Am I really hallucinating?

Chapter 240: Is it really happening?

That being said, the child named "Lyrics" has not yet been born, so it is too early to threaten the lives of the audience. The band has not even had a formal performance, let alone debuting and going to a bigger stage.

There is still a long way to go, but perhaps because this is the first "job" after leaving the monastery and coming to the new world, even though Doris said they were just playing together, the attitudes of the others were actually very serious.

Taking advantage of Zheng Fan's rare good mood, everyone tried to play the entire song "Rebirth" together.

It was a completely different feeling from Doris' violin solo.

If Doris's violin is more lyrical, making people feel as if they can see new sprouts growing vigorously on the scorched earth, then playing all the instruments together makes people feel the shock of a hundred flowers blooming and all things contending.

Doris is not the only flower that is stubborn; the spirits of other people are also integrated into this song.

It's a very energetic song, meaningful and catchy. When I think that this was written by Doris after she had traveled around the city in such a short time, I can't help but admire her even more.

Although everyone had never practiced together before and was a little unfamiliar with the atmosphere, and the guitarist often improvised for no apparent reason and didn't follow the score, the effect was quite impressive for this newly formed band that was practicing together for the first time.

After all, compared to ordinary musicians, the composition of their band is really a waste of talent.

After the performance, everyone made a brief summary.

Tao Zhi held the bass and said, "The guitar solo is really unique. Although I don't quite understand it, but...Doris, you can really feel what you want to say in this part."

After receiving feedback from others, Doris's indifferent face couldn't help but reveal a gentle and joyful smile, which made Mora very envious.

But the guitar solo in the song is indeed eye-catching. After all, it is from that exciting guitar sound that the mood of the song gradually rises to the final sublimation.

When you think about the relationship between the guy in charge of the guitar and Doris, it's easy to see why.

Everything Doris wanted to say was included in there, but the damn hallucination didn't even play properly, it was too evil.

Maura gritted her teeth.

Gao Song took a sip of water and had nothing to say, but only he and Doris, who had perfect control over the instrument, knew what was turbulent in his heart.

This song is written for everyone here, including all the children who ran away from the convent.

He himself had no interest in Doris's invitation to the band, but chose to go along because he had nothing to do and wanted to repay a favor.

But after this first practice session, my thoughts changed slightly.

I have to admire her. Doris's talent is not just the Seed of Light. This is different from their artificial "genius". That extraordinary musical talent belongs to Doris herself.

If Doris' future songs can maintain such quality, Gao Song would be happy to accompany her with a positive attitude.

It can also be considered as... carving an epitaph for my past friends in the world of music.

Zheng Fan had enjoyed himself and didn't care about other people. He vented his emotions for a few seconds on his own in a retaliatory way, making people feel that he might be more suitable to join some death heavy metal band. Then he walked out of the carrot suit with satisfaction and stretched his waist.

He can master many modern musical instruments, and in his current hallucinatory state, without the limitations of his past body, his playing effects are even more extraordinary.

But it's nothing to be proud of.

After all, I have seen a true genius.

When he was in college and had nothing better to do, he taught himself to play guitar. He felt that he was quite talented. After quickly finishing the first semester, he could barely reproduce a difficult playing video found on the Internet.

Until a robot-like roommate looked at it curiously for a few seconds and asked if he could try it too.

Although he didn't like the other person's personality, Zheng Fan seemed to get along well with everyone at that time, so he gave it to him.

Then I regretted it.

After watching the video three times, he was able to perfectly reproduce the difficult guitar playing in the video, which was simply inhuman. But when he was asked to improvise without watching the video, he suddenly became completely like a novice and could not do anything.

Well, there's nothing much to say about this talented monster with the body duplication hack. I heard that he was once a famous super prodigy in the sports world, but he retired halfway. In short, this is one more reason to hate robot roommates.

In order to escape from unpleasant memories, Doris also found Zheng Fan.

"Mr. Music, your improvisation just now gave me some ideas for revisions." Doris jumped for joy and was a little excited. She even skipped a little when she approached. With her white dress, she looked like a happy little lamb.

"Hmm? Whatever you say." Zheng Fan shrugged. It was good to be able to give Doris inspiration, but he himself didn't care that much about it.

Mora: No, sister, although the illusion is indeed played well, don’t change it so casually!

"Well, isn't it better to write the lyrics first?" Mora quickly raised her hand to indicate that she had an opinion.

"Ah, that's true, but I have no idea about the lyrics for the time being, but the inspiration for the music is real..." Doris hesitated.

