After rebirth, I became Tokyo Sentimental

Chapter 199 198. I have never heard of someone paying and not playing

When you don't have enough power to resist, the wisest choice is undoubtedly to lie dormant, wait until you have accumulated enough strength, and then pay it all back at once.

But it's easier said than done.

After all, inferiority and cowardice are not easily developed in a day. They are related to being in a poor environment for a long time. Even if one has the ability to retaliate later, it is probably because of time and the fact that one will give up on repaying the debt after growing up because of the gains and losses.

There's nothing wrong with that.

Because people need to look forward.

But there is nothing wrong with the self who has suffered in the past. It’s just that the later self feels sorry for the previous self. After all, suffering is just suffering.

When she was very young, Chong Zhixi felt very happy. At that time, her character was not as cowardly as it is now. Even if she was bullied, she did not dare to resist. At least she would tell her teachers and parents about the situation.

Until my mother died in an accident.

Dad has been diagnosed with a terminal illness.

Money is not everything, but living without money is absolutely impossible. Faced with high medical expenses, even if she gave everything it would still not be enough. At least she and her father did not have enough living expenses in Tokyo, so she could only work several more jobs and overdraw her body in exchange for money to survive.

College is not high school.

The bullying culture is not that serious anymore.

Although there are obvious class customs and a hierarchical atmosphere everywhere in Japan, she is not a child anymore. Of course she knows how to protect herself, and she will not suffer from severe bullying. It will just waste a lot of time.

Therefore, if you think about it from another perspective, tolerance is not only about not being able to resist, but also about avoiding being entangled and being unable to work and earn money. Therefore, Chong Zhixi's choice is also a helpless one, and it also maximizes interests.

As for why he was pestering Yuanye Si.

And always want to throw myself into someone's arms.

If she were asked to talk about this kind of thing, she wouldn't be able to explain it clearly. Although it's a bit realistic, it does make her feel safe to have someone capable to help her.

There is no one who doesn't want to have a solid support.

Even now, Chong Zhixi still remembers the embarrassing situation her father faced when he took her to borrow money from others. Her relatives and friends, who were on good terms with her normally, would basically close their doors to her when they heard about borrowing money. Although she could understand that, people always hope to see light after falling into endless darkness.

And Harano Tsukasa appeared as abruptly as in the movie, although at the beginning she did think that she just had a lucky opportunity to sell her body.

But as time goes by.

She naturally noticed something was wrong.

Obviously, she had spent so much money, but she was still unwilling to touch me, even though I was ready to be ravaged until my whole body trembled and become a breeding machine that gave birth to nine children in ten years. However, apart from the occasional intimidation, she did nothing else. Instead, she came to see my father again and again, worried about my food and accommodation, and even arranged a job for me until my father recovered from his illness. After that, she came to visit me even if she was afraid that it would not be good.

Is this normal?

Of course it's not normal!
I've only heard of people not paying after playing.

I've never heard of anyone paying and not playing.

In fact, when Harano Tsukasa half-jokingly told her for the first time that he was helping her out of kindness, Shigeeda Shio already believed it. Otherwise, it would be impossible that they had known each other in the apartment in Ikebukuro for several months and the other party had not even held her hand.

Therefore, Shigeji Xi knew that Yuanye Si was a really good person, and she had spent quite a while with him and knew that he had been entangled with several women.

No need to think about it.

Harano Tsukasa must be very lewd.

But even though he was very lustful, he still chose not to touch me. Instead, he planned to play the bad guy again after helping me, so that I could feel at ease enjoying the help he had given me in the past, present and future.

People's personalities are very contrasting.

The more you can't get it, the more you want it.

The feeling of being able to rely on him at any time, the salvation that is like a blessing from God in the most difficult times, and the meticulous care and concern, coupled with a face that seems to be getting more and more beautiful, it would be a lie if Chong Zhixi said that she was not moved.

Gratitude, excitement, and inferiority, these emotions intertwined together have made her what she is now.

That's right.

Of course there is inferiority complex.

Even if Yuan Ye Si was unfaithful, and she was able to give herself up to him and just be a person living in the shadow, but Shigeshige still felt that she was not worthy of him.

But her father's understanding and encouragement made her feel that even if she fell to the dust, she seemed to have the right to pursue happiness. What's more, she had already prepared herself mentally. Even if she was abandoned later, it didn't matter. She could just regard it as paying off her debt. What she feared most was not being abandoned, but not being able to see him.

"That's why you want to know."

Zhongzhi Xi sat obediently on the bed, with her hands entwined in her legs, and whispered with her heart beating faster.

