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Enduring the pain and getting up.

The clothes that were thrown messily on the ground last night, from the small flower jacket to the underwear, had already been picked up by him, and they were neatly folded on the bedside.

She blushed immediately, and covered her naked body with a quilt. Thinking of what happened last night, she still blushes with heartbeat, even though she was the one who provoked him...

ha!Anyway, she had successfully thrown him down!Although the process and result of falling down are so painful!

He lowered his head and took a sneak peek at the bed sheet. There were a few dark red flowers on the army green bed sheet...

I can't stay in bed any longer...

She limped into the bathroom and took a shower. The hot water washing and comforting made her body less tense and her pain lessened.

After returning to the bedroom, the first thing to do is to find new sheets and replace the dirty ones.

The quilt was removed, and the imprint of her blooming for him on the bed sheet was reproduced, and the corners of her lips were unconsciously pursed, joy was like honey, and the sweetness and moistness spread in the bottom of my heart.

She has always believed that the first time is the most precious thing in a woman's life.

When all the money is gone, there will be a time to come back; the appearance is easy to age, it is a natural law, irreversible; only this first time, once in a lifetime, can be chosen and made by oneself, some people lose it easily when they are teenagers, and some people will It is dedicated to a vigorous love, and some people can stick to it to the end and present it to their husbands as a wedding gift. Of course, if they want, they can never give it to them, and it belongs to themselves.

If she hadn't met Ning Zhenqian, maybe she would be the third type, who would go on a blind date conservatively, marry someone, and then give herself to the person who might accompany her for the rest of her life on the wedding night;

However, if she meets Ning Zhenqian, she will be any of the above.

If she was the one who was by his side when he was a teenager, she would give it to him as long as he wanted it;

Even if they have no results, just a vigorous story, she is willing to give it, just because he is Ning Zhenqian;

But the reality is that she insisted on being lonely and alone, and met him again when it was time to get married, so she was still lucky enough to become the third type, which was also the one she was most satisfied with.

She is very fortunate that in these years, she has not given up waiting. Perhaps, this is the arrangement of fate...

Carefully lift up a corner of the bed sheet and put it away on the other side, as if it is her collection...

However, when the sheets were all gathered, a photo was revealed on the bedside, a photo of a woman...

She closed her eyes slightly, hoping it was her own illusion.

However, when I opened it again, the photo was still there, and the face of the woman in the photo was even clearer: short hair, wearing a military training uniform, and a heroic appearance...

Qianqi.

The spell in her life.

A strong sense of inferiority enveloped her in an instant. Such a woman, who stood beside him like a tree, was a height that she could not reach even if she worked hard all her life.

She touched her short hair, her imitation looked so ridiculous...

The hand that reached out to the photo was trembling.

She has never had the courage to face the name Qianqi head-on. She knows how deep this name is in his heart. She thinks, how much she loves him, how much he must love Qianqi, she has never forgotten in 20 years He, he is bound to engrave Qianqi in his heart for many years...

I never wanted to replace it, so I chose to escape.

Avoiding the name Qianqi, avoiding this person, as if she never existed.

However, reality always pushes this person in front of her time and time again, allowing her to clearly see the past he and she have had, allowing her to clearly see her own humbleness and stupidity, and then clearly fear and pain...

Finally holding the photo in his hands, Qianqi's appearance was clearer than ever.

Snow-like complexion and star-like eyes are Tao Zi's greatest strengths. However, compared with Qianqi's, these strengths are so inferior...

Throw the ground with pain.It turns out that Qianqi's skin is paler than what she saw from a distance when she was 16 years old. The photos of her life that she has never photoshopped, and her appearance just after training, are rosy and full of smiles. I can feel the youthful brilliance in her eyes...

More importantly, she is beautiful...

She is so beautiful that even a woman like her can't help but marvel at it, and can't help...jealous...

Perhaps, only such a woman is worthy of her Brother Tangtang...

