The wealthy bride of the cold CEO

Chapter 96 Mother's Letter ([-])

If it is meant to be so.

Then I would rather never tell this secret.

It's just a secret that can't be told.

Leng Leng opened his mother's handwriting, and he could distinguish mother's handwriting. He remembered that in the parent's exercise book, his mother's handwriting was always so dignified and elegant. Her mother said that she was suitable for the Chinese department, but she chose business management because of her grandfather's relationship.

AD [-], March [-]th.cloudy day.

Today my father came home and told me that he had found a husband for me, and he understood what my father meant without warning. As for me, I could only accept it without the consciousness of resistance. For 24 years, I followed my father’s example. The plan given to me, step by step to the point he would like to see, I gave up my favorite Chinese department and chose business management, I knew that everything was arranged for me.

When I was 16 years old, I once thought about escaping from my father’s control. I fell in love for the first time. It was one of my seniors. Just when I knew that love is a young taste, my father knew it. My father gave him a sum of money. And for the tens of thousands of dollars, he wiped away that first love, as if it had never been there.

At that time, I no longer believed in love. As I expected, my father had already arranged it. I didn’t ask about the background and family of the other party. I was just waiting to be married, a husband that my father said was a match in every way.

Coldly turned to the second page and continued browsing.

AD [-], March [-], a rainy day.

Tomorrow I will marry a husband that my father chose for me. I have met him before. He is Leng Tianxiong, the eldest son of the Leng Group. He is a young entrepreneur. Good man, that's what I guessed, my father prepared an extraordinary dowry for me, I don't feel anything, I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth as a young lady, I don't have any concept of poverty, what I want is always the most Well, including husband, father also picked the best for me.

Today my father talked to me. He didn’t say goodbye to his married daughter. He just told me that he wants the Leng Group to become the Murong family. One of the pawns in my hand is worth using, and I naturally know that such a marriage does not have the so-called love.

AD [-], April [-]st, sunny day.

I don’t know if God is willing to joke with me. It was raining yesterday, but today it’s sunny. April [-]st is a ridiculous day. It’s April Fool’s Day. My father said that today is an auspicious day. The white wedding dress became the first woman in Shanghai to wear a wedding dress to get married in a church. Everyone said I was happy, am I happy?I don't know, if I were happy, I wouldn't be writing letters on this wedding night. He left, and I didn't go home to sleep on the first day of marriage.

I don't know what marriage feels like to him. I don't love him, and he doesn't love me, but I still have a good impression of him. Today he is wearing a tuxedo. For a moment, I feel that he It's a prince. During the ceremony, when he kissed me, I felt very tender. At that moment, I mistakenly thought he would fall in love with me?

can you?Will he fall in love with me?

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AD [-], May [-]th, rainy day.

We have been married for a month, and Tianxiong went home to live. We respect each other as guests, but it is cold, and the Leng family mansion is also deserted and lonely. After getting married, I went to work in the Leng Group. , the fact that he was having a good time outside, but my mother told me before I got married that as an excellent woman, I have to endure the man's playful, so I just ignored it.

Just yesterday, he got drunk and returned home. In the new house, I became his woman. He wanted me, and while he was drunk, he wanted me hard, but it was my first time, from a girl to a girl. For the first time as a woman, I was in pain, and he also found out that he treated me tenderly, at least in bed.

Because I helped him a lot with the group affairs in his work, his attitude towards me has improved a lot, and we have had regular relationships several times, every time in bed, he would not say gentle words, just pure sex .I also became numb, is this the life I want, my married life?I often ask myself this question.

I found out that I love him, right? I love my husband. I often wonder about this matter. Am I going to spend my whole life in such doubts?

In [-] AD, on the seventh day of the seventh month, it was cloudy.

The seventh day of July is Ghost Festival, it’s like meeting a ghost, he really became popular this time, the newspaper published a lot of space, the eldest son of the Leng Group is outsourcing ###, and doesn’t take care of the family at all wife.

I gritted my teeth when I saw the newspaper. At that time, I didn’t know what was wrong with me. Maybe it was jealousy. He went home anyway, not caring what the outside world wrote or circulated.

I slapped him hard, he called me a shrew on the spot, I quarreled with him, I scolded him, scolded him hard, I was used to a life where everyone doted on me since I was a child, my eyes couldn't melt Take a grain of sand, in my eyes, he already owns me, and I am his wife, so he shouldn't go too far.

We quarreled fiercely. At that time, I knew that he had no choice but to go home and have sex with me. He didn't love me at all, he didn't even like me at all. I was helpless. I had never felt that I was such a failure.

My father called me again today and told me that the biggest capital of a woman is to gain a foothold in the family. It is best to grasp the shares of the group. My father put pressure on me again. He asked me several times if I was pregnant. He told me that during this period of time, I should first establish my position in the Leng Group, and never get pregnant. After my power is stabilized, I will give birth to a son.

I thought that after I got married, my father would no longer stipulate me, this, stipulate me, that, but it was in vain, I still couldn't escape my father's control.

And I'm not going to get pregnant at all, even if he's drunk, he'll be safe.

It turned out that he didn't want me to have a baby for him at all.

So have I even lost the right to have children?

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In [-] AD, on March [-]th, it was sunny.

Tianxiong and I have been married for almost a year. The marriage life of this year has made me more aware of the cost of establishing a foothold in the big family. I have completed many cases of the group for him. In business, I am his Right hand and right arm, but in life, I am a big lady, and it is not something I am good at, and I am too lazy to take care of it.I just like grand ostentation. I like that there are always different choices for me on the table every day. I can’t help it. I’m already used to such a luxurious life.

My younger sister, Murong Wen, is not such a person. She is the complete opposite of me. She is one year younger than me and lives a frugal life, but she is doing archaeological research. I don’t know what is wrong with her. , Our two personalities are really polar opposites.

The meaning of marriage to me is getting more and more confused, I don't even know why I want this marriage, but every time I quarrel with Tianxiong, but I always can't get the result I want, Tianxiong is the only one who resists me The way is to avoid speaking.

Am I going to spend my whole life in this birdcage?I can't believe it.

Flipping through so far, the handwriting mottled with tears seems to still have the smell of tears. It turned out that his mother was not what he imagined. This handwriting made him very curious to know how things would develop later, and he wiped away the remaining tears at the corners of his eyes. of tears.