Female supremacist: Love is OK, but you have to pay extra

Chapter 127 The building will collapse

It’s the best time to dream when it rains.

While the wind and rain are pouring outside, the house is comfortable and safe, which can inspire people's most primitive and instinctive sense of security.

In the past, what Li Shiying liked most was an ordinary weekend when it was drizzling outside the window, and she and Gu Qing lay in the warm bed, smelling his scent and taking a nap.

A sweet dream.

And now, Li Shiying's head felt a little dizzy, not because of lack of oxygen, but more like a trance caused by excessive oxygen intake.

Is she really not dreaming?
Li Shiying was surprised and happy, but more of her was fear.

People always feel happier when they are close to happiness, but become anxious and worried when happiness comes.

And there's really no logic to this.

Gu Qing’s words and actions were still fresh in her mind. If she had not agreed to sign this agreement, not to mention that he would be in her arms, even their relationship as friends would be back to square one in a second. How could she possibly start over again?

Only this kind of logical break and jump is consistent with the description of a dream. There are no boundaries, no cause and effect. Everything seems illusory, everything is like a dream.

"Qingqing, what is this?"

Li Shiying suppressed the complicated emotions in her heart and asked softly.

Is there any necessary connection between this card and their new beginning?
Gu Qing smiled slightly: "This is your money that I have spent over the years. Since we are going to start over, isn't it normal to sort out and sort out everything in the past?"

Rationally, there seems to be nothing wrong with this statement.

But emotionally...

Gu Qing still remembered what he said that night and carried it out so firmly and decisively.

Li Shiying was startled, and the little joy she had was instantly shattered.

She wanted to say something, but when the words came to her lips, they turned into a sentence: "Qingqing, you go out first. I, Ruoli, want to talk alone for a while."

Gu Qing subconsciously glanced at Song Ruoli.

Real chat or fake chat?

In the past, when he played Goose Duck Kill with others, basically, the two people who went out to chat alone never came back together.

Although you are my client now, I haven’t confirmed which rank you will be on yet.

His service attitude towards customers is indeed the same regardless of the time or amount of compensation.

But if a fight breaks out, that’s a different story!
Li Shiying caught Gu Qing's gaze and her expression became more forced.

It wasn't until Gu Qing got up and left the room that she calmed down a little.

Only Li Shiying and Song Ruoli were left here. The atmosphere should have been heavy, but Li Shiying was eager to know an answer and asked, "He said this to make me happy, right?"

Song Ruoli sighed softly: "This is what is called providing emotional value."

“Sure enough…” Li Shiying muttered to herself, and the glimmer in her eyes suddenly went out.

But she had expected this and didn't seem particularly disappointed.

"Was it Lin Yuwei who took Qingqing's virginity?"

Li Shiying's eyes became sharp again.

In fact, she already had an answer in her heart, but it was just a guess after all. Any uncertainty would weaken her inner decisiveness.

Song Ruoli certainly knew what Li Shiying wanted to do, but she just nodded slightly and looked at her with burning eyes: "Gu Qing treats all customers equally, without distinguishing between the important and the unimportant. But if there is a conflict between two customers, he will most likely stand on the side that is right."

"I know."

Li Shiying swept away the decadence and powerlessness just now, and her eyes, which were usually gentle, flashed with a cold color: "I need your help."

Song Ruoli was delighted when she heard this, as it meant that Li Shiying had really forgiven her, otherwise she would not have asked her for help.

In fact, conflicts between women can basically be reconciled in as short as a dozen minutes or as long as two or three days. The fact that they had been in a cold war for so long was considered to be a serious matter.

But fortunately, we got back on track in the end.

"But what can I do?"

Song Ruoli vaguely knew what Li Shiying was thinking, but she was different from her. She never asked about the company's affairs. She didn't like the environment full of intrigue and deception, where everyone wanted to climb up. It was possible to make friends with colleagues, but difficult to trust them as friends.

This made Song Ruoli, who could see through people's hearts, particularly uncomfortable.

Although she knew that it was understandable for these people to have such thoughts, if there were too many people like this, she would seem out of place.

Song Ruoli knows her own limitations, so no matter how many times Song Wei wanted to take her to the company, Song Ruoli refused, saying that she should leave this opportunity to her sister.

"You don't need to do anything, just help me convey a message to Auntie." Li Shiying narrowed her eyes, "Lin Yuwei's company is growing stronger and stronger, and it affects more than just one company. After all, there are too many wolves and too little meat. I believe many people would like to see her suffer a setback, what do you think?"

Song Ruoli was secretly shocked. Are they going to take action against Lin Yuwei's company?
Although Song Ruoli is not in business, Lin Yuwei's name is well-known. After face-to-face communication with her, she has a deeper understanding of her.

After not seeing each other for some time, has Li Shiying already acquired the strength to compete with Lin Yuwei?

"Bull dick."

