Odd Containment Specialist.

Chapter 144 A Diary That Is Not Well Written
Xia Shou walked into the office of the Investigation Department and saw Bai He sitting in a wheelchair with his arm in a triangular bandage and the mask on his face changed back to the black mask he usually wore.

"Brother Bai, are you okay?" Xia Shou asked with concern.

Bai He waved his other intact hand and said, "I'm lucky. I didn't die, and even my severed hand was reattached. I really have to thank them for returning my hand.

Our mission this time can be considered accomplished, although there were many unexpected events, but An Gang Xiongwu should be dead, the Blood Mother Cult was also destroyed, and the only one who escaped was the Life Artist.

But knowing his true identity wasn't entirely a waste.

Anyway, the matter is over. We have nothing to do next, so it’s time to go back.”

After saying that, Bai He noticed the bandages on Xia Shou's body and frowned slightly: "By the way, how come you are covered in wounds?"

"I encountered a little accident when I was raiding a stronghold alone, but everything was fine in the end." Xia Shou said the excuse he had prepared long ago.

Bai He nodded calmly: "By the way, I heard that Su Yue's family has been rescued. Remember to ask for Su Yue's autograph for me."

"Oh, no problem." Xia Shou agreed immediately.

Although he didn't understand the mentality of fans at all, it was a great deal to establish a good relationship with Brother Bai with just an autograph.

Even though Xia Shou is only a high school student, he knows the importance of interpersonal relationships in the workplace, especially when working under a devilish boss like Shangguan Yan, he needs to have good relationships with other seniors.

As the saying goes, "A man who receives favors shall be grateful to his friend." Brother Bai accepted the autograph card, and if I ask him to help me with overtime work in the future, I think he will not refuse.

"It hurts so much, it hurts so much..." Xia Shou suddenly heard a voice coming from the corner behind him.

He turned his head and looked at the corner of the office. There was no one there, but the painful groans continued to come from that direction.

"It hurts, it hurts..."

"Brother Bai, did you hear anything?" Xia Shou asked.

"Huh? I didn't hear anything. What did you hear?" Bai He looked puzzled.

Xia Shou looked at Su Weiyu, and Su Weiyu also shook her head blankly, indicating that she heard nothing.

Even Alice behind Xia Shou said, "Master Xia Shou, I didn't hear anything either."

Xia Shou felt Alice's hands on his neck tighten slightly, as if reminding him not to continue.

Xia Shou was stunned for a moment, then immediately changed his words: "I think I heard it wrongly, I thought someone outside was calling my name."

Bai He nodded and changed the subject: "By the way, did you know that Edson is missing?"

"Minister Edson is missing?" Xia Shou frowned.

He thought of what Edson had said to him the last time he saw him.

At that time, Reed came to find Edson, and Edson disappeared in an instant, as if he had turned his head.

Xia Shou felt something was wrong at the time, and sure enough, something happened to Edson.

"Ederson suddenly disappeared in the control bureau. The surveillance showed that he was sitting in front of his computer in his office. He seemed to be in a low mood. Then he went to the toilet and disappeared in a blind spot in the toilet where there was no surveillance. He has not been found until now.

But a few hours ago, an ordinary person reported that a bald man suddenly appeared in his house, told him a lot of rumors that sounded like urban legends, and then walked into the bathroom.

The reporter took the opportunity to call the police and waited at the door of the toilet. However, when the police arrived, the toilet was empty. After checking the surveillance videos of the surrounding streets, no one was found entering or leaving his house, so the reporter was arrested.

But according to his description, the man who appeared in his house looked very similar to Edson, and the urban legends he told him were all abnormal phenomena that were actually recorded in the files of the Control Bureau.

Many people in the research department now think that Ederson has become a freak.”

Baihe said calmly, a little melancholy, but unexpectedly calm.

After hearing this, Xia Shou felt depressed.

Although he didn't have much contact with Edson, he had a good impression of the interim minister. He was very serious and capable at work. He still remembered the expression on his face when he called him Mr. Trump Card when they first met.

How could a good person just disappear like that?

“There’s no need to be sad. Maybe he just encountered some weird phenomenon and got sucked into it. In a few years, he will come back like Superman. This kind of example has happened before.

This world is absurd. Even the dead may meet again someday, so we can be optimistic. "

"...Brother Bai, you don't have to comfort me. I'm not that sad, but I'm even more depressed after hearing what you said." Xia Shou held his forehead. Bai He frowned, "You're more cold-blooded than I thought. Besides, I've already booked a flight for tomorrow, and we'll meet at the gate at nine o'clock in the morning."

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[March 3, sunny]

[I just finished dinner with Xia Shou and finally returned to the hotel.

I haven't written a diary for several days, and today I finally found some time.

My parents and Xiaoyue were all rescued and are safe and sound, all thanks to Xia Shou.

I feel very strange now, and I feel conflicted when writing in my diary. In the past, when no one could see me, I would write down whatever I thought of. But now that someone can see me, I start to let my mind run wild.

I would think, what should I do if Xia Shou suddenly found my diary one day and read its contents? After all, there are a lot of private things in my diary that are not so nice and only I know about them.

So I think I understand that sentence a little bit - "Who would write a diary if they are serious?"

There is no point in writing a diary unless it is for others to read.

But if it is for others to see, then I always want to beautify myself.

In the past, I wrote my diary very purely because I was sure that it would only be read after I died, so I wrote whatever I thought of.

But now, it doesn’t feel so pure anymore, so I struggled for a long time before writing this diary.

Finally, I decided that I should write seriously and tell the truth.

Because, if I act coyly and make up some nice words to write in them, like creating a character in a TV drama, and create a false self-image, then when I die, my parents will not be able to understand my true thoughts when I was alive when they see these diaries.

If I ever have children, they won’t be able to relate to the real me either.

I actually don’t want to write something like “I like him so much.” (The text in brackets has been severely altered and deleted)

[I like him a little bit]
I admire him a little bit.
I actually don’t want to write some real thoughts.

But if, in the future, children see that their parents’ love stories are so hypocritical, they will look down on them.

Maybe my child will think: Mom doesn’t really like Dad, she just has no choice because Dad is the only one who can see her.

It makes me uncomfortable to think that they might think that.

……

In fact, what I just thought were just assumptions. I may not necessarily marry Xia Shou, let alone have children.

It seems that Xia Shou only treats me as a friend, and now this may just be my wishful thinking.

Alas, my parents and Xiaoyue are all fine, but I feel so uncomfortable today. I just searched online for "If a boy sees that you are not dressed properly, immediately looks away and hands you his coat, what does he think of you?"

I read a lot of answers, and there are all kinds of them, but netizens all said that if you like someone, even if the other person yawns, you will feel that he or she is giving you a hint, and if he or she just glances at you, you will feel that he or she is peeking at you.

The netizen is indeed a strong person with great powers and normal interpersonal relationships. What he said is so true.

I also think Xia Shou might like me, but I'm not sure to what extent he likes me.

I should... I am pretty, right? But am I just being narcissistic? 】

Su Weiyu temporarily stopped writing and read what she had written. She imagined in her mind the scene where Xia Shou saw this page of the diary, confirmed her feelings, and then took the initiative to confess to her.

Although she knew it was nothing but illogical fantasy, she was completely addicted to it.

She looked at the diary and imagined it for half an hour. Finally, she calmed down and tore off everything she had just written.

Because it’s still not pure.

She still didn't record her true thoughts.

"How should I write a diary in the future?" Su Weiyu threw the diary to the bedside, turned over and looked at the ceiling light, her eyes wandering and her thoughts drifting away.

(End of this chapter)