You are like the warm sun

Chapter 34 His Attitude Changes
Gu Jiajia went up hesitantly with the draft paper given by Tang Wan, picked up the chalk and copied the answers on the paper.

Compared to the embarrassed Zhao Zixia beside her, she seemed much calmer.

The final result is obvious.

The math teacher ticked Gu Jiajia's answer with satisfaction, then frowned at the question another girl had written. He didn't cross it out, but instead focused on explaining that question.

Zhao Zixia felt very ashamed.

Gu Jiajia, who had returned to her seat, breathed a sigh of relief. She looked at her deskmate with gratitude and admiration, and returned the draft paper to her. "Tang Wan, you're amazing. I don't know how to do this kind of problem. Can you teach me after class?"

Tang Wan replied softly, "Okay."

"Thank you."

……

Whether in class or during breaks, Tang Wan always paid attention to what was happening in the back row.

She thought that she should find a suitable time to talk to Shao Zhouci. She had originally planned to go to him after school in the afternoon, but this time he left very quickly and had no intention of waiting for her.

In order to get rid of her, he actually ran on the sidewalk, so fast that she could not catch up.

Tang Wan, who was left behind, felt angry and amused.

The monk may escape, but the temple cannot. Arriving at his door, she knocked on it and said, "Shao Zhouci, can we talk?"

No one answered.

There was a long period of silence afterwards.

Tang Wan felt a little headache after being turned away.

She knocked on the door again.

But the people in the room had already made up their minds not to open the door for her. Shao Zhouci lay on the sofa hugging the pillow, listening to the knock on the door. He trembled his eyelashes and buried his face in the pillow.

The curtains were drawn and the room was very dark, a darkness that almost swallowed him.

After an unknown amount of time, the girl stopped knocking on the door.

After a long silence, he heard her gentle voice: "Shao Zhouci, if you don't like me disturbing you, I won't come again... I'm leaving, take good care of yourself." Shao Zhouci buried his face deeper until there was no sound outside.

It's okay to leave.

They had never interacted with each other before, and now they were simply returning to their old lives. Living simply and dying peacefully was the ending he had planned for himself long ago...

the other side.

Tang Wan walked alone to the street, looking down at the ground, and walked very slowly. This slow pace allowed her to calm down and think.

The boy's sudden change of attitude made her feel lost and sad.

Maybe she was being too hasty.

In his eyes, my behavior these days might be like that of a crazy girl, clinging to him.

My original purpose of approaching him, helping him, and even taking care of him was just to make him regain hope of living and change his suicide outcome. However, I never thought that it would now be mixed with selfish motives, wanting to get his love and response.

This is a common problem for everyone who has a secret crush on someone. They desire to be liked by the other person, but are also afraid of getting it.

Many times, when efforts are not rewarded, resentment arises.

Tang Wan suppressed her selfishness and calmed her thoughts.

Forget it.

As long as he was alive, what did it matter whether he liked her or not?

Thinking of this, my mood suddenly brightened.

After so many years of depression treatment, Tang Wan is no longer the timid, introverted and dreamy teenage girl she used to be. She knows how to relieve stress on her own and not get stuck in a dead end.

After glancing at the neon lights on the street, she turned and went to the nearest bookstore.

She bought a lot of test papers for various subjects and some painting supplies.

(End of this chapter)