The Peninsula's richest man, starting from the game coming true

Chapter 54 I am your asteroid (Part )
Jiang Xiuyan became depressed, and even complained: "About a month ago, I found out that she went to the hospital without telling me. When I asked her, she didn't say anything. Finally, I secretly searched her bag and found out that she was sick."

"She was diagnosed with kidney failure a year ago, and she didn't even tell me such a big thing!" Jiang Xiuyan's voice was filled with disbelief, resentment, and unspeakable sadness; her voice even became choked with sobs.

"As a result, I have uremia now, so even a kidney transplant can only be delayed. Now I have to do dialysis every week, which costs about 200,000 yuan each time, and I have to do it two or three times a week."

"It's so annoying! If you had told me earlier, maybe she could have been cured. Even if she couldn't be cured, she wouldn't have developed uremia in a year! You know, even if I knew her condition now, what's the point? It's not like I don't have money, and it's not like I didn't give her money, so why is she like this!"

She couldn't help shedding tears, and said angrily but helplessly: "That's why I suddenly felt a lot of financial pressure before.
Even if I can't cure her, I want to try my best to let her live a few more years, change her current situation as soon as possible, and let her live a good life with me while she is still alive, even if it's only half a year or a few months!
Moreover, although the dialysis costs only about 600,000 yuan per week, with the medicine and the doctor's fee, it costs at least 3 to 4 million yuan a month! Although I earn a lot, I have to pay rent and occasionally spend money on clothes and bags. After all, I am in this industry. If I dress poorly, customers will not trust my level.

If this continues, I won't be able to maintain my savings soon.
So when I saw you that day, I took the initiative to ask you to go shopping with me.
I didn't expect anything would happen between us at that time. After all, you looked like an ordinary rich man who had a little money, was a little willful, but not annoying.

I just think that it would be best to have a good relationship with you. If we can become friends, I can get you to come to the store more often, so that I can make more money.

After all, if she didn’t make some changes and work harder to make money, maybe my mother wouldn’t even live to see the day I get married.
But I didn’t expect that you were completely different from what I imagined. And then.”

Jiang Xiuyan looked at him, and the mist in her eyes finally condensed into water drops: "I can't help but want to rely on you."

"Because... I." She choked up and poured out her accumulated pressure. She leaned on the man beside her with all her heart and soul, hugging him tightly, as if she wanted to entrust everything to him.

“I’m really tired!”

She sobbed and lay on Han Zhe's shoulder. She sobbed softly at first, but soon it turned into uncontrollable crying. Although she tried hard to bury her face in him, her crying was still very clear.

“I finally made it this far and saw hope, but all my efforts were in vain because of that damn kidney disease!
If I didn't have you, how would I afford all the monthly expenses? How would I help my mother get a kidney transplant? I'm already 25 years old, if all the money is gone, what would I do then?
Do I really have to start all over again alone?"

She raised her head and cried, looking at Han Zhe's face. The love and uneasiness in her eyes were intertwined and turned into a strong dependence: "So, after you suddenly appeared in my life, I can no longer hold on alone."

Jiang Xiuyan couldn't help hugging him, and she straightened up slightly, almost lying on top of him, reaching out to touch his face, looking at his warm eyes that still seemed to glow in the dark night, and whispered softly with affection, tenderness and pleading:

"You are not only an amazing man, you are a hero who saved my life.

Just like the sun, it illuminates my life which was once dark again.
How can I not fall in love with you like this?

So, please promise me that you will never leave me and take responsibility for my life, okay?
Because now"

She leaned close to him and kissed him again, whispering in ecstasy: "I can no longer imagine my life without you."

All Han Zhe could do at this moment was to hug her gently and try his best to respond to her feelings.

At this moment, he finally understood why she could be so gentle and indulgent to him.

His desperate life was rewritten by the system.

But Jiang Xiuyan's life regained hope because of his appearance.

He hugged Jiang Xiuyan and felt the weight of the life she was relying on at the moment, but he did not feel the heaviness at all.

Han Zhe just looked at her tears falling without knowing whether she was happy or sad, wiped them gently, and responded to his feelings in a gentle voice:
"Don't underestimate yourself. Just like I am your sun, in fact, you are also very important to me.

You know what? From childhood to adulthood, the words I heard the most were belittling. Even if I got the first place in the class in the exam, my mother would always throw the test paper in my face and blame me for not getting the lost points on the test paper, and then further question me why I couldn’t do better. "

Han Zhe's gaze became somewhat distant, and Jiang Xiuyan gradually stopped crying at this moment. She just raised her head and looked at him quietly as he spoke.

“It’s the same in school. Although my academic performance is pretty good, I’m still far from being a true genius.

Therefore, in fact, I haven't heard much praise at all. At most, there are some comments like "not bad" and "okay".

Since I entered high school, my family has been pushing me even harder. My mother was a teacher in high school and was very strict with me. She would even wait for me to finish evening self-study and pick me up home because she was worried that I would fall in love too early or sneak out to play.

Even when I was in class or studying, he would sneak past our class and look through the window to see if I was studying seriously.
It was really suffocating.”

