After rebirth, I became Tokyo Sentimental

Chapter 183 182. All for the Children
How to be a good girlfriend or wife has always been a challenge for Suzumiya Saka. After all, she has never had this experience in her 30 years of life, and she has no friends of the opposite sex. She doesn't understand many things, including the judgment of the boundaries of romantic relationships, which is actually quite vague, not to mention that she got pregnant not long after dating.

In fact, she really wanted a child.

The reason for this is still due to external pressure from parents, influence from friends and one's own mood changes.

Because she didn't like meaningless daily interactions with people, Suzumiya Saka threw herself into her career. When she first started working, she felt that this was the most important thing and it was very interesting, a hundred times more interesting than the love between men and women.

However, as time went by, her own state of mind gradually changed, especially that of her children.

Even though she didn't like socializing, she would go home during the Chinese New Year or other important holidays to visit all kinds of relatives. Especially when she saw cousins younger than her getting married and having children, and the children stumbling around with their chubby little faces asking her for a child's gift, she felt that she was really missing a child. It seemed that having a little thing making noises around her was not as annoying as she had imagined.

But how to have a child is a problem.

After all, she doesn't want to get married.

The reason why I don’t want to get married is very simple. I simply think men are disgusting, and there are plenty of examples around me.

Whether it was relatives or her superiors and subordinates at work, over the years she had seen with her own eyes the original spouse running to the workplace with banners and cursing, and she had also seen subordinates fighting with their girlfriends after cheating on them, causing serious injuries.

Cheating, cheating, betrayal...

In this age of material things, although these things are very exciting, they don’t seem to be that important.

Time seems to heal everything. Suzumiya Saka hates the feeling of being forgiven and forgotten even though she has done something wrong, so she chooses to become a non-marriageist to eliminate this situation at the source, but this also brings up the problem of how to have children.

Artificial or test tube?
This is fine.

But she always felt weird.

After all, natural is always best. Although the use of medical and technological means seems to be fine, it is always a bit uncomfortable. What's more, she has no husband. If she wants to get pregnant, she needs to go to Curry to choose a father herself. This is very risky. After all, no one can guarantee that the child will find his biological father when he grows up. It's okay if he can't find him, but if he does find him, what should she do? What kind of relationship should she maintain with a stranger she has never met?

So this is a bit troublesome.

In fact, you can still adopt it.

But she rejected this idea first.

It's not the flesh and blood that fell from her belly. To be honest, Suzumiya Saka has no way of being wholeheartedly good to the child. What's more, such a child is also likely to find his biological parents when he grows up. If he then raises a little ungrateful person who will roll up his tongue and take away all her property. She will then have to serve the biological parents of the child. She will never be able to rest in peace until her death, so this is absolutely not acceptable.

Just when I was struggling with this and feeling confused about the future, Harano Tsukasa appeared.

From throbbing to being moved, and from being moved to the sweetness of youthful resurrection, she eventually experienced cheating and infidelity. In fact, she saw all of this very clearly. Although she couldn't stand it and wanted to scold Harano Tsukasa every now and then, because it was the first time she had an intimate experience with someone else and other reasons, she never broke up.

But it’s different when you have kids.

After learning that there was finally a little life in her belly, Yuanye Si, who had been losing points in her heart, saw his score plummet to the bottom.

Just having kids is enough.

That bastard can go wherever he wants to cool off.

I really thought she liked wearing a forgiveness-colored hat.

Although the child may not have a father in the future and will have a large gap in his growth experience, wasn't Sato Mie raised in this way? Her daughter also looks gentle and polite and is a good child. There is no reason why I can't educate my child much worse than her.

Even if the child grows up and insists on looking for that bastard father, at least I won't be too embarrassed when they meet.

After all, she has a clear conscience about this relationship.

By then, maybe his own child will realize that looking for his biological father is like recognizing a thief as his father, and he will shed tears and completely sever ties with Yuanye Si, and then hug his thighs and cry loudly, saying how difficult his life is, and that he must be filial to him in the future, and let his son's son be filial to him as well.

Thinking that this situation might happen, Suzumiya Saka felt a lot more comfortable and no longer cared too much whether that bastard ran out to fool around again.

This situation continued until the third day.

That was the day I confessed to my parents.

And the day when Chitsuki Fujitani came to find me.

