Diary of the Improper Monster Girl Transformation.

Chapter 490 You're back... Ah! ! ?

Lushier was able to accept sacrifice.

She is not the kind of sentimental or soft-hearted person.

As an archangel who has fought for countless years, she has witnessed far too many sacrifices, and her heart has long since hardened like the ice blade in her hand.

No, it's even colder and harder than that!

She personally dealt with over a hundred "fallen" angels, executing her former comrades and sending them back to the embrace of the scorching sun.

Not to mention the countless comrades whom Lu Xier personally buried and saw off on their final journey.

Those who once walked with her, but ultimately fell halfway down the road.

If the other party's injuries are irreversible, if their soul is corrupted by evil and cannot be saved, then... Lushir will act as their undertaker.

End their suffering with your own hands, and let their souls find eternal peace.

Although most of those people were qualified to be reborn in the Sun God's kingdom, the heroic spirits at that time were no longer the comrades they knew.

Death may not be the end of everything, but it is the end of a journey.

When she was doing such funeral arrangements, she never felt the slightest hesitation, nor did she have any psychological burden or doubt.

Because both Lushir and the victims being buried knew from the very beginning that death was already their inevitable end.

For these people, death is never far away.

To live with death, to walk alongside death.

Facing enemies far more powerful than themselves, or even directly confronting noble gods.

Sacrifice is a topic they can never avoid.

But that's just how these people are.

Even though they already knew the final outcome, they still chose to embark on the journey.

For faith, and even more so for the belief in my heart.

In this world, the title of "Cleric" is not something you can simply claim to be.

Not everyone is qualified to become a priest; the laws of the world will easily expose imposters.

And everyone who becomes a clergyman has their own reasons in their heart.

Perhaps it's persistence, or perhaps it's an obsession, or maybe it's someone you can't let go of.

Most of them were harmed by the dark side of this world.

In order to protect other innocent people from experiencing the same harm they suffered, they resolutely chose to embark on this cruel path of fighting against evil.

On the path to purifying evil, far too many comrades have already sacrificed themselves.

Lushir had long since grown accustomed to the departure of his comrades and had become numb to their sacrifices...

but!

The situation is different now!
completely different!

Lushier could not accept the sacrifice of innocent people.

Moreover, it was meaningless and a completely unnecessary sacrifice.

Just wait a little longer!
Those people... they could have lived.

The giant had already left on its own; it had stopped running away and chosen to accept the judgment it deserved.

Once he's far from the village, Lushir can act without any scruples.

But why?
Why couldn't we just wait a little longer?!
Those people were innocent mortals; they didn't have to die!
They need not be destroyed by the corpse of their beloved guardian... No, it was not that giant who killed them.

It wasn't that impulsive angel either.

Because, the very next second after that angel made a mistake and caused the death of innocent villagers, he was punished.

He also committed the crime of "murder".

So, the blazing sun decided to purify him.

He is the next target to be purified.

Upon realizing this, the angel did not allow his companion to act, but instead raised the blade with a pious expression and ended his own life.

Using the power derived from the blazing sun, he killed himself under its gaze.

At that moment, what filled Lucille's heart was not even anger.

It's absurd.

look!

The guilty are dead.

Innocent people died.

The person who killed the innocent also died.

All evil was purified and vanished completely under the blazing sun.

So, is this how everything ends perfectly?

Looking at his companions, Lu Xier saw that they calmly accepted this ending, and some even had tears of emotion in their eyes.

We shed tears for that angel who willingly "sacrificed" himself and bore all the sins.

They gathered together and sang hymns, praising the victims for not failing God's expectations and for not choosing to fall into depravity out of fear of death.

They also mourned for the poor villagers and lamented their misfortune.

This grief for his companions, this compassion for the innocent, was transformed into anger against evil.

As usual, Lu Xier did not participate in their activities.

This is not the first time this has happened.

But this time, she felt a strong sense of unease.

She stood to one side, watching silently.

At that moment, the archangel, who was seen as an extension of the will of God, kept asking himself questions.

Is this right?
Is this the right thing to do?
This has always been the case, but is it really the right thing to do?

……wrong.

That's not right.

No, no, no, no, no, no...

wrong! ! !

Lu Xier cried out in his heart, finally letting out a silent roar.

That's not right.

it's me.

It was my hesitation that killed them.

If I had actively driven the giants away from the beginning, they wouldn't have had to die.

This sin is mine.

They were also killed by... justice.

It was this distorted and cruel justice that killed them.

And this sin...

Lucille looked up at the blazing sun high above.

When the sunlight that once felt so warm fell on her again, she only felt cold.

It was icy cold.

She already knows who the real murderer is.

And at the moment she figured it out.

A true self.

It was born.

And when the angel was born, it had a self.

She was destined to walk a path contrary to the will of the gods.

And this is [degeneration].

Those who go against the divine are considered depraved.

……

……

"..."

Lu Xier opened his eyes and stared silently at the illusory sky.

My memory of what happened after that is somewhat hazy.

As for the specific process of the degeneration, there was nothing particularly special about it.

It's simply that an archangel, who was highly anticipated by everyone, unexpectedly fell into corruption.

She betrayed the trust of the gods.

The minister did not deny this.

But who knows that before she betrayed the gods, it was the gods who betrayed her first?
In the beginning, she did hate Him.

I am angry that He betrayed His faith, betrayed His beliefs, and became so fanatical and extreme.

It has become unlike the fair but powerless "scorching sun" of the past.

However, as time passed, especially after Lucille entered the prison, her thoughts gradually changed. Under this forced calming and coercive approach, her anger towards the Sun God gradually faded.

Instead, there is a kind of sadness.

They betrayed the sun god because of his "fall".

