The wealthy bride of the cold CEO

Chapter 190 Four: The Eve of the Wedding

I'm going to be someone else's bride.

Break my original oath.

Shanghai, Summer Garden, Dawn.

Xia Qing didn't fall asleep all night, and woke up early in the morning. She was nervous. Today is her and Ji Tianqi's wedding day. It would be a long day, but it came in the blink of an eye. Grandma and Ji Tianqi were preparing for this wedding, she didn't worry about anything, but there were countless uneasiness in her heart.I don't know if I made the right decision or not?

Looking at herself in the mirror, she didn't recognize her now more and more. This self said insincere words, she held her chin and asked herself repeatedly: "Xia Qing, do you really choose to marry Ji Tianqi? Do you think this will make you happy?"

What is the answer?Even she herself can't figure it out. Three years ago, when she sat here and became a cold bride, she had girlish expectations for her future marriage, and three years later, she no longer expected her own marriage. It's not that she doesn't understand that Ji Tianqi is a good husband, and he will treat her very well, so good that she can't bear to hurt him, and she can't bear to tell him that she has never forgotten the coldness in her heart.

"Xia Qing, you know you are bad, Leng Lie is your elder brother, Tian Qi treats you so well, how can you think of others, you must forget, forget, today you will become Ji Tianqi's bride, for the rest of your life, you will The person walking together is Ji Tianqi, do you understand?" Xia Qing said to herself in the mirror.

Silently looking at the white wedding dress lying on the bed in the bedroom, no matter how gorgeous the wedding dress is, it is just a dress, just like this marriage, if there is no love, it is just an established fact, it seems that there is no way to change this wedding dress, But the road ahead, there is no retreat, only choose to go on.

Wearing a pure white wedding dress, short hair reaching to the ears, without any pendants, simple and elegant, the white gauze with slanted shoulders looks noble and beautiful on her body.The long skirt was dragging on the ground, she really wanted to pull a smile on her face, but she didn't. He Xiuying walked up to her and looked at Xia Qing in a daze.

"Tianqing, grandma, I'm so happy to see you wearing a wedding dress and marrying your beloved. Grandma didn't force you this time. Marrying him is your own choice. Grandma believes that you will be happy!" He Xiuying looked at Xia Qing , Xia Qing came over and hugged He Xiuying.

"Grandma, don't worry, Tianqing will be happy!" She told He Xiuying four years ago on the day she got married, but now, will this sentence still be fulfilled?

"Okay, Xingzi is already dressed and waiting for you downstairs, let's go to the church, Tianqi is waiting for us in the church!" He Xiuying took Xia Qing's hand and went downstairs together.

Today, Xingzi is also dressed as a little British knight, with a black suit and a white shirt. When he sees the sunny summer, he is very happy: "Mum, you are so beautiful, I want Mummy to be my bride, don't do it Daddy's bride!" Xingzi ran into Xia Qing's arms.

"Silly boy, you will have your own bride in the future, who will be prettier and better than Mommy!" Xia Qing pinched the bridge of his little nose, and Xing Zi rubbed against her arms: "No, no, Xingzi wants Mommy, and when I grow up, I will marry Mommy as my bride!" He seemed to have made a shocking decision like a little adult.

When Leng Lie got off the plane and rushed back to Leng Lie's house, it was already past ten o'clock in the morning. As soon as he got home, Zhang's mother took out something and handed it to Leng Lie: "Master, this is Miss Su who asked me to hand it over to Leng Lie." It is for you, it is said to be very important, but you went to the United States a few days ago, you should take a look!"

Leng Lie took the parcel bag that Zhang Ma handed him, and sat in the living room. Seeing Leng Lie coming home, Wang Meixiu made breakfast for him.

"A Lie, let's have some breakfast, Ajie and Mu Jin have gone to the company, you should have a good rest when you come back!" Wang Meixiu put the breakfast in front of Leng Lie.Leng Lie lowered his head and drank the milk, and opened all the things in the parcel bag.

I am doomed to fail you in this life.

It's not that you're bad,

It's because I'm not the right person in your life.

Leng Leng took out the documents in the parcel bag, first of all was a divorce agreement, he opened the divorce agreement, and obviously saw that Su Ruoying had signed it, he had been away for a few days, and he wanted to settle it when he came back here This matter was over, but she didn't expect that she would take the initiative to propose a divorce.The other one is a report. When he opened it, it was a dna comparison book. He had read this report before, but the final conclusion was that it was not match. Now he should understand that he is the son of Murong Wen and He Jingtian, of course. There will be no blood relationship with Xia Qing.

The last thing that fell down was a thick letter. He opened the envelope coldly, and what he saw was a piece of handwritten letter paper mottled with tears.

