Am I really hallucinating?

Chapter 105: Will I dream of a black goat?
That being said, it was already late. Lin Yilin had gone home from get off work, while Zheng Fan was preparing to try his luck at sleeping.

After playing with the three little ones for a while, when it was late at night, Zheng Fan immediately grabbed the quilt that was running around.

"It depends on you whether I can fulfill your wish tonight. Perform well." Zheng Fan patted the quilt to calm it down.

The quilt moved slightly, probably a nod.

Zheng Fan changed suddenly, and the black clothes that had remained unchanged for a hundred years turned into a thin pajamas with a black background and a starry sky pattern. He put the quilt on himself and immediately felt the familiar sleepiness rising in his heart.

Although he could easily get rid of it, there was no need to.

Letting sleepiness eat away at his consciousness, Zheng Fan lay down on the sofa. Not feeling the heat, he turned over and wrapped himself up like a chicken roll.

"Toast, Lulu shoes, good night~." After he said this sweetly, he completely let go of himself and sank into sleep.

Subsequently.

Panic unfolds...

He transferred part of his nascent panic ability into his dreams, but although he was able to operate in dreams to a certain extent thanks to his connection with Lin Yilin, it was still like a blind man touching an elephant, kneading clay in the dark.

Even though Zheng Fan felt that his skills were already superb, the final result was not satisfactory.

It does create a dream, but the infinite horror turns into an infinite comedy. All the NPCs in it are Zheng Fan himself, and they repeat "warmth, twitching" in a ghostly way.

Binary girl is speechless.

Zheng reflected on that gap. Was it because he was completely incapable of thinking, or was it because he was in reality and the fulcrum of his dream was somewhere else?

Dreams are mysterious. In this world where even longing can bring about hallucinations of another world, complex dreams naturally cannot be peaceful.

Lin Yilin once said that most people can get inspiration from other worlds, and this inspiration often appears when the consciousness is in chaos.

Being drunk, dreaming, and other behaviors that make your consciousness temporarily "out of control" may trigger this layer of inspiration.

In other words, dreams can indeed become a wonderful medium.

Lin Yilin also said that in some unconfirmed mysterious studies in Dadu, it is claimed that dreams are a channel for human consciousness to transcend reality.

Through dreams, even ordinary people can transcend ordinary reality and glimpse the colors of multiple worlds in deep dreams.

How wonderful.

Zheng Fan really wanted to try it, but before he got the quilt, he couldn't sleep or dream because it was an illusion.

He can gradually control people's consciousness, and one day he will even be able to control people's dreams, but he may only be able to watch the characters' activities like a player in front of a computer screen and be helpless.

But now, he had a way to prove it.

Sleeping is not just for the sake of sleeping, but Zheng Fan has to admit that sleeping is indeed one of his favorite things to do.

Only when his consciousness sank silently into darkness could his subconscious feel his own existence in nothingness.

Now he will prove it.

Can hallucinations dream of black goats?
……

I couldn't tell whether my consciousness was rising or sinking, but what was certain was that I felt a very strong sense of accelerated movement.

Zheng Fan saw himself, a very ordinary and normal self. Although there was no difference from his usual appearance, Zheng Fan's heart was telling him that it was his real self, his human self.

When I was a human, I felt like I was immersed in the black sea.

There were large areas of burn marks, the body was torn into pieces, and the fragments were flying in the black sea. The picture was frozen at this moment.

It seems that his last fireworks have been released.

Unfortunately, he didn't see it with his own eyes, and could only infer it from himself when he accidentally spied on people.

And now, the body of this broken man is being clung to by darkness.

The darkness is alive, the world is alive, the invisible eyes stare at Zheng Fan, and stick themselves to Zheng Fan's body, filling the body fragments with themselves.

Zheng Fan stared at himself as a human and tried to get closer, but found that his body could not move smoothly, just like in a dream. This feeling was not so comfortable.

Suddenly, an inexplicable calling made him look up. He couldn't tell whether he was looking at the sky or the ground. Perhaps neither was meaningful in this place.

But he was sure he had seen something.

Looking into that chaotic and empty gaze.

It was a black vortex that encompassed everything, extending its branches into all the colorful worlds and dyeing them a uniform black.

A large number of black "water drops" dripped from its body. The moment they were illuminated by the light of other worlds, they were given different shapes, and then moved along the branches to a grayish white.

who is it?
What is it?
The figure is distorted, abstract, and difficult to describe. Each drop of "water" contains a myriad of information. Without the processing of other colors, the chaos in it seems to throw people into the vacuum of the universe, burn all their thoughts, and witness the pure truth.

Zheng Fan stared at it in a daze.

Darkness squirmed in his gray pupils, and behind the vortex, appeared another figure that he had imagined.

The slippery and twisted "Black Goat".

Just as he thought.

Zheng Fan dreamed about himself.

boom!
The sound of breaking glass suddenly rang out, and everything in front of him quickly faded away. Zheng Fan left this strange black dream fulcrum, and then shuttled back and forth in countless colorful worlds.

In the process, he became more sober.

The scene before my eyes became more and more specific.

At this moment, he could see all the multiple worlds that Lin Yilin had described to him.

The colorful scene in every sense quickly aroused Zheng Fan's desire to go there. He could understand why Lin Yilin had that strange look in her eyes when she was telling him about it.

but……

He can't get through.

Although I seem to have come back to my senses from the dream-like confusion just now, the feeling of powerlessness has not ended yet.

He should be sleeping and dreaming now, and he doesn't know if he will be able to dream so smoothly next time, so Zheng Fan doesn't plan to just wake up and end his dream.

Something needs to be done...

He stretched out his hand, and with a thought, multiple singularities appeared around him, surrounding him like stars, although they were all pitch black.

It's time to rely on hard work and sweat again.

Using the singularity, Zheng Fan tried to allow himself to travel through these worlds through dreams.

However, the consumption rate of singularities was unprecedentedly fast. Most of Zheng Fan’s current inventory had been burned and was still decreasing rapidly.

Even so, nothing seemed to change.

Why are you still playing tricks on me?

Just as Zheng Fan was thinking this and was about to give up in order to avoid being kidnapped by sunk costs, he had a subtle feeling.

When I looked away, I saw a black world.

Not quite what I wanted, but not impossible.

Hesitate for a moment.

"Try it."

He traveled directly to that world. This time, he no longer felt sluggish or powerless, and he moved very smoothly, and after a strong sense of falling, he fell into it.

(End of this chapter)