Power career

Power career - Chapter [-]: Startled

Lu Yan glanced at Song Yinghong, and quickly glanced at the transparent glass partition. He was relieved to see that none of Yang Pengqiu Pao and others looked over.

Lu Yan's office is said to be a single room, but in fact it is just a small corner of the big office separated by glass. It is easy to see the expressions on his and Song Yinghong's faces from the outside office room.At this time, even though Song Yinghong was facing her colleagues in the big office and facing Lu Yan, the expression on her face could easily make one guess that the two of them were talking about topics that were not suitable for children.

Seeing the direction of Lu Yan's eyes, Song Yinghong seemed to understand what he was thinking immediately, and said with a blushing face: "You are too courageous, what are you thinking? It is time to work, this is your office, Do you dare? Want to broadcast live?"

After hearing this, Lu Yan felt a little depressed. Song Yinghong really misunderstood herself, so she quickly argued: "I'm not thinking wildly, am I being careful, okay? You have to know that once some things are revealed, they will be destroyed forever." Ruined."

"What are you afraid of? If you don't want anyone's life, at worst it's just being scolded. No matter how serious it is, it's not just losing your job. What's the big deal?" Hearing what Lu Yan said, Song Yinghong became more courageous at this time. , confidently taught Lu Yan a lesson.

Her courage made Lu Yan speechless. Song Yinghong watched him stop talking, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong? Do you feel regretful?"

"No." Lu Yan shook his head.

"You lied to me." Song Yinghong continued to ask without letting go.

"Really not, I seldom think about that thing, that is the moment of passion, let it pass when it's over. I always think about those things, and I feel very uncomfortable. Don't you feel guilty about your family? "Lu Yan looked up at Song Yinghong and said.

After thinking about it, Song Yinghong honestly admitted: "A little bit, I also feel sorry for my husband. However, when I think of him spending time and money looking for young ladies outside, I feel a lot more balanced. Anyway, no one owes anyone. Yes, our lives are wonderful.”

Just after saying this, Song Yinghong retched in Lu Yan's office. Lu Yan quickly added some water to her glass, and after a few sips, Song Yinghong recovered.

Lu Yan looked at Song Yinghong for a while, and said what he had been holding in his heart for many days: "That day, we didn't take any measures, will you be pregnant?"

Song Yinghong understood that Lu Yan was worried that she would get pregnant, she fiddled with her fingers lightly and said, "No, don't worry, I really want a child, but I have been married to my husband for almost ten years, but I have been married for ten years. I don't have children, and as I grow older, I would love to have a child of my own."

Song Yinghong originally wanted to explain something, but Lu Yan said nervously when she heard this: "You can't be, you really want a child that belongs to us?"

"Don't be so scared, okay? I haven't thought about it that way." Song Yinghong said hesitantly: "Actually, I also thought about it. It's not a bad thing to have a child, is it? And I promise I won't let you take responsibility .”

Song Yinghong's words filled Lu Yan's heart with doubts. Her thoughts were too dangerous. Once she had a child, it would not be as simple as just putting on her pants and leaving.Song Yinghong might think so, but he, Lu Yan, wouldn't. After all, he was his own child, and he wouldn't let him go.From birth to growth, children need to be cared for, and in the process of children's growth, there are too many uncertain factors. No matter what, the child born after cheating is a burden and a time bomb. Maybe that day I will let myself be smashed to pieces.

Lu Yan understood in his heart that Song Yinghong was good to him, and he did not rule out the thought of having a child with him.Otherwise, she wouldn't be so active in the car that day, and she cheated out of physical needs. If there is no stronger reason, she will generally feel guilty about her family in her heart in the future.Lu Yan often feels sorry for Lin Xiaoyun, and every time he thinks of Song Yinghong, he treats Lin Xiaoyun even better, which is a kind of compensation for the guilt in his heart.

After that conversation, Lu Yan had a deeper understanding of Song Yinghong's thoughts.Song Yinghong expressed that she didn't mind having a child with him, but Lu Yan cared about it very much. Once such an illegitimate child really happened, the guilt towards the family would follow him for the rest of his life.Moreover, the child is innocent. It is irresponsible to let a child who can't see the shadow come into the world because of occasional passion, but can't enjoy the love of a complete family like others. and cruel things.From Lu Yan's point of view, he would never allow such a thing to happen.

And one thing that Lu Yan can be sure of is that he can never be with Song Yinghong. Since he already has Tongtong, he must let Tongtong enjoy the love of father and mother.In the same way, if Song Yinghong really had a child, but he couldn't give the innocent child paternal love, Lu Yan would not be able to develop that kind of insensitive mentality.

The continuation of human beings is accomplished by the birth of generations. In this process, with the inheritance of genes, the genes behind each person and each surname are different.The inheritance of bloodlines is a very large and complicated project. There are morality and axioms, laws and justice. The inheritance of bloodlines is the most basic moral concept in society. Due to the immoral behavior brought about by promiscuity and illegitimate children, it has always been subject to the most severe punishment. blame.

Lu Yan is a highly educated person with a high sense of responsibility and moral qualities.As a man, some derailment can happen to him, which is caused by his inability to control his impulse. The more bloody a person is, the more impulsive he is.Lu Yan can still forgive himself for the mistakes made by Zha Yang's impulsiveness, but if Song Yinghong really wants to have a baby, that is a very serious problem.

After Song Yinghong left his office that day, Lu Yan had been thinking about this issue.

In order to persuade Song Yinghong, he took Song Yinghong out two days later, wanting to have a good talk with her, and talk about some things.

Although Wucheng is a big city, Lu Yan did not find a place to have dinner with Song Yinghong. Not only was their personal relationship not allowed to be exposed, but also that Hong Erge who would appear at any time brought pressure to Lu Yan, especially after After talking with Song Yinghong during the day, Lu Yan was even more cautious about this aspect.