"Speaking of having children, I have an idea." At this time, Zheng Fan looked at the ceiling of the room and spoke.

"Huh?" The lamb asked in confusion.

……

Stanley General Hospital.

Although Stanley Street is located on the remote edge of Dadu, its total area is not small, and of course there are many mountainous areas. This makes Stanley Street less closely connected with other areas of Dadu, and it has been built and developed independently in many cases. Now it can be called a piece of pure land.

The sparse population makes this place relatively safe as a gray street, and also makes it possible for some facilities to be set up here.

For example, there is no general hospital even in Xixi Koko.

Doris was brought here by Zheng Fan at his suggestion. Zheng Fan spread a mist that blurred Doris's face, and then people around her seemed to be unable to see her, allowing her to move freely in the hospital.

"Obstetrics and Gynecology?" The lamb looked at the sign in front of it and read it out in a cute way.

"Since it's a 'freshman', we must come and see the real freshmen." Zheng Fan said as a matter of course.

"That may be true." Doris said after thinking for a moment.

Following Zheng Fan's arrival, Zheng Fan suddenly swiped his card to produce a mysterious spray, which he sprayed all over Doris' body.

"This is?"

"Of course this kind of place needs to be disinfected." Zheng Fan said as a matter of course.

Doris was silent for a moment, with nothing to say.

The music teacher was so well-behaved that she felt a little uncomfortable with him.

After making preparations under Zheng Fan's guidance, she entered the delivery room and saw the scene of childbirth as soon as she came in.

The scene was a bit bloody, but it was nothing to Doris. However, she was immediately attracted by the image of the mother and the baby in her belly trying to be born.

The doctors and nurses induced the baby in an orderly manner.

The head, some limbs, the body...

A living little life appeared in front of Doris. The ugly baby with a wrinkled face just after being born started crying after a slight cough.

"A premature baby." Zheng Fan recognized it at a glance.

"Ah, will that be dangerous?" Doris became a little nervous when she heard that. It clearly had nothing to do with her, but she seemed to be inexplicably involved.

"It's not too early, which is pretty common. It's not your baby, why are you so nervous?"

"Seeing a little life like this in front of me, I can't help but..." Doris said as she watched the child being put into the incubator.

Following the baby into the neonatal room, there were many babies lying in a row of small beds.

"Amazing."

"What's so great about it?"

"I don't know, I just feel it's amazing."

He looked at the children one by one, and out of curiosity he cautiously tried to reach out and touch a child, but the child unconsciously grabbed his fingers and fiddled with them.

"Is it fun? When the time comes and they cry for milk, you will know you are wrong." Zheng laughed.

Doris looked at it for a long time and then said, "Would Mr. Music want children?"

"Huh? I don't want it." Zheng Fan didn't even think about it. "Originally, I wanted to have a child to give an explanation to my stupid parents, although they may not need an explanation from me. And even if I'm handsome and have good conditions, my gameplay may be a bit exaggerated and no one will be able to stay with me until the end."

"As for now, regardless of whether I can have a baby or not, I have no reason or idea to do so."

"That's it."

"Do you want to have a baby?" Zheng asked in return.

"It should be meaningful to watch this little life grow, but I'm not ready yet." Doris shook her head. "This kind of real and basic tiny life force is indeed something I have never felt before. It is different from the cold feeling in the monastery. There, no matter how strong the life is, it will eventually turn into a cold seed, even me... But here, at least in this room, it's different."

"You have no parents anyway, so just wait until you want to have a child. If that doesn't work, you can adopt one." Zheng Fan said casually.

"Oh, that should be a long time in the future." Doris laughed.

As she spoke, she gently pulled her fingers out of the baby's hand.

Suddenly, the child whimpered a few times and then burst into tears.

When one child started crying, the other children in the room seemed to have triggered a chain reaction and started crying one after another.

The child is hungry and wants to be fed.

What Mr. Music said was true, it was indeed so loud that it was hard to accept at first.

It’s better to postpone things like having children for a little longer.

Doris fled from the room and headed out of the hospital, looking at Zheng Fan who was following her slowly.

Although it is impossible to have a real child in the short term, if we regard songs as children, then the process of composing music and lyrics together is also the process of creating a "child" together, right?
Thinking of this, a peaceful smile appeared on the lamb's face, his steps became lighter, and after he muttered a few words softly, the light in his eyes gradually became brighter and sparkling.

"Mr. Music."

"Ok?"

"I think the outline of the 'child' can be seen."

"That's great. Let's work together to give birth."

(End of this chapter)