After rebirth, I became Tokyo Sentimental

Chapter 128 127. Take off your glasses and go all out
Dignity is something that the less you have, the more you want it, but the more you want it, the more you will lose it.

Weak, pitiful, and sympathetic.

The power of these three words combined was undoubtedly a bombshell to Kurosaki Oritsuki, especially since she had personally experienced the entire process between the two of them that night and was forced to help while hiding in bed, and she was about to return to that nightmare place with her mother's ashes.

calm.

reason.

This thing no longer exists.

Even though I went to Tokyo alone from that rural village more than ten years ago, the difficulties on the road and in the early days of taking root in Tokyo were not as heartbreaking as they are now.

These few words from Yuanye Si.

Especially the last sentence.

It undoubtedly tore her self-esteem to pieces.

It's actually not her fault that her mood at the moment is like the surging tide of the dark deep sea. She has been too depressed recently. No matter how good her control is, her emotions at the moment are like a flood that has been accumulated in the gates for three whole days without being released. Finally, it can't hold on anymore and the dam breaks.

Anyone who intends to tear apart her dignity by calling her pitiful will fail, except Suzumiya Saka.

Because until now, the thick armor he was wearing was the one that Suzumiya Saka helped her put together. It was similar to the principle of finding the person who tied the bell to untie it, the person who could easily break through the solid armor was not a powerful enemy, but the creator who knew the weakness.

Harano Tsukasa is not Suzumiya Saka.

But he was her representative.

Just like he said, without Suzumiya Saka's consent, he would never have the chance to be alone with himself, otherwise it would be exposed with just a phone call.

So why should he accompany me?

Protect?

Maybe.

But in Kurosaki Oritsuki's opinion, it was more of a provocation, and he no longer cared about her feelings as before.

After all, apart from the last time when she hid in the bed and acted as a close observer of their sports, she didn't believe that Suzumiya Saka didn't know that the existence of Harano Tsukasa had alienated them infinitely.

If you really want to protect yourself.

Then why doesn't she come herself?

Even if I'm currently busy and don't have time, I'm not in a hurry. Why don't I ask her to wait for a few days?

Now that a recorder has appeared, based on their years of dating, Kurosaki Orizuki concluded that this was definitely requested by the extremely jealous Suzumiya Saka, and not by Harano Tsukasa lying to her. But even if he was lying to her, she would blame Suzumiya Saka.

Without him.

Because of being angry.

And it is anger with a vengeful mentality.

The appearance of Harano Tsukasa broke the peace they had maintained for more than ten years. Kurosaki Orizuki then realized that he had developed some strange feelings that he was not aware of when he was with her but surged up before she left.

That's fine.

That kind of thing can be given up because they are destined not to have a dull relationship like ordinary friends.

After all, this day will come sooner or later.

She had already decided to exit gracefully, but now this incident has occurred. No one would believe that it was not intentional against her.

Since you're already so defensive towards me, why not just be direct and make it clear?
Therefore, with all kinds of emotions intertwined, Kurosaki Oritsuki's self-esteem was running wild. Even though strictly speaking, Suzumiya Saka was grateful to her for helping her out of the predicament, she still couldn't stand the feeling of humiliation that filled her whole body. She had decided to give up on herself and to retaliate by any means necessary.

"Please open two rooms."

"Open one."

"This gentleman..."

"I said open one."

"Then let her open one."

At Crowne Plaza Hotel Sapporo, Hokkaido, just as Harano Tsukasa was checking in at the front desk, Kurosaki Oritsuki walked up with a suitcase and an expressionless face.

Her tone seemed devoid of emotion.

Because of the bad weather and the difficult roads, and because Harano Tsukasa didn't want to take the bus, they went directly to a car shop in the suburbs to buy a car after leaving the airport. This delayed them for half a day, so Harano Tsukasa suggested that they stay in Sapporo for one night before accompanying her back.

Under her insistence, Harano Tsukasa decided to wait and see, and the two of them booked a room.

Harano Tsukasa knew that what he said on the plane hurt her heart, but he didn't expect her reaction to be so intense, so intense that she hasn't said a word to him since then. After entering the closed space, he didn't forget that there was a recorder on his chest, so after changing his shoes, he sat by the bed and reminded her: "I don't think this is appropriate."

