After rebirth, I became Tokyo Sentimental

Chapter 181 180. Without a ruthless heart, you cannot stand firm

As a professional doctor, Kurosaki Oritsuki thought she could operate on the human body's organs without batting an eyelid, because humans are also animals. In fact, it's just like that. They all have a nose, two eyes, intestines and kidneys in their stomachs. Even the reproductive organs are different for men and women. There's nothing strange about them. She wouldn't even blink if she pulled them.

But now she doesn't feel that way anymore.

Maybe the scene has changed and her mentality is different. For example, compared to opening a patient's stomach in an operating room with only the sound of machines, she might not even be able to hold the scalpel steadily in the Tokyo Dome under the gaze of tens of thousands of people. This is the difference.

She didn't think much of it at first, especially when she put on the breathing mask for the first time at home. The tingling sensation reminded her of the professional descriptions in medical textbooks, and it was indeed so painful that it made her want to run away.

It's like using an electric drill to drill the ground.

But after putting on the breathing mask for the second time, everything changed, and she couldn't help drooling.

Although Kurosaki Orizuki once felt that as the number of times increased, doing this kind of thing that could help increase the country's fertility rate would not be very uncomfortable, it would never make her feel addicted. However, after a few times of adjustment, she vaguely felt that she was about to be slapped in the face again, and the hatred and disgust she had for Harano Tsukasa in her heart magically decreased with each collision.

She suspected that she had been genetically invaded.

After all, Yuanye Si gave too much every time.

It's not impossible.

Kurosaki Orizuki tried to think that these short-lived pleasures were caused by oxytocin and dopamine, but as time went on she found that she could not hold on any longer.

This is indeed the case.

Because she has congenital asthma, her body is much weaker than that of ordinary people. Even if with the help of technology she can barely accept the physical impact of love like a normal person, it is not a long-term solution after all. Therefore, Harano Si always reserves some strength every time, for fear that she might get hurt by using too much force.

"You never wear a seat belt when driving?"

"I am a forgetful person. If the car computer does not have an alarm to remind me, I will easily forget."

"Then you're not afraid of being deducted points?"

"Of course I was afraid, but there are many reasons for not wearing my seat belt. For example, the car I was driving today was new and took a long time to warm up. In addition, it had not been run-in before, so I didn't know the best condition of the engine. I had to drive carefully, so I must have forgotten to wear my seat belt after the car had been warmed up for a long time."

"..."

"What's wrong? I got a new car and you want some advice? If that's the case I can tell you first."

"You still have any opinions!?"

"Of course. In fact, the exterior sheet metal of this car is well made. The overall shape is streamlined, and the headlights are big and bright. In fact, I was attracted to this car when I first saw it. But after I actually drove this new car, I found that it had many problems."

"Tell me, what's wrong?"

"The biggest problem is that the engine of my new car tends to overheat easily. If I drive at high speed, the water tank will crack and leak quite seriously."

"…hehe…"

"What? You don't believe it? Or do you think my evaluation is not fair enough? If you have different opinions, you can directly raise them. I will accept them humbly. However, I forgot to mention the two greatest advantages of driving this car just now."

"What are the greatest advantages?"

"Of course it's naturally aspirated and directly injected."

Hearing these humiliating words, Kurosaki Orizuki couldn't help but turn her head and glance at Harano Tsukasa who was hugging her at the moment, but the hot masculine scent lingering around her nose made her unable to get angry. Coupled with the memories of last night, she felt even more frustrated and powerless.

How did I become this kind of woman?
This thought occurred to her more than once during the intermission last night, but when Yuan Ye Si made a comeback, this thought disappeared again.

Actually, it’s okay not to wear a seat belt.

If she let that child give birth to her instead, not only would it be immoral and have huge hidden dangers, but she would also feel somewhat uncomfortable. After all, it was not born from her own belly. Even though she was a doctor and believed in science, the inheritance of genes could not compare to the wonderful process of the baby growing in her own belly.

I just don’t know if I can handle it…

You have to resist even if you can't. Otherwise, if you have a child in the future, will it be yours or that child's? Not to mention how the man in front of you will deal with this matter after he knows about it, this kind of relationship alone is enough to cause trouble.

"Kyoto is very famous, not only because of its thousand-year history and historical sites, but mainly because of its red maple leaves. I came here once before, but I had something else to do and didn't go anywhere, and the maple leaves didn't turn red. This time I finally saw it, and it was indeed beautiful, but it felt just like that. Anyway, I've seen it before, so it's no longer surprising."

