Female supremacist: Love is OK, but you have to pay extra

Chapter 65 Only Death
When Song Ruoli sat down on the sofa, she realized that she was sitting on the sofa.

Understand the applause!

Then, she raised a slender hand and gently stroked her face. The place where Gu Qing had kissed felt as if molten lava was flowing over it, with an indescribable heat that made her palms feel hot.

Song Ruoli slowly moved her palm down until it touched the corner of her mouth, and her heart seemed to skip two beats.

She is laughing.

She was smiling.

Song Ruoli, ah Song Ruoli.

This is your best friend's boyfriend, how dare you be so secretly happy?!
Song Ruoli wished someone would appear at this moment and yell these words into her ear.

Because she realized that it might be because she had been using Li Shiying to warn herself every day these days.

She seems to be desensitized.

Just thinking about it in your mind won't have much effect.

Song Ruoli was frightened and continued to scold herself in her heart.

Aren't you a man-hater?

Shouldn't we look down upon men?
Why didn't you feel disgusted when Gu Qing kissed you, but instead felt so happy?

Because Gu Qing is different...

Song Ruoli stared blankly at the LCD screen hanging on the wall with her eyes wide open.

It’s over.

Her brain started from zero frame and explained Gu Qing's uniqueness.

He is indeed different.

Not only did she owe him, but he was completely different from those men who liked to mess around.

This has been verified.

More than once.

Song Ruoli took out her cell phone, then secretly glanced at Gu Qing in the kitchen, then opened WeChat and looked through the chat history with Gu Qing.

The last time they chatted was several days ago, and it was a message that Gu Qing took the initiative to send.

"Good morning."

She didn't reply.

Because at that time, she was helping Li Shiying set up the venue, and planned to reply to him after she was done and everything was settled.

She attached great importance to the conversation between her and Gu Qing, and felt that if she suddenly disappeared in the middle of the conversation, it would make him have wild thoughts.

But a lot of things happened afterwards, and she was only concerned with regret, remorse, internal friction, and venting...so much so that she didn't dare to talk to Gu Qing anymore.

She knew that if she was in a bad state, it would likely affect her writing, thus bringing negative emotions to Gu Qing.

So she has been adjusting as best she can.

Adjusting and adjusting...

It was discovered that this person was Gu Qing.

She had compared this young man with Gu Qing more than once, and felt that the latter was not even as good as a toe of the former.

Finally the case was solved.

They are the same person.

The boomerang hit her again without getting tired of it.

Song Ruoli held her head with both hands, almost curling up in pain.

How could fate play such a big joke on her?
One lesson wasn't enough, so we had to teach her another one?

Just looking at Gu Qing now, she didn’t know how to make up for the harm she had caused him.

Now I tell her that there is another Gu Qing...

It was like the destiny man was saying to her:

Don’t you feel pity for the boy and want to stop him from falling and save him from the abyss?
What a kind child.

Then I'll tell you now.

The reason why he fell into the abyss...

It's you.

Song Ruoli's breathing became slightly faster, and the mountains that Gu Qingdu secretly praised seemed to "come alive", rising and falling continuously.

She certainly wouldn't be so stupid as to deny that the Gu Qing on the Internet and the current Gu Qing's experiences didn't match up and they were the same person.

Because any normal person will disguise and hide his or her online identity.

This is a basic item, not a bonus item.

Why does Gu Qing sell his photos online?

Maybe the 500,000 miles that Gu Qing was going to give to Li Shiying was partly due to her "contribution"...

Song Ruoli's cheeks, which had turned red due to Gu Qing's light peck, gradually lost their color and turned pale.

She was so damned good.

If she couldn't change the outcome of Gu Qing selling his body, then Song Ruoli hoped that he would only sell himself in one way.

Instead of doing this both offline and online.

It was just for the insignificant 500,000 yuan for her and Li Shiying.

Under Song Ruoli's chest, the thing called "conscience" seemed to be crawling with countless ants, and she felt the pain of being bitten by thousands of ants.

But her pain was fake.

Gu Qing is real.

The only thing that is fake.

Maybe it’s just a “personality” he set up on the Internet.

But Song Ruoli couldn't help thinking.

What if this isn’t a character setting, and it’s all true, or part of it is true?

He was bullied by his classmates and urinated on his bed...

Song Ruoli wanted to rush over and tell Gu Qing right now, tell her all the grievances he had suffered, and let her stand up for him!
But she didn't dare.

He knew that Gu Qing wouldn't need it, but he also didn't dare to expose his other identity.

When Gu Qing's two identities overlapped.

Song Ruoli saw it more clearly.

Until now, Gu Qing is still updating on that website.

Even more exposed.

why?
He already has her five million, so why does he still need to make money?

The answer is obvious.

Gu Qing is just letting himself fall.

In psychology, Song Ruoli calls this behavior an alternative self-protection mechanism.

A most easy to understand example.

Many people will hide when facing pet dogs and are full of fear of them. It seems that if a fight really breaks out, humans will inevitably be at a disadvantage when facing dogs.

In fact, everyone just wants to "pass the level without getting hurt". Once you are hurt, with the help of adrenaline, you can fight not only dogs, but also wolves.

