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48 Shadow in Heart

"Hoohoo" Hu Changqing woke up suddenly from his dream, and quickly turned his head to look at Chen Yushan beside him. Fortunately, he didn't wake her up. Her body was already wet with sweat, and her head was also sweaty. He felt very uncomfortable, but he didn't move. , He was afraid of getting up and waking up Chen Yushan, who had been sleeping very lightly during this period, but just opened his eyes and looked at the LED ceiling decorated like a sky full of stars, so that his shortness of breath could be relieved in this artificial galaxy.

After his breathing calmed down, Hu Changqing frowned. It has been a week since the incident, but the psychological shadow caused by the murder has been tormenting him these days. With little success.

I couldn't help my mother's nagging. I went back twice. My mother even took me to Yuanyi Temple to meet Master Jiahe. I stayed in the temple for a long time and was surrounded by a group of monks for a long time. It's very fragrant.

However, the nightmare reappeared the next day. It seemed like what his uncle and brother-in-law said, this kind of psychological thing had to be overcome slowly by himself. His sister and Chen Yushan always urged him to see a psychiatrist, but Rejected by him, he felt that he was not sick, just insomnia.

After these few days of introspection, to be honest, he really doesn't regret what he did. Although he shot in a fit of rage, the viciousness of these gangsters is really not a pity to die, especially Zhou Ming, even if he didn't fight at that time If he was killed, he would go to the prison to kill him. He dared to do such a thing to Gong Pei. He deserved death.

But he thought that the reason for his psychological shadow should be the guilt of killing two lives and the fear of the loss of life. He knew the problem himself, so he felt an indescribable aversion to the concern of his mother and sister. The day before yesterday, he watched Chen Yushan cry behind his back, and he scolded her. He knew that they were related to him, but he didn't know what was going on. Seeing their concerned expressions, he felt indescribably irritated.

With the help of the faint light from the ceiling, he stretched out one hand to hold the bedside alarm clock and looked at the time. It was almost five o'clock, and he got up lightly. In the exercise room, he pressed the electric curtain, and suddenly the dim river in the mist slowly appeared in front of his eyes. It was already daylight outside. He sat in the exercise room facing the majestic river and began to meditate cross-legged, picking up these The qigong that Nian occasionally practiced was his subconscious behavior, and he felt that this could make him stronger.

I don't know how long it took, but when he felt the eyes behind him, he slowly finished his work. Looking back, he saw Chen Yushan in tight purple yoga clothes looking at him. There was worry in her eyes that couldn't be concealed. Maybe it was the reason for the meditation just now. With a peaceful heart, he said to Chen Yushan with a smile, "I slept very well last night, really."

After finishing speaking, he walked to Chen Yushan's side, hugged her in his arms, and made Chen Yushan panting coquettishly, perhaps returning to her usual style, which made Chen Yushan feel at ease, finally had a smile on her face, and her glasses were clear After a few minutes, he was pushed out of the practice room and told to take a bath.

Hu Changqing completely buried himself in the hot water flowing down, letting the scalding hot water warm his cold heart, this feeling made him very comfortable, a self-deprecating wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, he never knew his own His heart was so fragile. After a long time, he walked out of the hot water area and slowly wiped his toned body clean in the mirror. When he walked out of the bathroom, there was already a faint smile on his face.

Hu Changqing sat in the McDonald's on Tongtai Road, the same seat as last time, but this time he sat in Gong Pei's seat last time, so that he could look directly at the opposite door. It turned out that Heilong and the others were sitting He didn't come here to commemorate anything, but Gong Pei called in the morning and said that he wanted to eat McDonald's here with him.

After sitting in the office for a while in the morning, the things that should be dealt with were dealt with in a hurry. Wang Liang was transferred from the second office to become the deputy director of the Xihu District Education Bureau. Without a strong background to promote his career development, there is not much to do. After all, after arriving at the Education Bureau, his path has narrowed a lot. Unlike the Municipal Party Committee Office, he can directly go to all municipal bureaus and units in the city and even various districts and counties.