Kurosaki Orizuki agreed with this point. They were currently sitting on the first floor of Rurikoin, and on a matcha mat next to the floor-to-ceiling window. As long as they looked up, they could see the maple leaves outside the window that filled their vision like brilliant red flames.

It is indeed beautiful with a visual impact.

It felt like I was in a world of red maples, and my mood suddenly became calm.

嗏

That's it.

At most, she would take photos and check in as a souvenir, and the photos would never be developed. Maybe they would just be saved in the photo album on her phone, and she would not remember them when she changed to a new phone, and they would disappear along with the old phone.

For a moment, Kurosaki Orizuki was unsure of what Harano Tsukasa meant by what he said. She couldn't read minds, but she knew that his words definitely had another deeper meaning.

"Just like when you were a kid, you might catch a dragonfly or buy a lollipop, and you would think that was an important thing. When you go to school, maybe a high score on a test paper that satisfies both your parents and yourself is more important. If you are lucky enough to meet someone you like, you might just sit behind her and look at her hair and feel like you can keep looking at it. When you get married, you feel like you will have a stable life with children."

Yuanye Si leaned on the soft backrest filled with grains and looked at the red maple leaves outside the window. He took a sip from the teacup on the table beside him and continued:

"After getting a lot of things, I feel like they're not that big of a deal. There are also some things that you'll never get, but as time goes by, you slowly forget about them, and at most you'll feel a little regretful."

"Just say what you want to say." Kurosaki Orizuki couldn't help but frowned when he heard him beating around the bush. Thinking of the message he sent her last time, she felt that this was another warning: "Aren't you just worried that I might have some bad intentions towards your child?"

"No."

"what is that?"

"I'm worried about yourself."

"What do I have to worry about?"

"I have always believed that children from single-parent families will have some character defects, which are usually manifested in extreme emotions. But this is not the child's fault, but the parents' problem," said Harano Tsukasa.

"And then?" Kurosaki Orizuki clenched his fists.

"Then, normal people shouldn't choose such a person as a wife or husband, otherwise there will be a lot of trouble, and it will be difficult to get rid of it. But if you really can't get rid of it, you have to find a way to remedy it."

"How to remedy it?"

“Fill in what you lack.”

"So what do you think I'm missing?"

“Fatherly love.”

"So..." Kurosaki Orizuki turned away after a moment and asked expressionlessly, "You want to be my dad?"

Harano Tsukasa was stunned for a moment, turned his head and looked at Kurosaki Orizuki who was close to him for two seconds, then couldn't help laughing, shook his head and said, "I didn't say that. If you strongly request, it's not impossible, but I actually wanted to say that letting you experience being a mother can also alleviate this extreme mentality."

Kurosaki Oritsuki's complexion still did not improve.

She just said in a cold voice: "I can't have children. Even if I get pregnant, I will probably have an abortion because I can't give birth naturally, only by caesarean section. Even so, the child and I may not be able to get off the operating table together." When she said this, Yuanye Si was stunned again.

He had no other purpose, he just wanted to comfort Kurosaki Orizuki, because Harano Tsukasa always felt that since this woman came back from Hokkaido, she seemed to have taken off the shackles and became unrestrained, otherwise she would not have hired someone to hit their car last time.

She is now a typical dangerous person.

It's unrealistic to say that you want to kill someone. Modern society is not ancient times where you can just find a deserted place and throw him to death. Even if Sato Mie wants to kill someone, it's not easy now. If she is discovered, it's easy for her enemies to make trouble for her. So, instead of leaving the meat uneaten and then getting killed, it's better for Harano Tsukasa to eat the meat first and collect the interest. As for how to appease him, that's another matter.

As a result, she ate meat twice, and Kurosaki Oritsuki had already considered the issue of reproductive safety.

Thinking that he really didn't have the habit of wearing a seat belt while driving, it would probably be a big burden for her if he really did, so after thinking for a moment, Yuan Ye Si said, "Do you want a child?"

"I don't know." Hearing his tone, which was different from his previous serious tone, Kurosaki Orizuki suddenly felt a little flustered.

"Have you ever had this fantasy?"

"Maybe... there was."

Upon hearing this, Harano Tsukasa was silent for a moment, feeling a little tricky. At the same time, he discovered the pros and cons of becoming the Tokyo Whip Woman. The pros of course were that she was around 30 years old, tempting and delicious, and would burst with juice when bitten. But the cons were also very obvious, that is, women actually wanted to reproduce more than men when they reached a certain age. He thought for a long time but couldn't think of any good way to solve this problem for Kurosaki Orizuki. He suddenly remembered that she had a wish on her wish list to let someone else get pregnant for her.