After listening to this, Yuanye Si did not say anything.

He just skillfully put his hand into the inner pocket of his shirt, trying to take out a cigarette and a lighter.

However, as soon as he took it out, he realized that he was in a hotel room. After hesitating for a moment, he put it back to suppress his recent smoking addiction.

Shigeshiro was stunned for a moment and then said, "You can smoke it. I don't mind the smell."

"Forget it." Yuan Ye Si shook his head.

After pursing her lower lip, Shigeshi stood up as if she had made up her mind. She took the initiative to walk in front of Yuanye Si, and after a slight hesitation, she reached into his inner pocket and took out a thin cigarette. She held it up with both hands and whispered, "Please have it."

Yuanye Si looked at the cigarette in front of him and the girl with a slightly red face. After hesitating for a moment, he took it. After putting it to his mouth, Zhongzhi Xi carefully lit the lighter and brought it close to his mouth.

The cigarette was lit by the flame.

The tobacco began to burn.

While taking a deep breath, Harano Tsukasa turned his head to open the window and exhaled the smoke from his lungs.

"Thank you."

"You don't have to be polite to me."

"Since you are so clear about what path you want to take and are convinced that you will not regret it, then I will not persuade you anymore." Yuanye Si looked at the night sky outside the glass window that had turned completely dark. After the smoke at the tip of his nose dissipated, he could still smell the fragrance of the earth after the rain stopped.

"So you mean you agree?"

Chongzhixi raised her little face and said in surprise.

"I didn't agree."

Pushing open the screen window, Yuanye Si flicked off the ashes from the burnt cigarette with his fingers and continued, "For a man, being pursued by a woman is a relatively rare thing, especially when a woman like you throws herself into his arms, it is indeed difficult to refuse. Although what you said just now is reasonable, it does not mean that you will not regret it in practice, and what you said just now cannot eliminate the guilt in my heart."

After hearing these words, Zhong Zhixi took a few seconds to digest them. She felt a little confused and said in disbelief: "Why do you feel guilty? You obviously spent money, and a lot of money!"

Take a look!

That's a good girl!

Only girls know that you get what you pay for!

The price is fair, and you don’t have to be bullied!
It is a thousand times better than those shady ones who try to pass off inferior products as good ones. No wonder they say good girls should not be wasted!

"Some things cannot be bought with money. You don't understand it now because you are young. If you regret it one day, I may have paid more by then."

It's not that Haruno Tsukasa is hypocritical not to eat the meat that's right in front of his mouth, but that the person is already very good, and there's no need to delay him. Temporary repayment and disguise may get what you want, but after a long time, the honest man feels that he has been deceived, and the accumulated negative emotions are much more powerful than those of a bad woman. If Kurosaki Orizuki dares to find someone to hit him, Haruno Tsukasa thinks that Shigee Shio may bite him off in the future. However, his words are obviously not convincing. Shigee Shio seems to have made up her mind completely. For the first time, she mustered up the courage to ask back: "How old are you this year?"

"Twenty-five."

"I'm twenty-two, which is obviously the golden age for dating!" She couldn't help but hug Yuanye Si's waist.

"So what if I reject you today?"

"Then I will keep pestering you. Even if you hit me, scold me and tell me to get away, I will not give up unless the Madam or the President tells me to give up," she said firmly.

Feeling the softness in front of him and the scent of what should be a light floral shower gel, Yuan Ye Si took another puff of his cigarette and said after a long while, "Is that so."

He fell silent.

And Chongzhixi was also very nervous.

I don't know how long it took, but the eight-centimeter-long smoke had been completely burned out. Except for two times it flickered in the middle, the ash had accumulated to two or three centimeters. Yuan Ye Si glanced at the pair of eyes that had been staring at him and had turned slightly red. He knew in his heart that if he didn't make a decision, he would definitely not be able to get through.

Two seconds later, Harano Tsukasa flicked the remaining ashes out of the window, trying to break free from her embrace and throw away the cigarette butt.

“Don’t…” Chongzhixi’s delicate body tensed up and said.

"Hmm?" Yuan Ye Si paused, lowered his head and said, "Look, psychological acceptance does not mean physical acceptance. I haven't done anything to you yet and you subconsciously said no, so let's forget about this matter. If you want to stay in Osaka to play, I will give you money to play. If you want to go back, I will arrange someone and a car to take you back, so this matter ends here..."

"Wait! That's not what I meant!"

This time, there was no empty hug. Shigee Shio used both arms to tightly hold Harano Tsukasa's: "I'm saying that you should not force Madam to drive me away, or let me give up..."

