Seven years after my death, the male protagonist of the substitute novel was criticized

Chapter 111 Biting Buttons

Cuddle therapy really does work.

Pei Yizhou's embrace was warm and had a familiar smell. Lin Lu sat on him, feeling drowsy and thinking about the past.

She had sat on Pei Yizhou's lap more than once, basically after they fell in love, because Pei Yizhou liked to hold her in his arms.

If it was winter, his coat would wrap her up completely, and his body temperature would bake her whole body pink.

If it was summer, with her chest pressed against her back, Pei Yizhou's arm would stop in front of her lower abdomen, with veins barely visible under her thin muscles, and his palm would press her tightly to make her sit back.

But that feeling had disappeared a long time ago, after all, there were several years between them.

Lin Lu raised his head slightly and looked at Pei Yizhou.

He fell asleep, but his hands were like growing and fixed branches, firmly controlling her so that she could only stay in his arms, like protecting a cub.

He has indeed reached the age of protecting his cubs. If he does not shave for a day, blue stubble will appear. Looking down, with his head slightly tilted back, his Adam's apple is prominent and obvious. His unbuttoned silk shirt with gold cufflinks has a sense of texture and broad arms brought by the expensiveness, giving him a kind of smoothness that only mature men can have.

Lin Lu put his cheek back on his shirt, distractedly comparing the recent and the past, still feeling a little unreal.

As I was thinking, I didn't even notice when Pei Yizhou woke up.

"What are you thinking about?" He tightened his arms, lowered his head and kissed her forehead again, looking for the look in her eyes when she first reacted.

Lin Lu recovered her past memories and understood what he meant by this sentence. It was not a polite question, but a question of "who are you thinking about" and "what are you thinking about that is not conducive to our relationship".

In his mind, being in a daze beside him and thinking about other people or other things were all signs that their relationship was about to fall apart.

Lin Lu: "I was thinking, you haven't been acting as a brother as well as before in the past few months."

Pei Yizhou gently rubbed the back of her neck: "But I have tried my best."

It is much more difficult to go from being a boyfriend to being a brother than from being a brother to being a boyfriend.

Lin Lu felt so comfortable being pinched that she lay in his arms, and her humming and laughing became lazy.

The snort indicated that he did not agree with the statement of "trying his best".

"If there is no one else, I am prepared to be a good brother." Pei Yizhou said again.

She continued smoothly, "Yes, and then we walked the same path again, and turned from siblings into lovers. But the road turned out to be more difficult than before."

If there was a suitor at that time who was willing to fight Pei Yizhou to the end and make Pei Yizhou speed up the process in a panic, she might just panic and avoid it, just like in the past few months.

Pei Yizhou also thought about the number of setbacks he had encountered in the past six months. He stopped kneading the back of her neck, lowered his head and touched her nose with his nose, stared at her and asked, "Looking back now, do you think I have behaved poorly during this period?"

"Why do you think so?"

"Xu Jiayan said that if you could fall in love with me the first time, you can fall in love with me the second time. I have always believed this. But you only feel disgust and resistance towards me. Even though you know that we have been in love for two years, you are unwilling to continue. Is my performance worse than before?"

Lin Lu was thinking and began to lose focus.

Pei Yizhou bit her earlobe unhappily.

She touched her ear and came back to her senses: "Not bad. But you were pursuing me before, more as a brother. Now you have taken me for granted, and you can't help but take me as your girlfriend. You can't stand any progress that doesn't meet your expectations, and then you do things that scare normal people. I think if it's not because they are too optimistic, no one would be willing to... well."

Pei Yizhou kissed her lips, not wanting her to finish her words.

He asked like this, but if the answer is not what he wants to hear, it is better not to listen.

He just wanted to hear Lin Lu say "no".

But Lin Lu is an honest, upright, and sometimes even unromantic person.

He didn't want to ask or listen anymore, so he simply blocked her mouth. This man is still as awkward as ever at the age of 30. Lin Lu was speechless, and while tilting his head to avoid the kiss, he said: "I am seriously analyzing that a love rival who is obviously not as competitive as you makes you jump and go crazy... Don't you know that you sat at the dining table and picked up food for me, and said calmly that I couldn't move a step without your permission... I had nightmares in the middle of the night."

One dodged while the other kissed, the kisses landed randomly in different places, and it took a while for her to finish her words.

Unable to dodge, Lin Lu subconsciously used the old method, covering his mouth with both hands, and carefully identifying his heart: "But I like that your emotions revolve around me, brother."

Pei Yizhou was pleased by her words, and a few chuckles came out of his nose during the kiss, which made her palms itchy.

When our bodies were touching, the kiss accidentally touched places that shouldn't be touched, and after restraining ourselves from doing so, we couldn't stop.

Pei Yizhou's kiss lingered on her neck, his nose approaching and then leaving, sniffing her collarbone and collar, his breath turning into flames, igniting patches of skin.

The hand pressing on her lower back increased its force.

Lin Lu immediately thought of certain times in the past. She leaned back and pushed him, watching him raise his head. His eyes were deep, as if he was suppressing desire.

"Cuddling therapy might not be enough," he whispered, his rapid sniffing continuing.

"You know, ah, who this treatment is for."

"Give it to me. Can you use something else to consolidate the treatment?"

She didn't even have to guess, some parts were too abrupt to ignore.

"you……"

As soon as she finished her words, Pei Yizhou spoke first: "Lulu, there are not many ways for me to be sure that you still love me. Many ways can only rely on wild imagination, and it is difficult to give me a definite answer. Only when we are together, I feel that we are the only ones left in the world, and you must love me."

"…strong words. We have always been together."

He always doesn't believe that he is loved, but he doesn't want to believe that the person he loves doesn't love him, so he habitually adds a lot of limiting conditions as auxiliary, just to come to a conclusion that brainwashes himself - as long as xxx, she must love me.

Pei Yizhou chased her scent: "We haven't been together for seven years and five months. Strictly speaking, today is the first day we meet again."

"Then you should be honest now and just talk for a while to express your feelings." Lin Lu pushed his face and leaned his upper body back as far as possible.

But Pei Yizhou's kiss immediately followed: "Not enough. Lulu, have pity on me."

"What can you do..."

He covered her mouth with his left hand, and the cold ring on his ring finger pressed against her lips.

Lin Lu lowered his eyes to look, and the narrow shiny surface of the ring seemed to reflect true love.

She relaxed her guard, and Pei Yizhou's kiss penetrated her. The buttons of her black sweater were bitten off one by one, and the skin under her collar was dazzlingly white.

In Lin Lu's memory, she was very accustomed to the wet state. She didn't react much. She just gasped when she was bitten and pulled Pei Yizhou's hair away.

"Are you a pervert?"

Pei Yizhou shook his legs, indicating that this level was not enough to be considered abnormal.

They were already tightly pressed together, and the shaking of their legs created a bit of friction, causing Lin Lu's hands and feet to curl up.

"you!"

"Lulu, Lulu, Lulu..."

No one can resist the feeling of being loved with all one's heart. Lin Lu's heart was trembling.

(End of this chapter)