Power career

Power career - Chapter [-]: Mistakes that all men make

When Lu Yan was called back by Lin Xiaoyun's call, he didn't know what happened.

Before his car was parked, Lin Xiaoyun came out of the doorway with a gloomy face and red eyes. She looked at him through the car window for a full minute and looked at Lu Yan with horror. Opened the door and got in the car.

"Why did you come out?" Lu Yan didn't know why, but he could vaguely sense that something was wrong.

"Let's go for a drive." After Lin Xiaoyun finished speaking, tears flowed out again.

Lu Yan didn't dare to drive, so he parked the car on the side of the road and said, "Tell me clearly, what's the matter? Did you get criticized by the leader or is Tongtong sick?"

"It's okay, let's go, let's go outside and talk." Lin Xiaoyun bit her lip with her white and neat teeth.How she wished that the call she made today was fake. Before she called Lu Yan, she first called Liu Danni to verify.On the other hand, Liu Danni remained silent, neither saying that the matter was false nor true.Silence, sometimes means acquiescence, is an attitude.

He remembered the vows Lu Yan made to himself when he first fell in love and got married.Lin Xiaoyun felt that Lu Yan owed herself an explanation, and she needed him to explain what was going on.

Lu Yan knew that Lin Xiaoyun's character was also very strong.At home, in the past few years of marriage, Lin Xiaoyun was wronged at work and suffered setbacks in her career. She never told Lu Yan that she had to solve her troubles by herself.He never complained in front of his man, never complained that he seldom went home because of his work and disregarded his family.

With today's appearance, something important must have happened.

Lu Yan did too many unknown things behind Lin Xiaoyun's back. He didn't know what rumors Lin Xiaoyun had heard.Huizi just came to Xizhou Province. Could it be that Lin Xiaoyun's colleagues saw Huizi kissing him at the airport today?

Maoyan Keiko made herself a huge scapegoat for no reason, and Lu Yan was very upset.

When the car arrived near Shuimu Xiangxie Park, Lin Xiaoyun pointed inside, and Lu Yan drove the car in.This is the place they often came to during the two years they fell in love. Now the two have tied the knot, and the child is two years old.Things have changed and people have changed, the park is still the same park, except that the plants are more lush and strong, nothing has changed, but the people and things have changed.

"Stop." Lin Xiaojun pointed to the chair on the side of the road and said, "Do you still remember this place?"

"Remember." Lu Yan said in a deep voice, how many beautiful memories of them have been left here, it is impossible for Lu Yan not to remember.

"Then do you remember the promise you made to me?" Lin Xiaoyun continued to question him.

"Remember, Xiaoyun, I remember all of this. If you have something to say, just say it and don't torture me, okay?" Lu Yan took her hand.Give her comfort and courage.

Lin Xiaoyun sneered coldly and said: "What I did, it's a shame to let me say it. If I didn't have Tongtong, I would definitely leave you and fulfill you and that woman. But, I don't want Tongtong to have a In an incomplete family, the child is innocent, why should the child suffer the pain of our husband and wife?"

Lu Yan's heart sank, and he sighed deeply, knowing that Lin Xiaojun must have known about Liu Danni.Otherwise, the conflict cannot be raised to the point of divorce.Chen Weidong has been eyeing Liu Danni for a long time, maybe he really caught something.

Seeing Lu Yan remain silent, Lin Xiaoyun continued: "How long have you been with Liu Danni?"

"One year." Lu Yan admitted this matter. He didn't want to hide Lin Xiaoyun about this matter anymore. He was sorry for Lin Xiaojun in the first place. If he still lied now, he would be even more sorry.Then he said: "I don't want to hide it from you either. However, this matter is really impossible to tell."

"You also know what you did wrong, don't you? You're a bit shameless." Lin Xiaoyun's words didn't save him any face.

"Yes." Lu Yan really didn't know what to do, and felt ashamed from the bottom of his heart.Although a lot of things are ignored when doing those things, Lu Yan still has a clear distinction between right and wrong when he really has to face these problems.

"Haven't you thought about where I am in your heart? Haven't you thought about what kind of example you will leave for your children in the future? And this family, the family we have worked so hard to build. Will Because this matter became fragmented?" Lin Xiaoyun calmed down at this time, but every word was like a knife, piercing deeply into Lu Yan's heart.

At this time, Lu Yan's heart was pierced, but the sin was made by himself, so what can he say at this time, he just kept repeating: "Xiaoyun, I was wrong, I was wrong."

"You are sincere to me. If you can admit your illicit relationship, you can be regarded as a responsible man." Lin Xiaoyun ignored him admitting his mistake and continued on his own.

The calmer Lin Xiaoyun is, the more rational she is.The more uncomfortable Lu Yan felt in his heart, he was silent, and he had nothing to say.

After staring at him bitterly for a long time, Lin Xiaoyun said: "If I cheated, would you choose to divorce me?"

"No! Maybe. I don't know." Only when he really faced this problem did Lu Yan realize how difficult it was to make this choice, and he also understood how much grievance and pain Lin Xiaoyun had endured at this time.

"I know you must be feeling very uncomfortable, but when you are happy together, why don't you feel uncomfortable at all? Have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you thought about our son Tongtong?"

