Ruthless ex-husband is too fierce

Chapter 230 Take him back

She suddenly felt that she didn't want to go back.

She wants to be here because there is Lu Zhan's shadow and Lu Zhan's love for her.

She sat on Lu Zhan's chair, shaking her body gently.

On it, there was a faint scent of cologne on his body. She nestled herself in it, as if he was holding her... her face was slightly hot, she reached out to caress her stomach, and said softly: "Baby, Mommy misses Daddy!" , do you miss him?"

She shook her body gently, with a moving expression on her face, not at all like she had done something cruel just now.

"Baby, Dad looks so handsome! He especially likes to wear white clothes,"

"In the future, my baby will definitely look good in white." She smiled softly, imagining what their child would look like... thinking about it, she fell asleep.

In the dream, she saw Lu Zhan, who was still lying there, not dead.

His face was covered with gauze, his body was covered with bandages, and his legs hung down, not as strong and muscular as they used to be.

Lu Zhan struggled to sit up, but his leg was useless.

Desperation appeared in his eyes, and he looked straight at the crystal outside the dream, just like the way he looked at her when he was leaving that day.

Crystal shook her head, in extreme pain, she didn't want to see him like this.

He must be in pain!

A doctor appeared, holding a large syringe in his hand, he walked towards Lu Zhan...

Lu Zhan swung the needle away from the doctor's hand vigorously, but more doctors came in, pressed him firmly, and put all kinds of strange instruments ### into his body...

From Lu Zhan's throat came out a howl like a wounded animal...so real it crashed into Crystal's heart.

She woke up suddenly, the room, or this room.

There was no Lu Zhan, only her own slight panting.

In the bathroom, there is the sound of running water, is someone using it?

Her heart beat faster, and she walked over softly, "Lu Zhan, is that you?"

Inside, a man is at the sink, with his back to her and a towel in his hand.

Turning around after hearing her words, the expression on Crystal's face immediately dimmed, and she leaned softly against the door panel, "Is that you, Lan Shaofeng? When did you come?"

He smiled softly, "Not long after I arrived, I saw that you were sweating profusely. It must have been a dream, and I was thinking of twisting a towel for you to wipe off your sweat."

He came over and handed her the towel.

Holding the crystal but not rubbing it, she looked at Lan Shaofeng and said quietly: "I dreamed of him, dreamed that he was not dead."

Lan Shaofeng's eyes flickered almost inaudibly, he looked down at the towel in his hand, and said softly: "Crystal, you miss him too much."

He reached out and leaned her face lightly on his shoulder. He knew that Crystal needed his comfort.

"Lan Shaofeng, do you know? If he wasn't here, I don't know, he almost has no friends." She choked up and said in a low voice, her eyes were already red.

He patted her on the back silently, "Crystal, Lu Zhan has it. I have it, I have you! And Qin Pei, he didn't say anything, but in fact he didn't hate her so much, because of you, he Let go of the cynicism of the past, he...will not regret everything he has done for you."

Crystal has always felt guilty and felt that she had harmed Lu Zhan.

This is exactly what Lu Zhan doesn't want to see. A man who loves a woman must want her to be happy and happy.

Maybe one day watching her happily nestled in the arms of another man, you will be lost and heartbroken, but you still don't regret it.

Since he loves her, he must give her the best. If he can't give her, he will naturally let her fly freely until he meets the man who can give her.

Lan Shaofeng has no doubts that if that day really comes, will Lu Zhan jump out and personally verify that the man is not qualified for the job--even sexual ability has to be passed by Lu Zhan to get the crystal as he wishes.

And how cruel and unfair this is to Lu Zhan.

But that's love, isn't it?

Lan Shaofeng looked a little sad, at least Lu Zhan could choose, but he didn't even have the chance to choose!The right to be a father was taken away by that ruthless woman.

Crystal leaned against him, and the two stood for a long, long time...

He opened his mouth softly: "Crystal, go back!"

She was silent for a while before sighing softly, "Yes, it's time to go back."

Two days later, Secretary Huang came to France to pick up Crystal, while Lan Shaofeng stayed in France to deal with some follow-up matters.

After returning to China, she first went back to Xiyuan.

All the servants in Xiyuan knew the news of Lu Zhan's death, especially Aunt Li, who took the bag from Crystal with red eyes, and thought for a long time before saying: "No matter what, Miss will give birth to the child. We all Everyone loves this kid."

Crystal nodded lightly and walked inside.

But she didn't go directly to the main house, but went around to the cemetery behind.

"Miss, let's go after a rest!" Aunt Li knew what she wanted to do, so she persuaded her.

