Chapter 189 188: Two Choices
Ever since the Hollow attack in the present world.

Three days have passed since then.

It seems that Hinamori Momo hasn't had a good rest these past few days... You can tell this just by looking at the outline of the dark circles under her eyes.

Now is lunch time.

Sitting in the cafeteria of the Shinō Spiritual Academy, Hinamori Momo stared at the plate of rice in front of her but seemed to have no appetite.

Instead, she kept looking around, as if she was waiting for someone else.

"Sorry to have kept you waiting..."

The voice was crisp, but there was also an indescribable sense of tiredness.

Hinamori Momo turned her head and saw Abarai Renji who also looked like he hadn't slept well.

"No, no, no, I just arrived."

Kira Izuru, who seemed to have lost ten pounds, sat beside him with his eyes closed and spoke in a calm tone.

"That's a very cheap trick, Hinamori."

He opened his eyes with heavy eye circles and glanced to the side.

"The curry is already cold..."

It was exposed, but it wasn't too embarrassing.

After all, we are old acquaintances.

"Hey, hey, hey... Come to think of it, everyone seems to have not had much rest, right?"

Speaking of which.

The remaining two people were somewhat excited.

Abarai Renji slammed his fist on the table, with a rather annoyed expression on his face.

"After all, with such conditions, how can anyone have a good rest?"

Kira Izuru rarely refuted Renji's words, and even spoke in a rather agreeable tone at this moment.

"That's exactly the reason...Whenever I close my eyes these past two days, all I can think about is what Captain Arima said."

and so.

The same is true for Hinamori Momo.

"I think it's only natural that I get some privileges if I perform well. But I didn't expect it to be this exaggerated..."

Abarai Renji groaned.

"Two choices?"

Kira Izuru supported his chin with one hand, his face showing a very worried expression.

"First, apply for scholarships and other subsidies for us in the name of the captain of the fifth squad."

"That way, even if I can't find a job after graduation, I won't have to worry about my future life."

"Even if you just find some simple work, you can live happily in Seireitei."

It can be said to be a fairly safe option. As long as you have this as a backup, you will have some confidence even if you plan to just eat and wait for death in the future.

only……

Can I really accept such conditions?
The answer is naturally no - if they didn't have the so-called ambition and goals, the three of them would not choose to stand up when faced with danger.

This is nature and also character.

Perhaps Arima Shizuka realized this, which is why she said this to everyone?

The three of them looked at each other and sighed at this moment.

"Then, that only leaves the second option, right?"

Abarai Renji groaned.

"We will temporarily take a leave of absence from the academy and join the Fifth Division for internship."

Hinamori Momo held her face in her hands and spoke with a worried look on her face.

“Credits can be obtained through internship performance, so there is no need to worry about graduation.”

Kirara Izuru rolled up the hair in front of his forehead and frowned.

"After the internship, we will be recommended by the captain so that we can work in the team of our choice..."

The conditions can be said to be very sincere.

So what is worrying everyone now?

Of course, it had to be Arima Shizuka who said the last sentence with a smile.

"But please don't underestimate this internship. As the captain of the 5th Division, I guarantee that I will provide you with intensive training at the highest level... so that you can become independent people as quickly as possible."

When they heard this, the three of them were almost stunned.

After all, it is completely impossible to understand Arima Shizuya's thinking logic.

——Huh? People like me haven't even graduated yet.

Can he really become a person who can "stand on his own" as a captain said?
This is a setting that I can't even imagine in my dreams...

If the other contents of condition 2 are attractive enough, then the last condition added is the key point that makes people hesitate.

Yourself.

Is there really potential in that area?

Is it possible that Captain Arima has developed unrealistic fantasies about himself because of his previous performance?

The three of them looked at each other and fell into silence at this moment.

The deadline is today, and this is the reason why everyone gathers together at this moment.

At the last moment, Kira Izuru rubbed his face vigorously, forcing himself to be fully alert.

"So what have you all thought about?"

Abarai Renji was the first to respond.

"I...will go to participate."

The first person who is willing to make an attempt is always brave, and under the gaze of the two, Renci said it without hesitation.

"I didn't come to the Spiritual Arts Academy to waste my time. Now that I have the opportunity, I must seize it well."

not to mention.

"As long as I can become stronger, it won't be difficult to get close to Rukia."

What Kira Izuru said before did make sense, but Abarai Renji was not used to that kind of rational thinking after all.

"It doesn't matter if I can't touch it, I just want to see it with my own eyes..."

"How happy is that guy? Is he happy or sad?"

“Just knowing these things is enough.”

As his tone became firm, Abarai Renji's gaze also became firm.

People with goals will naturally be motivated.

It is also easier to find your direction when you are confused.

"Although I may suffer a lot, but... this is exactly why I came to the Spiritual Arts Academy."