He is the true traitor who abandoned his former ideals.

Luchil was indeed a fallen one who went down a different path, willing to give up everything for it, even falling from the level of a saint.

However, she was also once the most steadfast supporter of the sun god.

This is something that no one can change.

Lushier did not want to see what he once firmly believed in and regarded as something higher than life go astray.

Others have forgotten what the original sun god was like, only remembering that He was a cruel and indifferent, yet incredibly dazzling and brilliant sun.

But Lucy remembered more.

He wasn't like that in the beginning.

As perhaps the only one who was sober, Lu Xier was the loneliest and most heartbroken.

Even so, even though it hurts, what can I do?

"I can't do anything..."

Lucifer knew all too well the power of the Sun God, and He knew His character better than anyone else.

In His eyes, there is no reflection of anyone.

He will not yield to anyone.

No one can change His mind.

In this world, is there anyone who has the right to defy that blazing sun?
No.

Even the Goddess of the Silver Moon was not qualified and could not sway His mind.

That unparalleled power brought with it extreme arrogance.

In this world, there are not many beings who are even qualified to stand before Him, let alone be taken seriously by Him.

He is arrogant.

It is also lonely.

He is saving the world in his own way... all alone.

He is trying to save everyone and is regarded by many as the savior of the world.

But who can know? Who can believe?

In fact, He is the one who most needs to be saved.

Nobody believed it.

They refused to believe that the blazing sun they worshipped had weaknesses, and they wouldn't admit that it could experience loneliness.

Lucille knew that the image of the sun god in the eyes of mortals had long since become more and more extreme and less and less significant.

Did mortals change Him?
Or is He actively moving closer to the "He" in the eyes of mortals?
Louis doesn't know now, and may never know the answer.

She was just a little disappointed.

I can't help but sigh.

I sighed for the blazing sun high above.

Because she knows.

One day, the Lord of the Sun will pay the price for his extremism.

sun……

It was destined to fall.

"..."

O noble sun.

You are indeed saving the world.

But when the time comes for you to come to an end, who will be qualified to save you?
"...Are saviors destined to be unable to save themselves? The Lord of Nature is like that, and are you also destined to embark on the same fate?"

Lu Xier didn’t know why he had suddenly become so sentimental, but he didn’t think this sadness was wrong.

She did hate Eberstadt's mistakes, but she also loved Him deeply.

"If I could see Him again someday, what would I say? Would I try to persuade Him? Or... no, how could such a day possibly come, haha."

As Lu Xier pondered this unrealistic idea, he couldn't help but shake his head at his own crazy notion and laugh self-deprecatingly.

"Impossible, He must hate me to the core."

"After all, He never lets any fallen one go... No one has ever escaped."

As an executioner who had once been in charge of hunting down traitors, Lu Xier knew very well that no traitor could escape the relentless pursuit of the blazing sun.

"No one has ever..."

Click.

As Lu Xier was thinking, he suddenly heard a faint sound of a door opening from behind him.

She was no longer unfamiliar with this voice; in fact, she had been looking forward to it for a long time.

He's back.

"Herbert, what... what did you say?!"

However, the moment he turned around, Lu Xier froze on the spot.

What did she see?
eye.

Lu Xier saw it again—those eternally indifferent eyes.

The blazing sun high in the sky.

gods.

They've come to hunt down the traitor!?
"Um!!?"

Luhil thought he had let go of the past and was no longer afraid of Him.

However, when that familiar solar aura appeared before Him once again, He finally realized how terribly wrong He had been.

I was completely wrong.

She... wasn't as powerful as she imagined at all.

I have always lived in His shadow.

It was just a brief escape; it didn't really count as overcoming the fear.

“Luchir…”

She heard the cold voice of the blazing sun.

He said:

"I'm here to find you."

!!!

So, the moment this sunspot felt the familiar aura on her body, she was completely agitated.

boom! ! !
A violent aura erupted from the fallen angel, causing the entire Aurora Sanctuary to tremble.

His strength, which was originally stuck at the peak of the epic realm, began to slowly rise, and under the impetus of relentless effort, he was forcibly pushed toward the saint realm.

Lu Xier is about to go all out.

But just as the fallen angel was preparing to fight to the death—she heard a familiar voice.

"Eh!!!"

"Stop, stop, stop!"

The previously indifferent "Sun" suddenly changed his expression and tone, quickly saying, "Calm down! I'm not Him!"

Seeing Luchill's flustered reaction, Herbert immediately dropped his deliberately contrived Saint Sun pose and waved his hands repeatedly:
"Stop, stop! I said stop! Just kidding, don't actually do it—"

Look, it’s urgent again!
I was just striking a pose, and you're getting so worked up.

As for that!
"She was really scared, so cute~"

Hearing that the God of Harmony was still watching the fun, Herbert complained angrily, "I told you this was a bad idea, but you insisted on making me scare him, Nenasha, it's all your fault!"

It's all your fault!

But Nenasha refused to take the blame, retorting directly: "Heh, while it was indeed my suggestion, you were clearly very interested just now, weren't you?"

It's all your fault!

"That's true... wait a minute! If you hadn't suggested it, I certainly wouldn't have been so unethical!"

[“Heh~”]

Seeing that things were going wrong, the two teammates who had been causing trouble started fighting amongst themselves on the spot, and the seemingly unbreakable alliance collapsed. They began to blame each other in their minds.

Just as Herbert and Nenasha were shifting blame, the fallen angel opposite them realized something and their momentum gradually subsided.

However, he did not speak.

"..."

Instead, he took a deep breath, stared intently at Herbert, and then silently tightened his grip on the longsword in his hand...

Herbert: ! ! ?

not good!

There is murderous intent!
(End of this chapter)