Li Shiying is Gu Qing’s “injury-free” BUFF. For her, even if he sells his body, he still maintains his bottom line.

And now, Wushang is gone.

Although the challenge is not considered a failure, the gameplay will inevitably be more casual. If you die, you die. The worst that can happen is that you can be resurrected.

The reality cannot be resurrected, but for Gu Qing, what he doesn’t care about is not death, but chastity and dignity.

If you don’t even have a girlfriend, then chastity, dignity and other things are not important anymore.

Song Ruoli's breathing became heavier.

The feeling she had at the birthday party came back. It felt like a stone was pressing on her chest and it was difficult to breathe.

"Do you need artificial respiration?"

Song Ruoli's delicate body trembled, and she turned her head suddenly, and saw that Gu Qing was also frightened by her.

Gu Qing raised his hand and wiped the non-existent beads of sweat from his forehead.

I have a super voice.

His eardrum was almost raped.

Gu Qing looked at the frightened Song Ruoli and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I scared you."

But why are you so panicked this time?
Gu Qing really couldn't guess.

No matter how guilty I feel towards him, I shouldn't be so distracted as to do this.

Could it be that Li Shiying increased the intensity of her game?

Probably.

In this regard, Gu Qing really wanted to complain about Li Shiying with Song Ruoli, but this would probably increase her psychological burden.

He thought about it, then stood up and poured Song Ruoli a glass of water.

"Have a drink."

"Thank you."

Song Ruoli picked up the water cup, took a few sips, and finally calmed down.

Then, Gu Qing smiled and said, "It's almost time. I have to go back to school. You can just heat up the leftovers in the microwave. Also, don't stay up too late. I'll come again tomorrow at noon..."

Gu Qing's voice was soft and gentle, and he spoke softly, like a gentle husband.

Song Ruoli felt a little dry in the mouth, so she quickly licked her lips with her pink tongue: "Will you come again tomorrow?"

If another customer said this, Gu Qing would ask if he had anything to do tomorrow and he didn't need to come for the time being.

But Song Ruoli is very special. She needs to be controlled, otherwise the five million will be really hot in his hands.

"Of course." Gu Qing nodded slightly, "If it's the weekend, I will probably come during the day."

He has already packed his schedule.

Needless to say, in school, if there is Song, choose Song, and if there is no Song, choose Xiao.

After leaving school, I would go to Song Ruoli's house to cook at noon and sleep with Lin Yuwei at night.

No more will do.

Just because he likes to see The Quintessential Quintuplets doesn't mean he likes to become Shang Yang, The Quintuplets.

With four people, he has managed his schedule to the utmost.

Thanks to Xiao Yuzhu.

His test scores improved this time, and seeing that his studies had not been affected or delayed, Mr. Tan gave him a whole stack of signed leave notes.

He felt that if he resold it, he could easily make a few thousand or tens of thousands of dollars...

This is hard currency.

"Why, you don't welcome me?"

Gu Qing raised his eyebrows and found that Song Ruoli was silent. He smiled: "Then take it as your consent. Bye, baby, be good when you are home alone."

Bang.

The door closed.

Gu Qing left.

Song Ruoli breathed a sigh of relief.

It wasn't that Gu Qing brought her pressure and burden.

But she herself couldn't get over this hurdle.

Who knows how many people Gu Qing has allowed to join his challenge besides her?

I'm afraid they've all been trampled.

Maybe some lustful women have already launched an offensive against Gu Qing.

And given Gu Qing's current condition, will the other party really succeed?
Song Ruoli didn't dare to think about it anymore.

If that happened, her relationship with Li Shiying would be completely irreparable.

Song Ruoli looked down at the phone in Su's hand, and a bold idea came to her mind.

In her current identity, it was undoubtedly a fantasy to try to make Gu Qing stop this behavior.

He plays a character online, isn't he playing a different character in real life?
A good boyfriend, even a good husband...

This act of abandoning oneself and playing other roles is itself a form of self-abandonment.

But she passed the threshold and added the number or "identity" of Gu Qing's friend.

Different.

At least, from Gu Qing's perspective, that self had never hurt him, but on the contrary tried to save him...

Song Ruoli used all her knowledge in psychology to analyze Gu Qing and got an answer.

In Gu Qing's heart, he should be considered a good person.

Because at that time she really didn't seek any reward, she just wanted to save a child who was about to fall.

Discuss the deeds but not the heart.

Judging from her deeds, she must be a good person.

Only with such an identity could she gain some trust from Gu Qing, and thus play to her strengths and change his mentality step by step.

And Song Ruoli knew that this process had to be quick.

Otherwise, she didn't know whether Gu Qing would be brought to the hotel by a woman with a big belly one day...

What is the fastest way to bring her and Gu Qing closer?

Song Ruoli's peach blossom eyes were surprisingly bright, and the knowledge of psychology flashed through her mind like streams of light.

After pondering for a moment, she opened the input method.

"Transfer 50000."

"Transfer 50000."

"Transfer 14382.3."

"take care of yourself."

(End of this chapter)