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Chapter 569 Sayaka's Farewell with a Single Slash
“That, that.”

Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock…

Is the roof leaking? Sayaka wondered.

As her vision gradually blurred and she could see nothing at all, Sayaka realized that she was crying.

He discovered that the drops on the floor were his own tears.

"what."

She touched the tears on her cheeks with her fingers.

The blue-haired girl looked up and saw that Kyosuke Kamijou and Hitomi Tsukuba, who were holding hands intimately in front of her to celebrate their discharge from the hospital, had stopped and were looking at her.

It felt like a string in my mind had suddenly snapped.

"Huh, that's really strange... Haha, hahaha."

With a forced laugh, and noticing their worried gazes, Sayaka shakily pushed open the hospital door.

"Congratulations. I'm fine, I just need to calm down... Don't come looking for me."

Sayaka ran away.

From the feelings between childhood sweethearts and friends, from one's own heartbreak, from the tragic reality—

They escaped.

"Don't look...don't look...don't look..."

Run away.

Run away.

Run away.

Suddenly, a torrential downpour began, soaking Sayaka completely.

This made her a little happy.

In that case, the tears shed before, and the tears shed now, can both be considered rainwater.

Sayaka ran away in the rain.

Continue to run away from everything.

"found it!"

Then they were found in the rain.

It hasn't been long at all.

Even though he was running away aimlessly, Mami Tomoe still managed to spot him. Was it because of her inherited, overly accurate intuition?

Sighing, self-blame, pain, sadness, disgust, regret... Sayaka lowered her head in the rain.

"I heard about it."

"..."

"Here, I'll lend you my senior's breasts, so cry your heart out."

"..."

"Actually, it's quite embarrassing, but just accept it."

"It's a soft whisper," Mami said.

"...Please don't worry about me."

Without even looking up, he refused the offer.

The girl lightly touched the ground with her toes, and like a lone eagle soaring into the sky, she leaped into the air and completed a magnificent backflip.

"and many more!"

In the blink of an eye, he disappeared from Mami Tomoe's sight.

I don't want anyone to find out.

I don't want to see anyone.

She didn't want anyone to see her current expression.

"Don't look at me...don't look for me...I..."

However, there are always people who are worried about her, especially at this special time.

Among them was Madoka Kaname, whom she approached based on her intuition.

To avoid being discovered by Madoka, Sayaka quickly hid in the shadows of a corner of the room. In her view, Madoka was surrounded by many girls wielding exaggerated weapons.

She's probably a magical girl from another city who doesn't know the rules.

Sayaka couldn't help but reach out her hand.

(Wait, am I qualified to help? Xiaoyuan, she's so much stronger than me... Would she need my help?... Maybe nobody needs me...)
As she thought this, she withdrew her right hand, which had been clenched into a knife-like motion.

“Don’t stand in my way, or I might do something irrational… Sayaka is in pain, lonely, and sad right now. She needs me… I can’t leave her alone, so I have to go find her.”

The pink-haired girl clenched her fists and shouted angrily, but none of the magical girls understood; they remained full of hostility.

Sayaka, the only one who could understand, couldn't listen anymore.

Sayaka also ran away from Madoka. Larger, more intense, and more transparent raindrops fell from the girl's eyes.

Then, at the crossroads in the heavy rain, she saw Homura Akemi holding an umbrella. Naturally, she ran away immediately.

This is the only person she doesn't want to see in a vulnerable state.

Running in the rain.

"……asshole."

In the heavy rain, Sayaka lost control of her extraordinary speed and fell.

Before she knew it, she was in a sandpit in an empty park, her whole body covered in wet sand.

Sayaka, who had fallen on the beach, was too weak to stand up.

"Why...why, I clearly..."

"I was here first!!!"

Sayaka lay on her back, her cheeks wet with icy tears and rain.

"Waaaaah... Waaaaaah..."

Crying won't solve anything.

Crying won't protect you from anything.

Crying won't bring anything back.

"Waaaaaah..."

Despite this, I couldn't stop the tears.

"Aaaaaaaahhhhhh...!"

Tears overflowed, and the vessel of the heart was shattered.

The emotions that welled up in my chest climbed up my throat and turned into tears that spilled from my eyes.

…………

When the girl was chosen by Kyubey as the target of the contract, when she learned the truth about magical girls, when she almost sacrificed herself to make a contract with her childhood friend, when she was under countless mental pressures...

Hitomi Tsukuba, her friend.

Kyosuke Kamijou, her childhood friend whom she secretly loves.

both of them
— He “betrayed” her.

No, should I say that it was expected long ago?
"The Flow of the Holy Soul" is equivalent to the fusion of two different existences, and it has a greater impact on the "heart" than on power.

So Homura Akemi's frozen heart is drawing closer to Toki, becoming unable to ignore her sadness; Madoka's heart, like Raoh's, has become strong and determined, without any confusion; and Mami Tomoe's heart is like Jagi, sometimes appearing as a prankster and saying lines she thinks are cool...

Unlike "Ninja Soul Possession," the souls of the possessor and the fighter are not fused. Although Kyoko, who was guided by the Holy Emperor, also gained power, she still maintained her original strong and independent personality.

Sayaka was the same. She was determined not to let this unfortunate girl suffer the same pain of "dying for love" as him, so she remained silent.

Therefore, Sayaka is just an ordinary girl with slightly more power than others, and she doesn't have the heart to control that power.

Because of Kyubey's threat, I became silent; the thought of becoming a witch filled me with fear...

She hated this version of herself that wasn't like her, and how could someone who hated themselves possibly receive love from others?

Sayaka knew in her heart that no one had actually done anything wrong.

Kyosuke Kamijou's desire to get better is not wrong, Hitomi's courage to face her own feelings is not wrong, and the power that possesses her and gives her to protect herself is certainly not wrong. Kyubey is the enemy, and they are doing what is right for them.

"Whose fault is it?"
So, shouldn't she be the one who did something wrong...?

I can't tell the truth to anyone, and unlike others, I don't have enough courage to face everything.

People with fragile hearts always look for reasons somewhere, but unfortunately Sayaka is too strong, so she can only blame herself.

Although she wanted to act alongside Madoka, fight Kyubey together, and face the future together, a corner of her heart couldn't keep up with Madoka's pace. She was afraid, but she kept it to herself.

But now, she can no longer endure it.

The shattering of her love became the final straw that broke the camel's back, crushing her already fragile heart.

She was at her wit's end...

Then, the blue-haired girl, the disheveled Sayaka, the heartbroken girl, stood up like a walking corpse, revealing her dark and gloomy profile, and a terrifying sharp light.

"laugh."

They lost their faith.

Lost the target.

I lost my love.

They lost themselves.

As an individual, I can no longer maintain my feelings of love as a young girl.

They decided to fight, as if fleeing for their lives.

"..."

That was the exact opposite of the girls who fought with courage and love—the fighting will of the deranged and self-destructive.

——Sayaka - Starfall Mode (alter/Darkening)
(End of this chapter)