The sweetest in the entertainment industry

《一》

My best friend Lu Yuan'er:
sorry!
I want to apologize to you, sincerely.

I shouldn't have left without saying goodbye, nor should I have broken my promise to you by going skiing alone.

The reason I did this was because I felt very wronged, but I was afraid that if I expressed my true feelings, you would argue with me. So I wanted to go out alone to clear my head and see you again when I calmed down, not because I hated you controlling me.

I know you've always cared about me since I was little, always thought of me, and treated me as your best friend.

I also cherish our friendship, so I don't want to argue with you.

Why do I feel so wronged?

Because I study hard every day, I have made great progress this semester compared to last semester, but I have not received your praise or recognition, I have only heard your dissatisfaction.

I dare not look up, afraid to see the disappointment in your eyes; I dare not tell you how hard I need to work to keep up with you, for fear that you will think I am a good-for-nothing; I dare not tell you how scared I am, for fear that if I slack off even slightly, you will completely abandon me.

I'm not saying your excellence is a mistake, I just want to say that being friends with someone as outstanding as you often puts me under a lot of pressure, and this pressure is real.

You only need to read the same words twice to memorize them all, but I need to recite them repeatedly for a long time to truly remember them; you can learn the same math olympiad problem once and apply it to other problems, but I need to practice many times to understand it...

Your family members are all very smart, and you are surrounded by people like that, so you don't understand how cruel talent can be.

Admittedly, I am also a very smart person, but there is a difference between genius and ordinary intelligence.

I have to work very, very hard just to keep up with you. I'm afraid the place you want to go is too far, and I won't be able to get there.

I'm tired every day, but I can't bring myself to say it.

I hope that in your heart I will always be reliable, excellent, and dependable.

But I've found that you can live just fine without me. Am I someone you can do without?

I feel a lot of pressure, and sometimes I want to escape and clear my mind to feel free, but I find that when you are not by my side, the freedom I want is not as wonderful as I imagined.

Being close to you is like being close to bittersweet pain, but being far away from you is like being far away from happiness.

Yuanyuan, what should I do?
┭┮﹏┭┮ Please don't ignore me, okay?

Zhou Weizhen

[Date]

"two"

Dear Yuanyuan:
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you against your will.

You've been ignoring me all along—at school, at home, and when I call you. You've blocked my account and won't unblock it. I had no other choice but to wait for you on the way home from school.

I didn't expect you to cry after just a few words.

You've rarely cried since you were little. To be honest, I was terrified and panicked. I didn't know what to do or what to say to make you feel better. In my anxiety, I hugged you and kissed you.

I regret it so much, really. I shouldn't have kissed you in the desolate garden, nor in the cold wind, and I especially shouldn't have kissed you when you were crying.

Thankfully, that wasn't our first kiss.

Even though it was the first time I kissed you, you bit me really hard, and thinking about it now still makes my arm hurt...

What I'm telling you isn't just random talk; it's something I've thought about repeatedly over the past six months before I decided to tell you.

Because it was so important, I saved it for when we met instead of writing it in a letter. But you just glared at me, kicked me, and ran away, so I can only analyze it again in this letter.

I'm telling you, I've tried, I can't like anyone else. The first time I had a crush was you, the first time I fantasized about you, I wanted a future with you, I wanted to fight for the future with you... The point is the latter part, not the first sentence.

Although you looked like a cat with its fur standing on end when you asked me who I'd tried it with, which was really cute, I know you were definitely jealous, so I still need to explain it to you clearly.

I've never been attracted to anyone but you. It's precisely because no one else can make my heart flutter that I can be sure how special you are to me.

I know that your career is the most important thing to you, and I can only occupy a small part of your life, but that's enough, isn't it?
Because you give me all your free time, isn't that a sign that you care about me completely?

I know we're still young and there's no need to rush things, but I feel that these feelings shouldn't be kept secret; you should know them.

┭┮﹏┭┮Otherwise, what am I supposed to do if you like someone else?
The road ahead is long, my darling Yuanyuan, you will always be by my side and walk with me, right?

The entrance exam is coming up soon. Let's continue to work hard together for the same goal, okay?
Please, please remove me from the blacklist!
Of course, if you like the letters I write, that's fine too.

Zhou Weizhen

[Date] (Part Three)

Baby Circle:
You really scared me today!

Didn't we agree to pretend we weren't close at school?

I never imagined you'd hold my hand at the graduation party, dance with me, and then even get on the same car home with me. With so many people watching, you actually kissed me on the cheek without even closing the car door!!!

Ah ah ah ah ah! ! !
Is this what it feels like to have a formal status?

┭┮﹏┭┮

Thank you, I love you too!

But I'd rather say this to you in person.

Can I come downstairs now? I'm still outside your yard wall.

Zhen who loves you
[Date]

"Four"

Baby Circle:
I want to give you a hug, my heart aches for you.

The dorm is so small, there's not even a place to grow flowers, let alone keep a dog. There's no housekeeper, so I have to do everything myself. The food in the cafeteria isn't even good. I saw you've lost so much weight today, but you insisted you've grown taller. I know you said that just to make me feel better, but it makes me even sadder.

When school started, I helped you make your bed, but it wasn't very good. I practiced a lot this week and was planning to redo it for you, but your dorm supervisor said that boys aren't allowed in!

Good heavens, I'm still a child! What's wrong with going in for a bit?

It seems you'll have to rely on yourself.

I'll teach you more later!

I made a mistake; I should have chosen the same major as you.

We don't attend classes together, and our break times are different, so I can't work on a project with you.

Your senior classmate surnamed Chen looks at you with such an annoying gaze. Remember to tell them you have a boyfriend, okay?

Never mind, I'll treat them to dinner this week.

Hmm, what do you think?

I was a little worried that the teacher would find out that we were dating. But a few days ago, I went to the office and overheard some gossip. It was said that when Aunt Gu was in school, she went on a date with your dad once, and a professor saw them and introduced them to each other openly. I think if we are found out, it shouldn't be a big deal, right?
Although we were two or three years younger than them back then...

Ah, I can't wait for the weekend! The autumn leaves in Fragrant Hills are turning red again. I feel that we shouldn't miss such a beautiful autumn.

I miss you, I miss you so much!!

I hope it's my parents, or your mom or your sister, who will pick us up this week, but please don't let it be your dad.

I feel like he's always ready to stab me in the back.

Sigh, seeing him makes me feel more and more guilty.

A heart-shaped frame for you.
[Date]

"five"

To the chubby, round-faced girl:

How could you be so angry?
It was clearly you, but you were only focused on work and didn't talk to me for almost half a month. I just had a meeting, and you didn't even wait for me!

You finally came to see me, but you left without saying a word. Aren't you tired?

Next time this happens, just come in and sit next to me, okay?
I saw you through the glass door, you know? You just left like that, and I'm really heartbroken!

Okay, you just messaged me to explain that your client made a new discovery and urgently needed to go there, and that you left because you were angry with me.

Now it's my turn to be angry.

Every day is just work, work, work. When will it be my turn?

You know what? All my new employees thought that when I said I had a boyfriend, it was just an excuse to avoid other men!
Think of a way to appease me!
Zhou Weizhen, who is chubby and has a bad temper

[Date: Year, Month, Day] (End of Chapter)