"Whether it's suitable or not, haven't you agreed to stay in the same room with me? After all, if you really want to run away, I don't have the ability to stop you." Kurosaki Orizuki was not as leisurely as him and directly kicked off his shoes with his feet.

Her unhappiness was written all over her face.

The behavior is also not concealed.

"How can you say that..."

"Now I'll help you get rid of this thing, so you don't have to worry about it anymore." Kurosaki Orizuki suddenly turned around and snatched off the recorder attached to his collar.

He ran straight to the French window holding the recorder, which was not even as big as a finger, opened the window and threw it out.

"Aren't you afraid that she'll be angry?"

Yuanye Si was a little surprised to see this.

"What does her anger have to do with me?"

Kurosaki Orizuki had a blank expression on his face.

"Every piece of clothing is in the travel bag." Yuan Ye Si pointed to the travel bag he brought and reminded again.

Kurosaki Orizuki remained silent.

He just walked barefoot to the bag he placed on the floor, squatted down, unzipped it and began to search through it one by one. After unzipping four small recorders, he repeated his previous actions.

The action was not dragged at all.

He doesn't seem to care about the consequences at all.

"So tough?" Yuanye Si was a little surprised.

"I'm tough, haha, it should be you, who was so tough before, Yuanye-kun, actually accepted her to install such a thing, which is really unexpected."

"After all, the identity has changed."

"Oh." Kurosaki Orizuki's attitude was very cold.

She didn't say any more nonsense, but walked barefoot in front of Yuanye Si, raised her chin and looked up at him slightly: "Last time you were disturbed in the hospital, there shouldn't be any accidents this time, you can do whatever you want."

"Do whatever you want?"

"You can do whatever you want to me."

“There are no ventilators in the hotel.”

"Who said I have to use a ventilator?"

While speaking in a voice with almost no emotion, Kurosaki Orizuki slightly took off the flat-frame glasses she had been wearing since they met.

Once you take off your glasses, you can go all out!

If Suzumiya Saka is the epitome of sexiness among working women, then Kurosaki Oritsuki, a woman who bears great fruit on a slender branch, is like a delicate and fragile snowflake, which makes people want to touch it, but at the same time they know that there is a risk of it being completely shattered if touched.

She was still wearing a black dress today, which formed a sharp contrast with her skin which was as pale as the first snow.

Walking on the floor barefoot without shoes.

The toes are also crystal clear and beautiful.

With her tall figure, slender waist, and her obviously fragile body, any normal man, when hearing that she is actively seeking to be bullied, would probably want to pull her to the bed, and then attack her silently and let her, as a doctor, cure his temper.

Yuanye Si is naturally no exception.

But he still suppressed his thoughts and waited.

First I took a look at her changing wish list.

[Wish target: Kurosaki Orizuki]

[The wish list is as follows]

[1. Since she doesn't care about me and still wants to test me with her boyfriend, I won't be polite tonight and be her best friend who will give her a taste of the problem first (purple)]

[2. I want to elope with Harano Tsukasa, so that Suzumiya Sasaka will regret it for the rest of her life after she finds out (Purple)]

[3. If I am physically able, I really want to take some photos with Harano Tsukasa, use a high-definition camera to record how I take the smell, and then send it to her to see what kind of expression she will have (purple)]

Three wishes for the same purple, so terrifying!
Judging from his past experiences, the three wishes and purple of Kurosaki Orizuki in front of him were definitely the first time he had seen them.

But these wishes are quite outrageous.

It seems that what she said on the plane became a singularity for Kurosaki Orizuki's negative emotions to explode. Perhaps she was angry at Suzumiya Saka's distrust, or perhaps she was angry about her dignity being trampled upon. She has basically lost her mind now.

And there is also a serious revenge mentality.

Including Suzumiya Saka and myself.

Otherwise, the second wish would not be to drag myself to lie on the railway tracks, and of course it would be even more so for Suzumiya Saka.

Harano Tsukasa pondered between her first and third wishes, feeling shocked and speechless, and also feeling that the relationship between these two abnormal people was indeed a bit too plastic.

