Deep Pampering: The Black Emperor's Bone Erosion Lingering

She felt... so dirty, so dirty... so dirty, so dirty...

She saw the pool in front of her and wished she could fall into it.

Why, let her watch those pictures.

Why, remind her of those unbearable things.

When those buried memories, along with those pictures, wash away like a tide;

When she opened up those memories that were buried deep in her heart and never recalled;

When those memories floated cruelly in her mind, she always reminded herself of that painful experience;

At this time, how should she... How should she face Chang Mian?

How should she... how to face Chang Mian?

How should she... face this world?

How should she... how to live as if nothing had happened?

So hard!

So hard!

So painful!

So desperate!

I want to die!

Changshang couldn't help shaking her head, she kept shaking her head, trying to get those memories out of her mind again, but she couldn't, she couldn't.

Looking back from time to time, I can see Chang Mian.

But at this moment, what she can't face the most is Chang Mian.

"Can you let me calm down, can you leave me alone? Can you stop chasing me..."

"Chang Mian, I beg you too, can you?"

"Don't chase me, I beg you too, don't chase me, I beg you..."

"Okay, I won't chase you, don't run, Shangshang, calm down, don't run, you see I didn't chase you, I just worry about you, I want to know what happened, can you tell me ? I am your husband, is there anything you can't tell me?"

"Believe me, we have to face any problems together, don't be alone, you and me, I am your support, remember? I will protect you, and I will solve everything for you , don't run, don't run away from me..."

Changshang was so excited that he grabbed the front of his clothes with both hands, and held tightly on his chest, trying to relieve the pain from his heart with this movement.

"It can't be solved, it can't be solved, you leave, I beg you, you leave, I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you now, I don't want to see anyone, I want to be alone, I want to be alone... "

How to solve it?

Those things that happened cannot be erased, even if they can be forgotten for a while, they will never be forgotten for a lifetime.

All those humiliation and embarrassment really happened. How could she pretend that nothing happened, and how could she open her mouth to tell those... those... things that she even vomited out?

"Okay, okay, I'm leaving, I'm leaving right away, but before you leave, tell me, what did you see? Is it the video that was sent over today?" Chang Mian took two steps back, trying to stabilize her first emotions, taking the opportunity to rush up and grab her.

But Shangshang yelled even more excitedly, like a lunatic, crying and begging:

"Don't ask, don't ask anything, I beg you, Chang Mian, can you go, can you leave, I don't want to say anything, I want to be alone, I really want to be alone, you go, you go... "

Chang Mian was furious and extremely annoyed: "How can I leave at ease if you are like this? You said it yourself, if I am like this, are you going to leave at ease?"

"Is there anything you can't tell me, what can't even I say? I'm your husband, what can't you share with me?!"