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"Because there are only two possibilities for their mother and child not to show up. One is that they are really all dead, so they are all skeletons now. How could they show up? The other possibility is that even if they are alive, they will not show up." I hate you very much and have no feelings for you at all, so even if you are forced to abdicate, even if you empathize and remarry, they don’t care! Do you know, in fact, in their hearts, you are already a complete stranger Yes, haha."

"I think, if a person can be hated by his own woman and son, what a failure this person must be, haha."

Seth scoffed.

Lin Xiuping didn't speak any more, and silently poured the spirits down his throat.

But in Lin Xiuping's heart, there was a sense of gratitude.

Because his abdication and remarriage before were actually two pretexts, which were the vicious tricks that the adult Xie Si said came up with to force him to do so, in order to get Wang Xue and Lin Yan to show up.

He originally thought that both Wang Xue and Lin Yan were dead, but what he didn't expect was that at least Lin Yan, his son was still alive, and had entered Tiandi City, and came to look for him!

Fortunately, when Lin Yan came, this woman named Xie Si had just taken a shower, so she was not found, otherwise, the consequences would be really unimaginable!

"Lin Xiuping, why don't you talk? Are you sad? Feel like a failure in life?"

Xie Si simply sat down opposite Lin Xiuping, determined to hit Lin Xiuping thoroughly.

"Actually, you have even more failed things. Now, everyone in the Imperial City knows that I, Xie Si, is married to you, but the real situation is that I was sent by the adults to monitor you, and you, even though you hate me , but you can’t show any disrespect to me, hehe, this feeling of being a worthless person should also be a feeling of failure, right?”

"Also, let me tell you, in fact, you'd better pray that Wang Xue and your son are not dead, because in that case, adults will have the possibility to get the cheats, and as long as the adults get half of the cheats, maybe you can let them go." , but if they are really dead, I don’t need to tell you, you also know that you have no use value, and the adults will probably kill you.”

"Hehe, you are really sad. On the surface, you are the head of the Lin family, but in fact, even the right to survive is firmly controlled by others, and you don't even have the right to commit suicide. Life is worse than death, right?"

After Xie Si finished speaking, he waited proudly for Lin Xiuping to sink into depression.

But Lin Xiuping looked at Xie Si coldly, as if looking at a clown.

Seeing that Lin Xiuping didn't speak for a long time, Xie Si thought that Lin Xiuping was in great pain, so he left very satisfied, thinking, if it wasn't for your obstruction back then, maybe half of the cheats had been obtained by adults, so the suffering you are suffering now, It's all self-inflicted.

After Xie Si left, Lin Xiuping lay down on the bed again, but his mind was full of the scene of meeting Lin Yan just now.

Lin Yan would react like this. Although he, as a father, was very painful when he saw it, he also understood that because Lin Yan didn't understand the truth of what happened 13 years ago, that's why he hated him extremely.

"Yan'er, it doesn't matter if you blame your father or resent your father. Father won't blame you. Father just hopes that your mother is still alive in this world. It would be great if you could find your mother. Also, I hope you will always hold grudges like this." Father, please don't come to the Lin family mansion again."

Lin Xiuping muttered to himself, although his tone was full of helplessness, but there was a smile on his face.

If this scene is seen by other people, I'm afraid they will be puzzled, and I'm afraid they won't be able to understand Lin Xiuping's thoughts anyway.

However, Lin Xiuping felt that he had to do this.

Because 13 years ago, he didn't really issue a killing order for the benefit of the family, but was threatened with the lives of innocent servants in the family, so he could only do that. He secretly gave Wang Xue and Steward Xin a lot of help, otherwise, Wang Xue would not be able to disappear under the siege and interception of the masters of Tiandi City, and Steward Xin would not be able to get rid of the well-trained hundred The pursuit of a cold-blooded cavalry.

It's just that he absolutely cannot tell these truths, at least not at the moment.

Because once he told the truth of the matter, he would plant the seeds of revenge in Lin Yan's heart. With Lin Yan's strong temperament, he might very likely look for opportunities to deal with the "adult" Xie Si mentioned.

As for that person, Lin Xiuping himself felt that there was no chance to bring him down, let alone the young Lin Yan.

There is no doubt that if Lin Yan really found that person, even if he used a sneak attack, he would not be able to kill that person, but would be killed by him instead.

For Lin Yan's safety, he would rather let Lin Yan misunderstand him and resent him than tell the truth.

Now, he believes that after his "so-called truth", Lin Yan will only think that the responsibility for the bloody night 13 years ago was caused by him, and he will not dig deeper. Naturally, he will not know that all this is actually just that. When someone is playing tricks, he avoids a premature encounter with that person.