And you got the taste!

But if you really want to take it...

If you say this, I won’t be sleepy tonight!
"Yuanye-kun, I look like someone who is easy to bully, right? In terms of my physique."

Seeing that he did not move for a while, Kurosaki Orizuki, who was standing in front of him about thirty centimeters away with an expressionless face, was not in a hurry, but slightly opened her red lips and asked.

"Yes." Yuan Ye Si nodded in acknowledgement.

"So you want to bully me?"

Kurosaki Orizuki walked forward again.

"I did." He admitted again.

"In that case, please go ahead and bully me." This time, Kurosaki Orizuki moved closer until his chest was touching.

"That won't work." Yuan Ye Si shook his head.

"why not?"

There were waves in Kurosaki Orizuki's beautiful eyes.

Standing at such a close distance, Harano Tsukasa, who was more than ten centimeters taller than her, could clearly see the venous blood flowing under her snow-white collarbone skin from a bird's-eye view. But as for bullying, even though he was a little tempted, he would not show a panicked look and just pounce on her.

He smiled and said, "Didn't I just say that? You didn't even bring a ventilator, so why should I bully you? Do I have to come all the way to Hokkaido to help you, and end up risking a life? Is that what you are calculating?"

Not to mention that she hadn't held her fart well, just looking at this body that was about to break if squeezed, Yuanye Si was really afraid that she would roll her eyes and pass out after just a few hits.

Even with a ventilator it doesn't work.

After all, last time she only said it might work.

Although there are always more ways to relieve heat than difficulties, and Kurosaki Orizuki has more than one mouth, in addition to the other mouth there are also fruits that can definitely be clamped on her chest, but you have to explain clearly why you do something.

Of course it's easy to satisfy her.

But satisfaction can also be divided into low quality and high quality.

This is like being cured of an illness and discharged from the hospital with no sequelae or having a temporary bone setting and then getting injured again without any care.

All the recorders were thrown away.

The purpose of desensitization has been achieved.

The next thing to do is to decide whether Kurosaki Oritsuki will withdraw from his and Suzumiya Saka's sight, or whether she insists on turning against each other.

But before that…

First, calm her down.

The ultimate of anger is calmness.

So after collecting his thoughts, Yuan Ye Si stared at her slightly sick face, which was lifeless after the stimulation just now, and stroked his chin and said, "Besides, I don't really want to exercise with a dead fish."

"Dead fish?" Hearing this, Kurosaki Orizuki lowered his head slightly and chuckled a few times: "Hehe..."

"You want to take the initiative, right?"

"I will fulfill you!"

Just as he finished speaking, Kurosaki Orizuki unexpectedly pounced towards him, moved closer to him, and put her slender arms around his neck, then used inertia to lie down on the big bed next to him.

The weight of two people stacked on top of each other made the soft bedding sink into the shape of a human, with many wrinkles appearing around the edges.

It was the first time that he was forcefully embraced, but Yuan Ye Si didn't have much to say. After all, he was already used to the softness of the chest against his, and he was not new to being pressed, so he just accepted it with a normal expression.

Immediately afterwards…

It's just endless kissing.

Compared to the warm or hot lips of Suzumiya Saka and Shimizu Yuko, her lips were icy cool.

She kisses like crazy.

It might be a bit of an exaggeration to say that it felt like his face was brushed with a brush, but he did feel that every corner of his face was left with marks, and slowly, Kurosaki Orizuki's originally slightly cold lips gradually turned warm.

Her kisses were simple.

All technique. No emotion.

Although it was crazy, it was only superficial behavior. I just wanted to keep the initiative in my own hands, so we didn't entangle each other like a couple.

But she had no intention of stopping.

It was as if the roles were reversed, and she felt that she was also bullying Harano Tsukasa to vent her hatred.

Harano Tsukasa was pinned down by her like this, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, letting her do whatever she wanted to him. Until her breathing became more and more rapid, as if she was tired or her body was reacting, he raised his hand and directly lifted her face.

"stop!"

Looking at Kurosaki Orizuki's already red face and bloodshot eyes, Harano Tsukasa frowned and said impatiently, "Besides making me drool, what else can you do?"