"I'm under too much pressure and need to release it. Liu Danni gave me the support I needed. As you know, she has experienced a failed marriage and also needs a happiness. The two of us can be said to be both We came together because of a need for emotional catharsis." Up to now, Lu Yan didn't intend to hide anything, and simply told everything in one go.

"If she can't think that this happiness is based on the pain of others, then she is not a moral woman at all. Such a woman is not worthy of your love at all." Lin Xiaoyun said firmly.

"Yes, I know that Liu Danni lacks the comfort of a man and the nourishment of love. But her empty feelings should not be found in a married man. It is a mistake for her to find you. You choose to be with her, It's even more of a mistake. Is there any sweetness to speak of when you add mistakes to your mistakes? And the bitter fruit that eventually resulted has me and Tongtong, our family, paying the bill. Is it fair?" Lin Xiaoyun's thoughts had already It's been brewing all afternoon, and at this time, it's all vented out, and tears can't help but flow down.

With a long sigh, how can you expect Lin Xiaoyun to understand and support such a thing?He has now considered whether he himself is too selfish?There is really no sense of family responsibility at all.He knew that something had been done that had irrevocably left a deep scar on their relationship.

Lin Xiaoyun's eyes were red and swollen, and seeing Lu Yan's painful face, his heart felt like a knife was twisted.Said: "What are you going to do? If you have the idea of ​​​​talking about marriage, I can take Tongtong and leave to fulfill you."

Lu Yan held her hand tightly, and said: "Xiaoyun, forgive me! I still love you, without you, I don't know what else I have in this life. My greatest happiness is to marry you, the most successful Love is to be with you. I don't need to be an official, and money is nothing. Don't talk about divorce anymore. If you really want to leave, I might as well die."

"What are you? Are you threatening me with death?" Lin Xiaoyun's tears flowed out again.

"Don't cry, don't cry." Lu Yan took out a tissue and wiped away her tears.

Lin Xiaoyun continued to cry, waiting for her emotions to stabilize a little.Only then did he ask: "So, what are you going to do? Do you continue to step on two boats, or take care of your feelings at one end?"

Lu Yan was troubled in his heart, weighed it, and finally said: "I will explain all this to Dani, and I will finish it with her."

Lin Xiaoyun looked at him, and said tearfully, "If it wasn't for Tongtong, I wouldn't have forced you to leave. I know Danni, and she has no choice but to be with you. You are a very A good man is a man who attracts women. But I think we are a complete family when we are together. I can choose to leave you, but the child cannot live without Dad. "

"Yes, Xiaoyun, I understand. It was my mistake. I didn't think about it clearly. I made a mistake that any man would make on Liu Danni's matter. But it's just this time, and I promise I will never Repeat."

"Such things will never be forgiven. Ah Yan, it's not that I'm small-minded, but our child will grow up day by day in the future. In the future, you have to set an example for him and make him feel that he has such a Dad is a pride, not a shame. You don't want to be a good husband, you have to be a good father. Besides, is our relationship okay? I think our relationship has a deep foundation. If you think There is a crisis in the relationship between us, I will leave, and I will explain clearly to Tongtong that it is because our relationship broke down that you have an extramarital affair." Lin Xiaoyun said calmly.

"Don't tell me, okay? Xiaoyun, it was indeed my mistake. I admit this, and I will make it clear to Liu Danni, and it will be clean. Don't worry, there will be no next time such a thing happens. Yes." What Lu Yan can do now is to keep making promises in front of Lin Xiaoyun, he knows that Lin Xiaoyun is most willing to listen to these words at this time, and if he says it himself, he must promise that he can do it.

"Well, you can continue to think about it. I respect your decision. You can make up your mind." Lin Xiaoyun said.

"So, how do you explain this to your mother?" Lu Yan didn't want to lose his head in front of the whole family, he was still a man with dignity.

"I didn't tell anyone that my mother doesn't know these things now, which is why I asked you to come out to this place today to talk about these things. Actually, I know, it must not be the one who called me to tell me the news Good man, it may be jealous of our family, or it may be your political enemies and offended people. Although he told me this, I will not be grateful to him. But I think even if you commit crimes, men will commit crimes. You should have told me in advance about your mistake, Ah Yan, I understand you very well, and I support you in everything. I support you infinitely, but it’s not that I don’t understand you, but that I can’t bear this kind of thing. Emotional deception, do you understand?" Lin Xiaoyun, whose feelings had gradually calmed down, returned to her virtuous nature.

Nodding, Lu Yan said with shame on his face: "Yes, I understand. I want to thank you for your understanding and support. Don't worry, I will handle this matter well."

After pondering for a while, Lin Xiaojun said again: "If it's not convenient for you to come forward with Liu Danni. Then, I'll go and make it clear to her and let her retreat in spite of difficulties. Sometimes you men need face, and we women should come forward in these matters. better."

"No, let me handle this matter! I am a man. If I do something wrong, it is a mistake. I will not shrink back or escape, but face it bravely. Besides, between us and Liu Danni, we must Make it clear once, and it's over." Lu Yan said firmly.

A marriage crisis disappeared like this. The two agreed on the surface, but Lu Yan knew that the relationship that had been torn apart still needs to be repaired. This process may take a long time.