Royal flower city

Chapter 378: Determination!

"Xue'er, if you really want to say sorry, I should be the one who apologized..." Huang Fei said seriously. "Don't say this between us anymore. No matter what happens in the future, you can no longer hide from me. It is because you deliberately forced me to leave by committing a personal risk before, which led to today's situation. I don't want to Repeat the same mistakes. You have suffered enough pain alone, we will face the rest of the day together, as long as we are honest with each other and support each other, I believe everything will pass."

Back then, in order to allow Huang Fei to leave the 506 organization safely, Yan did not hesitate to fabricate lies to force Huang Fei to leave, and finally diverted the enemy's attention with her own safety.As a result, she fell into crisis and became what she is today.

Now, in order for Huang Fei to live happily, she concealed the truth again and endured all the pain alone. This is the same as the previous choice, which is so sad.

Whether it was in the past or now, she has only one wish, which is to let Huang Fei live in peace.

She has never considered her own situation, and she has never considered whether she will be happy. As long as she sees the happiness of the person she likes, that is the greatest happiness in her heart.

Huang Fei understood all of this, so this time he couldn't let go, he must let this girl live a healthy and smiling life, otherwise he would blame himself for the rest of his life.

"Huang Fei, I know you treat me well." Yan said moved. "Since you know it all, I won't hide it from you. I feel that my time is running out, and I don't know when I will suddenly lose my mind and do things that hurt you. I don't want you to see that For me, I can't accept becoming your enemy. Rather than becoming a puppet without feelings, it's better to let me fend for myself."

"I don't allow you to say stupid things." Huang Fei grabbed her shoulders, looked at her with burning eyes, and said, "You don't have to be so pessimistic, I already have a solution to your problem, as long as you follow what I said Do it, I believe you will be fine. I just want to wrong you for a while, I hope you can grit your teeth and get over it."

"What way?" Yan asked curiously with a glimmer of hope in his eyes.

If there is a way to heal yourself, that would be great.In this way, she no longer has to run away from Huang Fei, and the two can live happily together again.

But, is it really as easy as Huang Fei said?

Huang Fei told the truth, and said: "I learned from the general that what you have is a new type of drug that can reduce life. , I believe that you will be able to remove the toxins on your body, so as to get rid of the bad luck of being swallowed."

"Doctor Mo?" Yan frowned, she had heard of this man before, but she didn't expect that he was responsible for the "minus". "Didn't Doctor Mo stay in the base research room? When did he come to Huaxia?"

"He's not in China." Huang Fei said.

"You want me to go back to the base?" Yan's delicate body trembled slightly, with a disturbed expression on her face.Afterwards, she shook her head and said resolutely, "No, I don't want to go back. I would rather die outside than go back to that place. I won't go back."

Her face turned pale in an instant, she pushed Huang Fei's hands away forcefully, and quickly turned around to lean against the pillar by the gazebo.

When her hands tightly covered the cold stone pillar, her mind gradually became clear. She closed her eyes and took a few breaths secretly, forcing down the thought that made her heart tremble.

After a long silence, all the fear in her heart was suppressed.

"..." Huang Fei was stunned when he saw Yan's reaction so intensely.All of a sudden, his heart ached as if being pricked by a needle.

He knew that during the years when Yan was imprisoned, she must have endured great mental torture, otherwise she would not have resisted so much. {.

However, the only way to cure her condition now is to seek medical treatment from Mo. How can he bear to see her lose her normality in the future? What's more cruel is that if something unexpected happens, she may die.

"Yan'er, don't do this." Huang Fei walked over and hugged Yan's waist tightly from behind, and said comfortingly: "Listen to me, I don't want to watch you have an accident. You just need to be patient for a while, After the treatment is over, I will pick you up, and we will never be separated from then on, I want you to stay by my side all the time, will you just listen to me once?"

"Even if you don't consider your own safety, you should also consider my feelings. Do you think I will feel at ease when I watch you suffer? Thinking that you will leave me at any time, I will only blame myself for not doing well enough, I made you become like this. If you can't live healthy and happy, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life."