"Can we just serve the main course?"

"You only know how to light fires all day long, but you don't learn how to put them out. You are such a wimp, you only make thunder but no rain. I don't know how you can handle this."

This is a complete travesty.

It's not okay to mock her.

If these words of Harano Tsukasa were spoken by a married wife to her husband, the latter would probably cover his wife's mouth in a hurry, and then eat wolfberries as if they were rice to show off his masculinity and wash away his injustice and shame.

Women generally don't find the irony that so great.

After all, it doesn't matter how you cultivate the land.

But to Kurosaki Oritsuki, these words sounded like a husband being despised by his wife, even more humiliating, because after all, her land could barely be considered abandoned.

"Am I a loser?" The fingers of Kurosaki Orizuki that were grabbing his collar clenched so tightly that they turned slightly white.

Her eyes became even darker.

Hearing his impatience, Kurosaki Orizuki became impatient while waiting, and even wanted to ask him how he knew it wouldn't rain, but it was too difficult to ask, so she used her remaining rationality to ask: "Can't other places satisfy you?"

"But you don't have that ability." Yuan Ye Si continued to fan the flames, imitating her sarcastic tone: "Do you want to satisfy me or yourself?"

"I want to satisfy you as well as myself."

"You can't do that."

"Can't do it?"

"Here." Kurosaki Orizuki raised her chin and pointed to her thin lips with smudged lipstick. Then she lowered her head and glanced between his legs from top to bottom. Her meaning was already very simple: "Can I satisfy you?"

"It's enough, half of it."

Harano Tsukasa actually approved of this fire extinguisher.

"Then this." There was a hint of madness in Kurosaki Orizuki's eyes. She pulled the shoulder strap of her long skirt with her fingers and showed her conscience: "Can I satisfy you?"

"..."

"talk!"

"It can satisfy the other half."

Yuan Ye Si was so shocked that he couldn't take his eyes away.

Kurosaki Orizuki had completely given up on herself, not caring about the consequences. There was only madness and fearlessness in her eyes. She didn't care what would happen if Harano Tsukasa couldn't control herself and didn't follow the iron rule of not being able to get in, causing her to get sick. She just stared at his eyes from a bird's-eye view, gritted her teeth and asked, "Then, can this plus this satisfy both you and myself?"

"Don't breathe so hard, I'm afraid you'll faint before we even start." Yuan Ye Si patted her shoulder.

"If you faint, then faint!"

"I know you're anxious, but don't be anxious. I want to ask you first what exactly stimulated you?"

"What do you say?"

Seeing that he was still able to hold back and tease her at this point, the rage in Kurosaki Orizuki's chest became even more intense. All kinds of confusing memories were repeatedly intertwined in her mind, like waves hitting her and making her heaving chest unable to calm down at all.

However, the more she did this, the less anxious Harano Si became, and he used the tactic of using stillness to overcome movement.

"What are you angry about? Are you angry that Suzumiya Saka wasn't kind enough to take care of your life from the beginning to the end? Or are you angry that we excluded you from our normal relationship, and you're so angry that you're here to take revenge?"

"Both."

Kurosaki Orizuki stared at him with red eyes.

"Both?" Harano Si stared at her conscience intently and said, "Indeed, both of them are quite true. Well, I am talking about those two things."

He paused, then continued:
"Okay, then I'll tell you, Suzumiya Saka and I never owe you anything, let alone hurt you. At least as far as I know, the help she has given you over the years is immeasurable. I probably understand that you gave up on yourself because you felt that you were going to lose this relationship, and it seems that he doesn't trust you, but from the perspective of a normal friend, what did she do wrong?"

"If you insist on using your abnormal psychology to judge, then just ignore what I said. However, I still reserve my opinion. You are the only one who did something wrong."

"As for me, you came to me under his name after we first met at the mall, intending to conduct a test. But lies must also be lies. I believe you understand this principle. Until last time in the hospital, you let me test whether you have a conscience with my hand. If you dare to admit it, don't you want to deliberately sow discord?"