After her parents found out that she was pregnant, they didn't give her any harsh lessons nor did they comfort her gently. Instead, they just gave her complicated silence and sighed endlessly.

Especially the look in my mother’s eyes.

It felt to her like she was watching an obviously mature adult do something that surprised everyone. No one could have expected or understood why she would do that.

That afternoon, Harano Tsukasa's mother, Fujitani Chitsuki, contacted him and answered his questions.

In fact, it doesn’t really solve the problem.

All we can say is to persuade them to reconcile.

Chitsuki Fujitani spoke in a very organized manner. Whether she was speaking from the perspective of a mother, a future mother-in-law, or a woman herself, she spoke clearly and analyzed all the pros and cons if Suzumiya Saka really planned to give birth to the child and raise it alone.

First of all, the most embarrassing people are our own parents.

Putting aside other things, the fact that she is still unmarried at her age is already because her parents have withstood the pressure. Suzumiya Saka is well aware of this, otherwise she would not have relied on this favor to confront her family.

But she was still unmarried at the age of 30. Not long after dating an ordinary young man, she became pregnant with his child. Even after they broke up, she insisted on giving birth to the child.

What will others think if this gets out?
Was it because of the improper family tradition of the Suzumiya family that she raised such a daughter, or was she so stupid that she would not even want the money from others, and after being dumped by them, she still cried and shouted about giving birth to the fatherless child in her belly, letting all outsiders laugh at her.

That’s right, it’s a giveaway.

Even though the fact was that Suzumiya Saka wanted to break up with Harano Tsukasa, all outsiders could see clearly was that she insisted on giving birth to the child even after they broke up.

This is the truth.

This is shameful evidence!

Secondly, I took it for granted.

The rumors that single mothers endure are not as simple as they imagine, and whether they admit it or not, there are indeed people who discriminate against or belittle them. It is impossible to stop being discussed, whether it is at work or in private.

Maybe you won’t mind it at first.

But can she really stick with it for a long time?
This is an unknown.

Even Suzumiya Saka herself was unsure.

Finally, there is the issue of children.

Although Suzumiya Saka had already referred to the living example of Sato Mie, when it came to actual practice, Fujitani Chitsuki asked her a few questions, and she didn't know how to answer after listening to them.

"Why am I the only one without a dad?"

"Everyone calls me a bastard!"

"I also want to have a normal family!" If faced with her son or daughter asking questions with tears on their faces, Suzumiya Saka can only use silence as an answer, but this is obviously not the best answer, either for the child or for herself.

Only unlucky women lose their husbands.

Either the husband died young, or she met the wrong person, or the family marriage simply failed.

Even without talking about the children, Fujitani Chitsuki also made Suzumiya Saka think about it from her own perspective. If she had a conflict with someone else, that person would call her husband over, but she had to handle it alone. Even if she was hurt or wronged, no one would ask her, and she would have to endure the pain and tears and face it alone.

Chitsuki Fujitani used herself as an example.

The more Suzumiya Saka listened, the more frightened she became, and the more disappointed she felt. She felt that she had thought the problem was too simple.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, that bastard Harano Si doesn't seem to have any other major problems except that he is a little bit lustful, likes to cheat, and likes to pick on me for no reason. He knows to run home when it rains, knows to protect me when I am in danger, and joins me in helping others when they are down. At least he has done everything a husband should do outside, and he is not particularly bad.

In that case...

Then get back together?

It's not impossible to get back together, but thinking back to the last time she insisted on breaking up with him, Suzumiya Saka felt that she had gone too far and her words were too decisive. Whether it was before or after she knew she was pregnant, she didn't know if it would hurt him too much at the time.

"You wouldn't be unwilling to get back together with me, would you?"

This thought suddenly came to Suzumiya Saka's mind, and she felt a chill down her spine in an instant.

She didn't care until she was enlightened.

But after her parents' sighs and Fujitani Chitsuba's persuasion, Suzumiya Saka felt that if she really broke up with Harano Tsukasa, she would be extremely stupid, and it would be the worst consequence for her parents, herself, and her children. She couldn't get any worse!

Thinking about the fact that there were many women around that guy, she wondered if the idea of breaking up with him that had arisen unconsciously was a setup by someone. Suzumiya Saka felt more and more strongly that there must be a villain behind this, including the last car accident and being besieged by nearly ten girls. Looking back now, it seemed that someone wanted to make her angry.

