Am I really hallucinating?

Chapter 83 Fireworks for the Past

After being frightened by Zheng Fan, the slightly frivolous atmosphere in the studio disappeared instantly.

Those who are standing stand up straight, and those who are sitting sit upright.

After hearing Zheng Fan's words, his body trembled again, as if he had been injected with chicken blood, and his blood boiled.

Even though some of them had just joined and didn't know why they were so easily infected, they looked very excited.

Zheng Fan relaxed and put away his aura.

Therefore, his invasion efficiency as an illusion is indeed extremely high. Unfortunately, most people in this world are "Muggles" and they won't even give him a window.

"Why did people outside look at me strangely when I came back?" Zheng Fan thought of this and asked Xiao Zhao.

"Well, because our studio is developing so fast, everyone else in the office must feel it's strange. But Brother Fei, you're often busy outside, and we're afraid that everyone's impression of you will be weakened, which will be detrimental to your future leadership of the studio. So we spread some rumors so that people won't dare to underestimate Brother Fei!" Xiao Zhao said with a beaming face.

I hope you didn't post anything weird.

Sighing, Zheng Fan perked up: "Then next, there is an important matter."

Hearing this, all the brothers in the studio became serious.

It's a rare occasion for Brother Fei to give an order personally, what kind of big task will it be?
"Does anyone among you play board games?" Zheng Fan took out various types of board games from somewhere under his collar.

Brothers:?

Zheng Fan was thinking that he didn’t catch anyone playing the game last time. There were so many people this time, so there must be someone who could play with him, Mr. Cheng, right?
Suddenly, Xiao Zhao's cell phone rang. He picked up the call and the voice on the other end hurriedly said, "Brother Zhao! Something happened at the factory on Dongding Road!"

"What?! Someone dares to cause trouble!?" Xiao Zhao slammed the table and said angrily.

"I'm not sure. Things seem a bit complicated. The police seem to be coming. Hey, why don't you bring someone to take a look?"

Xiao Zhao hung up the phone and apologized to Zheng Fan: "I'm sorry, Brother Fei, something went wrong here. I made a fool of myself."

"It doesn't matter. If something happened, I'll go and take a look if I'm there." Zheng Fan smiled and waved his hand generously.

Xiao Zhao led Zheng Fan out of the studio, but unexpectedly he ran into an acquaintance outside, the handsome guy Kiyono Koji.

"Huh?" Qingye Hesi made a puzzled sound when he saw Zheng Fan.

"Hey, long time no see." Zheng Fan approached him in a familiar manner.

The younger brothers and subordinates around them consciously made way for the two of them.

"Why are you suddenly in the mood to come here?"

"Because Lin Yilin refused to play board games with me."

Zheng Fan really didn't lie. Lin Yilin liked reading novels and watching movies and TV, but she didn't like playing games that much. Even board games for killing time were not her favorite. It was a pity.

LuLu shoes are just a pair of shoes, but Toast is incredibly good at playing all kinds of board games. Playing zero-sum board games with it is asking for trouble.

Qingye Hesi looked away speechlessly and suddenly didn't want to pay much attention to Zheng Fan anymore.

But then he thought of something else and said, "That crazy woman is back. Has she met you and Lin Yilin?"

"Crazy woman? Haha, this name shows that we have a common understanding. You know her too?"

"I know him. I've been beaten up before." Kiyono Koji was brief and to the point, and he wasn't too shy about talking about the embarrassing moments that had happened to him.

"As expected. What's the reason? I guess it's 'stay away from my daughter', something like that." Zheng Fan couldn't help laughing.

"You should also add 'you are not worthy of her'." Kiyono Koji sighed.

"Sure enough, a heavy-handed man like you looks like the type who will be beaten by the woman's family."

"What does Chongnan mean..."

"You better not be too clear."

Kiyono Koji could vaguely guess what he meant by listening to his tone. It wasn't a good word anyway. He snorted coldly, "So what about you? Did you get away with it in disgrace, or were you chased away like a stray dog?"

"I can still stand by your side leisurely and chat with you about these trivial things. You should know the answer in your heart." Zheng Fan replied with a smile.