There was no impatience in Harano Tsukasa's voice that indicated he wanted to bully her. Instead, there was an extraordinary calmness in it. As for the topic he was talking about, it had nothing to do with their current behavior, which was completely different from what he had expected.

It was his calmness that gradually calmed down Kurosaki Orizuki, who was originally overwhelmed by anger and hatred, but he was still emotionally unstable.

As for the question about Harano Tsukasa.

She admitted it without any reservation.

"Yes, I want to sow discord."

Harano Tsukasa's gaze still did not shift. After all, the two of them were too attractive. Although he had experienced it last time, it was not as visually impactful as it was now.

But his eyes didn't move.

But the words in his mouth never stopped.

"It's good that you admit it, so now I want to figure out what you are angry about."

"Because of the last time we slept together?"

"Speaking of which, it wasn't me who knocked on my door late at night and insisted on having a heart-to-heart talk, but you. It was also you who didn't think of explaining when we bumped into each other, but only wanted to hide. You could have solved the problem in a slightly suspicious but harmless way, but in the end you ended up getting irritated and transferring it to someone else."

"If I'm not mistaken, you didn't go out to explain that night because you just wanted to stay in my room."

"As for the reason, it's very simple. It's not that you lost your composure in a moment of anxiety, but that you didn't even think about going out when you knew that Suzumiya Saka came to me just to do what men and women do late at night. Because you wanted to stop us, you felt uncomfortable and didn't want us to have sex."

Listening to Harano Tsukasa's detailed analysis of her own mental journey, Kurosaki Orizuki suddenly felt as if she was seen through from head to toe. This feeling suddenly cooled down the mad heat that had been caused by her self-abandonment, as if she had been poured with a basin of cold water.

Half a month ago, after hearing his words, Kurosaki Orizuki might have thought of a way to fight back, but now she was so overwhelmed by hatred that her mind was in a mess and she had no room to think or stay calm.

Now she has only one feeling.

That is, in this game that started from their first meeting, she really lost completely.

To put it bluntly.

Even my underwear was lost.

And now, the thing she almost shouted out in a fit of excitement, and the fact that she thought she was taking revenge on Suzumiya Saka, was still benefiting Harano Tsukasa, who was under her.

And what Yuan Ye Si said next.

It further confirmed her current guess.

"In fact, I had the opportunity to explain from the moment she entered the room to the final moment, but I just kept pretending until you were there too."

Yuan Ye Si sighed, resisted the urge to pinch it and asked, "Do you know why?"

"Punish me." She said subconsciously.

"That's right." Yuanye Si reluctantly looked away, fearing that he would not be able to hold back and bite her directly, and planned to finish his words first: "I just want you to know that many things are very powerless for you, especially when you owe others a favor and still want to interfere in things, it really seems very tasteless."

Hearing this, the madness and resentment in Kurosaki Orizuki's eyes gradually faded away, and what followed was an unprecedented sense of frustration and death.

What Yuanye Si said is indeed correct.

Since you already know that you have lost completely, you should withdraw before you lose face and emotions.

And it’s about gratitude.

She is indeed a complete green tea.

Instead of returning the favor, she also staged a drama of turning a favor into a grudge. Actually, it would have been fine if she had just staged it, after all, as long as she could gain benefits or get away with it unscathed, but she ended up losing miserably.

This feeling of frustration and powerlessness brought her back to more than ten years ago, when she had just arrived in Tokyo from this place and suffered all kinds of contempt and grievances.

“I’m a real failure as a human being.”

She suddenly laughed and murmured to herself.

"It's a failure. You're already thirty years old, but you're still so pretentious. It's all your own fault."

Harano Tsukasa's evaluation was also merciless.

"Well, damn..."

"It's not that bad." Harano Tsukasa didn't intend to stab him to the point of death, but at the same time, he turned his gaze back to her conscience, and then said, "But it's true that a good hand of cards was played badly."

"If I were you, I would either leave right away and be a bad guy to the end. Anyway, we won't have any contact in the future, so there's no need to care about this special relationship. It's meaningless."

"If you really can't let go, you might as well go straight to the point, take the initiative to make things clear, and repay the favors you owe her one by one. You know her character, she won't really ask you to repay her, but at least there will be no barriers in communication, and you won't be like a headless fly, running into walls every day, thinking that you are living in pain all the time."

