You are like the warm sun

Chapter 264: "You Are Like the Warm Sun" (original version)
Bitterness followed by sweetness is joy, sweetness followed by bitterness is sorrow.

Tang Wan felt that she belonged to the latter.

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On November 5, the weather was cloudy.

Today is the day he is buried.

Tang Wan, dressed in a black dress, stood in the cemetery. The sunlight shone on her pale face, making it seem as if it were glowing. She lowered her eyes, quietly gazing at the cold tombstone before her. Her eyes seemed to be filled with countless traces of sadness, and she looked a little lifeless.

There is a black and white photo embedded on the tombstone.

The man in the photo was wearing black casual clothes and had a delicate and handsome face. When the photo was taken, he was looking at the camera, a faint smile on his lips, and his originally cold face seemed slightly softened.

As she watched, Tang Wan's eyes turned red again.

With a forced smile, she slowly squatted down and sat on the stone slab, leaning her head against the tombstone, leaning against it.

Just like they once were.

Looking at the lush cypress trees beside the cemetery, she murmured softly, "Today is the thirty-sixth day of our marriage. Ah Ci, I miss you so much."

"I miss you so much."

"I missed you so much... did you hear me?"

There was wind all around, and the cypress trees swayed in the wind, as if responding to her helplessness and sadness.

The man who sleeps here quietly once promised her that he would take her to see the beautiful scenery of every city, take her to eat all the delicious food, and grow old with her...

Tang Wan hugged her knees with her hands, buried her face in her arms, and kept accusing: "Liar."

A Ci, you are an absolute liar.

After murmuring countless times, she finally couldn't hold back her emotions anymore and burst into tears.

I do not know how long it has been.

When Tang Wan opened her eyes again, she was lying in a hospital ward with an IV in her left hand and her nose filled with the smell of disinfectant and medicine.

Staring at the snow-white ceiling, her mind was a little blank and she had not yet recovered.

Seeing her wake up, her good friend Gu Jiajia, who was guarding her bedside, quickly came forward and looked at her worriedly. Her eyes were swollen, as if she had just cried. As she rang the bed bell, she softly asked, "Wanwan, how are you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Tang Wan tilted her head to look at her, came to her senses from her confusion, and blinked her dry eyes.

"Jia Jia," she said in a very hoarse voice.

Gu Jiajia breathed a sigh of relief: "You fainted in the cemetery. I was scared to death."

"I'm sorry," Tang Wan looked at her weakly and apologized.

"What are you saying sorry for..." Seeing her trying to sit up on the bed, Gu Jiajia carefully helped her up, "Be careful."

The doctor came soon.

A female doctor came, followed by a nurse holding medical records.

The doctor gave her a physical examination, then put his hands in his pockets and said calmly, "There's nothing wrong with your body, you just have a little hypoglycemia, and you were too emotional, so you had a miscarriage." Tang Wan's face turned pale when she heard this.

The doctor sighed and reassured her, "Don't worry, the baby is fine. But you need to take good care of your body in the future. Being too thin will not provide you with enough nutrition, which is not good for the baby."

Afterwards, the doctor gave her some further instructions and changed the IV bottle.

After the doctor left, Tang Wan sat quietly on the bed with her hands lightly placed on her lower abdomen.

Gu Jiajia reached out and held her hand, her eyes red and her voice choked: "Wanwan, he is... gone, you and the baby must be well..."

Tang Wan lowered her eyes and replied softly, "Okay."

……

Someone made a statistic:
In the world, the probability of two people meeting each other is about 5 in 10 million;

The probability of knowing each other is three in a billion;
The probability of falling in love is even lower.

Tang Wan didn't know whether this data was credible, because some people said that if you encounter it, it is 100%, and if you don't encounter it, it is 0, and there is no middle value.

Then she and Shao Zhouci are that 100%.

But in this life, the possibility of the two of them staying together until old age is zero.

She is not reconciled.

On the day of delivery, Tang Wan lay on the operating table, her mind slowly fading. She heard the beeping of instruments and the doctor's calls, but after an unknown amount of time, she could hear nothing more...

When she woke up again, she was shocked to find that she had returned to the day of the high school entrance examination.

It rained heavily on the last day of the subject examination.

Dark clouds piled up in the sky, the air was hot and humid, and the rotating fans in the examination room were blowing loudly.

Tang Wan, who was sitting by the window in the examination room, put down her pen after finishing the last question. After checking her answer sheet, she looked up at the clock hanging above the blackboard.

Four fifty in the afternoon.

There are still forty minutes left before the end of the exam.

Tang Wan sighed softly, carefully pressed the test paper, then looked out the window bored, staring at the rain in a daze.

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The author's words:
That's right, this is Qing Nuan's original version, the opening chapter I wrote a long time ago. It would be a shame to throw it away, so I simply revised it and made it into an Easter egg chapter.

(Some readers guessed correctly that the person who died in the cemetery in the first chapter was indeed the male protagonist, who died in a car accident)

乁(˙ω˙) factory

The initial character designs for the male and female leads were slightly different from what they are now, and after repeated revisions to the character settings and plot outline, the current version was finalized. (I remember the male lead was originally named Song Ci, but when I searched, I was surprised to see that there are many male leads with this name.)
The initial setting is still a two-way redemption, with the hero and heroine having troubled lives. However, in their previous life, they had a crush on each other in high school, but later experienced some misunderstandings and separated after graduation. After reuniting, the hero pursued the hero, and they got married soon after. As for the hero's car accident, it involves some background and conspiracy, and the heroine's rebirth to save him... (I later decided that this setting was too complex and could not be completed in a short story.)
You can regard this version as a parallel world.

There is no charge for this chapter.

(End of this chapter)