However, he still had hope in his heart, hoping that Lin Yan would be able to take revenge when he became stronger.

Because half of the unknown cheats are in the hands of his son.

Because his son had already lifted the vitality absorption lock array in his body.

Because his son has already reached the second level of Yukong Realm, and he has reached such strength at such an age, his son is actually very fast in cultivation.

Therefore, he had hope, thinking that his son might be able to defeat that man in a short time, and take revenge for the dead Steward Xin, Wang Xue, who didn't know his life or death, and those who were coerced by that man.

"Yan'er, work hard and live well."

Lin Xiuping muttered to himself, full of hope for Lin Yan.

Being imprisoned by that person in the Lin family's mansion in a disguised form, and being monitored even when going out, Lin Xiuping understood that it might be difficult for him to see Lin Yan again in his life.

He can only bless his son to live a good life.

However, at this moment, Lin Yan was extremely depressed.

Even though he was a handyman in the Xia Mansion, he was bullied by Shijia and Xia Shihu in every possible way, and his life was so gloomy, he had never been so depressed.

Lin Yan bought six bottles of wine from the tavern below the hotel, took them to his room, sat at the table and began to drink wildly.

Besides wine, he couldn't think of anything else that could numb his senses.

He even wanted to escape the depression at this time with the help of booze.

"What am I going to do next?"

This is the question Lin Yan asks himself the most.

After hearing Lin Xiuping's explanation with his own ears, he felt that the goal that had supported him for 13 years was suddenly shaken, and then shattered with a "bang", which made him feel at a loss what to do now.

For 13 years, he had been looking forward to returning to Tiandi City and seeking justice from the Lin family, but now that he had achieved this, he suddenly found that once the truth was revealed, he looked around blindly but couldn't see what he should do.

revenge?

Lin Xiuping is his father after all, he can't kill Lin Xiuping.

Practice hard?

But what use is it to him to practice hard and continuously improve his strength?He never thought that he would concentrate on studying martial arts and become a master. What he wanted to do was to protect the people he cared about and live happily with them.

Looking for a mother?

But now he doesn't even know whether his mother is dead or alive, and the martial arts world is so big and crowded, where should he find his mother whom he hasn't seen for 13 years?

Therefore, he really has a feeling of hesitation that he doesn't know how to continue his life.

And using alcohol to anesthetize may be able to free yourself from depression.

Throughout the night, he drank six large bottles of spirits, then fell unconscious on the table and fell asleep.

The next day, the whole day, he sat in the room in a daze, not wanting to do anything, not even wanting to move.

On the third day, he still didn't practice, his whole heart was numb, like a walking dead.

These days, he felt that the sky was gray and he couldn't see any color.

Having suffered this blow, his faith was directly on the verge of collapse.

Fortunately, he still has things that he can't let go of, and he needs to continue his life.

This matter is to find the mother.

So on the fourth day, he regained some energy from the incomparable loss, and began to walk around the Heavenly Emperor City, inquiring about any news about his mother.

Gradually, his depressed mood finally got better.

On the sixth day, he began to practice on time again, and he regained his former spirit.

"Hehe, I finally came out of the shadows."

On the sixth day, Lin Yan softly said this sentence.

However, this sentence is easy to say, but only Lin Yan knows what kind of helplessness, hesitation, and depression he has experienced in order to achieve it.

That kind of decadent feeling of being hit suddenly and feeling like the whole world collapsed, feeling like whether he can live in this world or not, is like winding up layers of silk, completely wrapping him in a cocoon, making him unable to see anything. Hope, can't bring up any interest in life.

In those few days, he lived such a life.

Fortunately, he finally came out!

The blows he encountered still didn't knock him down, but made him more mature.

"Even if Lin Xiuping is proved to be a sinner with my own eyes, even if I never recognize this father again, I can't be affected by this incident anymore. If I lose hope in life because of Lin Xiuping, then wouldn't I have Ashamed of Steward Xin, ashamed of my mother? Back then, Steward Xin sacrificed himself just to let me live a good life, and I can't live up to his dying expectations."

"I still need to find my mother, I still need to find a way to re-enter Long Island, find out the secret of the dragon's light and shadow in that lake, I still need to find the remaining battle swords, and I still need to return to Xiaoshui City to find Mei. Jiangxue, go to see Tie Niu's son, go to the Bull Demon King to see if Fairy Zixia has returned..."

With more and more expectations, Lin Yan finally put aside the last depression.

After recovering, he is more determined than before.

On the seventh day, Lin Yan was full of energy, and walked into the vast snowy plateau alone with a sword.