"Well, although I was somewhat hesitant before."

"But now after talking to you, my thoughts are much clearer."

Renci showed his signature hearty smile and looked around. "So, what do you two think?"

Kira Izuru remained silent, while Hinamori Momo took a sip of the tea at hand.

Both of them are relatively introverted guys, so naturally they need to think further at this time.

Among them, the first to speak was Hinamori Momo.

"I... also want to give it a try."

The tone was a little hesitant.

Obviously it's a sign of lack of confidence.

Hinamori Momo stirred the spoon, moving the slightly solidified curry on the surface and mixing it with the warm contents below, turning it back to a temperature that was easy to eat.

"After all, I wanted to go to the 5th Division before, but I was not very confident... Now that I have this opportunity, I also want to give it a try."

The voice was still weak.

But what he said made the two friends turn their heads and stare at him.

The person involved let out an "ah" somewhat belatedly and quickly covered his mouth.

"That... isn't that a bit strange?"

Abarai Renji shrugged, his expression quite calm.

"No, I just think that if it were Hinamori, you would indeed say something like this."

Kira Izuru pursed his lips and snorted softly.

The half of the face covered by the bangs trembled slightly, and a faint smile emerged.

"After all, your personality is not as gentle as your appearance..."

Although shy, they can also appear weak.

But the strength and stubbornness deep within one's heart is a characteristic that can be experienced from daily contact.

This is also unchangeable and is reflected in the essence of every aspect.

Hinamori Momo's personality itself is definitely strong enough.

After all, only in this way, when attacked by a hollow, would she choose to stand up bravely and fight alongside others.

However, from the perspective of the parties involved, they do not seem to agree with this statement.

Shun squeezed out a rather dissatisfied expression, but Hinamori Momocha didn't jump up.

"Huh? How can you say that about someone else?"

——Generally, only people whose pain points have been touched will be so excited.

Although I had come to this conclusion in my mind, looking at the other party's reaction, I thought it would be better to remain silent for safety reasons.

Hinamori Momo did not restrain herself because of the other party's silence.

At this moment, they are even pursuing the victory.

"By the way, Kira, now you're the only one left, what do you think?!"

Abarai Renji also cares about this.

Looking at the two people staring at him with burning eyes, Kira Izuru remained silent and lowered his eyes.

"my words……"

"Although I really want to go, but..."

"forget it."

Responding to other people's expectations is quite mentally exhausting.

What should you do if you fail to meet other people's expectations?
While Captain Arima probably wouldn't mind too much, Kirara Izuru himself would be completely overwhelmed by the guilt.

This is the case with people who are gloomy and cautious.

While hesitating, they will eventually make a choice that does not hurt each other.

——Even if only one party is forced to suffer injustice.

That's enough for just my side.

With such a simple yet tangled thought in mind, Kira Izuru forced a forced smile on his face.

"Well, this is my choice..."

His thoughts settled in his mind, and Kirara Izuru laughed lightly.

"Then I wish you a bright future, Renji, Hinamori."

"..."X2
Although I really want to persuade you.

But at this time, respecting other people's choices is also a form of affirmation of them.

Kira Izuru was definitely the result of careful consideration.

Thinking of this, the two of them stopped talking.

"Well, I'll lend you my good words, Kirara."

Renji smiled and hit the other person's shoulder. Hinamori Momo was about to say something.

Another familiar voice came from behind.

"I see... I didn't realize you still have such a troublesome temper."

The three turned their heads in surprise and saw Hisagi Shuhei standing behind them with his hands on his hips.

“Hisagi-senpai?!”

The guy with the number 69 tattooed on his face raised his lips and stood behind Kira Izuru.

"Should I say Captain Arima is worthy of me..."

"He also gave me a task, saying that one of you might refuse his request."

"He said that when that person makes a decision, let me try to persuade him."

I thought it was strange at first.

Now it seems... Arima Shizuya's vision is indeed sharp.

That's it.

Hisagi Shuhei reached out his hand and gently tapped Kira Izuru on the shoulder.

"You guys, have a little more confidence in yourself."

"After all, you are our comrade who has been through thick and thin together. You should have more than just this much ambition, right?"

"It's just a little challenge. Can't you even accept this little test?"

Without waiting for the other party to speak, Xiu Bing gently pressed his hands down.

"Have some courage, Kira Izuru. You have much more potential than this. Don't waste this talent."

In response to Shuhei's persuasion, Kira Izuru opened his mouth slightly.

Not wanting to respond to expectations.

It doesn't mean that there is really no hope in any sense.

——Can someone like me really be trusted? Although I still have doubts, I am now facing the "trust" thrown to me by others.

After Kirara Izuru choked for a moment...

Gave his own answer.

(End of this chapter)

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