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Chapter 120 IX Injury

When the two of them lay quietly on the bed full of contentment and exhaustion, Tian Miaomiao rested her head on Leng Fei's arm while playing with Leng Fei's small nipple the size of a red bean with one hand. Leng Fei felt a strange itchy feeling in his heart, he wanted to grab Tian Miaomiao's hand and stop her, but she was very persistent, which made Leng Fei very helpless, so he had to let her do what she wanted.

"Sister, how are you doing these days?"

"It's pretty good. I've always thought I'm pretty good. Brother, I think you've got a lot on your mind. Did your father's matter hit you hard?"

"No, I'm just asking casually. I haven't had time to come here during this time, and I'm worried about you."

"My younger brother treats me well and always thinks of my sister. Fei, do you know? Seeing you being so sad makes me so envious!"

"What? You envy my sadness? Sister, don't you have a fever?" Leng Fei was confused when he heard Tian Miaomiao say such incomprehensible words. He raised his hand and touched Tian Miaomiao's forehead.

Tian Miaomiao casually grabbed Leng Fei's hand, put it on her cheek and pillowed it, and said, "Why, what's wrong with your sadness that I envy you? It's not that you don't know my life experience. Anyway, you still know your What are your parents like, and you can do so many things for your parents. But I, I don’t even remember what my own parents were like. They were gone when I was very young, I think I can't even reciprocate, tell me, can I not envy you?"

"I'm sorry, sister, I didn't expect my sadness to cause your sadness."

"Brother, the life experiences and tribulations of your parents are indeed very touching, but that is fate, and none of us can control it. Just like us now, on the surface, we seem to be very glorious and happy, but who Do you know how much pressure and pain we are bearing behind? Who knows what we are thinking in our hearts? How bitter is our heart?"

When Tian Miaomiao said this, there seemed to be faint tears in her eyes.She remembered the past when she was a child.

"When I was a child, whenever I heard other children calling mom and dad, I was very envious. At that time, I thought, how wonderful it would be if I also had mom and dad! What are my parents like? But, in reality It is cruel, and I cannot have it in this life. In the eyes of others, it is normal to have parents, but in my eyes, this is an impossible luxury. I recognized Hao Mingming's parents as godfather and godmother, you know? At that time, I was really happy, because I had parents like others. Although I was only godfather and godmother, I already Very contented."

Tian Miaomiao paused, wiped away the teardrops that were about to slip out of her eyes with one finger, and continued: "I treat my godfather and godmother as my real parents, and give all my love for my parents to me." Godfather and godmother, so I feel very happy in my heart and feel that I have made up for the shortcomings in my heart. I will do what my godfather and godmother want me to do, because they are my relatives and my God. Hedi, I just want to make them happy, so that I will have no regrets or guilt in my heart. However, Hao Mingming destroyed everything about me and made me what I am now. "

Having said this, Tian Miaomiao's voice became a little choked up.Leng Fei couldn't bear to let her go on talking, which brought up more sad things.

"Sister, don't think about the past anymore, let's think about tomorrow. Look, don't you have a good life now?"

"Okay? Do you think my life is good now? But who can know what I think in my heart?"

Tian Miaomiao seemed very excited, and her voice seemed to rise.But when she saw Leng Fei's somewhat surprised eyes, she seemed to realize something, and quickly retracted her words: "Oh, actually, I should really be content now, there is such a good lottery store, and you With such a good younger brother by my side, I should be content."

In fact, Leng Fei has already heard the voice of Tian Miaomiao, a woman who has experienced pain and suffering, every day, only loneliness and loneliness are by her side, how can she not be bitter in her heart, how can she not complain?Although, he comes to accompany him from time to time, but after all, it is just a kind of love between a man and a woman, a kind of cohabitation secretly, and it can even be said that it is a kind of wild marriage that is hard to see.It is unbearable pain and torture to put it on any woman.

"Sister, don't you think it's time to end this life?"

"End? How to end?" Tian Miaomiao was surprised when he heard Leng Fei say this.She stared blankly at Leng Fei.

Seeing Tian Miaomiao's expression, Leng Fei immediately understood that Tian Miaomiao had misunderstood him.He quickly hugged Tian Miaomiao and kissed her.

"Sister, don't get me wrong, that's not what I meant."

"what does that mean?"

"I mean, it's time for you to end your single life and marry me."

"Marry? Let's go, aren't we fine now? Why do we have to get married?" Tian Miaomiao's eyes couldn't help dimming, and there seemed to be infinite sadness in her heart.

"Sister, do you have something to hide from me? Why do you get restless and avoid the topic when you mention your marriage?" Leng Fei asked her pressingly.

"Am I restless? Have I avoided the topic? Didn't I say that it's good now? Before, Hao Mingming hurt me, and I was disappointed and afraid of marriage. I no longer have extravagant hopes, and I don't want to get married again." Yes, I won't stop you from finding a girlfriend, I will take the initiative to get out of the way, retreat, and fulfill you. How can this be hiding?"

Tian Miaomiao became a little excited again.For some reason, Tian Miaomiao couldn't help being impulsive and irritable whenever she thought about marriage during this period, even she herself felt baffled.But I couldn't control it.

"Sister, can you not say something like this? Get out of the way, retreat, help us, do you think we are playing an emotional game like this? If it is good, we will live together, if it is not good, we will separate? Are you willing to live like this forever? You Do you not think about our future?"

"Brother, can we not talk about this topic? What does the future have to do with me? Now I just seize every day and live every day well, and I will be satisfied if I live happily."

"Sister, time is not forgiving, you can't be too idealistic, think that being homeless is light, that you can be alone, and you won't be hurt anymore. But you are wrong, you are actually hurting yourself by thinking like this now. "

"I hurt myself? Can I hurt myself? Brother, your level of speaking is getting higher and higher, and your theoretical level is getting better and better. It's really sensational to say that I hurt myself."

In fact, Tian Miaomiao understood Leng Fei's words, and said it to her own heart, she was not just hurting herself.However, if she doesn't hurt herself, she will hurt her favorite sweetheart in front of her.