Concubine Mad Queen

Is the imperial examination for other talents?

Yes, he originally did it for his family, and he wanted to make his family better. As a farmer's son, in this era, the only way to become an official is the fastest and best way.

Oh, it’s not really the case. The fastest way is actually a businessman. It’s the same everywhere. People with money, power and power are naturally easier to get than others. , After all, it is still a bit of a humble occupation.

If Yang Changjian was not the material for studying, then he would also choose to be a businessman, but he can read and read good books, so his official career is naturally an opportunity to change his current situation, and the life at home also makes Yang Changjian want to go this way way to give them a better life.

As for those born as poor children, most of them came out with such an idea. Yang Changjian's ambitions are not too big.

But when he arrived in Beijing, he was deliberately approached by Peng Peng and others. After all, Yang Changjian's vision was lowered, so he was deceived, and he was deceived very badly. In the end, he almost died tragically. At this time, his mentality changed a lot. , he became angry and cynical, and a little bit hated this capital city where Peng Peng could call the wind and rain, but he couldn't move an inch, so he could only die with hatred.

At this time, Yun Cang and Bingyan rescued him, gave him a lot of help, and even helped him to get justice for himself.

Yang Changjian has a good character, so when he gets help, he always remembers the kindness of Yun Cang and Bingyan. He wants to become stronger and give Yun Cang and Bingyan a reward. He thinks so in his heart, and so does he. made.

But his mentality has changed a lot. His scientific examination is completely for others, not for himself, so he bears the pressure that is multiplied by himself, and he can't walk at all. If he came out, he was also afraid that others would be disappointed in him. The change in his mentality would not help him at all, but would actually harm him.

It's a pity that Yang Changjian still didn't realize this, but after listening to the old couple's words, he was enlightened, and suddenly became enlightened.

There are good people and there are bad people, just like when he met Peng Peng, he also met Yun Cang and Bingyan. Maybe they helped him for a certain purpose, but Yang Changjian could feel this intention.Whether a person is really for his own benefit or just to be used, he is not really unable to see, even if he is deceived for a while, he will still think about it.

If it was really just for use, then at this time, throwing him here, in front of the old couple, there is no need to do anything extra, just throw it away if it is useless, Yang Changjian felt ashamed of his good intentions.

And the two old couples have been able to persist in this for so many years. Although the two old couples usually have no expenses other than taking care of themselves, and they have no children and can't leave anything for future generations, so they use money to take care of these children. Isn't it just right?

But they are willing to do it, but it is not what they have to do. If they can do this, they have no selfishness, and they don't think about getting anything at all. They just want to take care of these children and do their best.

Yang Changjian thought too much before, and almost overwhelmed his own nerves. Is this really necessary?Even if he really didn't do well in the exam, can Prince Cang and Princess Cang blame them?At best, just ignore him. He can indeed repay him if he can pass the exam, but who dares to say that he can do it.

Yang Changjian is not completely unambitious. If he had no ambition, he would stay in the countryside and farm, and then his family would find a well-matched neighbor’s daughter to marry, and then have children, and continue to struggle for them. up.

As long as he is diligent, the family will not have much surplus, but food and clothing should be enough, but he is not satisfied with this, so he came out and got good grades in the exam all the way. After entering the capital, he also has his own pride in his heart. Otherwise, I didn't get in touch with my classmates at the beginning, and I would have the idea of ​​caring for them in the officialdom.At that time, Yang Changjian should have locked himself in the room and read a book instead of talking with them. If he hadn't discovered Yang Changjian's talents, Peng Peng might not have had evil thoughts in his heart.

At that time, Yang Changjian also had his own selfishness, saying that he was not pedantic at all, knew how to be low-key and modest, so Peng Peng might not have discovered him so quickly, would he? It is impossible to say that Yang Changjian had no problems with this matter.

After that, he only thought about revenge, then thought about repaying kindness, and then became an official in the court. What else did he want, he suddenly couldn't think of it.

The old couple like to take care of their children and are willing to give them a home. It's just that, even in their words, it has nothing to do with kindness, it's just because they want to, it's that simple.

Yang Changjian felt that he had no real heart, what was his real heart?

The old couple looked at Yang Changjian lost in thought, glanced at each other, held hands, and left slowly. The shouting of the children outside still didn't stop, they were noisy, but the faces of the children were pure and cheerful. , so carefree, they looked at it, and couldn't help but raise the corners of their lips. All the troubles of the day, so tired, seeing these children, seemed to disappear in an instant.