"...Huang Fei, I just want to stay by your side quietly, even if there is no tomorrow, I don't care." Yan stretched out her hand to cover the back of Huang Fei's hand that was holding her waist tightly, and said affectionately with her head slightly tilted. "If I really go to the base with the general, my heart will be uneasy. I don't know if I can come back. If there is an accident and I am captured, I will not only be a bargaining chip they use to threaten you, but even death is not up to me. , I don't want others to control my fate."

"If I had to choose to be killed, I would rather die in your arms, at least my heart is at peace. When I really leave, I believe there will be better girls to accompany me by your side. They Will continue my feelings for you. And at that time, maybe I can watch you live happily in heaven."

"This is my last wish. So please don't push me away, okay?"

Every word she said was so affectionate, yet so desolate and heavy, which made people feel sad and pity.

Although she can't choose to stay together, she doesn't bow to fate.Even at the last moment of her life, she must stick to her will.

Such a choice is stupid and stupid, but it is unbearable to blame.

"You are such a fool, you don't listen to advice at all." Huang Fei scolded distressedly.What is more important than life?If you want to be happy and live a better life than others, isn't that all achieved by your own hard work?And the premise is that all of this can only be achieved through hard work.Is entrusting one's will to others to realize it, is this considered evasion of responsibility?

But Huang Fei couldn't persuade her any more, because she had already made up her mind, even saying it was useless.

"People will be stupid once in a lifetime, this is my choice, and I don't regret it." Yan smiled lightly.It's just that this smile has too much bitterness and helplessness.

"Okay. It doesn't matter if you don't go." Huang Fei sighed helplessly.In fact, she was also worried that Yan would have an accident on the way. Since she chose this way, she respected her wishes.He didn't struggle anymore, but his eyes instantly became extremely firm, and he said, "Since you don't want to go, then I'll bring him back, anyway, the result will be the same."

"What are you going to do?" Hearing this, Yan was stunned for a moment, and said in a hurry: "You must not do something stupid, it is even harder to get in and out of that place, not to mention that I am still fine now? Don't do it for me." Go on an adventure."

She was really afraid that Huang Fei's head would suddenly become hot, and then desperately go to the base alone to look for Doctor Mo. Isn't this a self-inflicted trap?

Not to mention that no one can be found, I'm afraid they will be blasted into scum just as they approach the periphery.

"Don't worry, I'm free to measure." Huang Fei said: "Although it's a little troublesome, but for your safety, I have to break in once."

"Huang Fei, don't go." Yan turned around, grabbed Huang Fei's arms tightly, looked up at him pleadingly, and said, "With your current strength, it's like a mantis fighting against them, and those who are so reckless are just asking for trouble That's all."

"It's okay, don't be nervous." Huang Fei gently raised his hand and slid over the strand of black hair on her cheek, looked at her round and pretty face with a smile, and said, "I didn't say to go now. No matter what, you have to be fully prepared. From now on, I will send more people to guard your side. If there is an accident, I will know it as soon as possible. I will unite the various forces as soon as possible, and when the time is right, I will actually take action."

He only hoped that Yan would be safe and sound during this period of time.The general said that the "minus" phagocytosis will gradually slow down in the next year, but it may happen at any time, so he just hopes that God will not come so soon.

It has been four or five months since Yan woke up, that is to say, the remaining time is less than half a year. In addition to the travel time and the possible preparation time before treatment, etc., Huang Fei can actually spend at most no more time to prepare. to three months.

"What a severe test!" Huang Fei took a deep breath.He never thought he would have such a tense moment.

Three months may seem like a long time, but in fact it is also very short.

When you get busy, time goes by without you noticing it.

"Are you really ready?" Yan frowned and asked worriedly. "I don't want to see you do things you shouldn't do for me, it's not worth it."

"If it's not worth going to save you, then what's worth it?" Huang Fei said seriously. "What's more, this matter has to be resolved sooner or later. Now it's just moving the time forward. Many people have waited too long for this day."

As he said, all this was doomed since he came to Huaxia to expose his whereabouts, and he worked so hard for that day.So, all this is not only for Yan, but also for those who are waiting for him to break out and overthrow the king.

"Go back to the house first. It's windy outside." Huang Fei said with concern. "Looking at the weather, it is estimated that it will snow again soon."

At this time, the sky began to turn gray, and the cold wind became more raging.A chill hit, which made people feel cold all over.