And Lin Hongwen was also assigned to the archives office of the municipal party committee three days ago. Gu Ming succeeded him as he wished, and his rank was also raised to the official level. The successive personnel changes made the atmosphere in the office awe-inspiring. When Ming's appointment was announced, the tension in the office finally eased.

And with Wang Liang's departure, for the position of deputy director that was vacated by him, people with background and no background in the office started to move around one after another, and his office became full of people. He was in a bad mood at first. I couldn't bear this annoying thing even more, so when Gong Pei called, he came here early and sat here for more than an hour.

Suddenly, there were more people at McDonald's. He looked at his watch and realized that it was already 12:[-]. He was about to call Gong Pei when the phone rang. It was Chen Yushan. Play hard and always pay attention to your emotional changes.

He told Chen Yushan in a relaxed tone that he was going to have dinner with Gong Pei at noon, and Chen Yushan asked him what he wanted to eat in the evening, how his morning was, etc., and finally hung up the phone when he was about to get angry, and put the phone away. On the table, he couldn't help but smile wryly, it seems that this psychological problem must be resolved as soon as possible, otherwise it will affect the people around him too much.

While meditating, he saw Gong Pei and Yao Chen walking towards the door and waving to him through the window. Hu Changqing immediately responded with a smile and waved his hands. He turned his eyes to the parking lot by the side of the road, and saw a Mercedes-Benz ML350 parked beside him. , the window of the passenger seat was open, someone was looking into the McDonald's with a binoculars, and knew that it was Gong Pei's bodyguard at home, and when he was about to see if it was someone he knew, Gong Pei complained It sounded beside me.

"It's really annoying, I feel very uncomfortable, brother, you have been waiting for a long time, I was still ready to wait for you, I didn't expect you to arrive first, hey, this is still the seat." Gong Pei asked Yao Chen to sit inside , while complaining.

Hu Changqing took the bags of the two girls and put them on the empty seat on his left, glanced at Gong Pei's still slightly puffy cheeks, and said with a smile: "Just get used to it, it will definitely be like this at the beginning, if they didn't come in, is it you?" I asked for it." He met Gong Pei twice this week, and after that, Gong Pei recuperated at home for three days before starting school.

Gong Pei immediately said aggrievedly: "Follow me closely, I think I'm really going to go crazy, now it's the limit I can bear, it's better brother, no one needs to follow." Hu Changqing's mother tried her best to help him With a bodyguard, he strongly rejected it.

Hu Changqing took a look at Yao Chen, who had been a little silent since coming to the present, and found that she was also a little thinner, her face was a little pale, her eyes were no longer as vivid as before, they became a little sad, and there were some faint dark circles under her eyes, but under her faint Under the nude makeup, there is a quiet beauty, the whole person is a lot more introverted, and he is concerned: "How is Yao Chen? : "When you grow up, you will have the right to appeal. Besides, it's for your own good. This incident scared everyone to death. You have to be considerate."

When Yao Chen heard Hu Changqing ask her about it, his calm eyes like autumn water suddenly became turbulent, and his pale face smiled slightly, and said: "Well, I always dream about Zhou Ming's death at night, not enough for the past few days. It's not as strong as it was a few days ago."

After speaking, he looked at Hu Changqing with some embarrassment, remembering that he was the one who encouraged Gong Pei to look at Zhou Ming's body and was warned by Hu Changqing's cold eyes. After experiencing repeated nightmares, he realized how bad his actions were at that time.

"Brother, how are you? Why is your face still so pale? You've lost a lot of weight. I just had a nightmare that night, and nothing happened afterwards. That damned bastard, he was killed by a single shot." Him, or I'll have to kick his bird." Gong Pei asked Hu Changqing with concern, and reached out to touch Hu Changqing's face, but he dodged it, and then said heartlessly.

Hu Changqing couldn't help but smiled wryly, and asked, "What do you two want to eat? I'll go buy it."