Song Ruoli blurted out these two words, which made her stunned for a moment, and she and Li Shiying looked at each other in surprise.

After looking at each other for a long time, the two smiled at each other, and everything was said without words.

It is the same?

It's still the same, a lot of words are said subconsciously. Is it different?

There are also many things that can't go back to the way they were before. At least Song Ruoli saw a hint of stiffness in Li Shiying's expression.

Her relationship with Gu Qing seemed to be pieced back together, but the gap was so obvious that it could never go back to the way it was before.

After all, spilled water cannot be undone, and a broken mirror cannot be mended.

Li Shiying sensed a slight stagnation in the air and calmly changed the subject: "Can Qingqing's symptoms be cured?"

Song Ruoli nodded and shook her head, causing Li Shiying to reveal a hint of anxiety: "Can I or can't I..."

She paused, her anger and anxiety all turned into sadness, and she said hoarsely: "I'm sorry, I'm not mean to you, I just..."

"Self-blame." Song Ruoli said calmly, expressing Li Shiying's thoughts.

Knowing that you have made a mistake, but unable to redeem it, unable to make amends, this feeling of powerlessness will make you fall into endless anxiety, relying on the body's instinctive self-protection mechanism to erase a little bit every day, but it cannot be eradicated until you force yourself to let it go or...

Drive crazy.

What Song Ruoli was doing was to feel relieved. At least Gu Qing opened his heart to her every day, which could help her reduce a lot of unnecessary internal friction.

But Li Shiying seems to be taking the latter path.

Now I can't control my emotions when facing her. As time goes by, what will happen next?
Song Ruoli had to change the subject: "I need to know, what is it that is holding Gu Qing back from committing suicide?"

"He has suicidal tendencies?!" Li Shiying clenched her hands tightly. Her face was pitiful even when she was crying, but at this moment, she looked almost out of control for the first time.

Song Ruoli pursed her lips and said nothing. She knew that this fact would further irritate Li Shiying, but if she didn't say it out loud, how could she know what the "personal doctor" hidden in Gu Qing's heart was?
Song Ruoli closed her eyes gently.

Does this mean that she chose Li Shiying over Gu Qing?
Two hoarse words woke Song Ruoli up.

"grandmother."

Song Ruoli opened her eyes and looked at Li Shiying, who said softly, "Qingqing is an orphan. He has been dependent on his grandmother since he was a child. If there must be a reason that keeps him alive, it is his grandmother."

"If it's really Grandma Qingqing, then it seems there's no need to rush." ​​Li Shiying breathed a sigh of relief.

Suicide is a very sensitive word because it is associated with death.

Death is something that everyone fears.

This has nothing to do with personality or mentality, but it is your instinct that drives you and your desire to survive.

Once even this instinct is overcome, death will follow closely, and no one knows whether this person will jump from a tall building in the next second and turn into a corpse without a heartbeat or breathing.

Fortunately, it was not instinct but his grandmother that kept Gu Qing alive.

Although Li Shiying felt that this idea might be a bit cold-blooded and heartless, it was a true reflection of her inner thoughts.

She just wanted Gu Qing to live well.

Even if the world is hard and the road ahead is bleak.

But at least we must be alive; as long as we are alive there is hope.

Song Ruoli's eyelids jumped, and she said slowly: "I know this may be offensive, but she is Gu Qing's grandmother."

Li Shiying understood.

This title means that Gu Qing's grandmother is very old, and although she may live to be a hundred years old, it is only a dozen or twenty years old.

If Gu Qing is tied to his grandmother, what will happen after his grandmother passes away?
A huge mountain lay between the hearts of Li Shiying and Song Ruoli.

After a long while, Song Ruoli opened his lips and said, "However, for now, there is really no need to be too anxious. There is still a lot of time."

Having said that, her eyes were filled with worry, like a smear of gray on white paper that could not be wiped away.

When Gu Qing's identity was revealed, Song Ruoli thought that what was waiting for her was a way out of the impasse, but in reality, what greeted her was a slight empathy and a suffocating feeling as if she couldn't breathe.

orphan.

No wonder.

No wonder Gu Qing wanted to die. There are only so many things a person can get from the world, and feelings are the most precious thing among them.

There are only a few kinds of love, family affection, friendship...

Compared with these two, friendship is a weak link. It may help people get through a difficult period for a short time, but only family affection and love can ultimately allow people to be reborn.

Song Ruoli didn't think that the affection that Gu Qing's grandmother brought him was not as good as the so-called love, otherwise he would have become a corpse by now...

But now it seems that Gu Qing's life is not only supported by family affection, but also by love.

Song Ruoli pursed her lips.

It was as if she had caused a building to gradually collapse with her own hands...

"Ruoli." Li Shiying said softly.

Song Ruoli pretended to be natural and smiled: "Hmm?"

Li Shiying stared at Song Ruoli, as if observing the self-blame between her eyebrows.

"Do you like Qingqing?"

(End of this chapter)