Yang Changjian knew that the old couple had left, but he didn't know how to react, so he didn't respond.

And he also stood up at this time, looking at the innocent face of the child outside through the crack of the door, fell into deeper thoughts.

Why did he miss reading in the first place?

I still remember that Xiaoer next door learned a character from the school and came back to show it off to him. He asked Xiaoer what that word was, and Xiaoer told him that Mr. 'Ren' was a Protestant. He asked Xiaoer what it meant. .

Xiao Er rubbed his head, thought for a long time and said, "That's what I mean, just point to me."

Yang Changjian, the trumpet at the time, didn’t understand why people referred to Xiao Er, and that wasn’t his name. Later, he secretly listened to Mr.’s class, and then he learned that the character “人” was just a general reference, not someone’s name. But it also feels amazing.

Later, my husband discovered him and was willing to teach him. Yang Changjian was very smart, and he thought so too. Even if he didn’t know what his husband taught him at the time, he would think about it, and he would come up with something later. More often than not it is true.The husband said that it would be a waste if he could not study deeply, and he was also encouraged, thinking that he should continue to study and not waste his intelligence.

The more he learns, the more profound it becomes, and there are even some principles of life in it, which are worth pondering for him.

But when he came to the capital, he found that he didn't know much about being a human being. He suffered a terrible defeat. What do you want.

What does he want?

To let his parents live well, and to repay King Cang and Princess Cang, he will still do these things.

But if he becomes an official in the future, can he solve many problems after that?In fact, he has been ignoring it all the time. King Cang and Princess Cang did not help him directly. The status of the court is not so easy to say.

And in Mingxue Pavilion at that time, the Jifeng in the words of King Li and King Cheng wished to get caught every moment, wanting to step on each other, not only them, but also those in the high back house Ladies, every one of them has something in their words, and there is a mystery in their words. If you don't pay attention, you can make a fool of yourself, or even be lost forever.

The confrontation in the court will not be less than this, and it will even be more cruel. With such a naive idea, he is afraid that the first wave will be wiped out. Those people's methods are definitely more powerful than Peng Peng's. awesome.

He even felt that as long as he passed the exam, there would be no problem. The imperial examination was only the beginning, and passing the exam was only the beginning, and the road ahead would be even more difficult.

And if he can become an official, what kind of path he will take, he has never thought about it before, he only thinks about repaying and repaying his kindness in the future, but in fact, it is empty and has no benefit or use.

And these, he now understands, have already thought about it.

The relationship between the characters in the court is complicated, he wants to repay his favor now, but who knows what will happen in the future, what will happen if there is a confrontation with King Cang and Princess Cang, and what will happen if he stands in the line of King Cang and Princess Cang? To do it in the light or in the dark, the knowledge in it, just thinking about it, Yang Changjian felt that it was so vast that it made him look extraordinarily small.

The former self was too naive. He entered the official career with a heart, to live a better life for his family, and to repay his kindness, but can he persevere, like this old couple, and he is here? How to go?Now no one can tell him, only he wants to know.

That night, Yang Changjian followed the old couple very diligently, helping the group of children with meals and serving dishes, busy with work inside and outside, and when he couldn't sleep at night, he would toss and turn and couldn't sleep thinking, thinking a lot, But I haven't found the answer, and the more I think about it, the more complicated it becomes.

Then the next day, he continued to accompany the old couple to take care of these children earnestly. Sometimes the children asked him a question innocently, but he couldn't answer the truth inside, and he couldn't get out of it. Yang Changjian The third day was very distressed. After taking care of these children, Hei Qi came to him that night.

Hei Qi only asked him one sentence: "Have you thought about it yet?"

Yang Changjian said with a wooden face: "Say no, I can't think of anything now."

Hei Qi smiled: "Then do you think it's easier to read a book, or to think about it?"

Yang Changjian was stunned for a moment: "Read a book!"

Hei Qi laughed, and slapped Yang Changjian: "Then don't go back to read the book, and sometimes think about it, tell me if you are sick!"

Yang Changjian was stunned when he heard the words, but couldn't help bursting out laughing, yes, he thought too much, whether he can pass the exam is still a question!

[Author's digression]: After writing, I found that this matter seems to be similar to the college entrance examination. I hope that those who take the college entrance examination can smoothly get into the school of their choice.

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