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Chapter 750: Shuang Su vs Yi Lei (Part )

The battle was reset again and again, and the boundary between life and death gradually became blurred in the constant repetition. This was Su Weiyu's second time experiencing this endless fight to the death. Compared with the first time in Vogt, the pain and death this time became clearer.

Unable to forget the excruciating pain in the flesh, one tries to improve oneself through constant injuries. Pain is like a ticket to practice. Only by paying the price of injury can one be qualified to verify one's own moves. However, the quality and strength of one's moves will not necessarily improve steadily with continuous practice.

Even compared to Su Yue, she, who had consumed the "Secret Book of Martial Arts", made even slower progress. Although she knew in her mind a clear path that would make her stronger, her instinct pulled her towards a completely opposite path.

Su Weiyu became more and more aware of her body structure after being injured time and time again. Ordinary people cannot feel their lungs, liver, and kidneys. They know that there are large and small intestines and internal organs in their stomachs, but apart from the knowledge of these organs in their brains, ordinary people cannot clearly feel the existence of these organs.

She is no different from ordinary people, but this is slowly changing as she continues to get hurt.

When her belly was cut open and the slippery intestines leaked out, she could clearly feel the emptiness and pulling in her stomach. When her spine was broken and her lower body lost consciousness, she could clearly realize the gap between her brain and body...her body was not a whole.

The belly wraps around the intestines, which hold feces. The diaphragm separates the chest cavity and the abdominal cavity, and it floats up and down with every breath. When it is pierced, the lungs living on the second floor will fall straight down like an overweight fat person that collapses the floor.

Death happened again and again, and not only her internal organs, but also the details of other parts of her body became clear with each injury. She understood herself better, yet felt more unfamiliar.

All of her flesh and blood moved with the rhythm of the battle, as if she could make these fragmented devices move as she wished as long as she followed her instincts. At this moment, she felt the limitations of her flesh and blood, and a magical understanding was born in her mind -

Life does not come from flesh and blood, but flesh and blood must rely on life to exist.

It is something more essential and ineffable, and it has touched the most basic definition of human knowledge.

Su Weiyu was unable to describe this accurate judgment in words. This feeling was like the man from Qi who was worried that the sky was about to fall. No one could understand the man's worries, and Su Weiyu's feelings were also not understandable to ordinary people.

The life she had just understood was the same as the relationship between humans and shadows. The shadow did not exist because of the body. Many people believed that the body blocked the light and created the shadow, but the shadow existed because of the light!
The definition of a shadow is a dark area that appears when an object blocks the propagation of light, but what if the beam of light is not all-pervasive? If a beam of light only illuminates a circle, does the dark area in the middle of the circle belong to a shadow?

According to human definition, no, because there is no light blocked, but there is no such clear judgment between life and flesh!

Mortals can only see shadows and use the shadows to judge what the object that blocks the light looks like. As for whether the shadow is caused by the object blocking the light or the light not illuminating at all, mortals cannot tell.

Life can use this method to falsely construct reality and create flesh and blood out of thin air. This is the underlying logic of all regenerative and self-healing abilities!

This is the definition given by another level of reality: when local light (life) forms a shadow, then there must be an entity (flesh and blood) blocking the unilluminated area.

In a trance, Su Weiyu suddenly had an epiphany. She touched Yi Lei's arm and easily broke Yi Lei's palm. If someone else could see Su Weiyu at this time, it would look like Su Weiyu had used great force to tear off Yi Lei's palm. However, Su Weiyu's speed was not fast, and the visual feedback was also very small, just like a person breaking off a piece of iron like tofu, which was very inconsistent.

But from Su Weiyu's own perspective, this is not the case.

In her eyes, life has become a shadow, and the body is that object. When others tried to eliminate the shadow by destroying the object, Su Weiyu had reversed her thinking, because in the realm of the Blood God's forbidden consciousness, cause and effect are reversed.

It is not the existence of the object that creates the shadow, but the existence of the shadow that creates the real object!
As long as she illuminates part of the shadow, the corresponding part of the real object will become extremely fragile, just like now.

Of course, to do all this, one relies more on feeling, because the shadow theory is just a real example that suddenly appeared in Su Weiyu's mind and is relatively close to that feeling.

In fact, this "truth" of life does not correspond to anything in reality.

Yi Lei was stunned for a moment: "You have understood! Then... you have touched the desire in the blood, right?"

Su Weiyu gritted her teeth and tried her best to concentrate, trying to focus all her attention on the battle, but her thoughts kept wandering, and some unimportant possibilities occupied her thinking space like an avalanche.

She thought about her own death, but death was not the key point. The key point was the regret she felt for it. She regretted not confessing to Xia Shou. If she died now, there would really be nothing left.

The diary might be seen by my parents, but what’s the use?
A diary is a cold, dead thing that has no meaning at all. Even if it is read, it will only add to the sadness.

She had a chance to have a child with Xia Shou... No, Fight... Leave a thought for her parents, a grandchild or granddaughter... Fight! ... Even if she died, Xia Shou would think of her when he saw their child. She really should have a child... Fight! !

Su Wei Yu was extremely clear-headed. She knew that this was not what she was thinking. At this time, how could she think about these insignificant things? Life or death? Isn't it better to just stay alive?
But it is easier said than done, just like the kaleidoscope of life. Some happy fragments of memory keep flashing, with many details and possibilities. She thought of the night when she tricked Xia Shou into going to the hotel... It was so happy.

Why should I fight here? Why should I suffer like this?

If only Mamoru were here, if only it were Mamoru.

The uncontrolled associations were suddenly interrupted here, and a surge of inexplicable rage rose from the bottom of Su Weiyu's heart. She swung out the goose-feather knife and shouted at the top of her lungs: "Stop insulting me!"

The moment Su Weiyu swung the knife, a large amount of blood spurted out from her nostrils, mouth, eye sockets and ears. It seemed as if a transparent hole had opened in the center of her shoulder blade, and several liters of blood splashed out.

(End of this chapter)