This is certainly not advisable.

It's more than illegal.

Judging from Kurosaki Oritsuki's current state of mind, she definitely wasn't holding it in well. Harano Tsukasa thought of the information provided on the previous wish list, and knew even with a pinch of his nose that she wanted to have a child through surrogacy. Moreover, she was indeed sneaky after he finished the day before yesterday. She was clearly on top of it, but suddenly said something like she was afraid that he would get sick from covering it up, so she might as well take it out and let it air out since it was over.

It is estimated that it was collected at that time.

Severe cases require strong medicine.

Anyone who has killed fish knows that if you want to scrape the scales and gut a fish so that it stops struggling, you must first hit the fish's head with the back of a knife to make it unconscious, then scrape it dry and clean it and then open the gate to let water in to rinse it. Now that Harano Tsukasa has done both of these steps, all that's left is to fillet the fish delicately and gently.

After pondering for a while, Harano Tsukasa looked at her snow-white profile and said slowly, "So now I have a way for you to become a mother without either natural or cesarean delivery. I wonder if Kurosaki-san is interested?"

Upon hearing this, Kurosaki Orizuki did not speak immediately.

Instead, he clenched his hands even tighter.

She clenched her teeth, her face turning pale and blue, as if she was enduring great humiliation.

A few seconds later.

She finally spoke through gritted teeth.

"You want me to raise a child for you and Saeka?"

"Ah?" Yuan Ye Si widened his eyes.

Before he could respond, Kurosaki Orizuki struggled out of his arms, her beautiful eyes were already cold enough to kill people: "How could you come up with such an idea? Aren't you afraid that one day I will have an extreme disease like you said, and cover the child with a blanket and suffocate him to death?"

"You have such a cruel heart..." Yuan Ye Si's eyelids couldn't help twitching when he heard her say that, but he still sighed slightly and explained: "That's not what I meant. Isn't your child always in front of you?"

"…My three-hundred-month-old baby?"

"Yeah, didn't you feed your 300-month-old baby last night?" Yuan Ye Si nodded.

"..." Kurosaki Orizuki's pale face quickly turned red, and he felt angry and said angrily, "I told you that no woman would like your serious attitude that suddenly turns into a joking attitude. It really makes people feel irresponsible. No wonder Sasaki didn't plan to contact you after she had a child."

"I just wanted to ease the atmosphere. There's no need to escalate it into personal attacks, right?" Harano Tsukasa replied.

"Haha." Kurosaki Orizuki responded with a sneer.

"So what do you think is responsible?"

"Don't you claim to be able to read minds? Can't you just read it yourself? Why do you need me to tell you?"

[Wish target: Kurosaki Orizuki]

[The wish list is as follows]

[1. I won’t wear a ventilator until I die (red)]

[2. Don’t let him drink for a year (purple)]

[3. Get pregnant with his child, and die in front of him with a big belly when the baby is about to be born (red)]

If you are not ruthless, you will not be able to stand firm.

Just based on this cruel and ruthless method, it is enough to make Kurosaki Orizuki survive for more than ten episodes in that palace fighting drama where everyone has 1,600 tricks. Harano Tsukasa's face turned slightly dark, and he felt that the treatment was useless.

However, just as he was about to speak, the crisp ringing of his cell phone suddenly stopped him from speaking.

Under the gaze of Suzumiya Saka, Harano Tsukasa took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and then they both saw the contact's notes displayed on the phone screen.

After a moment, Kurosaki Orizuki withdrew his body.

She raised her smooth chin, narrowed her beautiful almond-shaped eyes slightly, and knelt on the ground silently.

Yuan Ye Si felt her slightly provocative gaze and knew that she wanted him to answer the phone. However, there was really no need to avoid people, so after considering for a moment, he answered the phone and said, "What's the matter?"

"Where are you?" The voice of Suzumiya Saka was heard from the microphone, but her tone seemed hesitant.

"Kyoto."

"Why...did you go there?"

"I'm in a bad mood, so I came out for a walk."

"When are you coming back?"

After listening to this, Harano Tsukasa glanced at Kurosaki Orizuki who was sitting next to him and said, "I have no plans to go back for the time being."

"You come back first..."

"What happened?"

"Our children..."

Hearing her hesitate and suddenly bring up the topic of the child, Yuan Ye Si subconsciously had a bad premonition and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with the child?"

"It's nothing, actually."

"that is…"

“It seems like there are more children.”

(End of this chapter)