"Of course, there is a third method besides the two methods I just mentioned. But I told you that night in the harbor. After all, the triangle is the most stable. I don't mind if you are willing to participate in our family. As long as you convince her to agree, then I have no problem. This will perfectly solve all your problems, but you have to adapt psychologically."

Kurosaki Orizuki, who had completely calmed down, carefully savored Harano Tsukasa's words. Although their positions were hostile, she did agree with his point of view from the bottom of her heart.

But even she could understand these words before.

I'm afraid it's still not possible to do it so thoroughly, whether it's just giving up the relationship and leaving or taking the initiative to make things clear.

As for the third sentence...

She just ignored it subconsciously.

"Why are you telling me this? Or what is your purpose in telling me this?" Kurosaki Orizuki looked down at him, and then added: "In my impression, you are not a kind person who would save me."

"Why..." Yuan Ye Si smiled and said, "Because I admire your tenacity and perseverance, so I don't intend to let you sink like this because of what happened between me and her."

He didn't lie in this sentence.

Yuan Ye Si really admired her.

But this appreciation has nothing to do with her character. I just have some respect for her after hearing her story from Suzumiya Saka.

Do whatever it takes to survive.

Drag yourself out of the mire.

This undoubtedly requires great luck and resilience.

She was both lucky and resilient, and she found Suzumiya Saka, who would not harm other people's lives even if she asked for benefits, and she also provided emotional value to the latter. In fact, both parties benefited.

But ever since I showed up, I obviously made the wrong move and ended up like a headless fly now.

"You may not believe it, but this is one of the reasons why I told you so much. As for the other reason, I seem to have made it very clear when I saw you for the second time. I will not allow a time bomb to be buried next to Suzumiya Sasaki. Now I use this method to tell you, but next time, the means may be more extreme. Do you understand now?"

Hearing these words of obvious favoritism, even Kurosaki Orizuki, who thought she would not develop any feelings, could not help but feel jealous towards Suzumiya Saka.

This jealousy quickly took over all my emotions.

And she suddenly subconsciously re-examined the third suggestion that Yuan Ye Si had just made.

Only a moment later she regained her composure, suppressed the hesitation in her heart, and in order to try not to think about such even more embarrassing thoughts, this was the first time she was willing to admit defeat and expressed her apology.

"I'm sorry, I was a little excited today. I didn't adjust my mentality well because of what happened a while ago, so could you please forget everything that happened just now?"

"I can forget, but I don't think they'll be able to forget those recorders you threw out."

"..."

"I will explain to Sasaka. Anyway, I want to tell you that I'm sorry. I was indeed a little self-destructive just now, and wanted to retaliate in a way that ordinary people would consider undignified, but now... I regret it."

"so?"

Noticing that Harano Tsukasa's eyes never shifted even when he was talking to her, the pleasure of venting had long since disappeared without a trace. She was now filled with only a sense of shame, so Kurosaki Orizuki held her breath and said as she tried to pull up her shoulder straps without leaving any trace: "I'll go get another room."

"That won't do." Harano Si held her hand when she wanted to get up and stop pressing on him.

"Yuanye-kun, you..."

"Didn't you promise to calm me down?"

“…Don’t be ridiculous.”

"Do you think I'm a joke?"

"You can't do this. What if there's still a recorder left by Saxiang in your travel bag? And the hotel doesn't have a ventilator, and my body can't take it..."

"Who said we have to use a ventilator?" Yuan Ye Si hit back at what she had just said to him.

"So...what do you want to do..."

"Isn't there this and that?"

Of course, it is impossible for Yuan Ye Si to let her go easily after being provoked to this point. Moreover, he is a principled person and always responds to opportunities and never gives up easily.

What's more, it has already been delivered to your mouth.

You can't really not eat it.

Besides, one of the purposes of his coming to Hokkaido was to get some rewards from Kurosaki Orizuki. After glancing at his still-present wish, he did not hesitate any longer, but directly raised his head by exerting force on his neck.

"you…"

"suck!"

(End of this chapter)