Am I really hallucinating?

Chapter 87 Expression of Violence

Is this how it feels when I let you touch it?

Although they did touch each other and hugged each other, it was a really loving scene, if we ignore the scene where the blood oozing from Longniao's wound dyed Jiang Si's tailored dress red.

However, putting aside these criticisms, Zheng Fan has almost confirmed some things.

Jiang Si said that if we can meet each other, it would be interesting.

Also, there were more than one or two dinosaurs.

Just looking at the previous attack scene, the differences between some of the bite marks indicate that there were two dinosaurs that attacked those students.

Now that we have seen the sauropods, we are even more certain that there are more than one type of these dinosaurs.

The traces of the attack on Dongding Road could not be caused by such a small thing, and this little dragon bird is not something like toast that has accumulated a lot of violence index. Its body is so small and its strength is just so-so. It is hard to say whether it can scare those students.

After struggling in Jiang Si's arms for a while, he couldn't move at all, and even hurt his wounds, which made him feel painful in vain, so the dragon bird chose to be quiet.

"So nice."

"You have to be obedient." Zheng Fan said.

Even after the red line was retracted, the dragon bird only trembled a little and did not dare to move.

“I want to keep it!”

Zheng said bluntly: "It's not certain how long it can be kept alive."

"It will be fine in a while." Jiang Si looked very satisfied, but Zheng Fan felt that she was just impulsive for a moment.

"Would a murderer like small animals?" Zheng Fan found it a little funny.

After all, there were a bunch of stray cats and dogs nearby whose bodies were hard to collect. Although Zheng objected to the stray cats and dogs, he didn't feel anything.

"Yes, I like them. Xicai and I used to raise a few cats together." Jiang Si answered with a strange tone.

"Oh, I see." Zheng Fan nodded, turned and left.

Jiang Si waited for a while, but didn't hear the rest of the story. Turning back, he found Zheng Fan had already walked a distance away, so he quickly caught up with him and said, "Hey! Why don't you ask what happened to those cats? And this is the first time I mentioned her name, why don't you show any curiosity at all?"

"I can tell from your tone that it's not a pleasant thing. I guessed who Xicai was as soon as I thought about it, so I didn't bother to ask." Zheng Fan turned his head and rolled his eyes at her.

"Isn't it obvious that I'm trying to start a conversation?"

"Then tell me."

"The atmosphere is gone..." Jiang Si was speechless.

She walked with Zheng Fan in the heavy rain while holding the dragon bird. After thinking about her words, she said, "I killed those cats."

Lightning illuminated the faces of the two, followed by a loud thunder, which scared the dragon bird in Jiang Si's arms and made it shrink its neck.

"This start is a bit unexpected." Zheng Fan looked at her, but her hair, wet by the rain, hung down, blocking her eyes, so he couldn't see clearly.

"I actually got to know her because of that opportunity. We were just strangers who raised a group of cats together in the same place, and then she was angry because I killed the cats."

"It's hard not to be angry. If it were me, I would definitely chop you into pieces and throw you into the microwave." Zheng Fan narrowed his eyes.

"I don't understand." Jiang Si looked up at the rainy night in front of him, "In a violent world, there is a boundary between violence and love."

what.

Zheng Fan suddenly remembered.

Jiang Si's family uses violence to maintain love, and most of the residents of the violent world are like this.

The world of violence is not just about violence, it also has everything that should be in the surface reality, but because violence has become the most important expression, red permeates everything, and this layer of blood red also renders too many complicated things. Love and affection are overshadowed by violence too much.

Some simple likes or preferences for certain objects may still be within control. But once it comes to deep emotions, especially emotions for other lives, the stronger the emotions, the deeper the influence of violence. The expression is also more distorted.

If it weren't for the fact that the violent residents were all "born with supernatural powers" and were incredibly tough, with fights to the death happening all the time in that place, there would probably be only a few people left.

An unbalanced world brings unbalanced emotions.

When Jiang Si's family expresses their care and love for their family, they mostly resort to violent behavior, only at the end they might leave a layer of violence for the sake of "love".

But even if one accidentally causes the death of a loved one because of love, they probably won't care.

They gave out their love, but the one they loved couldn't bear it.

Jiang Si, it's the same, cats are just too fragile. It's normal in a violent world, especially for the daughter of a big gang.

However, the other girl mentioned by Jiang Si didn't seem to think so.

"I couldn't beat her at the beginning, and she was pressed to the ground and beaten up. What conveyed was pure anger violence. At first I was puzzled. Why did she be so angry than her? But as she beat her, she cried."

"The violent world has no room for tears. I was confused and felt unfamiliar. Then she told me that violence cannot be an expression of love."

Zheng Fan didn't say anything and just kept listening.

"I might be a little hesitant. Although other brothers and sisters did a good job, I was the only one who felt scared and sad when my parents hurt me, even though I could feel the love in them." Jiang Si reached out and gently covered the dragon bird's neck.

The little dragon bird's neck was so fragile that Jiang Si could break it with just a little force.

"I didn't dare tell them, nor did I dare tell other family members. But at that time, I told Xicai. Xicai was very surprised, but she chose to forgive me and then taught me what is the normal expression of emotion."

Jiang Si clenched his hands gently.

The little dragon bird felt something was wrong and subconsciously let out a slight hiss.

"But it's so hard to understand, just like there's a thick fog between us. I seem to understand a little bit, but in the end I still can't grasp the key points. According to Xicai, it's like learning mathematics." Jiang Si sighed.

She looked at Zheng Fan, her tone gradually becoming serious: "I still don't quite understand it, but before I figured it out, Xi Cai left, taken away by something I couldn't see clearly but could vaguely feel existed."

"Hallucination," Zheng replied, cruelly pointing out, "After so many years, it's hard for people who have been suffering from hallucinations to be alive. Or if they are alive, they won't be the ones who can teach you how to express your emotions normally."

"Mr. Devil, are you also trying to sabotage yourself?" Jiang Si was not discouraged, but instead teased with a smile.

"It doesn't matter. The stage has been set up. You won't have a chance to get off the stage." Zheng Fan said casually and turned his eyes away.

"Yes. But I still want to find her. As my father often said, 'If she's alive, I must find her in person; if she's dead, I must find her body.' At the very least, I must find that illusion in the end." Jiang Si said with a smile.

Zheng Fan was still spotless as he walked on the road, clean in the rain: "Why did you suddenly think of saying this?"

When we first met tonight, I felt that Jiang Si seemed a little depressed.

However, as soon as he asked, Zheng Fan remembered the mansion where Jiang Si was when they met.

When Jiang Si was resting, the room she stayed in was the room of the youngest and purest girl in that dirty family.

The scene brought back emotions...

"Forget it, none of this matters to me. Also, loosen your grip a bit, or the little dinosaur will suffocate."

"what!"

Jiang Si finally reacted and quickly let go. The dragon bird struggled and made sharp cries and panted violently. Finally, it breathed smoothly. I thought it was going to be strangled to death.

What a deep love.

(End of this chapter)