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At the beginning, Mudan actually thought that after he came to Penglai Xiandao, he would just kill Yue Shan recklessly. As for his own life and death, he didn't care at all, and he wouldn't care.

But now, with the passage of time, Mudan feels that there is no need for this. Even if she kills Yue Shan, she must be able to retreat completely. Otherwise, even if she kills Yue Shan, she will die. things.

In fact, everyone will have fear of death. When a person is angry, he can do anything, but when he calms down after doing all this, he will realize how impulsive and irrational he was. , Constant regret.

Just like Peony, his hatred has been hidden for several years. Peony has always lived in the sea. In this way, for Peony, his hatred will not only not decrease, but will increase .

But it is different now, because now Peony, in the brothel, is full of people coming and going every day, she can keep in touch with others, all kinds of people, he is no longer alone, he exists alone presence in the sea.

In this way, Peony's mentality will gradually change. In the past, he lived alone in the sea alone. It can be said that there is nothing to do every day. The existence of every day is to recall the things that happened before. , everyday existence, that is remembering your own hatred.

But now it's different, what Mudan wants now is how to kill Yue Shan, but after a long time, with more contact with others, in this way, Mudan suddenly finds out one day, why did she kill Yue Shan?

This is a terrible idea. When such a thought appeared in Mudan's mind, even Mudan was startled. He quickly told himself that it was Yue Shan who killed his whole family, it was Yue Shan who killed him, and he wanted revenge. .

But new things have to happen every day, and Zhang Long has to be dealt with. In this way, for Mudan, he will often forget these things.

Mudan is drinking, he doesn't like this feeling, he will never let go of his hatred for Yue Shan, so Mudan knows very well that he must not just sit around like this, otherwise, there will be one day, his He will dilute the hatred in his heart now, and dilute his hatred for Yue Shan. In this way, that insane guy Yue Shan will be allowed to go unpunished. This is something Mudan will never want to see.

Ying'er has been dead for more than ten days. During these ten days, Liu Xin sat, talked and drank in front of Ying'er's tombstone every day.

Sitting alone talking to himself, drinking alone, facing the sea, I have never felt so relaxed. It seems to Liu Xin that after living a lifetime, no one knows what he is finally pursuing, and he is busy every day. During the time spent, everyone will have their own pursuits, but at the end of the pursuit, when a person dies, what is all this for?

It's really ridiculous. Sometimes when Liu Xin drank by himself, he would laugh alone when he said this. He didn't know how to describe his current mood, but Liu Xin knew very well that he sat down every day. The things I live, the days I live every day, are a kind of torture.

Liu Xin never thought that one day, he would be like this, so confused, no matter when, no matter what he encountered, he had never been so confused.

If possible, life can go on like never before, Liu Xin will choose a different way of life.

It seems that everything is a reincarnation that has been set by fate. For Liu Xin, he doesn't know how to face all this, but Liu Xin knows very well that no matter how he faces all this, After all, there is no way to escape the rule of fate.

In fact, no matter who you are, what you will experience, or what you will do, it is all predestined by God.

In the past, Liu Xin felt that man could conquer nature, but now Liu Xin felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

If man is determined to conquer nature, then why did Ying'er die, and why did the friends around him leave one by one, all these made Liu Xin doubt his attitude and thoughts.

Liu Xin looked at the sea, the waves wave after wave, and the waves rose again, as if it was his own life, he kept encountering various things, but solved them, and then encountered them again and again, and then resolved them. This kind of feeling, this kind of thing, is really tiring for Liu Xin.

It's been a long time since Liu Xin went looking for the gate of the world, because for Liu Xin, if he didn't look for the gate of the world, he would be able to spend more time with Ying'er. If one looks for the gate of the world, then one will never leave Xuanming Kingdom at all, and perhaps Ying'er will never get smallpox at all, and in this case, nothing will happen.

But there is no way to change everything. Everything seems to be destined. Liu Xin doesn't want to change, and he is powerless to change.

Things have come to this point. For Liu Xin, what he has to do is to find the existence of the gate of the world, and then bring everyone back to Huaxia.

But Liu Xin didn't want to look for it anymore. Penglai Xiandao is so big and this continent is so big. Looking for the door of the world is like looking for a needle in a haystack. This kind of feeling has no clue and makes people feel confused.

I have been confused for so many years, and I really don't know what I should do or what I shouldn't do. Sometimes Liu Xin suddenly asks himself, is all this worth it.