Han Zhe's expression became a little heavy. Just thinking back to those memories that he thought had become distant, he felt inexplicably depressed.

"So, in my second year of high school, I made up my mind to find a way to leave there, leave that small county, and run as far away as possible.
Later, I was lucky enough to pass all the exams I prepared for studying abroad. Although my mother blamed me for not getting a place in Seoul National University before I left, my father understood me and did not try to keep me. He fully supported me in leaving the county.

I originally thought that I would feel more relaxed after leaving there, but when I arrived at the peninsula, I realized that an unhappy person will never be happy no matter where he goes.

When international students first enter Yonsei University, they do not go directly to study at Yonsei University, but go to a separate international college to study for one year.

When I got there, I realized that although no one was urging me to study anymore and no one said anything bad about me anymore, there were actually so many people who were better than me.

The vast majority of those international students are children from wealthy families, and the rest have good academic performance.

Although I tried very hard to prove myself, the fact is that no matter how hard we try, ordinary people have their limits. "

Han Zhe sighed softly: "It's just that I still feel a little bit unwilling in my heart. I always feel that I can do something big and change my life, so I study harder and socialize harder, which actually has some effect. At least I think that I have really become much better at that time.

But when I was in my sophomore year, my parents suddenly passed away.

The family was left with only a house and a lot of debts. I didn’t know what my family had done to owe so much money. I thought it was because of my tuition, but later I found out that it wasn’t.”

Han Zhe laughed mockingly: "My mother was defrauded, and they paid back part of it. Later, they found that they couldn't move anymore, and they didn't want to drag me down, so they committed suicide."

Han Zhe suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he pursed his lips and just hugged Jiang Xiuyan, looking at the ceiling in a trance:
"It's probably just over 300 million won in total, which isn't a lot, but after all, I'm still studying, I have to eat, and I have to pay tuition. I don't want to sell the house at home, after all, a house in a small county town, even if it's sold, it's only worth 100 million at most, maybe even less than that.

I also thought about not inheriting the house, giving up the inheritance and escaping the debt, but in the end I couldn't bear to leave their ashes in their hometown. Among my relatives, there are people who can really threaten me with their ashes to pay back the money.
I don't know how I managed to get through it. I just remember studying to avoid failing my courses while working part-time. I even had a fight with my boss over salary. In the end, I got a certificate of depression and said that if he didn't pay me, I would commit suicide in his store. Only then did I get the compensation and the money owed to me."

Han Zhe couldn't help but laugh at himself and shook his head. This memory was still deeply engraved in his mind.

"As you probably know, I worked in a company after graduation and saved money to pay off my debts. Suddenly, God blessed me. On the day when my life hit rock bottom, my life turned around and became what it is today. Don't ask me what happened. Anyway, I am very rich now.

On that day, I wanted to go shopping, but for some reason, I looked at myself in the mirror and suddenly felt disgusted.
That's why I decided to go to the beauty salon first, to at least make myself look a little better, and then I met you.

Do you know? When I first saw you, I actually felt a little inferior. You are so beautiful and gentle. Although you are not as dazzling as the sun, you are really like the moon. It makes me feel a little bit in my heart." Han Zhe looked at Jiang Xiuyan, carefully choosing his words, and finally said frankly: "Unattainable."

"So later when you went out shopping with me, I inexplicably had some bad thoughts in my mind."

Han Zhe rubbed Jiang Xiuyan's face. At this moment, she just looked at him with a somewhat complicated, loving look. Han Zhe didn't like being pitied, but he didn't hate this kind of look from Jiang Xiuyan. It just made him feel very warm.

As far as his life was concerned, even his parents were not someone he could confide in. He was even more reluctant to expose his vulnerability in front of his friends. Even with Zhao Haiyuan, he always kept a certain distance due to the financial gap between them at the time, and did not want to rely on her to get through such difficult days.

Because if he did that, he would feel that his remaining self-esteem would disappear.

But he also hopes to have someone he can talk to and rely on, but he doesn't want that person to think he is weak and incompetent. Perhaps there is only one person in this world who can understand his awkward and complicated thoughts, and that person is Jiang Xiuyan in front of him.

To some extent, he thought that he and Jiang Xiuyan needed each other, and they were two cold souls warming each other.

It was like he seldom talked about his own affairs with others, but now, he could tell her without any reservation.

Han Zhe couldn't help but hug her tightly. He changed from her lying in his arms to himself lying in her arms, with his face pressed against her warmth. Jiang Xiuyan just stroked his hair gently and hugged him tightly, without saying any words of comfort, just waiting for him to continue talking.

"At that time, I actually thought about it - you looked like you really needed some money, but now I have a lot of money."

Han Zhe laughed at himself: "I think, even a woman like you, as long as I throw money at her, will definitely surrender quickly, right? You may not be as noble as I thought.
I don’t know why, but in the end, I didn’t do it. Maybe it’s because from that time on, I started to like you a little, so I didn’t want to ruin you.

At that time, I really felt that I was completely different from the past.

I feel like I have become a very remarkable person.
Until you suddenly said you didn't want my bag anymore.
I suddenly realized that, apart from money, I am no different from the past. If I rely on money to knock you down, even if you end up lying next to me like now, it is not because I am great, but because of money.