"strong:

Please allow me to call you this one last time, I am leaving, when you read this letter, I have already left this city, maybe Shanghai has never been suitable for me, I am going back to my own home, there There is a warm home waiting for me, which is something I have been hoping for for a long time but I can't get it. I was wrong, but I discovered it too late.

Lie, remember the scene when we first met?Maybe you have forgotten it. At that time, you were under the cherry blossom tree. It would be great if your life was as beautiful as it was when you first saw it. I know that I have fallen into your trap at that moment, and I have tried every means to get close to you. , I thought I would conquer you, who knew that you conquered me in the end, ten years have passed in a flash, I am now 20 years old from the feeling of a 30-year-old girl, the years always leave some traces, these ten years, I and In your ten years, our love did not blossom and bear fruit after all. It was my fault, not our love, but my love for you. It has always been my silly one-sided love. I thought that I could be by your side Only, but she appeared.

Xia Qing's appearance broke my original happy life pattern, I thought I should lose you, but you didn't leave my side, let me foolishly immerse myself in my dreams again, thinking that this is me I want to live, so I did a lot of things wrong, these are because I love you, love you for ten years, I have never regretted that I loved you, I have been thinking about a problem, I am earlier than Xia Qing Met you, I know you better than her, why did you choose her over me.

I never figured it out, but now I understand that love has no reason, love is love, not love is not love, only when you do something wrong will you find a reason, love is a doomed thing, there is no reason, love It's for the sake of the other party, not selfishly trying to confine him by my side. I understand this from you and Xia Qing, but unfortunately I understand it too late.

Lie, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for your child, when I decided to kill this child, I already expected that I would not be able to turn back, no matter it was selfish or necessary, there was always one Life, I thought it was natural for me to use the excuse that you are brothers and sisters to shirk this responsibility, but I was wrong, it is a life after all, the child didn't have that night, and I didn't fall asleep all night, I can imagine the child The pain of losing time, but I didn't tell you that when the doctor said that Xia Qing's blood type is a rare blood type, I began to doubt the fact that you are brother and sister.

If I find out, the two of you are not brothers and sisters at all. I can’t let you know. If I let you know, you will leave me again, so I spent money to change this fact. I forged the report to you. I think I got it all. As expected, Xia Qing was forced away by me, and you came back to me. I thought I should have happiness. After three years of married life, I did it for you. You gave up everything and what did you get in return?I'll know when Xia Qing appears again, in your eyes and in your heart, you can't forget her at all, and you have never had me in your heart!I admit that I am a failure, I am such a failure, you have already killed your own child for Xia Qing, you have given up your marriage for Xia Qing, you are all for her.

In the end, I made a dying struggle. I used the same bargaining chip to tell Xia Qing that you are brother and sister, but she gave me the same result. For you, she agreed to my condition, she is willing to marry Ji Tianqi , It's all for you. At this time, I feel stupid. I thought it was all carefully planned by me. I thought I was about to get my love, only to find out that I have nothing.

When I saw the happy appearance of Lily's family, I found that I was very wrong. I was always struggling with the happiness that didn't belong to me. In fact, the relationship between us should have ended long ago. I knew that I hadn't met Xia Tian Before it was sunny, you had me in your heart, but I also knew that you didn't love me. It was like this eight years ago, and it's still the same now.

Leng Lie, I don’t want to waste my youth on you anymore, I’m leaving, I’m going to a place that belongs to me, maybe there’s no prosperity like Shanghai, maybe there’s no you, but I’ll be somewhere in the world , I wish you happiness, this man I have loved for ten years.

I never regret it, I loved you for ten years, but I was not the right person in your life.

If, one day, you still find Xia Qing, then say sorry to her for me, I know sorry won't do much for her, but I want to say, she is very similar to me, once you fall in love, Just stick to my obsession, but I will do anything for my purpose, but she won't, so she should have her happiness.

Lie, I'm leaving, goodbye, goodbye means there is no reason to meet again!

Su Ruoying pen"

When Leng Lie read the last line, there were tears in his eyes. A woman loved him for ten years, but in these ten years, he didn't give her anything in return, even if it was a little love, Su Ruoying, what should I say? The person who is sorry has always been me, I have delayed you for ten years, happiness, you should have your happiness, I hope it is not too late.

"Ah Lie, what's wrong with you?" Wang Meixiu saw cold tears dripping onto the letter paper, and saw that what he put down on his hand was actually a divorce agreement.

"Auntie, what time is it?" Coldly wiped away the tears from his eyes, he was doomed to have failed Su Ruoying in this life, and he had to find the love he had lost.

Wang Meixiu looked at her watch: "It's almost eleven o'clock, what's the matter? Are you in a hurry?" Wang Meixiu was a little surprised.

"25:[-], Xujiahui Catholic Church!" He remembered what was written on the invitation card.

"Auntie, I have something to go out, please keep this package for me!" Leng Lie put everything in the package and handed it to Wang Meixiu, and ran out.