She is ashamed of herself, wishing she could hide herself, this "ugly" self...

Such a beautiful Qianqi, she didn't have the courage to look any further...

Flipping the palm of my hand, I turned the photo over and pressed it on the bed, only to find that there were words on the back of the photo...

It's his font, she can recognize it at a glance...

What it says is: This photo was taken in June of the third year of junior high school. The baby was too hot and refused to take pictures. He was in a hurry to eat red bean ice.

In an instant, tears welled up in her eyes... 13acv.

She really didn't want to cry, and she didn't want to be sad. She promised herself that she wouldn't be sad, and that she wouldn't care about his and Qianqi's past, but why couldn't she control her feelings?No matter how hard she pressed her chest, the pain still slapped the softest part of her heart like a tide, making her overwhelmed?

What kind of gentle and delicate feelings does a man need to coax his baby to take pictures of every bit of life, and then record it in loving words?

It turned out that he, who was cold and hard, had such a side?

After reading these few words, you can clearly see how he looked at her with doting eyes and took pictures of her back then, and how pampered she was in front of him, and she even didn't care about his doting. Impatient?She could even imagine what kind of tone he would say when taking pictures of her: Be good, go eat red bean ice after taking pictures, just for a while, be obedient...

is that so?She's writing a novel, that's what the hero who loves the heroine would say...

Before she knew it, her knees were already kneeling on the ground. The photo was so dazzling in her eyes, whether it was the front or the back, it was like a needle piercing her eyes...

Especially, she thought that last night, on this bed, she gave him the most important thing in her life. Even if he gave him an incomplete part, she felt happy, but she never thought that it turned out that Well, last night, there were three people lying on this bed...

Or, he has always slept on this bed with Qianqi, and she is the third party...

Is not it?Qianqi said he liked Yunnan, so he brought her photos to Yunnan, lived with her in Yunnan, and accompanied her to watch the changes in the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau.

He didn't want to go back because there was already his home here, his and Qianqi's home.

This house is his and Qianqi's home, and this bed is also their bed. He put her photo under the sheet at the head of the bed, which means to accompany him to sleep every night, and it means to accompany him to sleep. It's her, silly Stupidly running from Beijing, she insisted on sleeping on the bed he and Qianqi shared, insisted on having sex with him, everything was forced by her, and he was not willing...

Even, when she was having sex with him, Qianqi was watching...

When he was sleeping with her in his arms, Qianqi was actually sleeping in the middle...

Do not! Do not!

She threw away the photo, hugged her head and shook it desperately, she wanted to shake Qianqi out of her mind!Squeeze out!

But it's useless...

So what if it gets squeezed out?She will always be in his heart, in his mind...

All of a sudden, this room, this room she was fully prepared to make her home, became suffocating, as if there was an invisible one, holding her firmly, just strangling her neck, making her breathless ...

No!She can't stand it!She will suffocate!

She put the picture under the cotton mattress and quickly spread the clean sheets so she could pretend she had never seen the picture.

Then he folded the quilt casually, threw the dirty sheets into the bathroom, and then rushed out the door. She really couldn't stay in this room anymore!

However, as soon as she stepped out of the door, she met Hao Xiaohai coming towards her. She stopped quickly and almost bumped into him.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Hao Xiaohai could clearly see that she was abnormal, the rash on her face due to allergies did not disappear, her face was haggard, and her face was still stained with tears.

She rubbed her face and wiped away those tears, "Oh, no... I just feel a little uncomfortable..."

"Then are you going to the clinic now? I'll go with you!"

She was in a daze, where were she going?She didn't know where to go... She rushed out on impulse...

"Sister, let's go, there is indeed something wrong with your face." Seeing her stupid, Xiao Hai urged her.

"Oh...well..." She moved her steps and followed Xiao Hai.Go wherever you want, as long as it's not his and Qianqi's home...

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