Fairy Desire

Compared with Su Ma, Meng Xiang found itching more unbearable. In his cognition, itching should be regarded as the most uncomfortable of all kinds of negative feelings, but he encountered it this time, and it was so strong, that kind of Let alone the uncomfortable feeling.

After the itch reached a certain intensity, Meng Xiang once had the idea that if possible, he really wanted to cut off the flesh of his body, as long as the intensity of the itch could be reduced, but this is obviously impossible Yes, and what made him even more uncomfortable was that the itching was still undergoing new changes during the process.

At first, the itching was just an ordinary itching, but when the itching reached a certain level, the itching changed, like countless small bugs appeared in his body, drilling everywhere in his body, Wherever they passed, the itching immediately increased several times, and because of their appearance, the itching took over his body to a higher degree. There was almost no place that was not itchy all over his body, inside and out.

On the whole, since the feeling of bug drilling appeared, the itching all over his body has increased by at least ten times. You must know that the itching on his body was originally very strong, but now it has increased so much all of a sudden, Meng Xiang is even more unbearable , the veins on his forehead popped up, the muscles on his cheeks twitched, and his teeth were clenched even more, which distorted his face and made him look a little scary.

In fact, Meng Xiang doesn't have to be so uncomfortable. He can temporarily cut off the five senses by clearing the level, and isolate the itching on his body from him. After the itching is reduced or disappeared, he can build up the five senses, but he didn't do that. , in addition to the fact that if he does this, it means retreating and admitting defeat, there is another more important reason.

He cut off the five senses to shield him from the itching on his body, but it also meant that he gave up control of his body. No matter what happened to his body at this time, even if it was chopped to pieces with a knife, He won't feel anything, of course, the premise is that there is a knife that can hurt him.

Giving up control over his body is absolutely unacceptable to Meng Xiang.Even if he gave up temporarily, he would not agree to it. It has become a habit for him to firmly control his body, and it is a habit that cannot be changed, so he will not give up for any reason. The control of the body, unless the body has been completely destroyed.

Driven by the stubborn idea of ​​not being able to lose control of his body for a moment, Meng Xiang chose to confront the strange itch that appeared on his body head-on.And still comforting himself in his heart, this should be a test of his tolerance to negative states.If he succeeds, his tolerance will definitely be greatly improved.

Meng Xiang thought so and did so, but the feeling of itching was too uncomfortable. Even if he had made up his mind, when he was asked to confront it head-on, he still felt powerless. If it wasn't for him His will has already been honed to be extremely tenacious, maybe he will be defeated in a very short period of time.

The itchy didn't knock Meng Xiang down all at once, it lifted his spirits up.Because this means that he still has hope to finally overcome it. Although it is very difficult, success is not out of reach, and the change in mentality has also had a positive impact on Meng Xiang, allowing him to improve his ability to erode itchiness. uplifted.

Although overall, he is already at a disadvantage, and the situation is still relatively bad.But in a short while, he will not be in the risk of being defeated, which makes him more confident, and at the same time makes his state of mind more and more calm, and it will really happen to him this time The itching was taken as a test.

I don't know if it was an illusion, when Meng Xiang's mood became more and more calm.He found that the itching on his body didn't seem so unbearable anymore, and the appearance of this situation made him more confident, believing that he himself would win the final victory.

Even so, Meng Xiang still needs to use all his energy to fight against the itching all over his body, and he can't care about it at all, so that he wants to know what's wrong with his body and why it is like this There is no way to find it.

When the numbness appeared before.He also failed to figure out the physical changes.It's not that he doesn't have the energy and time to investigate.After achieving a phased victory, especially after firmly controlling the body below the neck in his own hands, he checked his body and found no obvious changes, and then he focused on At least Tianling Gai decided that he could find the reason only by conquering the source of the numbness, but at this time he didn't think so.

According to what happened to his body, Meng Xiang can even conclude that the sudden itching all over his body must be closely related to the previous numbness, and it can even be said to be caused by it. As for his previous treatment of the body He couldn't explain why the examination didn't find it. It's very likely that the changes in his body caused by it were so slight or so subtle that he didn't find out in time.

Undoubtedly, Meng Xiang wanted to know what was going on, but he also couldn't realize his wish for the time being, unless his tolerance to itching was raised to a new level, or the intensity of itching appeared. To be honest, he has no idea when these two situations will appear, and all he can do is choose to wait.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but the situation did not improve significantly for Meng Xiang.It is undeniable that in the struggle against the itching, his tolerance to it has been improved, and the rate of increase is quite fast, but he still can't spare the energy to check what is going on in his body. The situation, because the degree of itching is also constantly increasing, he needs to concentrate all his energy to be able to fight against it.