So what will you do after you get angry?
You definitely want to break up.

But who benefits the most after breaking up?
no doubt.

It’s a mistress!
Suzumiya Saka's mind suddenly became clear, as if the fog had cleared and the light had appeared. She finally realized that there must be one or more third parties hiding in the dark who were stirring up trouble, with the purpose of kicking her off the throne of the legal wife to make room for them.

Is this still available?

We must get back together immediately!

But there is a way and method to do everything.

After several hours of deep thought, Suzumiya Saka finally had an idea while stroking her slightly bulging belly, and decided to use the child as a reason to get back together.

This is all for the children!
That's right!

It’s all for the children!

Whether in real life or in those bubble TV dramas, as long as parents can give the reason that it is all for the sake of their children, then everything will be easy, and others will have to understand even if they cannot.

It is said that even a tiger will not eat its own cubs. According to her impression of Yuanye Si, although this bastard likes to cheat on her outside and likes to make her angry, he still knows to avoid her. When there is really something going on, at least he won't drag it in front of her to provoke her. He barely has a bottom line. What's more, the child in her belly is his, so he has to give in to her no matter what.

If he was really hurt by himself...

At worst, I can compensate him.

I have seen a lot of strange clothes on the Internet before. They all said that wearing that type of clothes can cure men’s diseases. She originally wanted to wait...

wrong!

No!

How could I do that when I have a baby in my belly? And that bastard Yuan Ye Si always makes it to the bottom, what if it gets damaged?
No, no, absolutely no!
Since this method doesn't work, the only way to make up for it is to use other methods. However, Suzumiya Saka couldn't think of a particularly good method, so she decided to find a reason to call Harano Tsukasa back and make plans in person.

Then she learned that Harano Tsukasa was actually in Kyoto, and he didn't go alone.

When Chitsuki Fujitani saw that her face looked worse and worse while she was on the phone, she snatched the phone away on the spot and ordered Harano Tsukasa to fly back today. Then they waited for an entire afternoon until Harano Tsukasa and Kurosaki Oritsuki came together. Then his father called him over for a talk. Chitsuki Fujitani talked to her and Kurosaki Oritsuki separately, but there was no clue in the conversation.

After Yuan Ye Si finished talking to his father.

They finally had a chance to be alone together.

"I want our child to recognize Zhiyue as his godmother in the future. What do you think?" Suzumiya Saka tried to suppress the jealousy in her heart and spoke as calmly as possible.

"I refuse." Yuan Ye Si said straightforwardly.

"Why?" Suzumiya Saka raised her head.

"I don't think it's appropriate." Yuan Ye Si said after a moment's silence: "This is a bit too cruel for her."

"Cruel...what do you mean?"

"She may not be able to have children due to physical reasons, but you still give her away. Although it seems generous, it is also pity. She has a strong self-esteem. What if something bad happens again..."

"Etc., etc!"

Suzumiya Saka stopped him forcefully, and carefully looked at Harano Tsukasa, who was seriously saying that he didn't want his child to recognize his godmother, and stared at him closely: "How do you know that she may not be able to have a child? Have you tried?"

"Do we even need to try? She has asthma."

Yuan Ye Si smiled and said directly.

Suzumiya Saka obviously didn't want him to get away with it so easily. She stared at Harano Tsukasa's face with her beautiful eyes, afraid of missing the slightest fluctuation of his expression. She suppressed the tension in her heart and asked with gritted teeth, "Yes, she is sick, so she can't even do that kind of thing, right?"

I couldn't even run two kilometers without gasping for breath.

The surgeries cannot be performed consecutively.

Even she herself said that because of this disease, it is impossible for her to do profuse exercise like normal people.

and so…

That kind of thing is definitely not okay.

This is also the reason why Suzumiya Saka will severely punish any woman other than Kurosaki Oritsuki if Harano Tsukasa has contact with any other woman. After all, the most important thing is no longer possible, and even if other things happen, it would not be too excessive. What's more, with her relationship with Kurosaki Oritsuki, she can accept some benefits flowing into her field.

However, Harano Tsukasa's next words made Suzumiya Saka feel as if she had fallen into an ice cave.

"Why not?"

"Wouldn't it be enough to use a ventilator?"

“Times have changed, and now we can use technology!”

(End of this chapter)