At that moment, I suddenly realized that it seemed that I couldn’t get the real you with my current self.”

"So at that moment, I suddenly felt very frustrated. It's not that I was completely dejected or discouraged, but I suddenly realized that I wanted to keep a distance from you for the time being. When I really become excellent and make you fall in love with me, I will be with you and get all of you."

"But I really didn't expect that you would hug me at that moment and tell me that I am an amazing guy."

Han Zhe raised his eyes and saw her expression. Her eyes, which always carried charm or smile in the past, now only had gentle waves as soft as water. She looked at him quietly, as if there was clear moonlight hidden in those black pupils, reflecting his expression.

He lay down and no longer let her hug him. Instead, he faced her, and the two of them hugged each other gently, with their foreheads lightly touching.

"At that moment, I felt like a coward hiding in the shadows illuminated by the moonlight. For the first time, I saw my own appearance, and it was not as terrible as I imagined.
So, Xiuyan, you really don't need to worry so much, and don't feel inferior.
Don't worry about whether I will abandon you or not, because even if you want to leave, I won't let you go.

I just want to keep you by my side forever, no matter what method is used. In short, just like the sun and the moon, I hope to illuminate your life, but I also hope that you can always illuminate my long night.
No matter if I will be unfaithful in the future and you will be disappointed in me, or if you just want to take the money and run away now, I will never let you go."

He smiled, stroked her face gently with one hand, kissed her lips, and then said sincerely: "Because as long as you are here, I know that I will always be that amazing guy.

Only when you are here, I will have the confidence to do anything.
Because maybe you are the only one who will stay with me even if I go bankrupt one day. Of course, before that, I will try my best to leave you a large sum of money before I go bankrupt, and then you can support me. Of course, you can only support me!"

Jiang Xiuyan couldn't help laughing, and the two of them laughed together with their faces close together. But at the end of the laugh, Jiang Xiuyan just kissed his lips lightly, and slid her fingers lightly on his eyebrows, following the shape, and spoke softly:
"Well, I promise you, even if you go bankrupt one day, I will try my best to keep the money you give me, and I will support you then.
However, it will be fine for me to support you alone, but don't think of using the money I use to support you to support other sisters. I'm not as generous as you think."

She laughed softly and stared into his eyes: "If you want to be unfaithful, then try your best to do everything you want. After all, I have no power to control how the sun shines, or which planet it wants to warm and shine on."

"It's just that I don't want to be a moon at all."

“The moon is the only natural satellite of the earth, and it revolves around the earth forever. For me, this uniqueness is too lucky and too romantic, and the romance is out of reach.

I know I'm not that unique, nor that lucky.

I am just an ordinary asteroid, and like many other planets, I will always revolve around the largest and brightest star closest to me.

But now, because of you, even though I am just an ordinary planet, I suddenly have my own dream.
Regardless of whether there are other stars to choose from, or whether I am qualified to transform from a star into a satellite, I don't like it and don't want it.

My little planet's only dream now.
It is enough to just want to revolve forever around the one and only sun in my life.

I want to be the planet closest to you, rotating endlessly in the orbit closest to you, until I melt or be destroyed because of you, and I don't want to be away from you at all.

So, Lord Sun, will you allow me to be the closest asteroid to you and stay around you forever?"

Her eyes reflected the moonlight, but at this moment, they were brighter than the moonlight.

Han Zhe didn't say anything, but he couldn't help but hold her face and kissed her hard, until the two of them were panting and hugging each other tightly, without any unnecessary movements, then he spoke to her in a soft voice.

"Please stay with me forever and don't leave, Miss Mercury."

"Ne~ Your Excellency the Sun."

She smiled gently, but a sudden, inappropriate urge popped up in her mind to take out her mobile phone and search right away - is Mercury the planet closest to the sun?
Han Zhe looked at her expression and suddenly laughed happily, so he hugged her tightly and laughed softly in her ear.

Jiang Xiuyan also realized that he seemed to have magically seen through her thoughts, so she puffed up her cheeks, turned around, took out her mobile phone and searched, and after getting the answer, she turned her head with satisfaction, looked at Han Zhe, and kissed him hard again: "Don't laugh!"

Until she noticed Han Zhe's changes.

"Again." He bit her ear.

".Ah?" Jiang Xiuyan felt helpless and a little aggrieved, but she couldn't help but reveal a charming smile, because she felt happy that he was fascinated by her.

"I've washed my teeth many times today. Do I have to brush my teeth again?" she muttered coquettishly.

Han Zhe did not reply, but seeing his burning gaze, Jiang Xiuyan could only bite his lips helplessly: "This is really the last time today. You must take good care of your body, I will need it in a few days."

As she spoke, she herself burst into laughter out of shyness, but in the end, she still gently kissed his chin and neck, and finally slowly got into the bed.

The moonlight was obscured by dark clouds at some point, and finally, only a little starlight remained, illuminating the dim bedroom. Han Zhe lifted the quilt, and regardless of her somewhat embarrassed expression, he just watched quietly, trying to keep the beauty before him forever deep in his heart.

(End of this chapter)