to dream. The dream was full of gunshots, and then he was walking towards her covered in blood in camouflage uniform. Behind him, Gesang flowers were everywhere...

"Brother Tangtang!" She screamed, waking up from her dream.After waking up, she was covered in cold sweat and panting heavily...

After a long time, she still couldn't recover from the fear in the dream, but the tears had already flowed down.

The light was on, and the words "Ninny, I love you" on the opposite wall were very eye-catching under the light. She felt sad, jumped out of the bed with bare feet, and wrote forcefully on the blank side of the banner with a pen: Ning Charcoal!I do not love you!Ning Heitan!I hate you!

Just hate you!Why does it disappear inexplicably every time, it makes me worry every time, and makes my bedroom uneasy!Are you using this method to test whether I love you?Are you playing strategy again?Then can I not love?I do not love you anymore!I don't love you anymore!woo woo woo...

Finally, the night ended with her crying...

Day after day was spent in anxiety, and there was no news of him for several consecutive days.

Although she was anxious, she really listened to him. She was honest at home, stayed at home, and spent all day in front of the computer writing, but she couldn't find the state of writing. She often sits in a daze in front of the computer for hours at a time. When she realizes that she hasn't written a single word, she doesn't know what she has been thinking about for hours.Looking at her manuscript again, it was so bad that even she herself didn't want to read it again...

If this continues, she's about to go crazy again...

This Ning Heitan!Why are you always so capable, so easy to tease her into chaos...

After another day of anxiety and worry passed, she received a call from Miao Miao.

"Taotao, Fang Chizhou has come to Beijing!"

Tao Zi didn't hear anything unusual at first, and said with a smile, "Are you here to pick you up and go back to Yunnan?"

"No...he didn't tell me that he was coming. I found out secretly."

Only then did Tao Zi hear Miao Miao's tense voice, and immediately said, "Could it be that he is still entangled with his ex-wife?"

"no……"

"Then what's the matter?" Miao Miao was so hesitant.

"I don't know, maybe I misread it..." Miao Miao's tone was filled with anxiety.

"Where did you see him? What did you see?" The more Miao Miao was like this, the more anxious she became, and Ning Zhenqian also disappeared for no reason. She wondered if the two were related, "Did you call Fang Chizhou?" ?"

"Done, turn off the phone..."

"..." It's also a shutdown, "It's not uncommon for them to shut down, and it's not like you don't know about it." Obviously she was also worried, but she had no choice but to comfort Miao Miao.

"He was with a woman...very close..." Miao Miao finally said what she saw, with a wry smile. 13acv.

"Miao Miao!" She was worried for her friend, because Miao Miao's love for Fang Chizhou was just like she used to love Ning Zhenqian, moths to the flames, she would not hesitate, she understood this feeling too well, "Where is he, let's go Find him!"

"Forget it...don't go..."

"Miao Miao! Why?" Escape?This is not Miao Miao's style.

"What are you going to do? Are you going to catch him? I'm not someone like him, what is my status?" Miao Miao smiled wryly again, and there was a bit of self-deprecation in her words.

"Then I have to go too! I want to die like a fool! When did you become a coward? Go, I'll go with you!" Tao Zi was not reconciled.

Under Tao Zi's repeated encouragement, Miao Miao finally agreed to come out.

For several days, the car was still parked in the same place.When Ning Zhenqian left, he didn't say whether the car belonged to him or if it was parked here for her to use. Now let her guess...

I took the key he left and went out, and pressed the unlock button, it was really right...

Why are there such people in the world?She was speechless.Guessing is the homework she needs to learn the most during the days with him...

Thinking of this, she started to worry again. This time, she couldn't guess where he went!

Drive directly to meet Miao Miao at the place she mentioned - the coffee shop on the first floor of a certain hotel.

Miao Miao arrived before her, and she was sitting there covering her face with a book.

"Are you an underground worker?" Tao Zi couldn't help asking.

"So as not to be discovered!" Miao Miao stared at the lobby, "They live in this hotel, I saw it by accident, but the front desk of the hotel refuses to disclose customer information, I don't know which room they live in, so I can only stay here Don't wait, I don't know if they will show up today, aren't you busy?"

Tao Zi shook her head, she was going crazy at home alone, sitting here drinking coffee is better than going crazy at home.

"Then, let's just wait. If we have to go out or come back, let's treat it as our sister reunion! By the way, I can pay you back the money I borrowed last time next week." Miao Miao said.

"No rush!"

The two chatted one after another, but both of them were absent-minded...

After sitting for about an hour, Miao Miao, who had been staring at the hall, her eyes lit up, "Tao, they are here. Why is there still your chief?"

Love is the early weeks.Tao Zi also noticed, and the three of them walked to the front desk together, and it looked like they were going to check out.The moment she saw him, her anxiety and worry over the past few days suddenly relaxed, and her heart fell to the ground, but her eyes were wet. It turned out that the so-called friend was coming, and it was Fang Chizhou who was coming, so why did he say so? How does the deputy look like when he is parting from death?He tricked her into crying again!

Ning Heitan!Don't show up in front of me!Otherwise, this account will be settled with you!

Miao Miao was the one who refused to come before, and Miao Miao was the most excited after she came. Dang even rushed up and shouted in the direction of the three of them, "Fang Chizhou!"

Tao Zila didn't hold back either, so he had to run up with Miao Miao in a hurry. In case Miao Miao was bullied, she had to help Miao Miao, no matter which side Ning Heitan was on!

Both Ning Zhenqian and Fang Chizhou were wearing casual clothes, while the woman next to Fang Chizhou was dressed casually, and it seemed that she was indeed intimate with Fang Chizhou.

To Tao Zi's surprise, when Fang Chizhou heard Miao Miao call her name, he just gave her a cold look, and said blankly, "Calling me? Who are you? I don't know you!" , with his arm still on the woman's shoulder, and whispered softly to the woman, "Let's go."

"Good job, Fang Chizhou!" Miao Miao's eyes were red and she was very angry. If Tao Zi didn't drag her along, she would really have stepped forward to fight.

Despite this, Fang Chizhou still looked indifferent, and then he hugged the woman's shoulders and left the hotel with Ning Zhenqian.

"Peach! I told you not to come, now I'm bringing shame on myself! But it's okay! I'm completely giving up!" Miao Miao said with red eyes.

"No... Miao Miao..." She pulled Miao Miao back to the cafe, and said in a low voice, "The situation is not right, have you not seen Ning Zhenqian and pretended not to know us? Miao Miao, I think what they are doing I don't want us to know..."

Miao Miao was originally a smart person, but she was foolish for a while because she was dazzled by love. At this time, after listening to Tao Zi, she immediately understood, and she was terrified, "Tao, what should I do? Are they in danger?"

Tao Zi was already upset, but the encounter today confirmed some of her guesses, and she became even more worried, shaking her head, "How do I know? But, what can we do? The only thing we can do to help them is to go home, honestly. Just stay at home and don't let them worry."