Back then, Yinger came to another world, followed Bai Hongfei to another world, but at that time, Bai Hongfei went back when the gate of the world opened, but he chose to stay.

I thought that my stay would change everything and protect the people, but Liu Xin found that in the final battle between humans and demons, he still couldn't protect so many people, and he still couldn't protect everyone completely. In this case, wouldn't it be better if we went back together at the beginning. In this way, nothing has anything to do with me.

Everything is a responsibility, a responsibility that puts such pressure on Liu Xin, a responsibility that changes the trajectory of Liu Xin's life, making it impossible for Liu Xin to return to that world.

Liu Xin really wanted to cry aloud, really wanted to cry unscrupulously like this, but he couldn't do it, everyone has their own stopping power, if there is no stopping power, it's a child, For Liu Xin, he doesn't need to vent like this, because this kind of venting will only make Liu Xin look down on himself, and feel that he is incompetent and has no ability.

The sky was getting dark gradually, Liu Xin got up, patted the dust off his body, looked at everything around him, the sunset was really beautiful, but Liu Xin didn't have any more mood to watch it, for Liu Xin, he He was about to go back, although Ying'er was gone, but he had no way to ignore other women because of Ying'er.

Ying'er is a lesson, and it also makes Liu Xin more aware that he must treat the women around him well, so that he will not let himself have a day of regret.

If possible, Liu Xin would like to make each of his women feel at ease, at least in this way, so that they would not feel that they were favoritism.

Liu Xin has never shown favoritism, and treats every woman with sincerity, but now, Liu Xin feels that even if he treats everyone with sincerity, it is not enough, because now he has only one, and he There are so many women in the world, I can only spend more time to make up for this.

The Yue family, after Liu Xin came back, had dinner with everyone, and then sat and chatted together. Liu Xin hadn't gone out for a while. After eating, he went for a walk with his own woman. Everyone followed Liu Xin. A look of satisfaction.

Liu Xin said with emotion that his luck in this life is really good. Which one of these women is not the beauty of the country, but they are willing to stay by his side and never leave. I am so moved.

In the evening, Liu Xin went to look for Yue Shan and checked Yue Shan's progress during this period. Liu Xin was very satisfied, at least now Yue Shan was at the peak of the early Baodan period. , will soon enter the mid-term.

Liu Xin did not expect Yue Shan's cultivation to improve so quickly. In fact, at the beginning, Liu Xin just wanted to make Yue Shan more mature, but Yue Shan's progress exceeded Liu Xin's expectations. Soon Liu Xin discovered that It turns out that Yueshan's progress is because Yueshan stayed in the alchemy stage for too long before, so it can be said that Yueshan's foundation is very stable now, and it is really easy to make progress.

Yue Shan is grateful to Liu Xin, and the gratitude to Liu Xin can be said to be from Yue Shan's heart, never before, even to his own father, Yue Shan has no such gratitude, so Yue Shan also As Liu Xin promised, he will definitely train well and will never disappoint Liu Xin's expectations of himself.

Liu Xin is very satisfied with this effect. This is what he wants. After Yue Shan really grows up, if he has the opportunity to find the gate of the world that day, when he leaves, he can take Yue Shanshan with him instead of There will be no worries.

Although the relationship between Yue Shanshan and herself was forced at the beginning, it is impossible to say that she doesn't like Yue Shanshan. After all, there is no man who doesn't like beautiful women, but Liu Xin wants women who are loyal to him more. So she rejected Yue Shanshan.

But then everyone accepted Yue Shanshan, which was different. At least Liu Xin felt that if everyone accepted Yue Shanshan's words, of course he could accept it too.

And as time got along, Liu Xin discovered that Yue Shanshan was really that kind of very real and free-spirited girl, without any scheming or heart, so it can be said that she was a very real person, such a girl, and so beautiful, I love myself deeply, how can any man not like it.

All that Liu Xin is doing now is for Yue Shanshan, but suddenly he remembered that Liu Xin really hadn't done anything for Ying'er.

It can be said that among these women, Liu Xin really didn't do anything for them, but they have been by her side all the time, giving for herself, silently, without the slightest complaint, such feelings, Liu Xin How could Xin not cherish, how could she not be moved.

People's hearts are made of flesh, and Liu Xin is no exception. He has never felt that he is special, but his own woman keeps giving for himself. Liu Xin knows that he has to be grateful, and only being grateful is not considered annihilation. own conscience.