The emergence of this situation of increasing itching is undoubtedly a very severe test for Meng Xiang, because what people are most worried about and afraid of is not the result, but the process, especially when they don't know how long the process is. In the long run, waiting will become a kind of suffering, and this kind of suffering will often make the negative impact of the result unbearable.

At the same time, Meng Xiang also knows that such things are often unavoidable. Similar situations have occurred more than once in the difficulties and obstacles he encountered before, so he still has some experience in dealing with similar situations, but it is very difficult. Simple, even if other people know it, it won't work, because it is persistence.

Persistence seems to be an easy thing to do, but it is very difficult to do it, especially for a long time.Because when you persist, you don't know what kind of result will be. Maybe you will get a good result after long-term persistence, but more often it is not necessarily.

People always hope that their efforts will be rewarded. If you know that persistence will not bring you good results, or even know that persistence may not get good results, then persistence will be difficult to continue. This is absolutely right. test.It is a very severe test.

In the confrontation with the itching all over his body, Meng Xiang gradually found out.The Itchy test for him was not even as difficult as persistence, but he still didn't give up, because he knew what it meant to give up.Maybe giving up once will not have any obvious impact on him, but it will become an ant nest that destroys the long embankment, because giving up is always easier than persistence, once there will be a second time, a third time, more times.

Giving up again and again is tantamount to opening gaps in the defense.Maybe each one is not very big, but very little becomes more, and one day his mental defense will be unbearable and completely collapsed, and once his mental defense collapses, he will lose the courage to face all kinds of difficulties , escape will become an instinctive choice.

No matter what level of immortal.If you want to make progress, you must face all kinds of difficulties and obstacles, and you need to overcome them one by one. Without the courage to face difficulties, it is impossible to make any progress, and the situation of immortals does not stand still. It's like sailing against the current.If you don't advance, you will retreat, so the most serious consequence of losing the courage to face difficulties is not that you can't get further improvement, but a continuous decline, and it will become faster and faster, and finally fall into the bottom completely.

Immortals, especially high-level immortals, to a certain extent.It is somewhat similar to a rich man who has a huge wealth, but the decline in strength is equivalent to the rapid shrinking of the wealth controlled by the rich man, and finally becomes a penniless pauper, and begging. This is undoubtedly extremely unacceptable.If you don't have it, it's nothing. I'm afraid of losing it after having it. ,

What's more, for an immortal, the reduction of cultivation base and strength is far more difficult for him to accept than turning a rich man into a beggar along the street. Intense frustration leads to insanity, even death.

Naturally, Meng Xiang didn't want this to happen to him, so in the face of any difficulties, as long as there was any possibility, he would choose to persevere and never give up. Even if he saw any hope, he would not give up. It is also an extremely important reason why he was able to overcome such difficulties and obstacles that ordinary people could not imagine until now.

At the same time, Meng Xiang's ambition is far greater than that of ordinary immortals. He wants to become a genuine ancestor immortal, and there are undoubtedly many requirements to become an ancestor immortal, otherwise the number of ancestor immortals in the entire universe There will not be so few, and according to his understanding, among the many requirements for becoming an ancestor fairy, one is very critical, that is, the transparency and integrity of the state of mind cannot be flawed, and any giving up is a mistake. An injury to the mood.

The state of mind is different from anything else. Once it is injured, although it cannot be said that it is impossible to repair it, it is very difficult. Even if the soul is injured, the difficulty of repairing is much greater, so Meng Xiang does everything possible to prevent the state of mind from being affected. Hurtful.

So far, Meng Xiang's situation is still very good, and he can't even see any damage in his mood, and he has paid a lot for this.Harvesting without giving will not be cherished. This sentence is the same when applied to immortals. Meng Xiang has sacrificed a lot to keep his state of mind in a good state. He will naturally cherish it very much and will not let it appear easily. Injury, even if he needs to pay a lot for it, he still has the original intention.

In fact, this is also a very important reason why Meng Xiang was able to face the strange itch and persevere when he saw the end. It is very difficult to contend with the most unbearable negative state of itching, but once Persevere, and gain a lot, at least in the future when he encounters similar situations, he will not have any problems again.

Persistence, persistence, and persistence, but the endless persistence is also testing Meng Xiang's consciousness, just like big waves are constantly hitting the dam, and he doesn't know what the final result will be. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. )