Hearing this, Qingye Hesi still looked at Zheng Fan in surprise.

Then he looked back to the front: "It is indeed within my expectations, but it is still hard for me to believe it."

"There are crazy women like that in the world, so there's no shortage of a little character like me who can beat up a crazy woman and make her apologize, right?" Zheng Fan also looked forward and said playfully. "...Are you still willing to stay with Lin Yilin like this?" After listening to this, Qingye Hesi was even more silent, and finally asked this question.

"So what? Aren't most hallucinations about whoever gives you milk your mother? It's good enough that someone wants my hallucination. I don't even meet a few people who can have regular contact with me every day." Zheng Fan said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

Although he is very free now, on the other hand, being an illusion does not mean he is completely free.

There is still a lot of content that can be explored in depth on Lin Yilin's side, not to mention that a new possessed form has been unlocked, so he has even less reason to leave.

In a sense, Jiang Si's personality may be more pleasing to Zheng Fan, which is a good adjustment compared to Binary Girl. Currently, they are in a very harmonious contact stage, commonly known as the honeymoon period.

On the other hand, he also has to take good care of these two, otherwise the only thing he will have available is Cheng Fei's rotten body.

Zheng Fan also never gave up traveling around, trying to find other people with whom he could formally contact.

But the situation is still very bleak.

Of course, he could also change his mindset.

Panic hallucinations, where rumors are accumulated, events are distorted, and then explode in one day, are also a good approach.

With this in mind, the studio of this Banmu Office is indeed still useful, and I am considering starting the initial primitive accumulation from here.

Just consider it as Cheng Fei's body waste for utilization.

"With hallucinations as deep as yours, it's really difficult to have a proper contact." Qingye Hesi agreed with Zheng Fan's words, "Since you can even deal with that crazy woman, then you will have no problem with strength in Xixi Keke."

"And in Dadu?"

"If we don't directly confront those giants with many means, there won't be any problem. Luo Ye is well-known in the metropolitan circle, knows important people everywhere, and can still come and go freely. In addition to her positioning of herself as a high-level mercenary and never interfering in the internal struggles of the forces, her greatest reliance is still her strength."

"She's so amazing. I've always heard a lot about her, but I never really felt that she was that good."

Now Zheng Fan's biggest impression of Luo Ye is only two things: kneeling down to apologize and being almost bitten to death by toast.

"I really envy you. It must be very free to be an illusion." Kiyono Koji sighed.

"Don't you have a companion? Go ask it."

"It's not your type."

"The price of 'freedom' is that you might be forgotten by the world if you are not careful." Zheng Fan smiled, but his tone was contrary to his usual attitude and he did not mean to be joking.

"Most people would like to end their lives peacefully, but I can't accept that."

"…Your personality as an illusion?"

"That's how you understand it."

"But now at least someone remembers you." Kiyono Koji took out a cigarette but didn't light it. "As for me, as long as it can be seen by the people I cherish, I will be satisfied."

"Ah, that's another story. After all, I didn't have much of a sense of reality before." Zheng laughed, "In my memory, it seems that no one has ever remembered me since I was a child."

"Parents?" Kiyono Koji asked this subconsciously, but then he thought again and felt it was stupid. How could he discuss this topic with an illusion?

Maybe it's because this illusion looks too much like a human.

"They remember occasionally." Zheng Fan answered casually.

"..." Now Qingye Hesi didn't know what to say.

Zheng Fan continued, as if chatting with a friend and mentioning what he had eaten last night: "And, before I became hallucinating, I was preparing to commit suicide."

……

One day, a man suddenly decided to go to an unstable and chaotic area.

I did some pre-sleep exercises with all my equipment on, which I hadn't done for a long time, and then I eliminated another group of militants in the chaos.

Then go to the local world-famous cultural landmark and plant a large number of bombs.

Nuclear warheads and bombers are really difficult to deal with, let alone aircraft carriers.

Prepare to give yourself a decent death on a quiet night and set off some big fireworks.

But I fell into a deep sleep and didn't know whether the fireworks left for the past were actually set off.

(End of this chapter)