Give her pleasure

Chapter 57 Since you slept with me, you have to take responsibility for me.

Xie Huaichu laughed in exasperation, and seeing the girl's insincerity, he subconsciously curled his lips into a smile.

"Jiang Xiaoli, I know you're just saying things out of anger. You still have some unresolved issues in your heart, don't you?"

Jiang Li's eyes flickered slightly, but she remained calm on the surface. "I don't understand what you're saying."

"Xie Huaichu, sexual relations between men and women are normal for adults. You don't need to be responsible for me."

"Don't say anything else. In short, I'll say it again: there's no future for us. Just treat last night as a dream."

As soon as she finished speaking, Jiang Li got up to leave, but Xie Huaichu beat her to it, wrapped his arms around her waist, and pulled her into his lap.

"Jiang Xiaoli, let's have an open and honest talk."

Jiang Li struggled violently, "Xie Huaichu, don't you understand what I'm saying? There's nothing to talk about between us, let go!"

"I won't let go." Xie Huaichu tightened his grip a little, but he always controlled the force properly, for fear of hurting the little girl.

"I know what you're thinking, and I know what you're struggling with, but why can't you tell me those things and let me face them with you?"

"A girl's innocence is the most precious thing, and I can't just take it away for no reason."

"Besides, this is my first time too. Since you slept with me, you have to take responsibility for me."

"I'm easily embarrassed. If anyone tarnishes my reputation, I'll have to marry them."

Jiang Li: "..."

Brother, listen to this! Is this even human language?

That's really asking for a beating!

"Ali, don't run away from the problem. Let's face it together and solve it together, okay?"

Seeing Jiang Li remain silent, Xie Huaichu spoke again, "You cannot change the unhappiness of your childhood, but you can create your future."

"So, don't let those things from your childhood affect your future. I'll always be there for you, and no one will be able to hurt you again."

"Give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, to peel away all that misfortune, and together we'll embrace a brand new future, okay?"

Upon hearing this, Jiang Li's brows furrowed almost imperceptibly, and her small fists clenched up little by little.

Those long-buried memories surged back, making it painful for her to even breathe.

"What...what do you know?" She suppressed the pain in her chest, looked at him with red eyes, her voice was a little cold, but it was still easy to hear the tremor in it.

Xie Huaichu felt extremely distressed seeing her like this.

He gently embraced her, cupped the back of her head with his hand, pressed her little head against his chest, and whispered softly.

"The story of me pulling you out of the swimming pool last time wasn't actually what I told you at the time."

"What I saw on the surveillance footage was you self-harming and attempting suicide, which is why I made up a lie on the spot."

"Later I went to my grandmother and asked her about your childhood."

"My grandmother only told me about the things that happened when your mother brought you home."

"As for what happened to you and your mother before you went home, your grandmother herself was unaware of it."

"Later, your mother passed away, and you developed severe autism, depression, and bipolar disorder."

“My grandmother told me that the neighbors always gathered together to talk about your mother. They even insulted your mother in front of you, saying that you were an unwanted wild child.”

"Such stimulation causes you to lose control time and time again, and your depression becomes more and more severe."

"Grandma thought about it for a long time and sent a letter to your grandpa who is far away in the army."

Your maternal grandfather—

Xie Huaichu was interrupted by Jiang Li as she spoke. Her hands trembled as she gripped Xie Huaichu's clothes, her eyes already wet with tears.

“My maternal grandfather applied for early retirement and returned home to take care of me with my maternal grandmother.”

"He taught me self-defense, Sanda (Chinese kickboxing), and all sorts of skills and techniques."

“He told me to live bravely and to fight back if I was bullied.” “Later, my grandparents took me around to treat my illness, and finally my condition was brought under control.”

"After I went to university, I met Ruan Ruan. She was like a little sun, dispelling the darkness in my life."

"My entire university years were the happiest time of my life."

"I thought life would always be carefree like this, but misfortune still struck."

"Although my grandfather applied for retirement early, I know that he always cared about his comrades-in-arms."

"So when he learned that they were going to carry out a difficult and dangerous mission, he volunteered to go with them."

"At first, my comrades disagreed, but they couldn't go against my grandfather's insistence and eventually had to agree."

"Even though they arranged the simplest things for my grandfather, an accident still happened."

“My grandfather left us just like that, and I was hit hard again by his passing. My illness, which I had finally managed to control, relapsed.”

“Losing control almost made me hurt my grandmother, but luckily Ruan Ruan was there, so I didn’t make a big mistake.”

"After that, my grandmother took me away from Yuncheng and came to Haicheng, where she bought the Bishui Huai Study."

"I study hard and work hard."

"Repairing ancient books cultivates one's character. Whenever I feel agitated, I copy scriptures to calm myself down. Gradually, my life returned to normal."

"until……"

"Your life started to get messy after you met me, didn't it?" Xie Huaichu looked down at the person in his arms.

He gently wiped away her tears, his tone full of heartache and self-reproach.

"I'm sorry, Ali, I didn't know you were carrying so much on your own."

"I should have appeared sooner, found you sooner, so that I could have spent those days with you."

"That way you won't feel so helpless and lonely."

Jiang Li's tears flowed uncontrollably once again. She sniffed, looked up at him, and said coquettishly.

"Yes, it's all your fault. You're a complete bastard."

"You threaten me, bully me, and always make me angry."

"I've already told you I don't like you, we can't be together."

"But you remain stubborn and inflexible, like a smelly and hard rock."

"But you're so good to me, and I fell in love with you without even realizing it."

"But even though I know I can't love you, I'm always moved by your kindness and fall hopelessly in love with you."

"But I can't be so selfish. Someone as worthless as me will only hurt you, so could you please not be so good to me?"

"Can I just live out the rest of my life peacefully and uneventfully like this?"

Jiang Li's tone was clearly resentful, but Xie Huaichu could hear the deep love she was suppressing.

He gently pinched her chin, moved closer to her lips, and kissed her softly, little by little.

"Ah Li, you are one of a kind in this world. No matter what you are like, I love you."

"Being good to you is something I do willingly, and I will not let go."

"I've made up my mind about you in this life, and I will never go back on it."

“Your illness is not scary at all, you don’t need to feel any burden.”

"Don't forget, I'm a doctor. Although I'm not a doctor in this field, I know many experts in psychology who can help you."

"So, Ali, don't push me away anymore. Let's work together to create a future that belongs to us, okay?"

As if Xie Huaichu's words had reminded her, Jiang Li suddenly grabbed Xie Huaichu's hand, her expression serious, "Come with me somewhere."