Seven years after my death, the male protagonist of the substitute novel was criticized

Chapter 74: Ex helps analyze the next one?
This argument is completely different from Ding Zitong's principle of double compensation.

Lin Lu asked him: "Is it the same for you?"

Pei Yizhou did not hesitate: "Yes, the same to me."

She was a little skeptical and glanced at the ring, meaning it doesn't look like you think so.

"I won't interfere with your choices in the future," Pei Yizhou said softly, "but I am the only one who remembers the past, and I have to keep it in mind."

"But you put a lot of pressure on me."

"Duan Chengyu mentions his dreams in front of you every day. Do you say the same thing?" He put down his chopsticks and stopped eating.

Lin Lu calmly pointed out: "Look, you guys had already drawn the bottom line before you took a step back, and you got upset when I stepped on it."

"I am indeed unhappy. You put him and I on the same level, making me think that your love for him is comparable to the fact that we have been dependent on each other for many years. I dreamed that I had something to do with a man, and you really wanted to develop a relationship with him. Faced with such an incomprehensible thing, should I be able to express my unhappiness?"

Although he talked a lot, Pei Yizhou's tone remained steady. He didn't seem gloomy and crazy like before, nor did he seem painful and depressed like he did in the past two days.

This is good, it makes us want to continue communicating.

"You are definitely more important on the scale. You are my brother," Lin Lu stated the fact, "but relationships need to be considered without these additional weights."

"So who is heavier after losing weight?"

"I don't know. There is too much extra weight. Even the cleanest drinking water contains trace elements. I can't tell which ones need to be reduced and which ones need to be increased."

Is guilt related to liking someone? Is panic and nervousness related to liking someone? Is blushing and heartbeating definitely related to liking someone?
Pei Yizhou wiped the corner of his mouth with a tissue, looked at her for a while, and said, "Do you need me to help you analyze it? You just treat me as your brother now, and the boyfriend you date must be approved by me."

"Cough cough cough!" Lin Lu was choked by his words and looked at him in disbelief with eyes wide open.

She didn't want to say anything hurtful, so she thought for a moment and asked politely, "You don't seem to have much experience, do you?"

"When I was pursuing you, I read two books on love psychology in a month and even invited Xu Jiayan to dinner to ask for advice." Pei Yizhou said slowly.

“……” She was a little at a loss for words.

Her ex-boyfriend helped her to choose the current partner. She had only seen this kind of situation in the novels about popular people.

"Go ahead. No one knows you better than me, right?"

"But you..."

"If you only refer to Ding Zitong's advice, you will only feel miserable. She studies robots during the day and studies different men at night, which is not applicable to you."

After all, he is a moral red scarf from 2017.

Lin Lu was embarrassed and quickly gulped down a mouthful of boat porridge to calm himself.

After a while, she opened her mouth like a patient visiting a psychological clinic for the first time, but when she was about to say something, she immediately retracted her mouth.

"It's better not to use it."

How could I tell him such a thing? Duan Chengyu might be dead on the street tomorrow.

Pei Yizhou was not surprised: "What advice did Ding Zitong give you? What made you leave me behind and run towards happiness?"

She wanted to ease the relationship between the two subordinates and the leader, but Pei Yizhou's expression was not surprised at all, as if he was accustomed to Ding Zitong's attitude towards him.

Lin Lu asked curiously: "You and Zi Tong seem to have a bad relationship. Is it because she blamed you for my problems? I will explain it to her next time."

"No need. I should have been blamed for that, but she has disliked me since we got together." "Huh? Why?"

Pei Yizhou said calmly: "Because our relationship deteriorated, many people gossiped about it. She thought you were suffering for nothing, and all this was because I shamelessly seduced you."

“…There’s no need to use adjectives.”

She lowered her head again and ate the boat porridge.

But when the porridge was finished, without breakfast as a conversation starter, they could only stare at each other face to face.

Chaotic emotions are most likely to arise when one is silent. Lin Lu was about to leave after talking about one more topic, but she didn't expect Pei Yizhou to ask her first.

"Did you run into Duan Chengyu when you went out yesterday?"

She first took a look at his attitude, which was very calm, so she answered pointedly: "Yes, he came to me to talk about the Antarctic in his dream."

Speaking of this, Lin Lu looked at him again and asked carefully: "Can you tell me about your trip to Antarctica? Did the diamond dust phenomenon occur when I disappeared?"

This incident is Pei Yizhou's scar and it is also a topic they should not talk about now.

But she wanted to find out the truth.

Pei Yizhou's eyes were dazed for a moment, and he lowered his eyes so that his expression could not be seen clearly.

"Yes. We went there for the diamond dust. Diamond dust formed a lot in Antarctica that year, and everyone said it was shocking and meaningful. You are interested in the polar regions, and I was attracted by the word "diamond" in this special landscape. I thought that if I proposed to you when the diamond dust appeared, maybe you would be moved enough to agree immediately."

"Diamond dust did appear, but I didn't expect it to be so widespread, reducing visibility. And this kind of scenery should appear before dawn when it's clear and windless, but it was windy at the time. The diamond dust was blown away, and the ice crystals quickly melted after the sun came out. I turned around and wanted to hold your hand, but you were also blown away and melted like the ice crystals."

Even though so much time has passed, he still feels painful when he recalls the past.

He finished speaking in a halting manner and put his hand on his forehead to cover his face.

Lin Lu said seriously: "Brother, this is not your fault. In fact, before I came to you from Donghu Park, I wondered if you had forgotten me, but you didn't. You didn't want to believe that I was dead. You searched and rescued in Antarctica for seven years. This is amazing. You didn't let anyone down."

"But you forgot those two years. God let you travel back, but you forgot those two years. Does this mean that it is right for you to leave me? That incident was my fault."

She thought about it and said sincerely, "So I should follow God's will and be with Duan Chengyu right away."

We should also be fair in dealing with superstition.

Pei Yizhou paused and stared at her with red eyes.

Lin Lu: "Many things are like spider webs. If you keep pulling them, they will stick to your hands. I don't like this. Just pull them apart so they are not in the way. This is not your fault. Don't say that next time."

Pei Yizhou shook his head and calmly revealed his weakness: "I can't tear it away. Apart from guilt, what else can make you look at me again?"

Therefore, today's calm conversation was only possible after he suppressed his emotions again and again and calculated again and again.

It is impossible to pretend that something has not happened. Everything going on as usual is just the result of someone enduring it.

Lin Lu suddenly understood Ding Zitong's outrageous suggestion. Simply avoiding it would not solve the problem.

She was silent for a long time, then pushed away the bowl in front of her and asked in a vague voice: "Do you really love me? Even if I don't remember anything? Your love seems to come quickly and strongly, but I still don't know why, what love is, and how to express it."

　How does love show itself? Don't worry, two men will show you right away (host cues the process)

　　(End of this chapter)