"..."

With a slight thought, the wish list instantly unfolds.

A light red curtain of light suddenly appeared.

Shigee Shige's wish also came into view.

[Wish object: Shigee Shige]

[The wish list is as follows]

[1. I want Mr. Yuanye to fall in love with me (purple)]

[2. I want to give myself away tonight (purple)]

[3. If I can’t stay with Mr. Harano, I will commit suicide when my father gets better (red)]

After digesting the information on the wish list, Harano Tsukasa had already made up his mind, but at the end he still asked again: "Have you really thought about it?"

"Think about it."

"Then let's go take a shower first?"

"Ah...Okay!" Shigeshita released her hand that was tightly hugging Yuanye Si's waist, turned around and wanted to go to the bathroom in the hotel room, but she stopped halfway and turned around and said, "You must wait for me..."

"Go ahead." Yuan Ye Si nodded with a smile.

As if she was afraid that he was just being perfunctory with her, even though Chongzhi Xi had already gone in, she quietly poked her head out of the bathroom after a few seconds, and tried carefully to observe whether Yuanye Si had left. But after meeting the latter's eyes, she was like a frightened rabbit, her heart beating faster, and she quickly retracted her head.

But even so, she was obviously still a little worried that Harano Tsukasa would run away, so she walked out of the bathroom in less than ten minutes, wrapped in the hotel's clean bathrobe and walked out with slightly wet hair.

Picking up a few pieces of tissue paper, she wiped the ends of her hair that still had tiny drops of water on them. After making sure that no more water would drip, she walked up to him and said, "I'm fine..."

Yuan Ye Si took her hand and pulled her into his arms.

No exclamations or screams.

However, holding the soft body in his arms, he could feel Zhong Zhixi's body tense up for a moment when he first touched her, but it soon relaxed again. It was obvious that she was really prepared mentally, and she even took the initiative to smooth down her wet hair and lay in his arms.

The hotel has a very good soundproofing effect, and the open glass and curtains were closed by Harano Tsukasa when Shigeeda was taking a bath, so there is almost no sound now.

So at this distance.

Harano Tsukasa could also hear her rapid breathing.

Finally lying in the arms she wanted, Chongzhi Xi admitted that she was very nervous just now, but as the solid feeling of being wrapped came over her, her body gradually relaxed, and she even felt comfortable. She wanted to keep it like this, and she even felt a little sleepy.

Very comfortable.

Very reliable.

Also very reassuring.

It seemed that as long as she lay in his arms, she would never have to face any problems again. Although it was selfish to think this way, Chong Zhixi really wanted to have a good rest. She would be satisfied even if it was only for a moment.

However, if she wanted to maintain this comfort, not forever, at least for a period of time, she knew she had more important things to do next.

Therefore, without waiting for Yuanye Si to remind her because she had been lying in his arms, half a minute later, Zhongzhi Xi opened her eyes again. Although her delicate little face was extremely rosy, she still lowered her head on her own initiative to hold herself in a safe position.

Active learning is never as good as practice.

It is better to take the upright path than to take an alternative one.

So after several failed attempts, Shigee Shige was almost crying, and it was still Harano Tsukasa who patted her smooth and delicate back to comfort her, and then initiated the first big business negotiation.

Of course, the talks will not go smoothly.

After all, it's the first time.

As long as it is the first cooperation, it is impossible to reach a strategic cooperation intention very smoothly. It will definitely take several rounds of intense negotiations to achieve the goal.

A few minutes later.

Suzumiya Saka, who was standing outside the room with her ear close to the crack of the door, heard the familiar voice, and with a complicated expression she moved her ear away. Then, with a slightly dazed look, she returned to her room, sat on the edge of the bed and turned on the TV, hoping to relieve the feeling of emptiness.

But this is obviously of no use.

As she changed TV programs one after another, she felt more and more that her behavior was not right or wrong.

She felt both regretful and accomplished.

Very complicated.

"How could I do such a thing? Who would do such a thing? Now that we have brought them in, it will not be as easy to get rid of them later."

"And what if the child asks about it when he grows up?"

"Where do I put my face?"

"It seems that I am not a good mother..."

"No, why should I regret it? Even if I didn't bring him in, that bastard would have walked out anyway, and he's totally uncontrollable. Now the one I brought in can become the vanguard and a barrier to protect me. I just have to be alert all the time, but that's not a problem. At least I'm not myself anymore!"

"that's it."

"There is no problem!"

(End of this chapter)