Crystal shook her head, "I have nothing to do, there are some things I want to do first."

Secretary Huang hesitated, Jing Jing looked at her and smiled lightly: "Let's go in together!"

Aunt Li had no choice but to say, "It's all ready, so I won't go in. I'll just watch from the outside. When it's done, someone will cover it up."

She looked at Secretary Huang at the side again, "Take care of her!" As she spoke, she turned her face away and wiped away her tears.

Thinking about it, she regretted it very much. If the uncle had come to see Ms. last time and she had treated him better, she would not be so sad now.

Once a person leaves, many things are too late to make up for it.

Seeing Aunt Li being so sad, Secretary Huang said softly, "Go in!"

This was her first visit to the Xi's Cemetery, because she was not from the Xi's family by name, and it was a pity that she was not able to cry even when Mr. Xi was leaving.

When they got inside and passed the tomb of Mr. Xi, Jing Jing said in a low voice, "I want to stay alone for a while."

Secretary Huang knew that she was deliberately allowing her to perform her filial piety in front of Mr. Xi's tomb, so she nodded, "I'll go there later."

She watched the crystal move forward, knelt down, and placed a bouquet of flowers in front of Mr. Xi's tomb. After a long time, she asked softly, "Dad, are you still used to it?"

The photo of old man Xi is still so majestic, very much like his usual self.

In fact, she was not close to Mr. Xi, and she knew in her heart that if Mr. Xi hadn't been drunk overnight, her mother would not have had the chance to conceive her.

This is probably the pain of old man Xi's life!

Just imagine, Crystal's father, the man she should be called the eldest brother, has been in love with a Japanese woman for so long and has not been forgiven, let alone Mr. Xi's love for one night!

She knew that her father didn't really love her, but just fulfilled his responsibility, because she was the stain in his life

But, he has done enough.

Their mother and daughter had enough food and clothing. Even though he rarely came to visit her, it was undeniable that he took good care of them. No one had ever looked at her with strange eyes.

Because she went to the best schools, and even went to study in the United States.

When she returned to China, she thought that old man Xi would put her in a difficult position to train because of his temperament, but he didn't, and directly put her in the position of secretary.

Secretary Huang raised her head. She didn't know why he had so much confidence in her, thinking that she would not go to the palace or anything, but as time went by, she had to admire his arrangement.

It seems that it is because of her temperament that she is like this.

Just ask, who is safer than an aunt who has no ambitions!

She didn't cry, because Mr. Xi never taught her to cry, and she never cried as long as she could remember.

On the contrary, the other crystal, who was educated as an heir, has never shed tears since she became infected with the brothers of the Qin family, especially after Lu Zhan left.

Her eyes were gloomy, she looked at the crystal over there, and then faced the photo of old man Xi, "If you knew this was the result, would you still have such an arrangement?"

Of course, Mr. Xi couldn't answer her words, only the birds that occasionally flew by in the cemetery chirped, and there was a sense of sadness.

In front of Crystal standing was a small tomb with the lid open. She squatted down and put a small crystal box in. The transparent material could be seen clearly. Inside was a star-shaped silver necklace .

"You gave this to me. When you told me to cry, I took it and told myself not to cry! Lu Zhan, I won't cry in the future. So let it stay with you!"

She took out a telescope from her side, "I don't know if you need it there, France is too far away, will you hate me for leaving you there, if you are too far away, use it to see me .”

She stood up gently, "I know you've been alone, so I'll let grandpa stay with you."

There were tears in Crystal's eyes, but she raised her head, held back, and said with a choked voice: "You can play chess together, but I remember that grandpa has a bad temper, and you have to pretend to lose a game frequently." , he will be happy to continue with you."

She was at ease when he was here.

When she gets old in the future, she will also come here and be with him forever.

"Lu Zhan, don't say anything that makes me find happiness. Don't you know that it's hard to fall in love with someone for a lifetime, but it's even harder to forget someone. What's more, you left me in that way." She suddenly Turn your face away, "Lu Zhan, you never asked me if I would like you to make such a sacrifice."

But she knew that she had no choice, and Lu Zhan would not give her a choice—because she had a child, she had to live.

Covering her face with her hands, her heart still hurts. She clearly told herself that she should be strong. From then on, no brother Lu will be by her side to protect her.

A pair of hands fell on her shoulders, and she turned her head slightly to see Secretary Huang's smiling face.

"Crystal, be strong! This way, Lu Zhan will feel at ease, right?" She said seriously.

Crystal looked up, "I know, I will too."

In the end, she looked at those two things with nostalgia, which must have put him to sleep forever.

With a faint smile, "Close it!"