The two girls ordered two set meals and a medium-sized french fries respectively. Hu Changqing picked up his handbag and went shopping in line. Seeing Hu Changqing leaving, Yao Chen said to Gong Pei, "Do you feel like your brother has changed?" After a while."

Gong Pei turned his head and glanced at Hu Changqing, who was queuing up, and said, "I've become thinner and gentler."

Yao Chen glanced at Gong Pei speechlessly, and said angrily, "Didn't you notice that your brother has become depressed?"

Yao Chen is much more mature than Gong Pei, but at the scene of the crime, she had already noticed that Hu Changqing must have the sequelae of the murder. When she saw him today, she felt that not only did she look thinner, but her temperament also changed, and she was no longer as flamboyant as before. Vigorous, every move is always with a touch of sadness. Although I am a little worried, I feel that this temperament is more attractive than before.

After hearing this, Gong Pei couldn't help but look at Hu Changqing again. Hu Changqing seemed to have a feeling, and turned back to smile at her. Gong Pei found that Hu Changqing's previously clear facial features had become milder, and his free and easy smile was no longer as bright as before. It was much colder, Gong Pei immediately turned around and shouted to Yao Chen: "Really, I'm a little depressed, I feel much more handsome than before, it's not like you haven't seen my cousin, don't worry about it, I Brother won't like a little girl like you, how could there be a sudden change, could it be because of that incident that he got depression, ah, what should I do."

Gong Pei was a little happy at first, but later he thought of the problem and couldn't help but became worried again.

Yao Chen was a little embarrassed by Gong Pei's words, ignored her, and said directly: "I checked on the Internet, it should be that after the murder, the shadow in my heart, I feel restless and guilty, and I have insomnia every night, but I think your brother doesn't want to let people Worry, you better not talk nonsense later." Seeing that Hu Changqing had come over with food, Yao Chen hurriedly silenced.

Hearing Yao Chen's words, Gong Pei couldn't help putting away the smile that had been overflowing from the corner of his mouth, and fell silent. He didn't even notice that Hu Changqing sat down. She didn't wake up until Hu Changqing put the food in front of her. The unnatural Yao Chen said to Gong Pei: "Beibei, don't worry about me. I have been suffering from insomnia these days. After all, the person who killed me was not a chick or a duckling. I will definitely react. Well, Yao Chen don't worry either."

Xu felt the sincerity and calmness in Hu Changqing's words, and Gong Pei's expression immediately recovered, and he said with a smile: "Let me just say, Zhou Ming is a villain, he deserves to die, brother, there is nothing to feel guilty about."

After finishing speaking, he glanced at Yao Chen, hesitated, but still said: "Brother, Yao Chen's boyfriend is coming this Friday, because of what happened before, Yao Yao pushed back, do you think I can still go? "Finally, he looked at Hu Changqing expectantly.

Hu Changqing looked at Gong Pei's expectant look, and suddenly felt infinite warmth in his heart. Fortunately, this incident did not leave any dirt on this princess whose heart is as pure as an angel, so all the spiritual torture he suffered It was worth it, so he said with a smile: "Brother, when did the promise to you not come true, go, of course, but I will pick you up. Does Yao Chen want me to pick you up? By the way, is the location set?"

After hearing this, Gong Pei hugged Yao Chen's hand and jumped up happily, while Yao Chen was happy with Gong Pei, while replying to Hu Changqing, saying: "No, my boyfriend will marry me then, ah, the position is still available." Not sure, why don't I ask."

Hu Changqing couldn't help but frowned slightly, but thinking that there were already bodyguards, nothing would happen, so he smiled and said, "It's okay, you can just inform us of the location when the time comes."

He had a bad appetite during this time, and he only ordered one set meal at noon, unlike the previous two set meals where he couldn't get enough to eat. Looking at the two girls whose faces were overflowing with infinite joy, the dark place in his heart suddenly A piece pierced by the sun, although not big, melted his frozen heart a little bit, these two young girls can get out of the shadow of the incident, it is unreasonable for him to sink in this nightmare, his psychology bursts out infinitely fighting spirit.

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