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Power and Official Career - Chapter [-]: Unspeakable Concealment

Chapter [-]: Unspeakable Concealment

After a long time, the wind and waves finally calmed down, and everything returned to calm again. In the BMW, the interior lights were turned on again.

Song Yinghong took out the prepared wet wipes, cleaned up Lu Yan's body first, then wiped herself, changed into casual clothes from the back seat of the car, folded the cheongsam and packed it up.

Lu Yan looked at Song Yinghong and said with a smile: "Your thoughts are still relatively delicate, unexpectedly you have already made preparations in advance."

"You don't know, I miss you very much, and I want to do it again with you countless times. I don't know how long I have been looking forward to this day. It is not an exaggeration to say that I have prepared for it. I am not afraid of your jokes. Me and My husband can’t do it once a month, and he’s not as strong as you at all, so I’m not satisfied at all. They say women are like wolves at [-] and [-] like tigers. I’m at the age of wolves and tigers, but He gave it to those ladies outside, and he suspected that I would cheat, you don't know how I got here. This is the situation between us, Lu Yan, do you think I should divorce him?" Song Yinghong After getting dressed, he leaned on Lu Yan's body and said with a bit of sadness.

Lu Yan thought for a while, this question is really difficult to answer, they say it is difficult for an upright official to solve housework, this is Song Yinghong's own housework, how could she explain clearly.What's more, I still have that level of relationship with Song Yinghong, and it is even more difficult to express opinions on issues involving the central government at this time.

But after thinking about it, Lu Yan still firmly said: "You can decide whether to divorce or not, but I must tell you one thing for sure, even if you are divorced, I can't be with you. That's definitely not the case. of."

"I don't have that kind of request, I just want to be with you when you need it. Forget it, these problems are a headache to think about, so I don't want to talk about it." Lu Yan's words reminded Song Yinghong again He got up from Lu Yan's body and opened the car door to get out.

After getting dressed, Lu Yan got out of the car and walked to the side of the road, poured some water, and then came back.Song Yinghong had already taken out the air freshener from the trunk, sprayed it on the car, and then said, "Okay, let's go, have you had dinner yet?"

"Not yet. I planned to have a good talk with you, but now I'm not in the mood." Lu Yan sat down on the co-pilot's seat and said after closing the car door.It's cold outside, but it's more comfortable in the car.

"I know, you are afraid of trouble afterwards, right? Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who messes around. Besides, my husband is so rich, and I really can't bear to leave him. I'm with you just to satisfy my needs. Well, emotional and physical needs. Let alone, anyway, you are the one who brings me the greatest comfort."

After hearing this, Lu Yan was a little dumbfounded, and said, "Sister Song's words made me feel like I was a duck once."

"Don't make yourself so miserable. We will never have a deal when we are together, only needs and feelings. And don't worry, I won't let you take any responsibility. This matter is what you want. If I don't want to , you can’t take advantage of me.” Song Yinghong said, she carefully arranged the cashmere coat Lu Yan was wearing, and said, “I’ll buy you a better dress some other day. I won’t invite you today. have you eaten."

"Okay, I'll just go home and eat. Xiaoyun's dishes are more delicious." Lu Yan deliberately showed affection in front of Song Yinghong at this time. He didn't want to hurt Song Yinghong, but just wanted to send a signal to Song Yinghong in this way , that is, the love between him and Lin Xiaoyun made Song Yinghong completely dead.

"Actually, I found that you are really happy. You have found a wife who is careful and considerate, and has a distinguished family background." Song Yinghong had already put her hands on the car keys, and she stopped again at this moment, and said as she sat there with her hands back.

"Yeah, I'm very satisfied. I have such a wife in my life, what more can a husband ask for. But sometimes, I feel guilty for Xiaoyun, because I'm sorry for her." Lu Yan's words were a little sentimental and sad.

"Don't think so much. Men are different from women. Men's cheating can happen anytime and anywhere, and they don't have to be so responsible afterwards. Women's cheating requires intense ideological struggle. Don't look at my husband watching me so closely. , if he doesn't go out and mess around, I don't want to sleep with other men. Who doesn't want to live a good life? The problem now is that men become bad after they have money, and I am not willing to let my youth like this It flows from your fingers. You are the first man besides my husband who has such a relationship with me, and I want to tell you that I really like you." Song Yinghong didn't know where she was touched by Lu Yan's words Root nerve, at this time turned his head to stare at Lu Yan's eyes and said affectionately.

At this time, Lu Yan's mood also became calm, nodded and said: "Well, Sister Song, I believe your words are true, in fact, from my heart, I also like you very much, and I like the feeling of being with you. But what I want to tell you is that I can't give you anything, and I'm very worried about your idea of ​​wanting a child. If you really have a child, it will not be good for you or me, and it will be very unfair to the child. "

Song Yinghong stroked the hair on her forehead and sighed softly.At this time, she still has nothing to say.She and Ye Silang have been married for ten years but have never had children. They have gone to many hospitals for examinations. The result is that the survival rate of Ye Silang's sperm is very low, and it is difficult for Song Yinghong to conceive.When you are young, you may not feel that there is anything, and you may even feel that it is good for young people to be together, and you don't want children to disturb your two-person world.But as the couple grew older, Song Yinghong's desire for children became stronger and stronger. In order not to hurt Ye Silang's dignity, she never expressed her truest thoughts, only saying that she didn't like children.

In fact, any woman is maternal and longs to have a child.It is not just about letting children provide for themselves in the future, but having a child means that the family has hope and vitality.Now, Song Yinghong is very afraid of going back to her own home, Ye Silang is not at home, only herself, the huge family is empty, and her heart is terribly empty.If this continues, she doesn't know if she will become psychologically distorted. Anyway, she desperately needs a normal family life.