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Chapter 194, Separation

Hua Dalang: "Jiu Niang, how do you know Jinyiwei? Are you familiar with that Captain Pang?"

Hua Minghe: "Jiu Niang, where have you been during this period? Your eldest brother went to the Medical Bureau and Feng'anfang to look for you, but couldn't find you. And you didn't even tell me to come home often."

The father and son spoke one after another, and their words were full of concern for Hua Changxi. However, Hua Changxi once again felt an invisible barrier between them.

The two times he went to the underworld, he hovered on the edge of death. Even though he escaped danger in the end, Hua Changxi still felt the impermanence and loss of control of life.

What if she was not lucky enough and really died?

The moment she saw her father and brother, this question popped into Hua Changxi's mind. She was shocked to find that every time she faced a life-and-death crisis, she seemed to never think about her family.

Is this because her family is unable to support her, or is it because she has never cared about them in her heart?

"Don't you have anyone you care about? If you do something that will hurt them, what will you do?" Hua Changxi recalled the question Tong Yao asked her.

How to do?
If she really wants to do something, she can be sure that she will follow her own standards and will not be influenced by anyone else.

Everyone, including family members.

Hua Changxi realized the answer in her heart and suddenly woke up. She seemed to really not care much about her family.

This answer was a little hard for Hua Changxi to accept. He was not willing to accept that he was a cold-hearted person, so he immediately found a suitable excuse for himself.

She didn't care about her family because her family didn't care about her first. In the Hua family, she was the one who suffered the most oppression and accusations among the grandchildren. She had never received the understanding, tolerance and support of her family, so it was normal for her to not care about them.

"Jiu Niang, I'm asking you a question, why don't you say anything?"

Hua Dalang saw that Hua Changxi had no response to his and his father's questions, and his eyes revealed some scrutiny and judgment towards them, which made him very unhappy. He felt that Hua Changxi was increasingly disregarding his family.

Hua Changxi came back to her senses and looked at Hua Dalang who was blaming her. This just confirmed what she was thinking in her heart, that her family didn't care about her first, and had no tolerance for her. So, she instinctively fought back, "Brother, you have to answer me just because I ask you? You are too self-centered."

Seeing that the brother and sister were about to quarrel again, Hua Minghe quickly said, "Okay, if Jiu Niang doesn't want to talk, forget it. Just keep your mouth shut."

Hua Dalang was very dissatisfied with Hua Minghe's preference for Hua Changxi: "Dad, you are too partial. Jiu Niang hasn't been home for more than a month. What's wrong with me asking a few questions as the eldest brother?" As he said that, he looked at Hua Changxi.

"Nine Lady, what did you do outside? Why are you saying that? Do you still regard us as family?"

Hua Changxi looked at him: "There is nothing unspeakable, but you put on a stinky face that I must answer you, as if I owe you something, so I get angry and I won't tell you."

Hua Dalang was furious: "Hua Jiuniang, do you still regard me as your elder brother?"

Hua Changxi would not indulge him: "Besides using your brother's status to pressure others, what else can you show? If you want others to believe you, it doesn't matter if you have little ability, but you must have virtue. Do you have virtue?"

As soon as these words were spoken, not only Hua Dalang's face turned red with anger, but Hua Minghe was also angry, especially when he saw some colleagues looking at them and pointing at them. He hurriedly pulled one person with one hand and walked away quickly, not stopping until they turned the corner of the street.

"What are you two doing? You can even start a quarrel in the street!"

Hua Minghe frowned and looked at Hua Changxi: "Jiu Niang, what you just said was too much. Apologize to your elder brother."

Hua Changxi also felt that she was a little emotional just now. She didn't know why, but every time she met her family, she wanted to quarrel after just a few words. She said reluctantly: "I was wrong, big brother." Hua Dalang did not respond until he was signaled by Hua Minghe's eyes, then he looked at Hua Changxi: "Jiu Niang, am I so bad in your heart?"

Hua Changxi really didn't want to say anything against his will to his eldest brother, who had received the most training from the Hua family and was committed to making everyone in the family willing to sacrifice and contribute. "It's not up to me to decide what kind of person my eldest brother is. My opinion is not important."

This answer made Hua Dalang's face turn cold: "So, you actually look down on me so much, no wonder you never treat me well. Hua Jiuniang, I overestimated my own abilities. I will never care about you again."

After saying that, he strode away angrily.

Watching his eldest son leave, Hua Minghe had a headache. Looking at his daughter, he said helplessly, "Jiu Niang, you are too aggressive now. Your eldest brother is just concerned about you."

Hua Changxi looked down at the ground and kicked the stones with his feet: "I didn't feel it." Then he looked up at Hua Minghe, "Brother, you are looking for me not because you want to care about my life, but because you want to talk to me about something, right?"

"Let me guess. I previously gave the Fire Spirit Mine to Sixth Brother to be in charge of, and I also promised that the Hua family could participate in it. Did something go wrong at the Fire Spirit Mine?"

The four You brothers are veterans of the world, and they had participated in the management of the Fire Spirit Mine before the Hua family. They even dared to deceive themselves, and they will be even worse to the Hua family. Over time, conflicts will definitely break out between the Hua family and the You brothers.

"If it's not about the Fire Spirit Mine, then it must be about body refining. Is it because they don't have enough medicinal bath materials for body refining, or does someone want to move on to the next stage of body refining?"

Hua Changxi looked at Hua Minghe: "Father, which of these things are you really concerned about me? Aren't they all for your own sake?"

Hua Minghe's brows were knotted: "Jiu Niang, do you have to calculate so clearly between relatives?"

Hua Changxi smiled: "Father, you were the first to say that my elder brother cared about me, and I was just giving an example to refute it; I produced evidence, and you said that I calculated too clearly." Then, he stopped smiling, "Who calculated too clearly?"

At this moment, she finally understood what the membrane that separated her from the Hua family was.

The so-called family members never really cared for or understood her, never saw her needs and emotions, they only thought about themselves, and even if they showed a little concern occasionally, it was only superficial comfort.

"Father, do you know what I just went through? I almost died in the underworld. I almost couldn't come back."

"When you see me, you either want to get information from me or ask me to go home."

“Why don’t I like going home?”

"Because I know that once I go back, I will have to face your endless and legitimate demands. Everything I have is earned with my life, not dropped from the sky."

Hua Minghe listened to his daughter's complaints, feeling distressed and annoyed: "Jiu Niang, since you joined the Medical Department, you haven't told us who you have been friends with and what you have been doing outside. If you don't tell us, how can we know and how can we help you?"

Hua Changxi didn't want to continue talking: "Father, I will walk my own life. You don't need to help me. Just have fewer expectations and demands on me. I'm tired and want to go back and rest. You should also hurry up and do your job."

Before leaving, he told him Pang Shaoyu's reminder, asking him and Hua Dalang to be careful.

Hua Minghe had not expected this meeting to be so unpleasant, so he could only say dryly: "Your mother is looking forward to you going back to see her."

Hua Changxi curled the corners of her mouth after hearing this. This guy simply wouldn't listen to her. If he really cared about her, couldn't he let her mother go to Feng'anfang to see her?
After watching Hua Minghe return to the Six Gates team, Hua Changxi turned around and left without hesitation.

When she first realized that she didn't care about her family, she felt heavy-hearted, but after talking with her father and brother, she felt much more relaxed.

She doesn't care about her family, so how could her family really care about her?
Same with you!